#autism spectrum disorder
So my boyfriend and I were watching videos of otters at the zoo, and Jonny straight up asks me if “otters develop attachments to things like I do.”
My boyfriend just asked me if otters are autistic.
This speaks to me in so many ways
My NT friend: doesn’t this silence bother u
Me, autistic: are u telling me u can’t hear this incredibly loud fridge
The lights have sound
Electronics have sound
Appliances have sound
If electricity runs through it, it has sound.
Rarely is there actual silence (and that does bother me due to lack of sensory input).
This is why the barn uses me when they think the horses are reacting to a noise they can’t hear. I’ll likely find it (it’s usually the heating or the electrical box in the indoor).
I also know when the electric fences are on.
For years I was convinced that I was either hallucinating or had hearing damage, because electronics always made this high-pitched whine that was closer to being felt than heard, and nobody else knew what I was talking about.
Then I met other autistic people.Wait a minute.
…Are…are you telling me other people can’t hear the fridge motor?
The constant high pitched whine of electric appliances?
That the world doesn’t sound like radio frequencies?
It already took me 21 years to realise that I don’t perceive light the way normal people do (thanks to astigmatism) and now this?
What else?
or like the sound of the wind outside when you’re inside along with everything else