Yes, I am an adult. Yes, I did go to build-a-bear. Yes, I did take the heart ceremony seriously. YES, HE DOES SMELL LIKE LAVENDER AND PLAY THE MARIO THEME.
So 5 years ago, I tried to kill myself and during my stay in the hospital is when I first really met Loki and started working with him. The anniversary of the last time I cut and the day I met Loki coincide on the 3rd of March.
I am also a big stuffed animal fan- they help my anxiety and prevent me from picking during the night. I love Build a Bears and have been asking FOR YEARS for them to do a Loki one.
Guess what released last night online?
It’s a tiny bit late, but an awesome anniversary gift all the same. :)
I bought these things from build a bear! I also bought the beating heart and candyfloss scent for the bear (raspbeary), and I can’t wait for them to arrive!
I made sure to make raspbeary the stimmiest possible bear I could! Also her bag will hold our masks and maybe a stim toy or two.
She means the world to me and I wouldn’t want anything bad to happen to her I think I would cry if anything bad happens to her, plus she’s my best friend ❤️ 
I went to the arcade at a mall with the band Set It Off and Cody Carson gave me $20 to go to a Build-a-Bear workshop while he was trying to show Maxx and Zach how good he is at Galaga.
@unto-myself-together asked for a photo of the bear I took with me to my vaccine shot. This my tenth doctor bear. I was admittedly torn between him and my stark bear but I took the doctor with me because he hadn’t gotten an outting yet being my newest bear.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Ten is also one of my fav doctors too! THIS IS SO AWESOME I LOVE HIM
AND HE COMES WITH AN ADORABLE LITTLE SONIC SCREWDRIVER OH MY HEART~~!!!!!
Now you know I’m terribly curious. Did they still do the thing where you have to put the heart in the build a bear?? And did you give him two hearts??? I must know!!!
