#cum control

My addiction to finding men to chat with that will make me feel feminine is out of control. I’ve been logging on to chat more and more while at work and staying up late into the night.to get my fix. I find I’m often depressed when I’m not virtually fucking someone. I should stop but I can’t. I crave it so much!

It’s Locktober and I decided to not cum as long as I can this month. I know I’ll fail because at some point I’ll have to have sex with my wife, but at least I can avoid cumming from touching myself and I won’t enjoy it when I do cum. Not cumming is great but I often wonder if I should just orgasm daily or more to try and break my addiction. It sounds almost counter intuitive but I think it could actually help.

Anyway, so far so good. It’s eleven days into October but It’s actually been three weeks since my last orgasm. I’ve had some steamy chats that make me want to burst but I’ve held back. I think the only person who could make me want to break my streak right now would be Devonbut I haven’t talked with him in a long time.

Imagine someone put a spell on your cock. You can’t tell the effects at first, until the first message hits your inbox. “You can cum, but…”

They might say “but you have to use a dildo to push you over the edge, no touching your cock.” Or “You have to wear the same underwear for three days and smell them while jerking off.” Or “You have to cum your pants in a public place, like a parking lot or bathroom.” Or “You have to cum all over your face.”

It could be anything, and you have to obey. In fact, you can’t cum until you complete the task.

Worse, some messages will say “You can’t cum today.” And you will have to hope the next message lets you cum.

Would you give this spell a try? I would! Send a command to my inbox and I will do my best to obey. I’ll share my experiences.