My addiction to finding men to chat with that will make me feel feminine is out of control. I’ve been logging on to chat more and more while at work and staying up late into the night.to get my fix. I find I’m often depressed when I’m not virtually fucking someone. I should stop but I can’t. I crave it so much!
It’s Locktober and I decided to not cum as long as I can this month. I know I’ll fail because at some point I’ll have to have sex with my wife, but at least I can avoid cumming from touching myself and I won’t enjoy it when I do cum. Not cumming is great but I often wonder if I should just orgasm daily or more to try and break my addiction. It sounds almost counter intuitive but I think it could actually help.
Anyway, so far so good. It’s eleven days into October but It’s actually been three weeks since my last orgasm. I’ve had some steamy chats that make me want to burst but I’ve held back. I think the only person who could make me want to break my streak right now would be Devonbut I haven’t talked with him in a long time.
This is how my Goddess prefers me to stay as well. Horny, desperate, and eager to worship her divine pussy. She deserves all the pleasure and I’m so blessed to be allowed to bring it to her. I am a much more enthusiastic pussy licker when I’m caged and denied. Her pussy stays on my mind. I live to obey and bring her pleasure. This is how I find my fulfillment.
Every time! I’m rarely allowed an emission, even more rarely allowed an orgasm, but if cum comes out of her cock, I’m required to swallow every drop and so should all submissive men.
Yes they are. I’m proof of this. Chastity keeps me horny and desperate which drives my submission and obedience. It keeps me willing and eager to pleasure and satisfy my Goddess. I’m a firm believer that a big key to a loyal, devoted, and obedient husband is to keep his cock locked and denied in chastity.
