#dsmp tommy
They will have a happy ending
I miss c!Crimeboys and I want them to reconcile and I want them to just be happy
The 16th part 1 because
Yes
I really like this AU i just wish my phone didn’t crash Everytime I try to draw a new part of the comic
Ignore the very obvious fact that I forgot Tommy’s braces, thank you.
“let them sleep, for when they wake up they will move mountains.”
THEY WOOOOON!!
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//Today’s lore hurt, But hey Finally got Motivation to post today!
Tomorrow? who knows, might post some osmp stuff I made awhile ago.
btw this isn’t canon in the babysitter au cause most of my ideas for it are just flat out shenanigans, This is just a “if I decided to follow currant canon” route
Story undercut (Because there are a lot of frames for this comic I wanted to draw but couldn’t)
A few timid knocks on the door was the first thing to be heard through the house.
It’d already been a….eventful, day for Tommy, and he very much was not in the mood to be dealing with any one else.
“Shroud, go hid in the other room. now.” Tommy whispered quietly, the small Spider-hybrid simply nodded, Squeezing the small pig stuffie in his arms before running to the safety of the other room.
Tommy smiled a bit when he remembered making the stuffed toy–along with a matching spider plush–for the boys when he first started babysitting Micheal, granted Micheal did end up with a more colorfulvocabulary after Tommy accidentally pricked his finger one too many times…but after they were done the two were barely seen without them.
Knock knock
‘Shit right, Still gotta deal with that…’ Tommy sighed before taking a shield out of his inventory and heading towards the door, Keeping a free hand open incase he needed to grab Shroud and escape quickly.
He walked towards the door cautiously and opened it.
“Who’s there?! I swear dream if it’s you I’ll fuckin-”
Greyish blue eyes met with a warm magenta.
“Tubbo? wha-”
‘What is he doing here?’
‘Did he see Ghostboo too…?’
‘DOES TUBBO HAVE A OWL HOUSE SKIN NOW?? HELLO??’
‘Bee boy is sadge :< ‘
‘Where’s Micheal?’
‘Ah yes, Chat’s being reliable as always’ Tommy thought sarcastically ignoring the now offeneded calls of ‘meaninnit’ bouncing through his head. instead choosing to focusing on his Friend, who now that he’s actually looking at him, looks to be very much in distress.
“Techno Came by Snowchester today… Ranboo. Ranboo’s gone Tommy”
Tommy stayed silent, mostly out of guilt. He Encountered Ghostboo Shortly after his confrontation with Dre-
He Hung out with him for a short bit, and he seemed so…Different than Ranboo, and while it was funny in some moments it just felt…Wrong in some way.
it never fully hit Tommy until that moment that the Ranboo that they knew, was probably suffering a miserable hell in Limbo, he was so busy trying to figure out what the fuck happened to him that he… oh what kind of fucking hell is that place putting him through right now…
“…a-and with Micheal disappearing as well, I just…”
“wait what?”
“Me and… I- there was a mix up with work schedules, we both were at work and we thought the other was at home… We came back Home to egg shells everywhere in Micheals room and some of his plushies were missing… ”
Guilt weighed on The Blonde’s shoulders as he listened, he can barely remember what he was doing around that time, he just thought when Ranboo and Tubbo didn’t respond to his messages about the next time when he’s babysitting the little Gremlin, that they were just spending more time with him, since Tommy barely saw them around Las nevadas nor at Paradise anymore… never checking up on them in Snowchester because he was glad Micheal was supposedly getting more time with his parents again…
he should’ve checked up on them… he should’ve-
“I- I know that we haven’t talked in awhile but… Can I stay with you guys for the night?”
Tubbo asked, his voice sounding as if it would break if he were left alone once again.
Tommy just simply threw his free arm around the shorter as he pulled in into a hug–which was a bit uncomfortable given Tommy was still holding a shield–But right now it didn’t matter.
“Tubbo you don’t need to ask, You’re alwayswelcome here…Now come on, you can distract Shroud while I make some bread…”
“Sounds good… and Tommy?”
“Hm?”
“Do you think…We’ll find a way to fix this?”
Tubbo asks as he grabs a quilt from a nearby chest, at the same Moment Shroud cautiously returns hearing the familar voice and excitedly goes over to Tubbo.
“We always do Bigman…”
And for now they leave it at that, shortly moving on to small random topics, Most of it coming from Shroud who seems to serve as a good distraction to both of the boys with his imaginative ramblings.
They’ll talk about a course of action in the morning, right now, they’re just processing with everything that’s been thrown at them today. Tommy with his new mission to possibly find a way to help Ranboo- well Ghostboo now… And Tubbo Formulating numerous theory’s and plans to find out where his missing son is.
Unbeknownest to the Duo that in the current moment, both Micheal and his Stone- Ghostly Father are in good hands.
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//they got mcPuffys’ afterwards
Small headcanons
-shroud sees Tommy as more of a “You’re like my older brother, but take care of me like a dad” so instead of Dad Shroud calls Tommy either by his name or Mimi
-Micheal’s favorite burger is from McPuffy’s (much to Tubbo and Ranboo’s heartbreak)
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Welcome to a bored analysis of C!Wilbur Soot, c!Tommy, the “afterlife” and c!Wilbur cares for c!Tommy or not.
[Note]if I forgot an important detail I apologize, I still need to catch up on recent streams, also this contains a few small theories I have regarding the “afterlife”
Alright so…Wilbur Soot.
When I first saw his revival I honestly was surprised with the way he went about it, but after hearing about his version of his afterlife with the whole train station thing it made sense.
He never really found peace after dying in L’manberg’s second death. Hence why Ghostbur was even a thing in the first place. And I don’t know about you but almost 13 years of isolation with not much company, it could do a lot to a person.
And then we have Tommy danger-Kraken Innit.
The kid who’s been dragged through hell and back kicking and screaming. Who has basically nothing to his name but still fought for so many people, places, and things for far longer than anyone should have.
And what was his personal purgatory?
A void of pure nothingness, he hears things, but he sees nothing but a pitch black abyss.
Now, I believe that the Wilbur in Tommy’s purgatory is still the same Wilbur who was revived. But it’s just that they both saw two different perspectives, but since we don’t exactly know what went on between them I can only assume that they both were under the impression that they thought the other was seeing what they were seeing.
Now I kind of did a little research on dream meanings for this
(And yes I’m well aware of the fact that dreams aren’t the same as Death but just bear with me here)
For Wilbur I researched about train stations and waiting.
Train stations: “…A train station represents a transitional period in your life. You need to take a short break to reassess your situation and determine your path and goals.”
Waiting: “To dream you are waiting is indicative of issues of power/control and feelings of dependence/independence”
Now Wilbur defiantly has some issues to go through about Power and control, and I would say he does have some clear signs of dependence when it comes to characters such as Tommy.
Now for Tommy I researched the void/abyss
The void: “If feared: fear of losing control, loss of identity, fear of failure, meeting those dark fears or worries, we hide in our depths; lack of confidence, we fear death in some form and are afraid of the hugeness of the unconscious”
Tommy was very afraid of the void from when we saw him in purgatory for the first time, and when he was revived you were able to see the fears that were mentioned
Fear of losing control: I’m pretty confident in saying that c!Tommy is one who gets manipulated the most, and at times even being the scapegoat for conflicts.
It feels as though Tommy’s losing power over himself because he’s either being manipulated into doing something that doesn’t really benefit him. Or blamed for a conflict that he was only really apart of and not really starting it only joining in when things get rough.
fear of failure: This mostly pertains a lot with Wilbur, he’s afraid of disappointing one of the few people he still believes in, when Wilbur used the whole “Family dynamic” against Tommy because Tommy didn’t want to get him stone Tommy immediately went on the defensive and in the end just agreed to get the stone.
Worries and lack of confidence: this kind of goes back to the “fear of losing power over himself” Tommy has to worry about his life on a daily basis because he doesn’t want to go through any of the trauma’s he’s been through over again.
Another this bit about what the void could possibly mean is that it’s says that even though Tommy has fought so many wars he doesn’t have anything to show for it other than trauma and the lack of closure he tried to achieve but ended up dying instead.
My theory with the purgatory is that it customizes its self based on the person and what they have failed to accomplish (or what they have yet to accomplish revved duo’s case)
For Wilbur it’s the fact he never thought about the consequences of his actions and struggle to Reevaluate his issues with power and control and his dependent nature on other people.
For Tommy it’s around the fact he never got the closure and had to spend time with his unresolved traumas and issues.
And because of this fact they can’t move on to the afterlife because of what they went through and neither not having the true closure they needed they can’t truly find peace.
Now that I got my purgatory rant out of the way, this being up the next part of this rant…
Does c!Wilbur care about c!Tommy?
I’m under the belief that he does,
but because of the the fact Wilbur’s been doing nothing but thinking about the things he’s done and seeing Tommy accomplish his goals at the end of the disc war.
He feels as though Tommy doesn’t care about Wilbur anymore or at the very least doesn’t need him anymore.
Now I’m not excusing the fact that Wilbur is still manipulating Tommy and it’s still fucked up.
But if you saw a lot of the recent streams between c!Wilbur and c!Tommy, It’s pretty obvious in the way he talks with Ranboo, how he doesn’t want Tommy to join las Nevadas without him, how he seems to fall back into his Pogtopia tactics to keep Tommy by his side.
And Tommy and Wilbur’s interaction in purgatory did not help with Wilbur’s thought process, since Tommy seemed to very much not want to be there with Wilbur while Wilbur seemed to be a bit of the opposite with the cards and “playful” banter.
He feels as though he needs to use his manipulative tactics otherwise Tommy would leave him.
what’s really funny/irritating to me about this situation is that this is literally the opposite of the actual case.
Tommy literally talked with Foolish saying:
“But what this is, it’s gonna be about- not giving him a second chance, isn’t giving him a third chance, it’s not about chances! … it’s about making sure you don’t give up on the people you careabout.”
Tommy does care about Wilbur, and the fact that Wilbur can’t see that due to the years of isolation and unresolved traumas and issues he has, he can’t fully comprehend that “hey maybe I don’t have to manipulate the gremlin child into staying”
And why does Tommy stay with Wilbur?
Well besides his talk with Foolish, I think it goes back to the lack in confidence, Tommy has been manipulated and used as a scapegoat so much he’s basically accepted the fact people’s opinion of him will ever change. So he probably thinks that if he tried talking to Wilbur about it it’s very likely he wouldn’t believe it at all. (Kind of like how it was in Pogtopia with Wilbur doubting Tommy’s loyalty and input) So Tommy’s stuck in this loop of just taking it and just going with what Wilbur says.
Summary:
While Wilbur does indeed care for Tommy but it’s still unhealthy with how Tommy feels as though he needs to follow Wilbur in order to show he cares.
To end off if anyone needs clarification on any part of this analysis brain-dump, or have a theory about the opposite side feel free to comment on it or send a DM, I like formulating ideas and theories.
Spiders can’t generally hear, can they?
Tommy just radiates main character energy
my scrunkly has become a test subject
he stands in a field. yet no flowers bloom, because they died with the boy that grew them.
Tommy n Shroud ❤️
Why don’t you go and see him now?
Dream SMP: Tommy’s Trauma (pt. 3)
Again and again, Tommy is put through pain and suffering, only to have it start all over again once he feels safe. Tommy had the disks, he had to give them up. Tommy had Wilbur, Wilbur died. Tommy had Techno, Techno is crazy. The one constant he had, was Tubbo. What happens to Tubbo? Tubbo exiles Tommy, then they fight, then Tubbo gives away Tommy’s disk to his abuser, and then, once they have finally become friends again, Tommy. F*cking. Dies. At the hands of his abuser. Tommy can’t even kill his abuser, because then he would end up trapped in prison, forever. Tommy finds out that time and time again, he either has to lose what he loves or get used. The cycle of pain and abuse never ends for him because his is brought back to life by his abuser. That is why he tries to be a hero, and help others have a safe space. Because he doesn’t want anyone to go through what he goes through, and yet… they do. He is even failing at that. He just keeps falling over, and over again. And loses a piece of himself every time he does.
—-Chapter 2—-
“Grabbing a fresh page of parchment, he settles on the floor and dips his quill in the ink. The crow hops around him for a while before settling on his lap. He strokes its feathers as he thinks of how to write back.”
“The Tommyinnit Files” by LostPage
You guys should ABSOLUTELY check out this fantastic fic that I have the honor of beta reading for! It’s an amazing read and I’d happily recommend it to all of you!<3
