Forced to walk back home, tightly bound and gagged!
She picked me up in her car, treated me to dinner, and to repay her, I raped her wallet, bound her, and told her I was following her to her home in her car. “What will I drive?” she asked naively.
This mistress paid top dollar for twin maids, I think she’ll be satisfied with their ‘cleaning’ skills
It took a lot of work to maintain two maids (not to mention her fin slave who was always stuck in overtime at the office) but the rewards were pretty well worth it.
Oh boy, oh geez… I have no excuse except that I WARNED ya’ll I was gonna do this. PLEASE comment and let me know what you think. Also, these are pretty decent lengths, and I’m kinda proud. Anyway– lemme know what you think about this one! Bye!
(No Nick; I couldn’t get into it for him, sorry!)
Headrush definition: a sudden feeling of intense pleasure or euphoria
Summery: You were the rotten egg, the one that would stink down the whole bunch. He had to “take care of it”. But Rio decided to have some fun first, invitng Beth to his games. He did not know what he got himself into until it got too complicated.
Summery: You were the rotten egg, the one that would stink down the whole bunch. He had to “take care of it”. But Rio decided to have some fun first, invitng Beth to his games. He did not know what he got himself into until it got too complicated.
WARNINGS: Nothing? Kidnapping and mentioning of emoutional manipulation. Also this is kinda a draft so a LOT of spelling errors.
“Trust me, ma”, Rio brushed of some of the ash falling from the roof to his button up. Beth fiddled nervously with her hands. She wasn’t a woman of nervosity, but she had a lot of questions. “I don’t know about this”, she couldn’t meet his eyes, didn’t want him to see through her like he regularly did. He snorted, and she felt the floor vibrate when he moved across the room. “So now youre unsure about the rotten egg? Didnt yall kidnap a guy and keep him in a treehouse for sum time?”, Rio´s voice was closer now, she could feel his hot breath against her shoulder. She kept still “that wasn’t the same thing, w-we wasn’t emotionally manipulating him!”. Rio let something out similar to a mocking chuckle “so the threatening to leave him for dead before robbing his grandma wasnt that, well damn ma sound like you a saint now and all that”. He lifted his finger slowly to her face to move the strand of hair dangling. She let him. “So what’s the plan”, she mumbled as she stood up. She tried her best to ignore the guilt forming a lump in her stomach. He kept her eyes locked with his as he lowered his hand. Back to business. “We’re just going to play a little with her, mama, das it”.
The second the bag got dragged of my head i pulled a sharp inhale. The strong industrial lights making me blink for a good second before finally adjusting. The dust hovering looked like stars in the strong light. The lump of tears was already threatening in the back of my throat. I was to scream, but my throat was so tight i could swear it was backed up with dust. “You good mami?”, the voice startled me but i was already too frozen in my seat to move. The man who sat down in front of me looked me up and down. I had never seen him in my entire life but his aura was enough for me to keep my mouth shut. He had danger radiating from him, everything from the neck tattoo to the side smirk he gave me. He was not to mess with. Nervously i moved in my seat, ignoring the burn of the rope against my skin.
“So”, he mumbled leaning forward “what you’ve been doing with the money you stole from me?”. He must have seen the surprise written all over my face because the smirk across his face grew. “Did you buy a new car? Maybe a new necklace”, he leaned forward “i know the shopping spree suburian mommy shit was good cash, so tell me”. It finally clicked, the secret shopping. Just a small “hobby” like i said to my daughter. It was the only thing keeping the roof over my head. Since the small secretary job didn’t exactly pay the rents.
“I-i”, i started as i swallowed the lump in my throat “I bought drugs”.
His smile faltered but only for a second. His reaction finally made me realize what i said as i was quick to rephrase myself “i mean medication, not drug drugs”.
He licked his lower lip and i followed the action “You bought medication huh, with my money”. He spit out his words like they burnt his tongue. The sudden outburst made me lean as far away as the ropes would let me. My heart was pounding so loud i couldn’t register his next words. When he noticed my focus shifting he banged down his fist down the table hard. The sudden vibration of the table made me sob out something from the back of my throat. “W-what”, i mumbled, my voice breaking in tears. I did not have time for this. “So you thought you could just come out here, gimme back unwashed money and then go back to your basic bitch life?”, He had collected himself from the earlier outburst but his tone was still threatening
“I didn’t know it was yours!”, I yelled, surprised at how loud my voice was “let me go! let me go”. I started to move harshly in the bounds, my eyes focused on his the entire time. It was like if i was testing him. He stood up so fast the chair slammed against the ground. “Stop playing with me mama”, his voice came out so soft and controlled it surprised me enough to stop moving. He moved forward, positioning himself on top of the table. I could feel his heat radiating towards me. i kept myself on the edge of the chair, as far away from him as possible, as i in quiet waited for his next move. “Breathe”, i wasn’t even aware i stopped breathing until his kind words filled my ears. He planted his hands over my cheeks lifting my head. “I’m sorry i didn’t mean to yell at you”, his finger swiped across my cheek catching a tear. I Couldn’t even control myself as i leaned into his touch. I was too tired.
The warmth of his palm, the harsch push of his fingertips. It was intoxicating. I realized to late i was cuddling a dangerous mans hand. Without even giving it a second thought i bit down into the warm skin. He let out a howl as he dragged himself away from the sensation. He immediately put the fresh wound to his mouth, calming the pounding pain. Whatever i thought he would do next was definitely not to leave. But I could have sworn i saw him blind me a smile before slamming the door.
It felt like days but my better judgement knew it had only gone a few hours. Four or five maybe. But the heat was getting ot me. Burning my skin until it itched in the rope. I needed water in the next hour or so, otherwise i was almost certain i would pass out. As if reading my mind the door opened. I peaked up when i realized the steps were lighter. They didn’t sound slumped at all and i knew the familiar click of pumps against hardwood floor. The woman who stood in the doorway was tall. Her golden strawberry locks fell down her beautifully sculpted face. I knew that face from anywhere. Beth, queen of motherhood. Queen of secret shopping. It was like if every word she´d uttered to me was suddenly false, every smile and hand on my shoulder. It was her fault, i realized, that i was in this mess. I wanted to yell at her, spit and throw punches, but i was smarter than that. I could see the glass of water in her hand and the sandwich in the other. I needed that. More than i needed the satisfaction to speak my mind. So i kept my mouth shut, but couldn’t hold back the hot glare i shot at her. She seemed to notice it but didn’t pay it much mind.
“Hey y/n”, here voice was genuine but i noticed the layer swept over it. Guilt? empathy? nonono, it was lies. A pile of big fat lies. She thought she could manipulate me like that.
“Hey”, i bit back the “bitch” rolling of my tongue when i felt the sweet oh so sweet smell of PBJ she had slothered over the thin piece of bread. She placed the plate down in front of me “dig in”. I looked up at here in disbelief as i moved my arms ro remind her i was stuck. She shot me a blinding smile and nodded for herself before slipping out of the room.
I felt my nostrils flaring of anger. I wanted to murder her. I wanted to put my hands around her pretty little throat and push against those white pearls. Instead i bent down picking up the bread. If she only knew how good i was at eating without hands. The party trick had started in pancaking eating contest in high school and involved in my mother years from hurried mornings with my baby on one arm and her stroller on the other. Oh god my baby. I couldn’t think of her, not for a second. Instead i bent my head backwards, balancing the bread before i started to chew. I didn’t even know i was starving until my taste bud had an orgasm of the sweet of so sweet and salty taste. I groaned, working my mouth over it. The embarrassment didn’t bother me, i knew it was probably a double sided window and that they could see me but if there was anything i was confident about it was my eating without hands skill. The food was gone in a matter of second and greedly i tipped the glass a little to the side so i could lift it with my teeth and chug from it. The cold embraced my throat, cleaned it from dust. I would never underappreciate water ever again. I saved some, figuring that it would go to waste slurping it all down too fast.
In an instant i was bored, moving restlessly in the tight rope. I needed to get out. I figured they brought me here to kill me? no then they would have done it already. Maybe push me for information. Or maybe they wanted to scare me. The only way to get away from here was to play along. Or even better, to play against them but making them think i was a lamb to the slaughter. As if i didn’t have a few cards up my sleeve.
When Beth walked in her eyes fell down on Rio wrapping his palm with a bandage. She didn’t bother to ask, it wasn’t like he would tell her anything anyway. But what really caught her attention was the glimpse in his eyes. It was like a kid on christmas morning, like if he just got a brand new toy to dig his hands into. Maybe he did. Beth looked him up and down “how much longer?”. He finally meet her eyes, as if he hadn’t even noticed her presence. She did not like that. “What mama? growing bored already”, he moved across the room with the slenderness of a cougar “we’re just getting started, enjoy yourself”. His eyes moved across the glass watching his new toy. She had her head bent backwards with the sandwich planted on her face as she ate. He chuckled for himself, feeling something he couldnt put his finger on. Excitement? He had felt it the second she bit down into his palm. She had some fervor, he just had to move the ash to find it. He had felt it with Beth the first time they meet as well but she quickly started to ask too many questions. It got under his skin. As on cue Elizabeth opened her mouth “How long?”. He sighed, rubbing his eyebrow annoyed. He considered ignoring her but knew she wouldn’t let it go so instead he poured himself a glass of bourbon. “Does it matter?”, he mumbled as he swiped his tongue over the edge of the glass to catch a drop. “Yes”, she exclaimed and he didn’t have to look at her to know she had her hands raised to her hair with her eyes blown out. He swiped the entire glass in an instant, enjoying the burn it left. “I don’t know mama”, he never let his eyes wander away from the girl behind the glass “when i’m done playing”.
We arrive at the meeting spot with Rio and I’m so tempted to look at what we picked up. I can’t take it anymore and go to the trunk.
“What are you doing?”
“I need to see what it is” I open the trunk opening one of the boxes seeing nothing but wrapping paper. “What the hell?” I move the paper around looking for the drugs and there’s nothing “it’s just wrapping paper”
“Mami I told you you didn’t have to worry about that” Rio appears almost out of thin air in front of my car. I try to lift up the heavy boxes but it’s too heavy and Rio signals for one of his boys to handle it for me. They grab all of the boxes leaving 4 in there. “Y’all are gonna wash that for me turn that into real cash”
“Cash?” Beth asks turning her head “I don’t understand”
I open up the wrapping paper careful not to rip it and it’s cash on the inside. “Holy shit”
“I started y’all off small 250 grand”
“Small?” Annie says
“Is there a problem?” Beth intervenes shaking her head
“We’re good” Rio winks at me “good girl” my breath catches in my throat at the nickname he only called me when he was inside of me beating it up. He’d always leave me breathless literally and talk to me so soft in the dirtiest way. The guys leaves and I’m shocked to say the least. We’re really about to wash 250 grand cash. This could go either really good or really bad.
….
I get a call in the middle of the night from an unknown number. I move slightly careful not to wake Zari since she climbed in my bed after a nightmare. Half asleep I answer the call.
“Hello” I respond
“Hello is this Y/N Y/L/N”
“Yes who’s speaking” I sit up as my baby stirs in her sleep resting her hand on me
“This is Mercy Hospital I’m here to inform you that your mother is in here due to a stroke. Do you mind coming down and we can talk about her condition” I panic
“Yes yes I’m on my way” I brush my teeth really quick and grab some ugg boots and a jacket. I go into Kaias room getting on her coat and boots as well.
“Mommy where are we going?”
“To daddy’s house”
…
I knock on the door praying he still lives here. The door opens and there’s Rio with low hanging pants and a sleepy look on his face “y/n what’s wrong”
“I hate to ask you this but can you please watch the girls my mom is-“ my voice cracks and I close my eyes taking a deep breath “in the hospital”
“Yea of course” Kaia walks in groggy and falls straight on the couch and he grabs sleeping Zari She stirs again and he rubs her back soothing her back to sleep.
“I won’t be long I know you have stuff to do”
“Mami take all the time you need” he says
“Thank you” I leave going downstairs. I remember these familiar hallways bringing baby stuff up or at times being in Rio’s arms in a heated make out session.
I finally make it to the car speeding off to the hospital.
….
I go up to the front frantically asking for my moms name and I hear my brother call my name.
“Josh what happened”
“She slipped and had a stroke” I see the tears in his eyes “she might not make it through the night” after that sentence I feel a numb sensation throughout my body. My mother will probably die today.
The doctor comes up to me with a clipboard in his hand “are you YN YLN?”
“Yes” I nod
“Because you’re the oldest you’re your mothers proxy so you designate whether or not to take her off life support or not. You have 2 days to think it over but if you don’t infection and pneumonia could set in her lungs” he says rubbing my shoulder.
“I just” I feel winded and nauseous “need time” I walk out not exchanging anymore looks or words with anyone else. I get next to my car and vomit everything I had for dinner just a few hours ago. I grab a bottle of water from the cup holder and rinse my mouth out. I get in my vehicle driving off and distracting myself before I have time to think and process things which will ultimately lead me to be a mess.
…
I’m back in front of Rio’s door knocking softly. The sun just started to rise outside. I know both of the girls are still asleep. He opens the door eyes wide open.
“How’s she doing?” I snap my eyes up at him and I give a small smile. A fake one if you will. So fake even Barbies smile looks realer than this one.
“Come here mama” he extends his arms and I walk into him. I’m about to break down when I see my girls behind him asleep in his bed holding each other’s hand. That’s when this wild passion comes over me. “I need to fuck. Please” the plea is small but the silence is loud.
He looks at me searching for any sign of hesitation or deception in my eyes and that’s when I make the first move. My lips right on his. He pulls me close as if it were even possible and stops kissing me searching for more doubt. I grab his hand taking him to the closet. I still know this place like the back of my hand. We enter the spacious, palatial organized closet and he wraps his hand around my throat placing me against the bare wall. Rio pulls my hands above my head and I grab onto the wardrobe bars “keep them there”
His voice is deep and stern as he kisses my neck. Oh god so badly do I want to wrap my hands around his neck but I know I’ll get punished if I disobey. Rio kisses along my body pulling down my pants and underwear swiftly. His hand cups my soaked pussy gliding his ringed middle finger through my wetness stopping at my clit rubbing softly. I moan what hung his bulge stick out like a sore thumb. “So wet mami”
He sucks off my juices morning at my taste “so sweet. Just the way I remember” he drops his pants pumping his dick a couple times
“Please fuck me” I beg. Rio pulls my thighs on his waist lining himself up with my entrance. Rio slide in slowly moaning. My hands drop but he quickly pulls them back up biting my ear starting his rhythm “I’ll handcuff you don’t play with me”
He adjusts himself placing my ankles on his shoulder and holding handfuls of ass bouncing me on his dick. I swear it got bigger since the last time I was on it. My jaw is dropped but no sound not even a breath of air is passing my lips. “Tell daddy how good this dick is. Lemme hear you mama” I want to moan out but I physically can’t at the moment. “You gotta breathe princess if you don’t I’ll stop” his moans are breathy and long. His eyes are trained on me like he’s been waiting for this moment. Seething for it.
“Oh my god shit daddy it feels so good” I bite my lip holding back a loud moan and my hands drop again pulling him into a kiss. He bounces me harder and my long acrylic nails run through his short hair as he sucks on a patch of skin on my collarbone and neck. Marking me. Making me his.
“I miss this tight little pussy princess. Who do you belong to?”
“You daddy I belong to you”
“That’s my girl” he moans. Rio plows into me deeper making my scratch his back leaning red marks.
“Rio I’m gonna cum” I warn breathing heavily. His lower pelvis rubs against my clit going deeper into me as he places me against the wall pulling my thighs back. His lips move to mine kissing me “cum for daddy. I got you cum for me”
“Oh fuck” I mewl digging my nails into his back. My legs shake as he keep fucking me through my orgasm making sure he gets every last drop out of me. It’s not long that he’s uttering a string of deep curses succumbing to his climax inside of me. He buries his head in my neck dropping my legs around his waist moving his body closer to me as he fills me with his seed.
“You’re so deep daddy fuck” I moan completely sensitive as he keeps fucking me. He slows down before coming to a complete stop. I feel him still throbbing inside of me. Rio looks at me kissing my lips. This time in a more passionate way. He pulls himself out and sets me down on my feet never breaking the kiss. My legs are weak but not shaky.
We stop and just look at each other. “I never thought we’d be back in this spot again” I rasp
“Honestly I thought I lost you forever” he says
“At one point you did” I grab my underwear and pants putting them back on while he does the same. Once we’re dressed I grab his hand taking him to bed where I cuddle my girls and his arms wrap around me. This is how we stay falling asleep.
…
We’re at the hospital and I’m gonna let the girls say goodbye to grandma one more time. My brother has the girls and I’ve explained that she’ll be in heaven where she belongs and won’t be in anymore pain. He’s letting them say their goodbyes and I’m squatted next to them. Kaia sheds a few tears which turn into a waterfall. She sobs making me take a deep breath as she cries into my shoulder. I rub her back and Zari rubs her sisters back. She’s not as affected because she’s younger but I know she doesn’t like seeing her sister or myself upset. Zari takes over holding Kaia rubbing her hair like I do.
The monitor beeps and I see a flatline run across the screen. “Can you watch them for a second please” I can barely mutter out to Josh standing up. I walk to the door seeing Beth, Annie, Ruby and Rio. Tears blur my vision as I come to the reality that I’ve just lost my best friend and role model. I take 3 steps before I feel myself falling. Strong arms wrap around me as I take a deep sigh sobbing in the floor. Rio sits on the ground cradling me in his arms as I just sob. It was at this moment I realized this man is the man of my dreams and we couldn’t separate even if we wanted to. The ladies come to my side rubbing my head. My nails dig into Rio’s arms trying to catch my breath. It feels like my chest is very heavy and I can’t breathe. I struggle and Rio breathes next to my ear “mami take a deep breath for me I got you”
I sob again struggling for air. Everything is getting foggy “y/n breathe in and out” he grabs my wet chin demonstrating the proper breathing “mama you gotta take a deep breath please”
I finally follow his instructions feeling a little better. I hold him close as he just cradles me. My daughters come out and I wipe my tears standing up. Rio stands next to me and Kaia sniffles going straight into Rio’s arms.
“Come here baby” he picks her up and I grab Zari holding her hand.
“Come on let’s go home” Rio says wrapping his arm around me
“So are you two a thing again?”
I look at him with a small smile nodding “yea I think we are” he kisses my head and we all walk out together.
Me Ruby, Beth and Annie walk through the doors of Beth’s house with bags and bags of money in our hands. I take off the ski mask and hoodie and set down my gun. Needless to say we just robbed a grocery store and I’m high off of adrenaline right now. I feel great. I
I sit down and relax and that’s when it hits me. We just robbed a fucking grocery store. My heart starts racing and my palms get clammy and I start hyperventilating.
“We robbed a place oh my god we’re going to jail-“
“Not if they don’t catch us” Ruby reassured me
“They’re gonna catch us I mean who’s gonna take care of Alaneyce what am I gonna do?” I have no family here and really the only family I was accepted by was my exes/baby daddy’s grandmother whom I named my daughter after. She was so sweet and took me and my baby in when we had nothing.
“Calm down we will be just fine” they say
“I really hope so”
“Let’s count the cash” Annie says dumping her duffle bag onto Beth’s kitchen counter. I release my share and the other two do the same and we start counting.
…
All in all we have about half a mil here and I’m shook”
“Oh my god” I’m in pure shock.
“Welp here’s your share” they hand me 25 grand and I’m just in awe that I’m really holding 25 grand. Cash. They divide the rest among themselves and I take a deep breath. Something I haven’t done in a long time. This will really get my head above water in student debt.
“Were good” Ruby reassures. I nod.
…
It’s been about a week since we robbed the grocery store. I’m just getting home from work with my daughters Zari and Kaia following me after I just picked them up from school. I walk in front of the girls, 7 and 4 and into my kitchen where I see 3 men standing there with 2 guns on my counter. I drop my stuff in shock when the middle man turns around making my breath catch in my throat.
“Hey mamas” he smirks
“Mommy can I have a sandwich?” Kaia comes in the kitchen making direct eye contact with Rio. Zari isn’t far behind and she looks up smiling and waving. One of the men known as Shock wave back at her. The other guy being Snap. I remember them because way back when we were all friends then me and Rio started dating and the rest is history.
“Baby go upstairs and start your homework don’t come down until I say so. I’ll bring your food in a minute. Take your sister with you” she just stares at Rio inquisitively “Kaia Alanis” (pronounced: Ah-La-Niece) she looks at me then backs away slowly studying Rio just as he studies her. When the girls exit the room he looks at me with his jaw clenched.
“I know Kaia is mine. Is the little one mine?” I’m even appalled that he asked that. We stayed together regardless of our problems when I had Kaia but I left before I even found out I was pregnant. He got caught up in the thug life and I couldn’t allow my first born at the time to deal with that. Little alone Zari.
“Yes Rio. 4 years ago we fucked on the couch, you came in me and 2 months later I find out I’m pregnant” his features soften at the memory
“You left.” He hisses. My eyes pierce into his soul with anger “for the sake of my children because I’m selfless something you wouldn’t understand”
“Selfless? Did you forget I took a bullet for you because I couldn’t stand to see the mother of my unborn child and the love of my life dead?” I remember that night vividly.
|7 years ago|
“Rio” I call out walking into his cozy loft apartment that I shared with him on occasion. I might as well just go head and move especially considering our baby girl will be here in less than 2 months “Chris I don’t feel like looking for you my feet are swollen and killing me”
I set down my ‘Carter’s’ shopping bag and walk into our bedroom where I see another man that has Rio held at gunpoint. I notice he has him at gunpoint as well. Another man comes from behind me placing a cold metal gun to my face and my hand behind my back. I whimper in terror and tears fill my eyes making my vision blurry “who’s this Rio? Awww is this your girlfriend? And we have a little one on the way” he chuckles sadistically “Is that the sonogram you have in your frame over there?” I look at the sonogram of my baby and her name in cursive on the frame reading Kaia Alanis.
“Let her go she ain’t got shit to do with this” he says eyes trained on me. The man rubs my stomach feeling my daughter kick
“I seen in the messages you call her Kai Bear” I try to move his hand but he doesn’t budge. I’m freaking out and I’m starting to hyperventilate. Cramps wash over me and I groan holding my stomach
“Y/N talk to me mami what’s wrong” Rio asks looking back and forth between and the other guy.
“Give us the money and we’ll make sure little Kaia gets to be born.” Something washes over me at that sentence and I elbow him in the gut and kick him hard in the balls. He drops the gun and I grab before hearing 2 loud pops. I turn around and pull the trigger hitting the man in the chest twice. The guy who had me tried to grab my ankle and I shoot him in the ribs. Rio stumbles back and falls to the wall. I see he’s been shot in the shoulder and his side but I can’t pinpoint where. He uses the wall as support holding his side. there’s blood everywhere. “Go call 911” he says groaning in pain
“They won’t get here fast enough I have to carry you” another crippling pain hits me and I double over in pain letting out a small cry
“Y/N just go to the hospital I’ll call the ambulance”
“Are you fucking crazy I’m not leaving you here” I stand up holding my stomach.
“You’re in labor Y/N” I grab him disobeying what he said and help walk him out into the hallway. Rio lives in a 2 story loft so I can’t call for help unless I’m outside. I look at him and he looks dizzy. We finally make it to the car and I manage to get him in the passenger seat before I’m doubled over in pain again. Frustration washes over me feeling defeated that I can’t move as fast as I’d like to. Tears fall from my eyes and Rio grabs my hand “just breathe mama you got this” The pain subsides and I get in the drivers seat pulling off and racing to the hospital.
I pull up to the red light at the end of the street and keep an eye on Rio “y’all gon be ok” he grabs my hand and just as the light turns green another contraction tears through me. I groan leaning forward holding the wheel “breathe ma breathe” Rio soothes rubbing my stomach and more tears fall. This is so painful I can’t even describe it.
“You’re doing so good” he reassures. Rio leans over groaning a bit before pressing my forehead to his “take a deep breath baby come on” he demonstrates and I follow the pain finally releasing a little. Once it’s low enough to operate a car I start driving running the red light and I keep hold of his hand to make sure he’s with me
…
I walk Rio through the doors of the hospital “someone help he’s been shot he’s losing a lot of blood” a nurse rushes to us and sits him in a wheelchair. As soon as Rio is being attended to I feel a pop and a splash of water runs down my legs. I stand still in shock and Rio looks at me then down at the water then back at me. He stands up wincing in pain but the nurse keeps trying to get him to sit back down
“Sir please you’re going to get hurt-“
“I don’t care” he snaps “get her ready to have my baby”
“Just go Rio fuck” I take a deep breath like we practiced in the car and try to prepare myself the best I can.
…
I let out a blood curdling scream as I squeeze the nurses hand writhing in my bed “I want her out” I groan. The doctor sticks her hand in my entrance checking my cervix. I take a deep breath shedding another tear. I need Rio. I can’t do this alone “hey” the nurse squeezes my hand and I look up at her
“He’s gonna make it” she reassures me.
“Come on Y/N I need you to give a good push” I muster up whatever energy I have left bearing down. The pain is unimaginable. It’s the worst thing I’ve ever felt in my life.
I stop letting my head drop to the pillow allowing a defeated sigh to smooth across my lips. I bear down again. All this pushing and it feels like nothing is happening. “I can’t” I cry holding my hands to my face. The nurse lifts me up and sits behind me allowing me to lean back on her. “So what we’re gonna do is push again. I know it’s hard but she’s we can see the top of her head. She has a lot of hair”
“I can’t do it” I grunt sniffling, wincing at the searing pain in my vagina. More tears and sweat drench my face and the nurse places a cold rag on my head cooling me off.
“Yes you can mama remember what I told you” Rio is wheeled in and the nurse smiles. He gets up and takes her spot letting me lay on his chest. I place my head on the good shoulder and he kisses my forehead “I told you I wouldn’t let anything happen to either of you and I meant that so do me a favor and have our baby girl”
He grabs my hand and I take deep breaths feeling another contraction “come on Y/N right on this contraction push”
The nurses hold my legs up and I bare down yelling as more of my baby slides out of me.
“There’s her head” I hear Rio sniffle “come on sweetheart one more” they open up my gown and I give this last one all I have. A sense of relief is pressed over me and I hear the strong cries of my baby girl. Kaia is placed on my chest and I sob looking at her. She looks like Rio. He wipes his tears looking at his daughter. Rio grabs my chin kissing me and just basking in our new baby together.
|End of Flashback|
I’m speechless. I never knew I was the love of his life. I might still be. “But We’ll discuss that later mami where’s the money you stole from me?”
“Excuse me?”
“I want you to call up whoever helped you pop Fine and Frugal and bring they asses here cause y’all bitches stole from me”
“Don’t call me no bitch first off second I didn’t even know you owned the fucking store let alone I’d see your ass again ever in life”
“Well I’m here princess so like I said call them and tell them to have my fuckin money”
….
The girls are on the way and Rio looks at me “don’t say anything about what we’ve been through either Rio”
“Don’t worry mamas me and you got our own business to handle starting with little mamas upstairs” he refers to Zari
“You may not have known what she’d turn out to be cause let’s not forget you left but she’s here and don’t go showing face I got both of them and I’ve been had her since the day I popped her out”
“Why didn’t you call me”
“Rio I didn’t want my babies to grow up in a bad environment. If we made them then the least one of us could do is see that they deserve a good life” I roll my eyes. I hear the door knocked on and look at him. I stand up opening it seeing the girls.
“Hey what’s going on?” Ruby asks. I allow them in and they follow me to the kitchen where they meet Rio and his boys.
“Have a seat ladies” They sit and he explains what we did and how we stole his money and how we need to pay him back.
“I wouldn’t have taken you for a guy who owns a grocery store”
“I have connections but let’s talk about how you’re gonna pay me back every dime” he looks at me up and down licking his lips making me roll my eyes.
“What about us helping you. In your business like doing big jobs cause we definitely don’t have it” Beth offers
“Us?!? I have girls to look after not to mention y’all got kids too. I got away from the thug life before I couldn’t get out of it so I don’t wanna get wrapped up again”
“Yea that could work” he smiles “ok first order of business. Go across the border to Canada and pick up an order for me”
“Across the border?” Annie says “what are we getting?”
“Don’t worry about that just pick it up”
“Is it drugs?” Annie presses
“I’ll let you find out. Y’all can go now I need to speak to this one alone here”
“Not right now I have to help Kaia with her homework” I lie. I just want him to leave so I don’t have to think about him anymore. Out of sight out of mind.
“I could help” he licks his lips. Just then Ruby’s phone rings and she answers it. The call is quick.
“I have to go Stan burned the lasagna” she sighs. I nod watching her and the rest of the girls leave.
“Girls can you come down please” I call. Kaia bounces down the steps her wild curls all over her face and Zari follows suit. She looks at me giggling and holds her chunky little arms up for me to hold her.
I pick my youngest baby up and hold Kaia’s hand walking them to the kitchen “girls this your father” Kaia just looks at him and Zari randomly screams laughing afterwards
“Hey little mamas” he crouches on one knee “you’re so big now”
“Where have you been?” Kaia asks. She’s always been cut clean and straight to the point. No sugarcoating. She gets that from Rio.
“Well truth is I’ve been working. And work got in the way of my way to be with you and your sister”
“What about mom?” He licks his lips looking up at me
“Yes her too” he glances at me but I keep my eyes away from his.
“Go off I guess” she walks past him placing her empty plate in the trash. He chuckles looking at me.
“She copies me sometimes” I explain
“Hi mini mama” he pokes her side making her giggle. Her arms instantly extend to him and he holds her. I watch him holding our youngest upset that he missed 4 years of her life. “I’m a princess” she speaks
“The prettiest princess I’ve ever met” he smiles
“What’s this?” She points to his nose ring touching it softly
“A nose ring”
“It’s pretty”
“Y/N do you mind if we all go out to lunch do I can get to know my girls” he looks at me pleadingly and I sigh. I look at them “It’s their decision”
“Girls would you like to go to lunch with me a mommy to spend some quality time together?”
Zari pipes up with a big smile “yessss” she dances in his arms and he just stares at her in awe.
“Kaia” I ask “Can we go to Chuck E. Cheese?”
“Of course” he smiles
“Yaayyy” they scream and cheer.
….
We’re seated at Chuck E. Cheese and the girls went off with Rio’s friends. He sits in front of me just staring “you’re still as beautiful as you were”
“Mmm. Look if you’re gonna be here then you need to keep what you do absolutely separate from my girls”
“I did when Kaia was born”
“You didn’t. You were never home to spend time with me or your daughter because you were so wrapped up in your work”
“I’m sorry” he says leaning back “and I know you’re the type to make me prove that but I wanna be here for our girls”
“We’ll see”
…..
It’s been about 2 weeks since my ordeal with Rio and I have yet to tell the girls he’s my children’s father. I’m sitting in the drivers seat with Beth in the passenger seat and Ruby in the back. Annie walks out and gets in the car putting on her seatbelt.
“Ok as soon as we get this package it’s going straight to the guy no waiting” she instructs. I nod putting my car in gear and pulling off.
We start the hour and a half drive to the border then it’s another 20 minutes to get to the crafting store to pick up the stuff. What if it’s drugs? I’m so nervous. I can’t go to jail and lose my babies.
It’s quiet for the first 30 minutes and then my secret behind eating me alive. “I have something to say and please don’t think I have any bad intentions with what we’re doing or that I’m getting something special out of it”
“Ok” Annie says
“The guy were getting the package for. His name is Rio and me and him used to date”
“Oh wow” Ruby looks stunned
“I could see you and him boning” Annie remarks
“Could you see us having children?” Their heads snap to me and I chew on my bottom lip
“Wait are the girls by him?” Beth asks. I glance over to her nodding slowly
“Both of them. I left right before I found out I was pregnant with Zari”
“Why?” Annie asks
“Because he got so caught up with what he was doing and was barely spending time with Kaia and me” I explain briefly “now don’t get me wrong he’s a good father when he’s present but I couldn’t deal with the inconsistency and I chose my girls”
“Wow I would’ve never thought you and him would have kids. Now had sex? Definitely see it” Beth smiles
