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How Your Future Spouse Will See You

Pile 1 - Ocean

Your future spouse will see you as someone who is full of life. They see you as someone who is very expressive and always on the move. To them, you are the embodiment of Yang Energy.

They will also see you as someone who is nurturing and protective of their loved ones. Your presence will give them comfort. To them, you are a source of truth and self-expression.

You are seen as optimistic, freedom-loving, and curious by your future spouse!

Pile 2 - Red Smoke

Your future spouse will see you as a pioneering spirit. To them, you are brave and always willing to try new things. They see you as persistent, maybe even a bit stubborn but they love that about you.

Still, they see you as patient and practical. To them, you have great inner strength and they will have a lot of respect towards you. They will see you as someone who can help them grow.

You are seen as a teacher of some kind by your future spouse!

Pile 3 - Window and Sweaters

Your future spouse will trust you with their life. They see you as a very patient, careful, and sensual person who is incredibly loyal. You strike them as a confident and very creative person.

They see you as someone with a lot of passion. To them you are brave and you are full of optimism. Sometimes you may be a bit childish but they adore this about you!

You are seen as someone who they can let loose with by your future spouse!

Pile 4 - Black And White

Your future spouse sees you as an independent spirit. They see you as someone who is very adaptable and handles change easily. They see as someone who knows the fight but also when to surrender.

You strike them as someone who simply understands them. They see you as someone very balanced who only takes as much as they give. You have a sense of tranquility according to them.

You are seen as someone with the ability to see beauty everywhere by your future spouse!

What Makes YouSoDesirable

Pile 1 - Black Hair / Black Clothes

You are colorful. Maybe you express it through your style or maybe you just have such a variety of interests and so much depth in your personality, whatever it is, it makes people wild.

You feel like an autumn day, windy, cool…with the gorgeous leaves falling left and right. Like a butterfly flapping its giant wings. A sunrise with reddish colors everywhere.

You know when to release things but also people, you don´t run after every one or at least you know when to let them go. You are well-liked in your community and know what you need.

You might be an introvert or simply don´t mind being alone. Solitude brings you peace and makes you seem mysterious. You are like a new beginning for so many people.

Pile 2 - Plants / Green Dress

You feel cold, distant, in a way one would describe a snowy mountain or a forest colored in white. Or maybe like the sea after a storm, greyish and blue tunes everywhere.

You watch before you interact and you might have a very sharp intuition that tells you a lot about the persons around you. You are also very attentive and careful around most people.

There is always something going on with you. Not many people are allowed to see this soft, excited, almost child-like side of you but that makes it even more precious to those few who are allowed to see it.

People close to you know you are full of wonders and are willing to explore and see so many things. A connection with you is like a never-ending voyage.

Pile 3 - Purple/Red Light

You are powerful, you’re intense. There is nothing “normal” or “basic” about you and you make sure of that, even if it´s “just” through the things you wear. You know how to present yourself.

You feel warm, almost hot. Certainly, you are very appealing to the eye. But you also give off an almost dangerous but elegant vibe, just like larger carnivores like lions or tigers.

You are known to get what you want as you are not afraid to work hard for it. Maybe you are a bit rough around the edges but many people love this. You often take risks.

Yet to most people’s surprise there is something soft beyond that rough exterior. You know how to endure a standstill and you can be very flexible.

Pile 4 - Field / Sunglasses

You are unique. Not many people are like you. You might have a particular way of presenting yourself or maybe you simply do not care what others think of you and especially this is so attractive.

You behave how you want when you want it. You feel like the night sky and the burning sun at once, though especially the cold might appeal to you.

You are open to change, maybe you are the one who always turns people’s lives upside down by just being you, earning you a reputation.

You have many leadership qualities and are perceived as quite strong. People are impressed by you…some might even be intimidated by you, especially when you are focused on getting something.

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Pile 1 - Rose

You are not alone. I know you feel isolated right now but just because your body isn´t in touch doesn´t mean your mind is disconnected as well. There is a community out there for everyone, for you too my dear. Don´t give up hope, keep searching, the right people will find you.

Nothing has to make sense right away. You are allowed to just follow your intuition without needing a reason to do so. Make little baby steps, you don´t have to rush yourself. Just keep on moving. Trust your path. It´s happening, you are all the power you ever needed.

Pile 2 - Art + Book

Your voice is deserved to be heard. You have so much to say, don´t waste your time by those who do not listen. Dive deep into what you desire and what you want. Don´t let anyone tell you what you do isn´t “good enough” . Ground yourself and listen to no one but yourself.

You are called to take a rest, stop. Don´t be afraid of standstill. There is nothing to be afraid of, you will survive this. New solutions and beginnings are coming your way.


Pile 3 - Lemon + Book

Let it go. You need to establish better boundaries. It is NOT yours to carry. The weight of the world is not yours to carry, honey. Even if they are your friends or family. Your true family is still out there, waiting for you to call them in and let go of carrying others’ burdens.

You see the good and the potential in everyone. You are a kind, sensitive soul and you do have the ability to bring the unconsciousness to light… but please stop using your gift for people who don´t even care about you.

Pile 4 - Tree

You are allowed to love. You don´t have to be afraid of accepting feelings. Every connection we make has its own meaning, is there to teach you something new, something useful. It´s part of our life lessons to feel, it´s part of our soul growth to fall.

You are the creator here, allow the connection, the feelings to form in their own way. Express your desires and allow life to form its own net around your wishes. You are made out of stardust.

You As A Poem - Part 2 (Cause You All Liked The First Part So Much)

Pile 1 - Paint

Brea
thless

Have I asked for too much?

I hit the ground so often

Trying to force open a door

Which was never meant for me

Love and Hate

Just one source

I might just know how to cut it right

I need to fall

To raise once again

The monsters in the wardrobe

The most lovely doll

It´s still waiting for me

Into the depth of my mind

Only my dreams
Offer ashore

For the forgotten waves

Death is close

I want to dance with it

The end is the beginning

I want to embrace it

Like I did with my scars

Scars always seemed to tell a story

A story I was interested in

Until I carried them on my own

Suddenly they felt heavy

Heavier then they looked on others

I thought they would make you strong

They do

But they are also a burden

And always will be

Now it´s time to raise

Not out of the ashes

But out of the water instead

Pile 2 - Umbrella

Girl
In Green

I am not saying it´s love

It cannot be

It´s way too soon

I rarely felt this way before

Why am I so nervous?

Like she could hurt me

Even though she´s so far away

Just with her words alone

I spent all this time

Writing for her this text

For her birthday

I wish I could see her

And cook a meal with her

Does this sound odd?

And she said

It´s one of the most beautiful things

She´s ever gotten

Making me wondering

What if I put even more effort into this?

I feel so different compared

To all those crushes I had before

Like it´s something conflicting

Like it´s something so pure

What I want to drown in blood

It makes me remember

How it once was with her

A long time ago

Maybe I am truly not meant to be

With a man in this lifetime

I don´t even want to label it

I just want to see how it goes

As our conversation just flows

Like she said my poems do

Pile 3 - Leafs

Blank
Blade

The unsung hero

Drowning in the chaos

They created themselves

All I can offer is a spark

Though it´s not enough

To light up the drenched ground

Oh, why is no one out there

Willing to offer me a torch

Or are they all afraid

My flames might devour them whole?

I never thought it would come this far

But I do not want to end

Like the knight in every single story

Dying for the greater good in war

Just like you expected me to do

I squeeze out every last drop

My mouth is so dry

I keep it inside

Locked behind safe walls

You made a mistake though

The pain taught me things

It didn´t just want me to die

No one ever expected me to end up here

Yet I am alive

Unlike you suspected

My blood is not red anymore

I know I write so much about this

Nothing ever changed

The color of my wings

It all has to return several times

Before I can find my peace with it

But this time

I won´t let you die

Born on Tuesday

Like the words have a second meaning

Let me guide the sword

Of the lords of hell

Pile 4 - Wall

Have
I Lost My Mind?

I ha
te and hate and hate

All I ever desired

Melted in my hands

Through the fire of another

I guess I got what I asked for

To feel more emotions

To suffocate in the smoke

Now I don’t know anymore

If my state before was healthier

Or if this is the way

To truly heal those wounds

I fear I just keep ripping off

All those bandaids without a chance

Of feeling pleasure ever again

Spite is all I live for

Not by choice

But by need

I scream and whisper

Just to be run over again

You and me

It’s all I ever hoped for

Oh but here we are

The dagger ripped apart

Not only my heart

But also my life

And my whole personality along

Can I even be without you?

You were my family

The only one I ever had

You were part of me

The part I loved the most

Have I lost my mind?

It´s You - Isn´t It

Pile 1 - Red Outfit

  • Festivals, time lost in laughter
  • Colorful, expressive, something to stare at
  • Like a firework, an explosion
  • Heavy Metal, Pop, loud it has to be
  • Confidence, red roses with thick thorns
  • Protective and loveable, all the same
  • Impatient, moody but intense
  • Just like an arrow made out of fire
  • The morning sun
  • A hot day at the beach
  • Sand digging between your toes
  • Love, so so much love

Pile 2 - Smoking

  • Quit but so heavy
  • Thoughts long gone
  • Feeling lonely but wanting to be alone
  • An ocean, drowned in feelings
  • Denial but still offers support to others
  • Has trouble understanding many things
  • Open heart despite they don´t want to be vulnerable
  • Could listen for hours without complaining
  • Standing on a balcony, city lights, the sound of the sea
  • Wanderlust and the fear to cry
  • A cold winter morning, ear so fresh, Ice cold hands
  • Nightcore and Lofi
  • Afraid of falling in love


Pile 3 - Car

  • Purity, Acceptance
  • Hidden, locked away, denial, no shadows
  • Regret and fear of mistakes
  • Perfect child
  • Clean house, gorgeous face
  • Don´t want the facade to break
  • But is so broken behind the mask
  • Loneliness, heavy burdens
  • You are on a crossroad
  • A white room, emotionless
  • You can paint it, don´t be afraid
  • The hero, the protector, the guide
  • A lonely night, hospital rooms
  • Let it go

Pile 4 - Pride Flag

  • Uncertainty, Fear
  • Nightsky and full moon
  • Trust, Faith, Hopes, and Dreams
  • Leaving, running away
  • Following a path less traveled
  • Deep dark forest
  • Emotional Connection
  • Fairytales
  • Truth and Honesty
  • Sweet sweet honey
  • Childhood dreams and fears
  • Balanced chaos
  • Gleaming eyes, warm hugs
  • Many plans for the future
  • The cool horizon

Your Relationship With Your Future Spouse

Pile1 - Tongue Out

Your relationship with your future spouse might be influenced by them being quite secretive. One of you might tend to overshare and the other one might talk about every little bit. This might cause some trouble you will need to clear up as soon as possible.

Despite this, I see that your connection will be very encouraging for both of you. Especially when one of you goes through trouble, the other one will always support them. This relationship might feel like it has been sent by the Divine for you.

I see that you both enjoy celebrating together, even if you do not enjoy festivals that much, you will find much pleasure in simply going out with your future spouse.

Pile 2 - Laying On Car

Your connection will be quite fast-paced, you both might be very impatient and might have a tendency to first speak and then think. This might cause you both to get very heated into arguments and have trouble listening to the other one.

Your love is intense and moves quickly towards, you need to be careful that you’re to attachment one another doesn´t take completely over each other’s lives.

If you both learn how to behave more calm and balanced in all ways you will be able to truly learn from this connection as your future spouse will be like a mirror for you.

Pile 3 - Wedding Kiss

Both of you will have trouble showing their emotions in a healthy way when you both will meet one another. While one of you is very emotional and can barely keep it together, the other one has a lot of trouble displaying their feminine energy without feeling guilty.

There are clearly many things in this connection you do not see from the beginning, maybe one of you has a secret or you have a dark history you do not desire to tell the others from the start.

Despite all this, your love will offer you a stable connection, protection from trouble, and safety from the outside world. With some work, this can be very rewarding for both of you.

Pile 4 - Head On Shoulder

One of you will be quite a fan of gossip and might judge people easily while the other person often worries about their choices and has trouble trusting their intuition and their gut feelings. You both need to learn from one another.

Your connection will stem from similar interests and similar feelings towards the same things. Your family will greatly approve of your connection, maybe this is important to you or them.

You both will lead each other to a new part of your life and will encourage you to leave toxic connections or habits behind you.

You As A Poem

Pile 1 - Bridge

A Desire Old As Time

A soft touch

A hearty laugh

All meant for us

Loneliness doesn´t suit the pretty face

Neither does tears

Still, it´s a part of life

It all returns to you

For you to cry during the night

Staring at the ceiling

Wondering where you went wrong

Nowhere to go

Nowhere to hide

Yet you might feel at home

Because you keep hoping for

A feeling more powerful than time

It made you what you are

You should be proud

Instead, you frown at your reflection

Your body carried you

Your mind shaped you

It is you

A choice to make

Wherever you like seeing the tears

Or reject their existence

In the end

It all comes back to you




Pile 2 - Magazine

The World Below

Lost in the darkest shadow

Set ablaze by the weakest sparks

I never loved anyone like I wished to

It´s limitless

But it ends tomorrow

Just a raspy word

Terror

A vast ocean

A stormy sea

Will they drown?

Oh I wish so

But could I take the sorrow?

Nothing ever came so far

No one ever saw beyond

Lighting struck hem down before

I plead

The night hushes the child in me

A dagger in my dirty hands

The blood on it faded

No one survived

I might just give up

However

I cannot stop my dreams

Yearning for the same

Since I breathed in the dust

Endless murmur

That´s how I want to melt away




Pile 3 - Collage

Nothing But A Threat

Not a girl

Not a boy

Just who I am meant to be

Nothing sensitive

Nothing strong

Just my feelings in the mirror

And I am not afraid anymore

I am not sorry for my feelings anymore

If you loved me

You would understand

If you saw the truth

You wouldn´t claim it was a lie

Just two and you

Or maybe more?

You will never know

Envy has no space

In the night sky above

The sky will devour it whole

Banishing all your words

Which were aimed to tear me apart

You cannot change who I am

My true self will always remain

It wasn´t my choice, to begin with

You forced me to hide it for so long

But now I will break free

Out of this mortal realm

There is nothing between my legs

Nothing hanging from my chest

Not a single child

Shall leave my body

I am enough on my own

I am good as I am

I do not need to change myself

Your claimed love

Is nothing but attachment

Nothing but obsession

Over the person you want me to be

No thank you




Pile 4 - Clouds

The Seed

You poisoned the ground

All my flowers died

Nothing can grow anymore

There is a storm coming

Which is death in the form

No forest, not even a single tree

All I have left is a single seed

I cannot plant in this now dead earth

Memories like dust

Passing me by

Remembering me

Of the things I shared

I thought were heard

But they were lost in the wind

Two paths of nothingness

Not a single light in the dark

No ambition nor expectations

Not even a little bit of hope

All I have is this seed

I know might die in the heat

I am afraid to move

Death is tempting me

It is too late

Spite has become my bread

Anger my breath

Fear my water

I don´t know how

There is a land I was promised

To a child, they lied already

Barely eight years old

I have no choice

I guess I simply got used to it

To keep moving on toward

Even if now something is different

Even if now…

I am alone

Short Random PAC


Pile 1 - Red

  • You´ve been going through a lot lately but do not worry, the sun is about to rise again.
  • You might feel like all is lost but please do not lose hope
  • If you feel connected to the moon, research the moon phases
  • If you feel the desire to pray, now is a good moment to start
  • Write down all you reached so far and what you´re proud of, it´s important to not lose touch with reality


Pile 2 - Blue

  • You are out of balance for a while, you might do things too much or too little
  • You are blind and refuse to see many things right now, you are very defiant and might not want to hear this right now
  • You tied yourself up and lost touch with reality long ago
  • Dive into your emotions, please meditate, cry, scream, let it all out, it´s important for your recovery


Pile 3 - Yellow

  • You are at a good place right now, now is a good time to plan ahead for the future
  • You are allowed to spoil yourself, you deserve it
  • Please take the things others say not to your heart
  • Take care of yourself first
  • The time of judgment has come, please trust your intuition and don´t be too hard with yourself


Pile 4 - Green

  • There is a new beginning coming for you
  • But please be careful, someone or something might try to influence you badly
  • You have enough strength to defeat the devil and negativity here
  • Take all you need from previous experience
  • Learn out of your past, it is important and useful right now

What Others Admire About You


Pile 1 - Forest

You are simply a lovely person. You always have a smile on your lips and you are able to make others smile too. There is something innocent and pure about you that rarely anyone else has.

You might have gone through a lot and so the people who know this area are even more grateful to have you in their life. They admire that you can assert yourself without any pressure or aggression.

You might be the parental figure in your friend group everyone is coming to when they need to tell someone their problems. You might be also very good at comforting people! You seem to give the best hugs.



Pile 2 - Hallway

You know what you want and it shows. You are confident and self-assured in your being and do not need anyone’s validation or compliments to feel safe in your being.

You might be very well-known for your assertive behavior as you are not afraid to test other people’s patience. People really admire you that you literally do not anyone to be comfortable with yourself.

Maybe you are an introvert or maybe you just do not mind being alone. You might not shy away from any confrontation and your arguments always have depths behind them.

Pile 3 - Fake Fruit

You are gorgeous, inside and out. People want to be like you, they want to look like you, they want your life. You always seem so perfect, like nothing can ever disturb your inner peace and calm.

You will always find someone who admires you openly and there are also a bunch of people who love you secretly from afar. Maybe you have a habit you consider strange but others just adore it.

Your life is good, your life is perfect to others and while many just see this perfect being, your friends know, you worked hard for it. Your hard-working personality is something some are even jealous of!

Pile 4 - Sunflower Field

You are balanced, you are so special in a way rarely no one can describe. There is a way about you that just screams “I do not care what society thinks” but in the same things you can be so, so soft and caring.

Maybe you´ve been compared to a mama bear before…if not, I am doing it now. You are so lovely with your friends and you can be very sensitive and emotional when you really love something or someone.

But if someone threatens you or the person you love, you do a 180 and turn into a person who loves to tear people apart just with words. You make sure you go your own way, no matter what others say while also caring for your beloved ones in the same breath.

A Small Glimpse Of The New Year 2022


Pile 1 - Flames

There will be a material blessing reaching you in 2022. This could be an (expensive) gift, a raise in salary or the use of money (like a holiday trip) which will help you a lot and give you a sense of security.

I sense a lot of feminine energy, implying the year will more require you to react than to act, this can be a welcome change, especially if the last year(s) forced you to do many things you usually don´t like.

It will be quite a calm year for you, which might make you worry a little if this is the calm before the storm but it isn’t! You will have a stable, lovely year full of serenity, do not worry about it!


Pile 2 - Forest

I have the feeling the last year(s) made you feel stuck in one place, this energy might reach over the next year but please do not worry, this will only be like this at the beginning of the year, then things will change.

I see a strong change actually, maybe you will move, maybe you will get in a relationship or you will find a new job or maybe all of this! You will definitely break out of the old routine of the last year(s).

It might be difficult at first to get used to it but in the end, you will love it, I promise. You will feel a complete change in your life and your own way of perception.

Pile 3 - Moon

At the beginning of the year, it almost seems like someone is betraying you or trying to do something behind your back, so you better watch out for that. It might break your trust in this person.

This might cause you to leave this person, this environment you´ve been living in for now. For some of you, this also indicated a move to another city. It could also indicate you leaving a certain group of your family or friends behind.

At the end of the year, you might still be looking back and wondering if you´ve done the right decision but you did, do not worry and then you will be happily moving toward.

Pile 4 - Candle

You will be making a decision in the next year which will very much influence your life and maybe even those around you. You will be the judge of something and people will follow your lead but do not worry, you will know what you´re doing.

This decision will turn your life upside down but in a very good way. It will be the change you needed all those years but maybe did not even notice.

In the end, you will be ruling your life in a way you never experienced before. You might also be leading some other people, which might indicate work as a teacher or something in that direction.

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Message From The Divine


Pile 1 - Dog

Do not stop dreaming. There is a place you want to be so desperately and you have the feeling you will never be able to reach it but that is just your anxiety speaking. You are supported and there might be soon a blessing coming your way. Maybe you´ve been waiting for something special and know exactly what is being talked about, if not, let yourself be surprised by all of this, it will be worth it.


Pile 2 - Dolphin

You are in a delusional state right now. Reality and imagination mix and your dreams might be very intense. Maybe you have trouble sleeping but please do not worry my dear. This is all the beginning of something beautiful. I know it´s hard right now but you will soon be confronted with someone out of your past and you will finally be strong enough to face it and not run away anymore.


Pile 3 - Falcon

You might feel stuck right now, like nothing you can do or say would change anything. Maybe you also have money trouble and worry about your existence. Please avoid taking any heated or fast actions right now and make sure you follow your brain rather than your heart. You need to endure, I promise there will be a rainbow after the storm. After you survived this, nothing can stop you anymore.

Pile 4 - Sheep

There is something beautiful coming towards you right now. Love and connection. All you have to be is open, open to whatever and whoever may come towards you. Allow yourself to dwell within your emotions and your feelings. There is nothing wrong with being vulnerable nor in being a bit intense every now and then. Make sure to follow your dreams during this time.

Yes Or No?


Pile 1 - 6 Persons

Yes

You will need a lot of strength for this decision. It won´t be an easy path for sure but it will be worth it. Do not doubt yourself and make sure to assert yourself, then it all should work out.


Pile 2 - 3 Persons

Unsure, tendency to no

There is something in the past connection to this question you have. You will need to go within yourself and think about what you truly want and if you have any hints of how it would work out for you.


Pile 3 - 2 Persons

No

100% NO. This decision, this question, if you answer it with yes it will only bring you trouble and a lot of problems. Do not say “yes” just because you want to appeal to someone, it won´t work out.


Pile 4 - 1 Person

Unsure, tendency to yes

Make sure you listen to your intuition there. There is a difference between your fears talking to you and your inner voice guiding you to a presentable outcome. Meditate about it.

Message From Your Spirit Team


Pile 1 - Fox

,,You don´t need to be constantly in a state of alarm. No one is trying to steal anything from you. There is no need to be constantly worried about other people hurting you, please stop stressing yourself. We are with you, we protect you, and together, we can work on anything you wish. Reach out to us through meditation or garden work, we will be with you at all times.“


Pile 2 - Snake

,,There is no need for you to collect the worries of others. You are not responsible for them. Please, stop caring for others while neglecting yourself. It is not your task to make anyone feel comfortable in your near. Nor is it your task to ensure that everyone is physically and mentally healthy. That is their responsibility alone. Please stop locking yourself in a cage full of expectations made from other people.”


Pile 3 - Bat

,,Be curious, be child-like. You are not always needed to run around and be mature constantly. Seriousness is nothing one shall display all the time. Please allow yourself to feel free again and discover new things every now and then. Cut the ties to your past and the unhealthy expectations you have set for yourself. Perfect is impossible, do not waste your time with it.“

Pile 4 - Deer

,,You are right. Whatever you´ve been wondering about, you should do it. Your intuition does not lie to you. You deserve justice. You are a survivor, not a victim. Change the situation as good as you can, defeat the devil, and do not make a deal with him. You do not need the support of anyone dangerous or toxic. Please take care of yourself, you deserve it.”

Why Are You So Loveable?


Pile 1 - Butterfly

You are calm and wise, the energy inside of you rarely is out of balance. There is no need for you to become aggressive, your soft energy soothes almost everyone. You are powerful but in such a delicate way that people sometimes forgot how strong you truly are, this only adds to the admiration they feel towards you. Even in the darkest hours, you manage it to bring something positive in the life of those who suffer currently. You are like the rainbow after a heavy rain, mixing with the gorgeous sunlight.


Pile 2 - Meowing

You are enduring and you never give up. No matter how often you hit the ground, you keep raising again. Nothing can ever stop you and even if you need to rest for a long time, in the end, you return stronger than ever before. There is nothing you do not see and almost nothing you cannot find out. You are eager to learn and are excellent at reading people and situations. You are a wise leader who seems to have an endless source of energy within them. And no, you are not too rough or too harsh, some people just don´t want to see the truth.

Pile 3 - White Cat

You are so caring, so attentive, and thoughtful. Your friends and family are very thankful they have you, as you are the best caretaker and friends anyone can ask for. You´ve went through a lot, it could have hardened your heart but it did not. You still care and worry for everyone else. Just like you never lost your love for others, you never lost your beautiful child-like abilities. Even after all you went through, you are still ready to learn new things. Still you can be mature and responsible, especially considering money.

Pile 4 - Looking Upward

You might have a spiritual gift, your intuition may be very high and you always know what to say and when to say it. People cannot hide anything from you and you are very knowledgeable and mature. You do not give up, no matter what. There is an energy inside of you with which you can overcome any obstacle. You know your strengths and also your weaknesses, your intense connection with yourself allows you to create the world just as you need it. Many people look up to you for your ability to be so in harmony with yourself.

Message From Your Ancestors


Pile 1 - Lion

,,You need to fight for what you want. Justice won´t come for those who just sit around and complain instead of changing what needs to be changed. Start with yourself. You need to see the truth. We always have been fighters, even if you do not want to hear this.

We are powerful, we always have been. Raise off your throne made out of ashes and grab your sword to cut the demons out of your life. Grab the wand and create your own world. We are proud of you already but we want to be even more proud of you. You cannot disappoint us unless you refuse to change, so do not disappoint us.“

Pile 3 - Wolf

,,You need those connections. Stop isolating yourself from others, you suffered and grieved enough. We cannot support you if you cut us out if you cut spirituality out. You are the one who keeps claiming some people do not move unless you kick them in the ass but you treat yourself like you are made out of glass, enough of that.

Stop playing with the plastic crown and create one made out of silver and gold. No jewels are needed, you will be the only thing people will look at it. You are a born leader, stop fighting your fate, we do not wish you any harm.”

Pile 4 - Owl

,,You are wise, you grew from your mistakes and you need to know we are with you, always. We protect and love you, we will guide you if you want us to. There are unspoken rules and unseen ties you will still need to experience. You are still young, we can support you.

The masculine energy wants to break free. Please fight for the causes you deem important, do not let others influence you. Make your mistakes, you will learn out of them, stop being afraid of failure, we only became so enlightened by falling several times.“

Pile 5 - Crow

,,You are what we wanted to be. Calm, full of serenity and feminine energy. There is a balance inside of you we sought for generations. You are our best "creation” , our bloodline ends with you and starts a new way, a better way.

Your deep emotions are valid and you shall feel them the way you feel better. Please forgive our other children, they still do not see that your path is the right one. Please keep guiding the rest of our family tree, you are our lucky star.“

Send Me PAC Ideas!

Hello, lovelies!

I just prepared a bunch of PACs for the future and to be honest I am kind of out of idea right now.

So if you have any PAC Ideas, please sent them to me, no matter if through a comment on this post, through an Ask or through my DMS!

Past // Present // Future


Pile 1 - Water

Your past was rich and overflowing. You might not have seen it back then but now you do. You had so many opportunities, just so close to you, flying all around you while you were sitting on a soft bed made out of support and love.

Now you feel less comfortable. You feel as though you have to sleep on hard ground, always on the run, always trying to find the right path as you need to steal to survive. You lie often, mostly to others but also to yourself.

The future is calm. You will have learned from your mistakes. The times of stress and constant worries are over and you will feel like in the past again. The flowerbed you once laid onto will be recreated and your life will be full of serenity.



Pile 2 - Angel

You´ve found love in the past. Either you discovered self-love not too long ago or this could also speak about a romantic partner. I also see the possibility that a select few of you have gotten pregnant in the past or even already given birth.

Currently, you feel vulnerable, helpless, weak. Like troubles and worries are looming over you, you might have a lot of problems with sleep lately. During the day it´s alright but once it becomes dark outside your problems intensify.

I am not going the lie, the future won´t be easy but it will be worth it! You will have the support of your loved ones and you are overall a very strong person. All troubles will be easily cut through and you will have plenty of time to recover.



Pile 3 - Leaf

In the past you felt loved, supported. You thought you found the one and only, the right person for the rest of your life. Your memories together are still very present in your mind even now.

But I do not see a happy ending. I see you suffered from heartbreak, a break-up…or this will still happen. It influenced your life a lot, mostly in a negative way as you spent so much effort in the relationship you completely forgot to take care of yourself.

I see you recovering soon enough though. You will focus your future more on yourself and your own well-being than only on others. This does not mean you will always be alone but you certainly will become stronger and also show more confidence.



Pile 4 - Forest

I see a group full of loving people, friends, family, maybe both. As they surround and hug you as your past has been protected and guided. You always felt welcome and always felt the warm hug of other people. You can be certain those people will be with you for a very long time.

Currently, you are going through a phase of recovery, you plant the seeds you will soon be able to harvest. The divine feminine and all it stands for is something you identify currently the most with and should work with.

Your future is balanced and stable, just as your past and presence. You might consider traveling in the future and a bigger decision awaits you but all paths lead to glory.



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Your Next Romantic Partner


Pile 1 - Kiss On The Cheek

  • Dark(er) skin and/or hair
  • Bright blue or green eyes
  • Curly hair, short or medium length
  • Powerful energy, always knows what they want
  • Emotional available, never lets others walk over them
  • Loves to celebrate and be at festivals
  • Impatient, might be quite stubborn and a bit childish
  • Really in tune with their emotions, might feel them deeply
  • Always seems to have luck
  • Mercury, Pluto, and Neptune seems to be important
  • Heavy water and air energy/placements


Pile 2 - Holding Hands

  • Blue hair (very specific I know, this might not suit all of course)
  • Big green eyes
  • Light(er) skin
  • Medium or short height
  • “Magical”, they impress everyone around them
  • Might be stunning through their looks but also due to their personality
  • Radiates stability and strength
  • Confident and always full of energy
  • Number 7 and 11 seems to be of importance here
  • A lot of fire and earth placements, Aries and Taurus especially


Pile 3 - Smiling At Another

  • Brown and grey, just, everywhere, hair, eyes, clothes…
  • Tall…muscular or heavyset, impressing figure
  • Might be a lot older than you
  • Very caring and loveable but can be dangerous
  • Daydreamer might have struggles in reality
  • Enduring and never giving up
  • Masculine energy, like an encouraging teacher
  • Creative and always willing to help
  • Only wants the best for nature and this planet
  • Heavy Pisces and Capricorn energy with a hint of Leo


Pile 4 - Hug From Behind

  • Small but deep blue eyes
  • Brown or blonde hair
  • Either very long or very short or even no hair (or any type of hairstyle which stands out, you might notice their hair first)
  • Tanned, might work out a lot, so muscular
  • Tall(er) than you
  • Very intense in everything they do
  • Impatient, easy to do things they may regret
  • But willing to admit their mistakes, usually very balanced
  • Very romantic and would do everything for you

What Halloween Will Bring To You


Pile 1 - Dress

Halloween will bring you a sense of connection. May it be the celebration with family, the night with friends… or maybe even connection to spirits of all kinds.

You will feel a longing for something more, something specific, it may weaken your mood a little but don´t worry, I also sense an intense amount of happiness, even if this might first kick in a few days after Halloween it certainly is related to it.

You will have a lot of fun during this day and especially during the night. Knowledge will be poured into your hands from various sources and for different themes. You will feel enlightened and you will feel mentally stimulated.

Pile 2 - Shadows

Lately, you might have felt very uncertain, I am afraid this won´t really change during Halloween. It might actually intensify. Time might be a sensitive matter to you right now, just like loss or simply the fear of loss… or maybe losing time is what bothers you this much.

The spirit knows. They want to help you. Your Integrity is an important tool for the future, for your own self, and for future relationships of all kinds.

I can see you bloom through Halloween, maybe first during the late hours but it´s happening indeed. You will feel a certain pain that encourages you to finally ditch the match you carried for so long.

Pile 3 - Ghost

Oh, you will have an intense but strong Halloween. Just like you already are. If you have a plan or an idea for Halloween you should certainly go through with it. The day will only enhance your leadership abilities.

You will be growing through this single day so much like never before and you will find faith in an unexpected happening or an unexpected change of events. You will finally feel certain considering a choice or just certain about yourself actually.

You are called to be honest and only tell and show the truth, then your Halloween Night shall be blessed, even if problems shall occur, they will be minor.

Pile 4 - Nightsky

This Halloween is asking you to work together or at least enjoy the day and night with someone else, best a whole group of people. You will be forming a union with the people and you will work together to achieve whatever you want, even if it´s “just” a fun night.

I see you starting to shine. Especially when you usually are introverted or unsure about an indentation from friends, you should make sure not to miss this.

The attention will be on you but you will enjoy it. I sense a lot of masculine energy and actually some desire too… if you plan to spend the night with a crush or your partner it might get steamy but of course only if you both want to. So maybe you should pack in some condoms if this is something you could imagine happening, stay safe!

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