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Close your eyes, take a few deep breaths, then let yourself observe each pile. Choose whichever one you feel drawn to the most, you can choose multiple if you’d like however I would not recommend picking more than 2. It is also possible none of these piles are for you!! Take what resonates; leave what doesn’t.
Pile 1
Tw: Mentions of Trauma, Drugs, Addiction, and Sex.
The feeling I got when getting into this reading is very.. scary? Very terrifying but in a comforting way, theres this comfort that comes with the fear. I feel like a lot of you have gone through some really traumatic situations, things out of this world, things so bad that people doubt you when you tell them this thing/s happened. Whatever happened really brought you down emotionally, and I feel this thing affected/affects you so intensely that you’ve become numb to the pain, because that’s the only way you could survive. Possibly you even find comfort in it as suggested by the first part of this reading. You give off a very low yet intense vibration. People can definitely pick up on your presence, they notice this darkness to you and how low you’ve felt. I wouldn’t say this is something people adore and love about you but also nobody really dislikes or hates you for it, most people are neutral on this and don’t really care.
Some of you may struggle with or have struggled with an addiction, specifically a drug addiction. I’m also getting something about a sex addiction or being hypersexual, some may just perceive you as hypersexual or people may sexualize and/or objectify you often. Some of you also have depression or an other mental illness.
Your aura definitely has black in it, most of you have red in it as well as white. Some of you may also have blue or white with blue undertones.
Specific combinations I got: Black, red and white. Black and white. Black and red.
Things of significance:
Mirrors, hiding in a bathroom during a party, speed/snow, Virgo, Gemini, 6th House, 3rd House, drugs/being high, 2nd Hand - Chin Up, Kid, Pain - Three Days Grace
Pile 2
Tw: Mentions of Drugs, Alcohol, and Addiction.
Ooo ooh so starting off I got a message that some of you blurt out random things, you may make random noises and at random times, or you say things that don’t really make sense. Some of you don’t put a lot of thought into what you say and just ramble on about things when you don’t even know what you’re talking about yourself.
Okay I have some very specific messages so this is only for a few of you but similar to pile 1 I’m getting that some of you struggle with a drug or even alcohol addiction and this can be the reason you say weird things and can be unaware of what you’re saying, even what other people are saying too. Another specific message I got is that you hear a lot of incoherent voices. You may work around a lot of people, live with a lot of people, or go out a lot so it’s hard to make out everything being said. Some of you may be on the schizophrenia spectrum or hallucinate which is why you hear these incoherent voices.
Overall I’m getting something about incoherent or unusual speech.
Pile 2’s aura generally consists of white and brown. Some of you have a combination of white and brown while others have a lean towards white or brown. Some of you have an aura that is very saturated and dark, intense, potent. The rest of you still have a dark aura but the darkness is muted leaving it sort of muddy looking, like a sketch that has yet to be shaded or outlined. If your aura has a white lean it’s likely the 2nd one, I’m also getting that the whiter auras in pile 2 have some greys but not much black.
Things of significance:
Near death experience, hospital, ER, Virgo, Leo, someone has a dog or a significant bond with a dog, The Departure - Falling in Reverse
Pile 3
Pile 3 is a pretty chill pile. You may be a bit detached or aloof, or at least you come across that way. Very nonchalant, calm, you’re not the type to make a big scene over something little. Maybe you can become reactive, a little dramatic, and emotional when something hits you hard, when something makes you feel deeply… but other than that you’re really chill. If you like to gossip you’re really good at keeping it lowkey because most people would assume you’re kept to yourself and prefer to focus on more important issues. You give off a very calm, logical, and serious vibe. You’re not overly serious but just serious enough to get what matters done, you can definitely joke around and have fun. I feel like even though you come across as serious and hardworking you may actually have a problem with procrastination and not sticking to your plans/ideas. You could be a bit indecisive or switch up a lot, a few of you are prone to boredom and absolutely despise it.
Some of you are into witchcraft and/or spirituality. If you’re a witch I feel like you’re a really good one, you’re good with using your energy and you know not to do things you’re not 100% sure of when it comes to your craft. I got a specific message that one or a few of you run a tiktok page dedicated to witchcraft or things of a spiritual nature. Also someone has a page where they talk a bit much about being a stoner No but seriously some of you are on tiktok too much please go outside even if it’s just for a few minutes, get some fresh air, look at the nature, enjoy yourself just existing in the moment.
For your aura color I immediately got purple, some of you have this black-purple ombre. Others of you have a pretty basic aura, many of you have one color but the shade shifts often. Specific colors I got were blue, green, and yellow. Some of you have multiple colors but they go together very well, for example opposite colors like red and green or purple and yellow. Or even colors next to each other like pink-purple-blue or red-orange-yellow. I feel like your aura changes a lot, there isn’t really one specific look and you guys are rather versatile.
Things of significance:
Scorpio, Aquarius, Aries, socks, bunnies, bunny socks, bunny hat, thigh highs, bunny themed social media, bunny themed aesthetic, ashes, leaving offerings for deities/ancestors
Pile 4
Pile 4 you’re very playful. I do see you joke around a lot and many things you say aren’t very serious. You’re like a walking meme. You definitely have your serious moments but overall you’re pretty funny and know how to joke around. Some of you are really loud or talkative, something about you is extreme, eccentric. This could be the way you dress, the way you talk, the music you listen to, maybe you have a specific feature that stands out on your face or body. You might have unusual interests or interests that are seen as weird. You could be a bit naive or childish, you come across as very positive and cheerful.
Some of you really like that soft, sweet, pastel aesthetic. You like to come across as cutesy and adorable, or you like your social media to. Someone in pile 4 really loves their dog omg also many of you like frogs. Cats, zebras, or giraffes may be significant.
Your aura color is a very vivid blue, even if it’s darker it has this otherworldly brightness and color to it. Some of you have yellow added to the blue too. Others of you have a pink aura, very vivid and the way the colors pop is almost impossible to explain in words. very ethereal.
Things of significance:
Autumn/fall, black square glasses, BTS, Taehyung from BTS, Kpop, Alicia, James, Esdia, asparagus??, pizza, pizza shop, All Dogs Go To Heaven - PRXJEK, No - BTS
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I really don’t want to have to stop doing my tarot and astrology posts because I truly enjoy what I do. But most importantly, this is my source of income.
I didn’t want to resort to having to copyright my works since astrologyandtarot isn’t my property to begin with. But to see a lot of people from different social media literally copy and paste my posts (and making money out of it!) is really heartbreaking. Please don’t do this to me. Please don’t do this to other content makers on Tumblr because we really, really work hard for what we have on our blogs. These posts aren’t made out of nothing. We’ve made this from scratch, and it’s not easy formatting posts.
Thank you to all the people who have messaged me privately, and helping me address these issues. You have no idea how thankful I am to all of you over the years (especially during these recent months) for helping me tackle these.
NOTE:Don’tjust pick the pile based on your Hogwart’s house. Pick the pile that feels right. If it happens to be the Hogwart’s house you’re in, then all is well. But don’t disregard an image that feels right just because it’s not your house.
As much as I love my Future Spouse readings — and there will be incoming FS PAC’s soon — I want to do more Self-Reflection PAC’s. I feel like 2022 is a year of getting in touch with who you are. So, here is the first part of this kind of reading. I hope you all enjoy. (And this has been sitting in my drafts for so long!)
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Pile 1: Gryffindor
The High Priestess • Ace of Cups • Judgment • The Tower • 9 of Swords • Queen of Swords
Right off the bat, you’re someone who is like a beacon of light for other people. When things go wrong, or when things get out of control, you’re someone that people want on their side because you exude this calm rationale that is focused on taking responsibility, and setting things straight. It’s like the people around you can sense the accountable and leader-like qualities in you from the moment you step in the room. You have that gentle yet convicted drive in you that inspires people to follow your lead. You don’t always step in the limelight to “fix the problems” for others. Sometimes, it’s your active presence and simple advice that helps them help themselves. That’s what most people think are admirable about you.
Furthermore, you’re someone that people see as both street smartandbook smart at the same time. You just seem to know a lot about life, even if you don’t think you do. It’s okay to think that you still need to learn more things in life — this is a good, humbling quality about you as well. But you have to acknowledge all the lessons you’ve learned the hard way because you actually surpassed a lot of challenges that came your way that most people are in awe that you’re still standing on your feet! It’s because of this that people just know you have most of the answers to their problems; because you actually know. People see you as someone full of wisdom and experience.
Now, what these cards are telling me is that while people see you as that problem-solving, responsible person, they aren’t entitled to your help. You may worry a lot about things that shouldn’t concern you. Sometimes, others need to learn from their mistakes and experience falling on their feet in order to teach themselves how to stand up. You don’t have to carry the burden of helping others, Pile 1. Those people will end up crippled because you have spoon-fed them your guidance. And lastly, offer some of that kindnessandgentleness to yourself! You may be letting some things get to you that you should let go of. Free your mind and body from the responsibilities that aren’t supposed to be yours in the first place. You deserve the self-love and care the most.
Pile 2: Slytherin
King of Pentacles • Justice • 3 of Cups • The High Priestess • 7 of Cups • Knight of Cups
When I was shuffling the deck, the exact number of cards I need for this pile suddenly fell. And that’s when I heard two things about the people who will choose this pile: decisiveness, and jealousy.
Starting off with decisiveness, the majority of people who are associated with you know you as someone who knows what they want in life. You are seen as that person who has a solid mind about what you want to do in life, and what you need to do in order to achieve the kind of life you want for yourself. Regardless of your sexual identity or gender orientation, most people get this masculine energy from you — someone who’s convicted in themselves, their abilities, their voice, and their dreams and goals. Perhaps, when you were in school, your group mates would want you to be their default leader because they know (and trust) that you’ll be able to come up with a decisive plan to accomplish your project together.
In addition, you’re someone who isn’t afraid to stand up for what you think is right; either for yourself, or for those who need backup. People know you as that outspoken person who isn’t afraid to voice out your opinions, or when something is wrong with the authority around you. You’re not shirking against the weight of the challenge of authorities because you are in your strongest when you know you’re right. Another thing I heard is that you are that person who can dish out a one-liner that can shut a blabbing person right up! You’re kind of that whistleblower when things go wrong within your environment, and a lot of people acknowledge that about you.
On the other hand, there’s this jealous energy that follows you as well. This is not coming from you, though. This jealousy is stemming from the people who are so envious of what you have in life. You may have come from a family that gave you everything you asked for (thus, leading a comfortable life), OR that they think everything you have in life is something you acquired easily but in reality, you worked for every single cent you have today. In fact, you may be secretly aware of these people in your periphery but you’re just not saying anything — which is really awesome, to be honest, because they don’t deserve your time nor your attention. Overall, you’re someone who knows what they want, and how to get it. You already know it would be best for you to lead an unbothered life, just focusing on you.
Pile 3: Ravenclaw
6 of Cups • 2 of Swords • Temperance • 3 of Wands • Knight of Wands • 9 of Pentacles
For those of you who have chosen this pile, you are the person that people know as level-headed. A peacemaker, even. You are one of those people that are the backbone of society. You aren’t like most people who only think for themselves; you think about the greater good for the majority — if not, for all! You’re not one to leave a friend behind, as you probably have felt being left behind before, and you do not wish to make other people know that same feeling of sadness due to being left behind. The people around you trusts in your ability to keep a group together, listen to each and every single opposing opinion, and still be able to come up with a cohesive solution for everybody else to benefit from.
Aside from this, you’re someone who sees both the big picture, and the intricate details that makes it a whole. You can see both sides of every story being told to you, and this is why people trust your judgment when it comes to the final say. (This pile is a little similar to Pile 1. So, if you’re attracted to that pile, you may want to check it out as well!) Furthermore, you absolutely hate the unfair treatment being given to those who are marginalized — especially the children, the elderly, and the disabled. The ignorant hate that some people spread in their communities is something you do not tolerate. So, to counter this, you’re the type of person who won’t stoop down to their level but you’re also willing to educate them in the nost peaceful way you know. You have a very peaceful, yet stern way of making sure those injustices don’t happen on your watch. You’re not afraid to call the bullies of society out on their unacceptable behavior.
All of this you do, and still maintain your cool; which is something a lot of your peers and loved ones admire about you so much. What could easily rile up a regular person does not faze you. You’re akin to a deep rooted tree that just won’t budge in the midst of a hurricane or a tornado. A lot of people would be lost and be in chaos without your presence. Lastly, you’re someone who people see as generous. They see you as giving, magnanimous, and patient to those who need it. You’re far from a pushover, though. But you just know when to give out, and let people have their turn.
Pile 4: Hufflepuff
9 of Cups • The Tower • The Emperor • 6 of Swords • 5 of Wands • King of Wands
This pile is quite somber and serious in nature. Immediately, I just know that to those people who chose this pile have been through the ringer. You’re that person whom people look at in utter bewilderment and astonishment as to how you’re still standing after all those challenges and tribulations you’ve faced in your life. People who don’t know you have this impression that you’re a jaded, cynical person who is always serious and unfazed. However, to those who truly understand who you are will say that you’re that “battle-scarred knight in chinked armor” who seem defeated but has the will of a dragon to keep on fighting in spite of it all, and will keep on standing up after every fall.
You’ve been through ups and downs in life, and the people around you can see this clearly. Even though you may try to hide this from others, they can really see and witness what you’ve been through — and are still going through even to this day. Life may have stolen your happy smiles and joyful moments. But you’re not afraid to express your genuine emotions to those who deserve to see your happy moments. You may not often laugh in the presence of strangers, but to those who mean a lot to you (and to those who value you in their lives), sharing laughter, smiles, and gentle moments are something to be remembered. A lot of people also wants to give you a big, warm hug, it seems! They know you may not always want to express your emotional needs but they can secretly see through you. And they want to give you affection; it’s just that they don’t know how to do so without giving you discomfort.
But most importantly, when the world needs its fighters and sentinels, you’re the face that most people remember immediately. Just when things seem hopeless, then you appear to salvage the situation. It sounds cliché but it really is how people see you. If you were a movie character trope, you’d be the “reluctant hero.” It’s like, you no longer want to be associated with other people’s mess, but at the same time, you know they need your help and that you’re the only one who can finish the job — and save the day. While this truly is a heroic example, please remember to not force yourself to keep on being there for people if you don’t feel like it. You don’t always have to save the day. You’re also your own person, and at the end of the day, the only one who truly needs you is you.
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For this PAC, I want to do something really colorful and loud since it was my birthday on the 8th! I received a lot of Macarons since everybody knows they’re my favorite sweets.
I know it’s been a long time since I posted anything Tarot related on this blog. But I thought I’d give a birthday surprise to my followers with something FS related. And it’s my first time doing a 6-pile reading, so I hope you enjoy!
Pick the pile that you feel drawn to, or is standing out to you the most in this selection. You can choose your favorite color; but using your intuition when choosing is the best method.
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Pile 1: Pistachio Green
8 of Cups • Death • 4 of Cups • Elephany
Note: This PAC does not describe the whole rundown of your Future Spouse’s personality. These are just the little things about them that you should know outside of their main personalities.
Right off the bat, your Future Spouse is someone who isn’t afraid of deviating from the tried and tested methods of society. If a certain norm isn’t working out for them, they can immediately turn their back against those close-minded people who keep on insisting that there is only one way of doing things. For example, this type of attitude can reflect in their workplace. Your Future Spouse is someone who isn’t afraid to voice out their opinions on things they deem wrong. If the workplace hierarchy is unjust and unfair, they would most likely be the first person to report these unfair treatments to the HR — or the higher-ups.
It is because of this that most people tend to dislike and avoid your Future Spouse. Most people are afraid of the new and the novel because they don’t like going off the beaten path. Majority of the people that surrounds them are those who are wary of fresh ideas, or spearheading new methods of development. However, your Future Spouse is someone bold, outspoken, creative, and very open-minded towards contemporary thinking. If something sparks their interest, they’ll most likely explore that idea without hesitation.
On the other hand, your Future Spouse is someone who can be hampered down by negativity every now and then. Don’t get me wrong; they are strong-willed and can hold their own against those who doubt them. It’s not easy to rile them up. But they have the tendency to bottle up their feelings until it eats them from the inside without anyone else knowing about how they truly feel. And for that, they’d hope that the partner they’ll get is someone who can understand what they’re going through without the need for too much words. I believe that those who picked this pile are those who are sensitive to emotional disturbances around them, and can help this person to cope with their negative feelings in a healthy way. You’ll be their safety net and their safe space.
Pile 2: Wisteria Purple
9 of Pentacles • Ace of Cups • King of Wands • Wolf
Note: This PAC does not describe the whole rundown of your Future Spouse’s personality. These are just the little things about them that you should know outside of their main personalities.
Your Future Spouse is someone who is very self-assured in their position in life. They know their own power, their capabilities, the strength of their words, their confidence, and their survival skills. Just like the previous pile, they aren’t afraid to go off the beaten path. They know that in order for you to rise above the challenges, you have to let go of the systems and people who no longer help you reach your full potential. Now, this might sound cutthroat and harsh; but your Future Spouse isn’t afraid of sacrificing some things in order to make way for the greater good. They can even compromise their own comforts for a little while if they see that this will have a fruitful outcome.
Furthermore, your Future Spouse is someone who isn’t greedy. They aren’t afraid of sharing the resources they can afford to give. They’ve been in the position of helplessness in the past. And they can feel for those who can’t help themselves. They give opportunities to those who seek it. I feel like this will inspire you to become a greater version of yourself as well. Your Future Spouse will inspire you to rise to the greediness and injustices that this society does to each other. They are also someone who won’t hold you indebted if they helped you financially. If you needed a little assistance, they will give you more than you need; and they won’t hold it against you. Just seeing you thrive and achieve your goals will make them feel very proud of you.
And because of this, your Future Spouse is financially capable and stable. They’ve earned their riches, their material wealth, and all the things they have in their possession. They’ve worked hard on it, and they know the hardships that most people go through. This makes them empathize with others easily. If they own a company, you won’t see them being unfair and cruel to their workers. They pay and treat their employees right because they know how it feels to be in their position. They know how cruel and cunning some business owners are in order to secure extra income. They won’t be like that, and I know that as their partner, you’ll be proud of your Future Spouse for being just. And you’ll sleep well at night knowing that the money is earned in the right way.
Pile 3: Red Velvet
5 of Wands • 8 of Wands • King of Swords • Black Egg
Note: This PAC does not describe the whole rundown of your Future Spouse’s personality. These are just the little things about them that you should know outside of their main personalities.
As I am typing this, the time is exactly 11:11AM. When these cards showed up, I already know that your Future Spouse is someone who has a touch of destiny in them. When someone gets the King of Swords as a descriptive card, you get someone who is outspoken and decisive. Coupled with the Black Egg card, your Future Spouse is someone who won’t allow other people to pressure them into doing something they don’t want to do. They are never afraid to say “no” in the face of the best persuasive salesperson. This isn’t to say that they are rude or uncouth; they’re just protective of their boundaries and their limitations, and that no one is allowed to cross them with the use of sweet-talking or under-the-table schemes of other people around them.
With the combination of 5 and 8 of Wands, your Future Spouse is someone who worked for literally every single thing they owned from the ground up. They may have even come from an impoverished background during their childhood. Their household may not have been stable, and their family may have fostered the behavior of competing against each other’s siblings for material resources. It is with this childhood upbringing that made them the person they are today — someone who will do everything in their power to get what they need in order to achieve the life of comfort, and not left wanting. There’s a theme of healing childhood wounds here.
In relationships, your Future Spouse may not be the most romantic partner. They may have a hard time expressing their emotions to you because this isn’t what they grew up with in their household. They weren’t allowed to voice out their feelings. So, I believe that their love language could be Giving Gifts or Acts of Service. They express their devotion through demonstrations, not words. They will also expect the same from you as they are very much a give-and-take kind of person. Also, they would most likely appreciate it if you would sit them down and talk about your issues with them in a clear, logical way than emotional displays of distress. (They don’t know what to do with tears, reader. )
Pile 4: Aqua Blue
King of Wands • 10 of Cups • 8 of Swords • King Cobra
Note: This PAC does not describe the whole rundown of your Future Spouse’s personality. These are just the little things about them that you should know outside of their main personalities.
Immediately, I got the sense that your Future Spouse is someone that is very responsible — almost to a fault. But they are someone that a lot of people depend on! They are someone experienced when it comes to taking on huge roles in their workplace, or that they are prominent figures in their communities. For some of you, they may even be a politician or someone who works in the government. That’s how important their role is. People who know them will tell you that your Future Spouse is someone trustworthy and reliable when it comes to handling important business that others are counting on. They may even be regional managers, executive project handlers, soldiers, military officers, or chief executive officers. (Regardless of sexual and gender orientation!)
The flip-side to this is that deep inside, they feel really restricted by the obligations and responsibilities they have. The fact that a lot of people look up to them for progression and development is a huge pressure on their shoulders that they keep bottled up all this time. Your Future Spouse may have the idea that in order to live “properly,” one has to have immense duties make yourself useful. Now, that isn’t necessarily wrong, per se. But there’s a distinction between being an active part of your community, and martyrdom. At this point, your Future Spouse is doing their duties at the expense of their comfort, safety, and sanity.
I believe that your role to them as their partner is to remind them that we are only human; and that we aren’t responsible for every single person that we come across with. There is the value of helping people who are in need of a lending hand. But you know what they say, “teach a man how to fish, and he’ll eat for a lifetime.” And in your partnership, your Future Spouse may also teach you the value of being lenient towards community service. This is a connection of teaching each other the instilled values from one another, and balancing each other out.
Pile 5: Citrus Orange
6 of Pentacles • 7 of Wands • 4 of Wands • Camel
Note: This PAC does not describe the whole rundown of your Future Spouse’s personality. These are just the little things about them that you should know outside of their main personalities.
Your Future Spouse can be described as someone whose focus in life is on the well-being and security of their family. Just like Pile 3, they might not have been born with a silver spoon in their mouths. For some, they might even have to stop schooling for a year or two just to make ends meet for the family’s financial situation. But in spite of the hardships, your Future Spouse does not harbour ill-will towards their family for these challenges. Instead, they want to make things better for everyone else so their siblings, parents, grandparents, and even their relatives won’t have to experience financial lack in this lifetime ever again. They work not just for themselves but for those who need their help. Maybe they have a younger sibling who’s still in school. Your Future Spouse may be the one who pays the tuition fee, or provides materials for them to finish their education because they experienced how it feels to halt their own education — and they don’t want their siblings to experience that.
This is just a general hunch… but for some of you, your Future Spouse belongs to the marginalized group of people who really have no choice but to pull themselves up with whatever scraps of resources are thrown their way. Perhaps, they experienced evictions throughout their childhood and experienced homelessness, and that really made them extremely determined to have a stable and secure home for themselves and their loved ones. This type of outlook in life runs deep for your Future Spouse.
There will be two types of people who will choose this particular pile — those who had the same type of childhood experiences as your Future Spouse, and those who are relatively privileged enough to afford the comforts and security in life. For those who knows how it feels like to live in less than desirable situations, you will be able to understand your Future Spouse in an entirely deep level. You will share this vulnerability with them, and will understand where they’re coming from. You won’t be one of those people who’ll tell them that their worries are exaggerated because you know how it feels like to lose everything you have. For those people who lived their childhoods comfortably, even if you can’t completely empathize with your Future Spouse, the best thing you can do is to hear them out. Do not belittle or invalidate their traumas and fears even if they sounds ridiculous to you at times. They’ll thank you for that, and you’ll be their most trusted and valued confidante.
Pile 6: Galaxy Swirl
The Lovers • The Magician • The Tower • Raccoon
Note: This PAC does not describe the whole rundown of your Future Spouse’s personality. These are just the little things about them that you should know outside of their main personalities.
This is, by far, the most intense pile out of all. And I didn’t do it on purpose to put this spread on the fancy looking macarons; it just fell like this. All Major Arcana cards with three contrasting meanings speak loudly about the type of person your Future Spouse is. The Lovers card in this scenario makes me feel like they are someone who’s been through different types of relationships in the past. They’ve experienced a wide array of relationship dynamics with different people, which makes them quite well-versed when it comes to handling emotional matters with romantic partners. They know how to woo someone based on emotional displays of the person they’re trying to win over. I’d also like to add that they’re someone who is really decisive about who they want to be with, their conviction over the partnership when other people around them aren’t approving of the relationship, and their overall grounded nature of sureness.
The Magician may signify you Future Spouse’s ability to be like a jack-of-all-trades. They know a whole lot about specific things that most people would not know about, or only experts would understand. The gas pipe in the kitchen is leaking? They can surely fix that immediately. Your phone’s speakers aren’t working? Give them a few minutes, and it’s back in top shape. Writing a paper about Mesopotamian literature? They can tell you all about it and more, you’re guaranteed to get a perfect score. Think of the character MacGyver — and mix Aladdin in the picture, and you get the perfect smooth talkerplussmooth operatorperson.
However, The Tower card is telling me something else. There’s the tendency for this person to crash and burn, if you know what I mean. Sure, they really know how to pull themselves out of a negative situation. But it’s through their own impulsive actions that will be their own undoing. It’s like stepping on the gas going on a hundred miles per hour without slowing down on curved roads. As their partner, the best thing you could do for them is to ground them back to reality. Grounding is a good way to slow them down, take a moment to assess the situation instead of rushing in like a raging bull, head first. You have the ability to calm them, and make them see another way of doing things with the least amount of damage. It’s like you’ll be their “emergency stop button” for when things get out of hand, and beyond their expertise. Overall, there’s a give and take symbiosis between you and your Future Spouse.
I hate how some tarot readings don’t make me feel content. They feel very dry, even generic if you will and very repetitive, containing the same information in say 10 sentences. The same information rephrased over and over again. Some are overly stretched and unnecessarily extended while some are too short, not descriptive at all.
This rant has been a long time coming because I put so much effort in my readings and there are people who come back for multiple readings with such dry readings, no reciprocation at all. It’s so fucking annoying because honestly? What the fucking fuck. Going out of the way to put energy into a reading for someone and being taken for granted? I hate it.
I guess, my lunar libra is a little too nice to such people. In an attempt to leave my people pleasing tendencies behind, I shall not go forward with any tarot exchange with anyone who wants to get a detailed reading but reciprocates poorly. I do not give this opportunity to anyone to exploit my time and energy. I value myself and my intuition enough to take a step back when I sense an ungrateful bitch like that.
Going forward, I also expect to receive the readings first so I can match the energy and length of the reading since that’s what most of y'all believe in too. It’d be nice to give people a taste of their own medicine. Yes, that’s my Scorpio placements talking.
It feels so relieving to not have any pending exchanges to deliver. Can chill for a bit and be more discerning before I take up exchanges :P
On that note, would anyone be up for a third party exchange reading? (I need one, I know most of you don’t offer one, please reach out if you don’t mind doing it, this is the first and hopefully, the last time I’m asking for it because anxiety is eating me alive :3)
Thanks in advance!
If I haven’t delivered any exchange (I might be wrong, who knows) feel free to hit me up :)
You are colorful. Maybe you express it through your style or maybe you just have such a variety of interests and so much depth in your personality, whatever it is, it makes people wild.
You feel like an autumn day, windy, cool…with the gorgeous leaves falling left and right. Like a butterfly flapping its giant wings. A sunrise with reddish colors everywhere.
You know when to release things but also people, you don´t run after every one or at least you know when to let them go. You are well-liked in your community and know what you need.
You might be an introvert or simply don´t mind being alone. Solitude brings you peace and makes you seem mysterious. You are like a new beginning for so many people.
Pile 2 - Plants / Green Dress
You feel cold, distant, in a way one would describe a snowy mountain or a forest colored in white. Or maybe like the sea after a storm, greyish and blue tunes everywhere.
You watch before you interact and you might have a very sharp intuition that tells you a lot about the persons around you. You are also very attentive and careful around most people.
There is always something going on with you. Not many people are allowed to see this soft, excited, almost child-like side of you but that makes it even more precious to those few who are allowed to see it.
People close to you know you are full of wonders and are willing to explore and see so many things. A connection with you is like a never-ending voyage.
Pile 3 - Purple/Red Light
You are powerful, you’re intense. There is nothing “normal” or “basic” about you and you make sure of that, even if it´s “just” through the things you wear. You know how to present yourself.
You feel warm, almost hot. Certainly, you are very appealing to the eye. But you also give off an almost dangerous but elegant vibe, just like larger carnivores like lions or tigers.
You are known to get what you want as you are not afraid to work hard for it. Maybe you are a bit rough around the edges but many people love this. You often take risks.
Yet to most people’s surprise there is something soft beyond that rough exterior. You know how to endure a standstill and you can be very flexible.
Pile 4 - Field / Sunglasses
You are unique. Not many people are like you. You might have a particular way of presenting yourself or maybe you simply do not care what others think of you and especially this is so attractive.
You behave how you want when you want it. You feel like the night sky and the burning sun at once, though especially the cold might appeal to you.
You are open to change, maybe you are the one who always turns people’s lives upside down by just being you, earning you a reputation.
You have many leadership qualities and are perceived as quite strong. People are impressed by you…some might even be intimidated by you, especially when you are focused on getting something.
You are not alone. I know you feel isolated right now but just because your body isn´t in touch doesn´t mean your mind is disconnected as well. There is a community out there for everyone, for you too my dear. Don´t give up hope, keep searching, the right people will find you.
Nothing has to make sense right away. You are allowed to just follow your intuition without needing a reason to do so. Make little baby steps, you don´t have to rush yourself. Just keep on moving. Trust your path. It´s happening, you are all the power you ever needed.
Pile 2 - Art + Book
Your voice is deserved to be heard. You have so much to say, don´t waste your time by those who do not listen. Dive deep into what you desire and what you want. Don´t let anyone tell you what you do isn´t “good enough” . Ground yourself and listen to no one but yourself.
You are called to take a rest, stop. Don´t be afraid of standstill. There is nothing to be afraid of, you will survive this. New solutions and beginnings are coming your way.
Pile 3 - Lemon + Book
Let it go. You need to establish better boundaries. It is NOT yours to carry. The weight of the world is not yours to carry, honey. Even if they are your friends or family. Your true family is still out there, waiting for you to call them in and let go of carrying others’ burdens.
You see the good and the potential in everyone. You are a kind, sensitive soul and you do have the ability to bring the unconsciousness to light… but please stop using your gift for people who don´t even care about you.
Pile 4 - Tree
You are allowed to love. You don´t have to be afraid of accepting feelings. Every connection we make has its own meaning, is there to teach you something new, something useful. It´s part of our life lessons to feel, it´s part of our soul growth to fall.
You are the creator here, allow the connection, the feelings to form in their own way. Express your desires and allow life to form its own net around your wishes. You are made out of stardust.
You are simply a lovely person. You always have a smile on your lips and you are able to make others smile too. There is something innocent and pure about you that rarely anyone else has.
You might have gone through a lot and so the people who know this area are even more grateful to have you in their life. They admire that you can assert yourself without any pressure or aggression.
You might be the parental figure in your friend group everyone is coming to when they need to tell someone their problems. You might be also very good at comforting people! You seem to give the best hugs.
Pile 2 - Hallway
You know what you want and it shows. You are confident and self-assured in your being and do not need anyone’s validation or compliments to feel safe in your being.
You might be very well-known for your assertive behavior as you are not afraid to test other people’s patience. People really admire you that you literally do not anyone to be comfortable with yourself.
Maybe you are an introvert or maybe you just do not mind being alone. You might not shy away from any confrontation and your arguments always have depths behind them.
Pile 3 - Fake Fruit
You are gorgeous, inside and out. People want to be like you, they want to look like you, they want your life. You always seem so perfect, like nothing can ever disturb your inner peace and calm.
You will always find someone who admires you openly and there are also a bunch of people who love you secretly from afar. Maybe you have a habit you consider strange but others just adore it.
Your life is good, your life is perfect to others and while many just see this perfect being, your friends know, you worked hard for it. Your hard-working personality is something some are even jealous of!
Pile 4 - Sunflower Field
You are balanced, you are so special in a way rarely no one can describe. There is a way about you that just screams “I do not care what society thinks” but in the same things you can be so, so soft and caring.
Maybe you´ve been compared to a mama bear before…if not, I am doing it now. You are so lovely with your friends and you can be very sensitive and emotional when you really love something or someone.
But if someone threatens you or the person you love, you do a 180 and turn into a person who loves to tear people apart just with words. You make sure you go your own way, no matter what others say while also caring for your beloved ones in the same breath.
There will be a material blessing reaching you in 2022. This could be an (expensive) gift, a raise in salary or the use of money (like a holiday trip) which will help you a lot and give you a sense of security.
I sense a lot of feminine energy, implying the year will more require you to react than to act, this can be a welcome change, especially if the last year(s) forced you to do many things you usually don´t like.
It will be quite a calm year for you, which might make you worry a little if this is the calm before the storm but it isn’t! You will have a stable, lovely year full of serenity, do not worry about it!
Pile 2 - Forest
I have the feeling the last year(s) made you feel stuck in one place, this energy might reach over the next year but please do not worry, this will only be like this at the beginning of the year, then things will change.
I see a strong change actually, maybe you will move, maybe you will get in a relationship or you will find a new job or maybe all of this! You will definitely break out of the old routine of the last year(s).
It might be difficult at first to get used to it but in the end, you will love it, I promise. You will feel a complete change in your life and your own way of perception.
Pile 3 - Moon
At the beginning of the year, it almost seems like someone is betraying you or trying to do something behind your back, so you better watch out for that. It might break your trust in this person.
This might cause you to leave this person, this environment you´ve been living in for now. For some of you, this also indicated a move to another city. It could also indicate you leaving a certain group of your family or friends behind.
At the end of the year, you might still be looking back and wondering if you´ve done the right decision but you did, do not worry and then you will be happily moving toward.
Pile 4 - Candle
You will be making a decision in the next year which will very much influence your life and maybe even those around you. You will be the judge of something and people will follow your lead but do not worry, you will know what you´re doing.
This decision will turn your life upside down but in a very good way. It will be the change you needed all those years but maybe did not even notice.
In the end, you will be ruling your life in a way you never experienced before. You might also be leading some other people, which might indicate work as a teacher or something in that direction.
Do not stop dreaming. There is a place you want to be so desperately and you have the feeling you will never be able to reach it but that is just your anxiety speaking. You are supported and there might be soon a blessing coming your way. Maybe you´ve been waiting for something special and know exactly what is being talked about, if not, let yourself be surprised by all of this, it will be worth it.
Pile 2 - Dolphin
You are in a delusional state right now. Reality and imagination mix and your dreams might be very intense. Maybe you have trouble sleeping but please do not worry my dear. This is all the beginning of something beautiful. I know it´s hard right now but you will soon be confronted with someone out of your past and you will finally be strong enough to face it and not run away anymore.
Pile 3 - Falcon
You might feel stuck right now, like nothing you can do or say would change anything. Maybe you also have money trouble and worry about your existence. Please avoid taking any heated or fast actions right now and make sure you follow your brain rather than your heart. You need to endure, I promise there will be a rainbow after the storm. After you survived this, nothing can stop you anymore.
Pile 4 - Sheep
There is something beautiful coming towards you right now. Love and connection. All you have to be is open, open to whatever and whoever may come towards you. Allow yourself to dwell within your emotions and your feelings. There is nothing wrong with being vulnerable nor in being a bit intense every now and then. Make sure to follow your dreams during this time.
You will need a lot of strength for this decision. It won´t be an easy path for sure but it will be worth it. Do not doubt yourself and make sure to assert yourself, then it all should work out.
Pile 2 - 3 Persons
Unsure, tendency to no
There is something in the past connection to this question you have. You will need to go within yourself and think about what you truly want and if you have any hints of how it would work out for you.
Pile 3 - 2 Persons
No
100% NO. This decision, this question, if you answer it with yes it will only bring you trouble and a lot of problems. Do not say “yes” just because you want to appeal to someone, it won´t work out.
Pile 4 - 1 Person
Unsure, tendency to yes
Make sure you listen to your intuition there. There is a difference between your fears talking to you and your inner voice guiding you to a presentable outcome. Meditate about it.
,,You don´t need to be constantly in a state of alarm. No one is trying to steal anything from you. There is no need to be constantly worried about other people hurting you, please stop stressing yourself. We are with you, we protect you, and together, we can work on anything you wish. Reach out to us through meditation or garden work, we will be with you at all times.“
Pile 2 - Snake
,,There is no need for you to collect the worries of others. You are not responsible for them. Please, stop caring for others while neglecting yourself. It is not your task to make anyone feel comfortable in your near. Nor is it your task to ensure that everyone is physically and mentally healthy. That is their responsibility alone. Please stop locking yourself in a cage full of expectations made from other people.”
Pile 3 - Bat
,,Be curious, be child-like. You are not always needed to run around and be mature constantly. Seriousness is nothing one shall display all the time. Please allow yourself to feel free again and discover new things every now and then. Cut the ties to your past and the unhealthy expectations you have set for yourself. Perfect is impossible, do not waste your time with it.“
Pile 4 - Deer
,,You are right. Whatever you´ve been wondering about, you should do it. Your intuition does not lie to you. You deserve justice. You are a survivor, not a victim. Change the situation as good as you can, defeat the devil, and do not make a deal with him. You do not need the support of anyone dangerous or toxic. Please take care of yourself, you deserve it.”
You are calm and wise, the energy inside of you rarely is out of balance. There is no need for you to become aggressive, your soft energy soothes almost everyone. You are powerful but in such a delicate way that people sometimes forgot how strong you truly are, this only adds to the admiration they feel towards you. Even in the darkest hours, you manage it to bring something positive in the life of those who suffer currently. You are like the rainbow after a heavy rain, mixing with the gorgeous sunlight.
Pile 2 - Meowing
You are enduring and you never give up. No matter how often you hit the ground, you keep raising again. Nothing can ever stop you and even if you need to rest for a long time, in the end, you return stronger than ever before. There is nothing you do not see and almost nothing you cannot find out. You are eager to learn and are excellent at reading people and situations. You are a wise leader who seems to have an endless source of energy within them. And no, you are not too rough or too harsh, some people just don´t want to see the truth.
Pile 3 - White Cat
You are so caring, so attentive, and thoughtful. Your friends and family are very thankful they have you, as you are the best caretaker and friends anyone can ask for. You´ve went through a lot, it could have hardened your heart but it did not. You still care and worry for everyone else. Just like you never lost your love for others, you never lost your beautiful child-like abilities. Even after all you went through, you are still ready to learn new things. Still you can be mature and responsible, especially considering money.
Pile 4 - Looking Upward
You might have a spiritual gift, your intuition may be very high and you always know what to say and when to say it. People cannot hide anything from you and you are very knowledgeable and mature. You do not give up, no matter what. There is an energy inside of you with which you can overcome any obstacle. You know your strengths and also your weaknesses, your intense connection with yourself allows you to create the world just as you need it. Many people look up to you for your ability to be so in harmony with yourself.
,,You need to fight for what you want. Justice won´t come for those who just sit around and complain instead of changing what needs to be changed. Start with yourself. You need to see the truth. We always have been fighters, even if you do not want to hear this.
We are powerful, we always have been. Raise off your throne made out of ashes and grab your sword to cut the demons out of your life. Grab the wand and create your own world. We are proud of you already but we want to be even more proud of you. You cannot disappoint us unless you refuse to change, so do not disappoint us.“
Pile 3 - Wolf
,,You need those connections. Stop isolating yourself from others, you suffered and grieved enough. We cannot support you if you cut us out if you cut spirituality out. You are the one who keeps claiming some people do not move unless you kick them in the ass but you treat yourself like you are made out of glass, enough of that.
Stop playing with the plastic crown and create one made out of silver and gold. No jewels are needed, you will be the only thing people will look at it. You are a born leader, stop fighting your fate, we do not wish you any harm.”
Pile 4 - Owl
,,You are wise, you grew from your mistakes and you need to know we are with you, always. We protect and love you, we will guide you if you want us to. There are unspoken rules and unseen ties you will still need to experience. You are still young, we can support you.
The masculine energy wants to break free. Please fight for the causes you deem important, do not let others influence you. Make your mistakes, you will learn out of them, stop being afraid of failure, we only became so enlightened by falling several times.“
Pile 5 - Crow
,,You are what we wanted to be. Calm, full of serenity and feminine energy. There is a balance inside of you we sought for generations. You are our best "creation” , our bloodline ends with you and starts a new way, a better way.
Your deep emotions are valid and you shall feel them the way you feel better. Please forgive our other children, they still do not see that your path is the right one. Please keep guiding the rest of our family tree, you are our lucky star.“
Your past was rich and overflowing. You might not have seen it back then but now you do. You had so many opportunities, just so close to you, flying all around you while you were sitting on a soft bed made out of support and love.
Now you feel less comfortable. You feel as though you have to sleep on hard ground, always on the run, always trying to find the right path as you need to steal to survive. You lie often, mostly to others but also to yourself.
The future is calm. You will have learned from your mistakes. The times of stress and constant worries are over and you will feel like in the past again. The flowerbed you once laid onto will be recreated and your life will be full of serenity.
Pile 2 - Angel
You´ve found love in the past. Either you discovered self-love not too long ago or this could also speak about a romantic partner. I also see the possibility that a select few of you have gotten pregnant in the past or even already given birth.
Currently, you feel vulnerable, helpless, weak. Like troubles and worries are looming over you, you might have a lot of problems with sleep lately. During the day it´s alright but once it becomes dark outside your problems intensify.
I am not going the lie, the future won´t be easy but it will be worth it! You will have the support of your loved ones and you are overall a very strong person. All troubles will be easily cut through and you will have plenty of time to recover.
Pile 3 - Leaf
In the past you felt loved, supported. You thought you found the one and only, the right person for the rest of your life. Your memories together are still very present in your mind even now.
But I do not see a happy ending. I see you suffered from heartbreak, a break-up…or this will still happen. It influenced your life a lot, mostly in a negative way as you spent so much effort in the relationship you completely forgot to take care of yourself.
I see you recovering soon enough though. You will focus your future more on yourself and your own well-being than only on others. This does not mean you will always be alone but you certainly will become stronger and also show more confidence.
Pile 4 - Forest
I see a group full of loving people, friends, family, maybe both. As they surround and hug you as your past has been protected and guided. You always felt welcome and always felt the warm hug of other people. You can be certain those people will be with you for a very long time.
Currently, you are going through a phase of recovery, you plant the seeds you will soon be able to harvest. The divine feminine and all it stands for is something you identify currently the most with and should work with.
Your future is balanced and stable, just as your past and presence. You might consider traveling in the future and a bigger decision awaits you but all paths lead to glory.
Halloween will bring you a sense of connection. May it be the celebration with family, the night with friends… or maybe even connection to spirits of all kinds.
You will feel a longing for something more, something specific, it may weaken your mood a little but don´t worry, I also sense an intense amount of happiness, even if this might first kick in a few days after Halloween it certainly is related to it.
You will have a lot of fun during this day and especially during the night. Knowledge will be poured into your hands from various sources and for different themes. You will feel enlightened and you will feel mentally stimulated.
Pile 2 - Shadows
Lately, you might have felt very uncertain, I am afraid this won´t really change during Halloween. It might actually intensify. Time might be a sensitive matter to you right now, just like loss or simply the fear of loss… or maybe losing time is what bothers you this much.
The spirit knows. They want to help you. Your Integrity is an important tool for the future, for your own self, and for future relationships of all kinds.
I can see you bloom through Halloween, maybe first during the late hours but it´s happening indeed. You will feel a certain pain that encourages you to finally ditch the match you carried for so long.
Pile 3 - Ghost
Oh, you will have an intense but strong Halloween. Just like you already are. If you have a plan or an idea for Halloween you should certainly go through with it. The day will only enhance your leadership abilities.
You will be growing through this single day so much like never before and you will find faith in an unexpected happening or an unexpected change of events. You will finally feel certain considering a choice or just certain about yourself actually.
You are called to be honest and only tell and show the truth, then your Halloween Night shall be blessed, even if problems shall occur, they will be minor.
Pile 4 - Nightsky
This Halloween is asking you to work together or at least enjoy the day and night with someone else, best a whole group of people. You will be forming a union with the people and you will work together to achieve whatever you want, even if it´s “just” a fun night.
I see you starting to shine. Especially when you usually are introverted or unsure about an indentation from friends, you should make sure not to miss this.
The attention will be on you but you will enjoy it. I sense a lot of masculine energy and actually some desire too… if you plan to spend the night with a crush or your partner it might get steamy but of course only if you both want to. So maybe you should pack in some condoms if this is something you could imagine happening, stay safe!
,,I know you fear rejection. I know you fear that nothing will ever be as you wish it to be but you shall not worry. You are supported, you will be supported even in the future.
Nothing is as it may seem at the first glance, do not forget this. There is a higher power always watching over you. As long as you make sure to only take as much as you give everything will be fine.“
Pile 2 - Brown Hair
,,You are overthinking my dear. It won´t help you discover the right way, there will be a change of path you cannot predict right now. Luck is on your side, don´t forget this.
You soon will feel like you´ve been blessed and the things you´ve desired to create will no longer be just a mere daydream but reality soon enough.”
Pile 3 - Blonde Hair
,,You need to find order in your daily doing, you cannot keep switching between daydream and reality and yet do nothing in either world. Now it´s time for acting.
You can relax later, you will be able to do so, don´t worry but for now, you need to do what you always wanted to do. Let your loved ones support and guide you.“
Pile 4 - Red Hair
,,I know what you truly seek is knowledge, you want to know everything but that is not how the world works. You need to take your time, you need to take deep breaths.
You will be going through a rebirth soon enough and you will change so much it will feel like you´re living a new life. Follow your hopes and dreams.”
