if you want me to consume a new media you MUST catch me at the exact moment when the stars are aligned and the air pressure is equal to the current degree of the sun’s peak against the horizon and all the cosmic energies are perfectly unified (aka my old interest is fading out) or i will nod and say “im adding that to my list!” Knowing theres no chance i will check it out
“unless its a book!” “unless you tell me it has gay people in it!” “this but only for live action shows” “theres a good chance i’ll get to it eventually” no wrong this post is not for you this post is ONLY for bitches who could have a treasured friend recommend them something that sounds grown in a lab to be your personal catnip and, with no choice in the matter, immediately know it will never be the right time to watch/read/listen to it
Cant sleep for the nth night in a row because Im lonely as fuck and horny as fuck
All I can think about is the need to have someone’s body pressed against mine or to be able to ‘unleash’ all the love and lust that’s been building in me for like a year and a half
I’m literally in the prime time of my life to be s*xual (20 y/o already babeeey) but i can’t and i feel like I want to take my skin off from all of those feelings and hormones
you’ve heard of feedees/gainers being teased and stimulated as they stuff themselves silly till their feeders are happy with their performance, now get ready for
feeders who are dripping wet and/or swollen and throbbing from some kind of a toy keeping them on their edge as their feedees have their fill, the remote in their hand, perfectly in control of the situation.
bring me this. bring me that. *hiccup* oof, rub my belly… no, you can’t come yet, i’m still hungry! now go fetch me the rest of the cake from the fridge, then we’ll see. ahh baby, you’re blushing! are you okay, do you want me to go slower on you? turn it down a bit so you can manage yourself? i know i must look spectacular, but come on, you can do better than thaaat!
it goes on for hours,maybe even a whole day,and their feeder thinks they might as well go insane from anticipation, they’ve been so good for so long it’s physically exhausting to hold back, but they’re still waiting by their partner’s side/feet, trying not to moan too loudly or shiver at the sight of their full mouth and plump gut pushing hard on that tight waistband of their sweats. all they can focus on is how much they want to press their face into that delicious gut and touch themselves till they can finally- finally-
ah-hhhh…
another strong wave of vibrations shakes their body uncontrollably. their partner smiles knowingly, finally wiping their palms from tasty sugar to softly pet their obedient feeder’s slightly damp hair, urging them to look up at their beautiful face
okay, you’ve had enough. come here, you deserve a reward
oml i’ve only been back on here for LESS THAN A DAY and i’ve already done that thing where you tell yourself “i’ll just look for 10 minutes” and then end up scrolling for hours with out blinking or speaking or getting up to pee or having literally any awareness of time passing and the word rotating.
the current situation with discourse surrounding wilbur’s Actions vs his Motivations in the lastest stream highlights my Exact problem with apologism. because it ultimately Does Not Matter who the character being apologized for Is, it’ll eventually lead to takes that borderline on or just overtly Are offensive.
in this context where so many characters’ actions are informed by their own trauma and mental illness and the sheer Severity of the situation that everyone is in, so Inevitably there will be instances where there are Conflicts where one character Isn’t An Aggressor while another character Is The Acting Agent causing them harm Without Being A Black And White Villain.
likewise there are situations where all of the agents in a conflict Are Not deserving of vilification but Still Caused Harm To The Other Parties. there are situations where one character cause More Harm than the other Without Still Being A Black And White Villain With Bad Intentions.
outright apologism with no nuance looks at complex messy situations with complex messy characters and completely flattens them down to black and white situations where one character is a victim and the other is the villain acting upon them. intentions are either discarded or completely changed to support that narrative and.
it happened to tommy in the wake of wilbur’s revival (and his own anger and pain and fear causing him to lash out), and it’s happening now in the wake of wilbur’s stunt to try to free tommy from dream’s control.
proving that Your Guy is in the right and bending every conflict that they’re involved with to make any hurt they experience (real or imagined on the part of the blogger) into An Unambiguous Intentional Act Of Villainy is Going to poison any analysis you make Even When Your Guy Was Genuinely A Passive Agent That Was Acted On By Someone Else.
likewise, this mindset creates an “us vs them” mentality in critical analysis and meta that assumes that a conflict between two characters Must Have a villain, and if someone is pushing back on your assertion that X Character Is The Evil Villain then they Must be insisting that Your Character is the evil villain (which is a mindset that we can Unfortunately find in plenty other contexts).
nuance is important Even When “one character hurt another” Is an accurate description of an event.
all of this Doesn’t Mean that there Aren’t instances where characters just genuinely are in the wrong. dream apologists insisting that “all characters are morally gray” is just an attempt to crush the Two options in black and white thinking down to one because they can’t accept that their serial killer blorbo is a serial killer. but context Matters, motivation Matters, information that the characters are working off of Matters.
Imagine being Superman/Clark Kent and interacting with Bruce Wayne when you know he’s The Batman. One moment he’s making heart eyes at you when you’re in Superman mode trying to save his life all the while listening to how if you’d go out on just One Date with him Superman, baby he’ll show you the time of your life.
Then, you’re in Clark Kent Journalist Mode interviewing billionaire playboy philanthropist Mr. Wayne and he tells you to call him Brucie, please and proceeds to flirt with you throughout the interview but instead of being able to just brush him off like you normally would when you’re Superman you have to act all flustered and shy which isn’t much of an act if you’re being really honest with yourself.
And then the real kicker is when Bruce Wayne is in The Batman mode and he’s all cold and gruff. He won’t even say hi to you in whatever form. He doesn’t talk about anything besides business and you’re slowly losing your hold on sanity. Like he’s so fucking professional you want to tear your hair out because literally a couple of hours ago he was romancing you into quick romantic sex-filled getaway to Paris. Imagine the fucking whiplash.
Okay, but also imagine being Bruce in this one. Having a massive crush on a freaking Superman, that started as “i wanna punch him in his stupid face with its perfect features” and “he can’t reallybeTHAT good, kind and genuine, i usually like atleast morally questionable people, there must be smth wrong with him”, but after they met as Batman and Superman, and Bruce figured out his Clark Kent identity, became “oh my god he is genuinely like that ” and “how he can be one of the smartest people that I know and awkward dumbass thot at the same time and why do I like it Google search”.
And all he can do is just flirt with him whenever he can. Which is a lot and not actually at the same time. Mostly because while flirting with both (does that really count as both? I mean) Clark and Superman is really fun - Clark acting like he is shy and uncomfortable, when Bruce knows he actually isn’t, ‘cause Superman of course brushes him off all the time, but with little amused grin that means Kal at least think Brucie is funny - but this flirting has bad influence on Bruce’s mental health.
Because he still needs to be Batman somehow.
And the best way to do it - actually be Batman like he always was. Cold, gruff, moody, almost numb. Which is supposed to be easy, but it’s not with this careless_whisper.mp3 playing in his head on ans on, and he doesn’t even know what it is - his subconscious or one of his dumbass kids in a Batcave succeeding in driving him mad.
(Dick gave him a dumb I ♥️ Superman t-shirt from Metropolis souvenir shop for Christmas. Bruce didn’t threw it away).
So Batman just acts like Batman, despite that becomes Superman’s friend and sometimes even says more than “hmm” and “hnn” on their missions.
But still he isn’t ready for it when Clark just goes full “fuck it, I like him, you only live once” and starts flirting back.
Brucie just says something like “What are you doing after this?” while Superman is saving his life. And the next second Superman is just “Heading to Fortress of Solitude, unless maybe you’ve got something better than solitude to offer”. Bruce goes blue screen of death for a record 5 seconds before his brain turns on again.
It’s worth when it’s Clark who is flirting back. Because when Brucie says “I have a private plane and can fly you to the moon” Bruce doesn’t expect to hear “Well, I can do that to you without a plane”. And it goes just
“What?”
“What?”
So Bruce and Clark drive each other crazy, not knowing that other is doing this knowinglytoo…
… before of course they do.
It’s probably Clark who decided to tell Bruce about his (not so) secret identity, probably asking for a help in securing it, or for a backup guard for his friends and family. Or both, whatever.
And when Bruce is just “I’m world’s greatest detective (place your Batman glare here). I already know”.
Clark loses it like “Wait, what. Do you knew it before you start flirting with me as Clark or after?”
“Excuse me wha-”
“You heard me, Bruce”.
“Wait,you knew? You knew and flirted back?”
They probably need to bicker and yell at eachother, before violently make out and agree on a date finally.
Somewhere in a Batcave Alfred probably looks at the camera like he is on the office.
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