#punishments
She told me as a punishment she would make me take 1 stroke in the pussy then stand in the corner for 10 mins and keep doing it for an hour or two oh my
Punishments 2
*Being put in time out is always frustrating but it allows me time to reflect and evaluate how i can make better choices in the future.
*In spite of recent training changes Master has always viewed this clit as useless to me. It’s presence is best used for pain, frustration, and His entertainment. He taught me to ignore it’s presence so pumping up and tormenting it was something i have always dreaded. It’s hypersensitivity makes me weak and He never hesitates to remind me of that when the situation calls for it.
*A coarse bristle brush to Master’s clit serves as a good reminder that my pleasure is insignificant. It’s especially effective when i stretch His holes and recite lines describing what a greedy slut i am.
*A Boar hair brush is makes a nagging cunt raw for days. Every step brings about finches and whimpers. The pain is intense and is slow to fade. Nag the hand that feeds you and you’ll be nagged by the wrath of His correction.
*Coating His swollen pussy with coarse salt burns like fire. The pain depends as the wet flesh absorbs each grain and there is no stopping it. i just have to accept it until it ends. Placing a penny on His clit reminds me that a single cent is too much to invest in a disobedient whore.
*Even a masochist can be corrected with pain when done correctly. Master knows just how to keep me walking the tightrope between pleasure and pain…..and He knows how to bring about misery that teaches me a very needed lesson.
-slave
Punishments 1
i’m often asked what kinds of punishments Master uses so what better way than to show you a few!
*When He came to me with Ace wraps i thought surely He’d lost His mind. How hard could that be to tolerate, right? Aside from being humiliated by their awkwardness the level of discomfort was more intense than i’d expected. In just a few minutes i was whimpering and willing to do anything to get them off of me!
*Tack bras were always pleasurable to me. i loved feeling the sharp tips digging and scraping against my flesh so when He assigned it as a punishment i was confused. What i had previously worn for only a few hours would be worn around the clock for 7 days, removing them only to shower. By day 8 i was a pathetic mess with a drippy cunt.
*You really have no concept of how heavy tits are until you have to hold them up with your teeth! Every step felt as if these nipples would be ripped off and my jaw ached from supporting their weight.
*Master has worked long and hard to ensue that these nipples stay erect and sensitive. They’re so large now that they’re impossible to hide so when He pressed them flat with wine corks the misery was indescribable!
*One of my less than proud moments was when i allowed jealousy to get the better of me. He promptly corrected that behavior by having me kneel with His nipples dipped in ice water. The shock turned to burning that sent shivers throughout my body. Add in reciting lines without allowing my teeth to chatter and i quickly learned my lesson!
*i’ve never liked being sent to the corner. It’s belittling and it leaves me to struggle with my thoughts. He upped the ante on that dislike by suspended His tightly wrapped tits from the doorknob. If that rope went slack my time was doubled so i sat there in my knees with legs spread wide to keep them pulled to their fullest extent. He says next time i get to straddle the door and lean back…
So there you have it. Round one of a glimpse into how i’m punished. Stay tuned for round 2 and a peak at the non physical punishments He’s used.
-slave
When I last Skyped with The Super Sadist (That was an intense session that involved him and Marxman and lasted about ten hours. There’s plenty to be said about it, but I wanted to share this bit first), he told me, “I think you should write dumber.” I balked a little, since I don’t want to make this blog unreadable for you folks, and we decided that I wouldn’t do it for lengthy pieces of writing, or, of course, for work. Primarily, I’m doing it when I text friends and partners. I’ll also try to write some more short things on here, so y’all can see how dumb I am.
It’s just little things, for now. He gave a couple examples: “u” instead of “you,” to/too mixups, things like that. I added a few more, such as your/you’re mixups, using the wrong its/it’s, their/there/they’re confusion, and using as many abreves as possible. These aren’t major changes, but they’re things my friends would notice, and things that bother me a lot when I fuck up by accident.
He was understanding and is letting me not do it with people I can’t or shouldn’t explain the instructions to, but really, I can’t think of many people I talk to regularly who I couldn’t tell about it. Actually, I may not explain it to everyone. I sent a text to Legolas prior to explaining it where I used “u” instead of “you” and used the incorrect “too.” It was intensely uncomfortable, even physically so. And it turned me on. A lot. (Oh fuck. I should probably start using “alot” instead. That’s going to be painful.)
So, I was already sounding stupid when I was texting people yesterday. Then, when I was talking with my owner (Who, by the way, when I asked if the dumb texting would bother him and offered not to do it with him if it would, replied “lol. Yeah, no, you’re not doing that with me.”), I confessed that I hadn’t followed a direct order he’d given me to finish an assignment. The consequence for that is another language rule. For the next week, in the same places where I’m writing dumber, I am not allowed to use the letter “f.” In addition, any time I have to stop and think about how to rephrase a sentence to avoid it, I have to insert the word “like.”
I was texting under those rules for a few hours yesterday and I sound fucking…well, I’d say “dumb” or “silly” or “ridiculous” or “stupid,” but I know the word The Super Sadist would use is “retarded.” I sound fucking retarded*.
*It causes me great distress to throw around this word like that. I haven’t used it casually, especially as an insult, in years. It even bothers me when The Super Sadist does it, just in general conversation. So, of course, he’s taken to using it frequently in reference to me. During our last conversation, he asked me about my dislike of it, listened to what I had to say, and then said, “Tell me you’re retarded.” I could tell what fun it was for him to see my refusal turn to reluctance turn to resignation turn to incredibly uncomfortable obedience as I sighed, whinced, and said, “I’m retarded.”
Punishments
To all of those subs, and doms, out there that think spanking for a sub is a good punishment, you need to think again. Unless the sub genuinely dislikes being spanked then it simply cannot be a punishment. A punishment is there to deter the submissive from doing that thing again, therefore it should be something that they dislike. Saying, “you’ve been a bad girl” and then spanking them is not only, cringe worthy, it’s not a punishment. Think of it this way, if someone kills another person, the government doesn’t say, “you’ve been bad, here’s a house and free food for a week”, they lock them up. It’s the same for a dominant and their sub.
After seeing countless subs and doms saying these sorts of things, (I’m not going to name them on my blog) it just really annoyed me that they are setting the wrong idea for those just starting in Dom/sub
Babygirl thinks this is how things work.. she couldn’t be more than wrong
I’ve stuffed dripping cunt and tight arse with a double ended dildo and applied anbesol to my throbbing clit, gotta go off to work soon but I’m feeling really horny. It’s been almost 14 months since my last orgasm, I am desperate! Everything I’m near I want to grind against, I’m edging every chance I get and I watch porn of women getting the orgasms I so desperately desire. I think maybe before I leave I’ll beat my pussy as hard as I can with my hard bristled brush for being such a filthy whore. Fuck I’m so wet! If anyone wants to comment on this post and add to the punishments feel free, I can’t use my inbox at the moment, it’s not letting me read my messages.
Being made to go to a family bbq today, and all I wanna do is stay home and play with my desperate, needy cunt and tight little arsehole, while I imagine I’m being suffocated by a domme’s pussy
Not sure how much longer I can stay in denial for, I haven’t cum since December 2017.
I’ve already spent the last 2 hours watching porn and edging, then I spanked my cunt hard with the hard bristle side of a hairbrush, 100 HARD strikes, until I was shaking from the pain.
But… My punishments seem to be turning into funishments, as soon as they’re completed I wanna go straight back to rubbing my clit and filling my arsehole because I’m so turned on.
Does anyone have some punishments I could try out and see which ones are good for me?
I’m gonna be around a lot of people today and my minds gonna be tuned in on my clit, is it so bad that just the thought of them knowing what a denial slut I am turns me on?
So if anyone has any ideas, feel free to comment on this post, I’ll be checking throughout the day and I’m not apposed to the thought of being caught.