A/N- I hope you guys like this chapter! Thank you for all the love in the first chapter!!
Warning- SLOWBURN, Angst, fluff, long chapter.
Pairing- Jean Kirstein x reader, Reiner Braun x reader
Episode- 1x04 (so this does include only minimal spoilers!)
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Your knock echoes inside the room once and you remain still and quiet to wait for a response. Once you don’t get one you decide to lift your fist again to knock once more, but before you could urge to be let in, the door swings open and you see Levi walking back to his desk.
“I don’t know why you insist on waiting for me to open the door. Just come in after one knock.” He complains to you while he keeps his eyes on his paperwork and sits back on his chair.
“Well,” you shrug whilst you step inside and shut the door gently behind you. “I don’t know what you could be doing in here. I’m just being respectful.”
Warning- Angst, SLOWBURN, Violence, LONG CHAPTER! Heartbreak and talks of death.
Pairing- Jean Kirstein x reader, Reiner Braun x reader
Episodes- 1x13-1x16
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There’s nights, specifically the recent nights, where you have nightmares of being back underground. With Furlan and Isabel. Only them. More specifically with their dead bodies.
It’s weirdly vivid, and pitch dark. You knew that if someone were to ask you to describe the dream, you could give them every aspect of the cold and dark room, of every spot on the wooden ceiling, of every ridge on the floor boards. You could describe the humid, dirt, death, rotting stench that is uniquely tied to the underground. Even if it was supposed to be dark in the nightmare, you could describe Furlan and Isabel bodies exactly as they were splayed on the ground, with their pool of blood staining the floor surrounding them. Almost as if it was a past memory.
Their lifeless eyes were engraved to your mind, the dim picture of their wounded bodies haunted you. The cruel darkness swallowed you and the dirty corner you were curled by, trapped you in place so you were forced to keep seeing them.
When you would manage to wake from the nightmare, you would search for your candlelight, or the moonlight peeking through the window to remind yourself that you weren’t in the underground anymore. That their bodies weren’t by your feet.
Even if the nightmare felt oddly familiar though, like you had lived some aspect of that trauma in your past. But you couldn’t place it. It just played as a cruel nightmare now.
A/N: ahaha the title is lovely until we remember what happens with a certain character :( I’m not ready for that part…
Warning- Angst, SLOWBURN, Violence, LONG CHAPTER! Mentions of self-doubt.
Pairing- Jean Kirstein x reader, Reiner Braun x reader
Episodes- 1x05-1x12
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Levi was right. He was right about you not joining the Cadet Corps, not joining the Scouts. You should have stayed home and not been so stubborn.
Now you were here facing the reality of the world unprepared and scared out of your mind….
“…..The Cadet Corps will provide back-up in the middle! The Garrison Regiment’s Elite Troops will protect the rear! According to reports, the Advance team have been decimated! The Titans have broken through the outer gate! I’ll be blunt! Don’t be surprised to see the Armored Titan break through the inner wall at any moment!”
….You tried to be nonchalant, you tried to remain fearless and tried to keep up that same act that you had displayed for the past three years, but as you finally came face to face with the Titans that to this point had been nothing but pure stories, you broke.
