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I’m not saying that I miss you but I do hope you know you’re why the flowers wait so very patiently for spring, why the sand refills prayers to the sun when winter doesn’t come home. these conversations with city lights remind me how I miss having stars to share my silence with. and maybe it isn’t the skin that’s desperate, it’s the mind, one that’s been wanting to be touched more than the body’s ever been. I don’t know if I want the pain of holding something a second tighter because the next it’s gone, but today feels like a dream on the road to you.

Are you okay? I know loving me is hard.

I didn’t wake up one day and decide you were the one. I never liked being vulnerable. But during my sleepless nights and exhausting mornings, I felt my heart calling you, wanting to walk beside you. It was a million moments that were knitted into one. I never knew. But I wanted. It wasn’t love at first sight. I don’t believe in it. A spark, yes. A hunger, maybe. But as months passed, we let each other into our own little spheres of weirdness. We became our own inside jokes. We didn’t save each other. But we became ourselves for one another. I thank the stars for making you.

I’ll always choose you, even on the days we don’t understand each other.

the only time I write something with meaning is when I’m less than okay. I’ve been wearing the wrong words all day, the sound of bones bending beneath anaphylactic smiles. I never knew the taste of honey could start a fire until I kissed you, and now I can’t stop burning in your name. I do better as memory, but missing you belongs to me. I still play your favourite song to stay close to our memories. what do you know about rain inside of a person? maybe there will always be people that don’t know you’re holding them. on these restless nights I like to think it’s because you’re awake, wishing you were here too. the parts of you I love have become my favourite pieces of me.

you were meant for me..we just weren’t meant to last.

They say you never really know how much room someone takes up until they’re gone. but I wish I could tattoo the way you whisper my name over and over again, like it’s something you’re convincing the universe to never take away from you. If the ocean had a heartbeat, it’d be you. I love like my heart is hungry for light, and you’re the last star in the sky. darling, I’m not saying that I think we might belong together, but I do know that I’ve lost my heart to your smile in every single one of my lifetimes.

I just want to fall in love, and stay there.

I wake with your name on my lips, a tribute to nights wearing roses for smiles. Your name is the deepest red universe beating through my veins, darling, I was born the day your eyes met mine. you’re found in stars. your breath is summer breezes. your heartbeat is the pounding of ocean waves as they touch the shores of my soul. You’re everything endless in my world.

You’re the one I never want to miss

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