#sadquote
It’s really hard to care about dying when you’ve felt like you’ve been dead for so long.
i am so lost
my world is falling apart
i cannot change you, so i must replace you
its to the point where i love and i hate you
i miss you so fucking much and i dont know how to stop it :,(
my heart‘s aching sm
sometimes all i think about is you </3
tell me what you did to my emotions so i can prevent that from happening again in the future
how the fuck is it possible to fall for someone that hard??
i lied when i said i don’t care and you lied when you told me you did
you were the one that came into my life and now you’re gone
tell me, did i - at any point - ever mean anything to you?
it’s like i never existed to you
i shouldve left before i could get attached.
i dont know what to do now that youre gone
because i will never be good enough
you came into my life and fixed me and now you left me more broken than before
i dont know what to do because now i know that ive lost you forever
i just got my heart shattered.
it was nice while it lasted.
i lost my person
im afraid of being happy, because every time i feel at peace something goes wrong again
im sorry that im not enough
everything was going fine until i had to ruin everything again
it hurts to love you
dear […]
you dont know how much you matter to me. and im so sorry that i am annoying, exhausting, and the way i am. youre the only person i feel safe with and it hurts. every time you tell me we will meet soon, you will have time for me soon, it hurts. because i know its not true. every time i think everything will turn out to be okay, it hurts. because it wont. every time you tell me „not today“ „some other time“ it hurts. because i know it wont happen. every time im okay, it hurts. because i know i wont be for much longer. youre the best thing that has happened to me, and the worst thing at the same time. and no matter how much it hurts, i will always come running back to you, because you mean too much to me. you make me feel like the luckiest person alive, and also drain all of my living out of me, just with your words. i want to hate you sometimes, but i love you. i want you, but i also want to get away from you. youre the reason i keep breathing but you suck all of my air out of me at the same time.
it hurts
you hurt me so much but i keep coming back to you.
you’re the first person that ever mattered to me.
i just want to be with you again.
it sucks to be homesick. it’s even worse to be homesick for someone.
i wish love wasnt so addicting and hurting.
why am i such a mess?
i always end up ruining things