I think of you at every sunset-

Watching the oranges, yellows,

Purples and pinks.

But that’s the problem-

I’m thinking

Of you.

And I’m thinking

Of you-

Until it’s sunrise.

-b.m.

I know I shouldn’t do it.

I should leave you alone.

But damn it’s so hard

Not to pick up the phone-

Tap on your contact,

Hit “new message”..

And ask how you’re doing.

But I shouldn’t.

I know I shouldn’t do it.

-b.m.

I decided to add my collection of poems to Wattpad. Feel free to join me on there too!

Thank you for showing me love.

Thinking Outloud About You

I see your profile pop up as “active”,

And I almost message you.

It takes everything in me

Not to check in,

Not to ask you how you’re doing..

Not to tell you how sorry I am.

I’m sorry I took us both through

Such an emotional turmoil,

And I’m sorry I hurt you

Just as badly-

If not more-

Than I hurt myself.

I’m sorry I still think of you,

Even though you’re not mine

To think about anymore.

I’m sorry I still crave our connection,

Our laughs,

Our all-night conversations.

I’m sorry-

I just miss you,

And it’s all my fault.

-b.m.

My favorite view is you,

From the passenger seat.

Your cheeks flushed

From the cold.

One hand on the wheel,

The other hand in mine.

Sometimes we laugh

Until tears stream down.

Other times we sit

In a comfortable silence,

The road leading the way.

-b.m.

Sweet love,

It had been two years-

Since I touched you, kissed you,

Since I felt at peace.

And now you’re here-

In my arms, holding my hands,

Kissing my lips, touching me.

And now I feel it-

Peace.

-b.m.

I saw this coming.

I knew it wouldn’t last-

It was too easy, too perfect, too raw and real.

I saw this coming,

But damn, it hurts like hell.

-b.m.

You’re back again,

Begging me to come back

To you-

For the third time.

They say the third time

Is the last time,

The charm, even.

But is that true

When it comes

To me and you?

-b.m.

And this is me-

Giving up on you.

-b.m.

And I’m just so tired of wasting good love songs on all the wrong people.

b.m.

3,568 miles-

That is the distance between you and I.

Every mile,

Every inch,

Every little space between us

Hurts my fucking heart.

I would do anything just to see you again.

-b.m.

I miss you more than I’ve ever missed you before.

-b.m.

I keep thinking, fantasizing

About you-

Being back beside you,

Sitting in the passenger seat

Admiring the view of snow capped mountains,

But overall enjoying the view of you.

-b.m.

qvotable:

“They slipped briskly into an intimacy from which they never recovered.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald / This Side of Paradise(viabnmxfld)

thinkingoutloud-aboutyou:

My favorite smell is you on me.

b.m.

thinkingoutloud-aboutyou:

You’re My 5 a.m.

I wake up before the birds

To talk to you,

To see that smile form

On your perfect lips

That part and make way for that voice.

I roll over with my hair

In a mess of a pile

While I hold my pillow tight

To my body as if it were you.

My phone rings,

And then I see the light-

Your smiling face looking into my sleepy eyes.

You are my 5 a.m.,

You are my sunrise.

b.m.

I want you-

Always you,

Only you.

-b.m.

I’m drowning in ink,

Trying desperately

To write out these thoughts-

My thoughts of you-

Before they’re gone again-

Before you’re gone again.

-b.m.

Hello!

I just wanted to say..

Thank you,

So much-

For following, reblogging, and interacting with me. I’ve been away for a little while, but my notifications had BLOWN. UP.

Clearly it’s time for me to come back!

I want to get to know all of my new followers and you all who have started showing me so much love. So maybe leave me a little something about you?

b.m.

I still have nights when I think of you,

And I

Can’t

Fucking

Breathe.

-b.m.

Will I ever find someone

Who gives their all

To me too?

-b.m.

I said this was for the best,

But I know

If I see you again

I’ll go running back to your arms.

-b.m.

Soft whispers,

Your words as smooth

As your hands caressing my body.

I feel your breath

Hot against my skin,

Igniting my deepest desires.

-b.m.

I’ve never craved someone’s lips like I crave yours.

-b.m.

Laughing-

It comes easily with you.

It’s the kind of laugh

That brings a smile to my face

Hours later.

-b.m.

You take my breath away in the worst way,

Leaving me gasping for air.

-b.m.

You know how to say all the right things.

You make me so happy.

You make me feel so much love.

But-

How do I know this isn’t wrong again?

How do I know you won’t make me so sad?

How do I know my heart won’t be crushed again?

b.m.