She became convinced that the measure of her existence hung in the balance. That the complexity of her calm fell in the number of idle breaths she took a day That her beauty was a scarcity of times that she glanced at the mirror without feeling repulsed. She is fragile. Picking up the broken pieces that were once amassed to create a woman. Beautiful and resolved. All it takes for such a woman to fall, is the absence of someone to pick up the pieces. And instead of being her own someone. Her own harrowing warrior. She fell. Cracked under pressure. She was broken. And needed everything she swore she’d never want. Searched for her own validation in the hands of another. And slowly wept; wilted away into her own self demolition. She lived shadowed under a blanket of grievances. They were no longer the materialistic obstacles that used to hoard her time. The were deep and dark and ugly. She’s slipping into a black hole of her own creation. In a list for validation to find value in herself hidden in the arms of another. When will she realize that she is the only person that will give her worth. She is the only one who can understand her value. And she must fight to be comfortable in her own skin and bones rather than listlessly searching for a piece of her, hidden in a puzzle of broken souls. She is fragile. But she will live. And she will learn to love the pieces that have gone astray, the rounded edges and the bitterness that keeps her up till early hours. She will learn to look into the mirror and be content. She will pick up her own pieces. Put them into place. She was fragile. But now she is found. Pieced together the broken. And the broken; Now forever bound.
This fanfic Im reading is a wholeass roller coaster. First few chapters were all murder and gore, then the ones after that were suspense and plot twists and now-
Here’s some screenshots of the fic i-
If anyone’s interested, it’s called spill your guts, creepypasta x reader, can be found on quotev and ao3. Amazing writing, I’m just posting the shit from here that’s funny or causes me second hand embarrassment …
Y/N after Brian finds out she wants to climb him like a tree.
Toby when he finds out Y/N thinks he’s cute
Y/N when they find out her password is ‘80082’
Thank all of you for this lovely reblog chain I cannot i-
