#steve rogers fanfiction

Story Summary: After college, you moved to L.A. to begin pursuing your dream in the movie industry. You started as an intern and worked your way to leading stunt coordinator for the Marvel franchise on the set of the movie “The Avengers: Age of Ultron.” After the first week, you get a call that changes your life forever. You sister took her life, left you with her two month old daughter, and you are falling in love with one shield wielding maniac.

Pairings: Chris Evan x Reader

Warnings:None.

A/N:this was not proof read!

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Monday morning came way too fast. You woke up filled with anxiety, Chris did as well. You were both anxious about calling Chris’s agent and announcing your engagement. You were trying to put on a brave face, but inside you really weren’t ready for the reaction of Chris’s fans. You were so uncertain of what they may comment and post. 

After breakfast, you and Chris went to the back porch to video chat with his agent. Of course, you had met his agent, Megan. She knew of your relationship. She was a big reason you were able to keep it a secret.

You and Chris sat at the patio table in front of his laptop, waiting. Your anxiety had skyrocketed at this point. You and Chris both took a deep breath as the call from his agent came through. Chris accepted the call and her face pooped up. 

“Hey guys!” Megan smiled. “So, what is the reason for this video chat?” She questioned. 

You smiled as Chris grabbed your hand and raised it into the view of the camera. “Well, I may have done something.” He joked. 

“Oh my gosh!” Megan was shocked to say the least. She was happy, but as soon as she processed it, she started to think of all the articles and interviews that were going to want to be done and how Chris’s fanbase would react. 

“Congratulations!” She smiled. “Are you calling because we need a cover up or because we want to make an official announcement before the tabloids?” 

“The second one.” Chris told her. You nodded in agreement. 

“Well, you have an tv appearance coming up this Friday with Jimmy Fallon. Do you want to do it then?” She asked. 

Chris looked at you. He wanted this to be as much your decision as his. “Um, yeah, I guess that’s fine.” You shrugged. 

“Y/N, we can find another way. You just have to say so.” Chris rested his hand on your leg. 

“I just didn’t think I would have to go on tv or in front of an audience.” You admitted. “But, I want to do this as soon as possible. So, if I have to go in front of a live audience then I will do it.” 

“Are you 100% sure? I don’t want you to be uncomfortable in any way.” Chris truly didn’t want to push you out of your comfort zone. He knew you weren’t used to the big audiences and the cameras in your face. You did the work off camera and that is where you were comfortable. 

You took another breath and nodded. “I’m sure.” You told him. Maybe this way there wouldn’t be as much backlash. There wouldn’t be a post to harbor all the comments, good or bad. 

“Alrighty then, I will call the producers and work out the details.” Megan smiled. “Again, congrats! Love you guys! I’ll see you in New York Friday morning!” 

You both said goodbye before Chris ended the call and closed the laptop. You were hoping that your anxiety would decrease with the call to Megan, but it only seemed to increase. 

Chris was not much better. He was stressing for you. He knew the fear of being in front of a live audience and it being broadcasted on tv. Chris turned to you and opened his arms to you. You got up and curled up in his lap. 

“We are going to be ok after this, right?” You asked as you hid your face in Chris’s neck. 

“Y/N, no matter what happens, no one can change the way I feel about you. I want you and Olivia for the rest of my life. I want to come home to you. I want to make you happy for the rest of our lives. I want Olivia to be a big sister, and I want to watch our kids run around in a big backyard.” Chris explained in a reassuring tone as he rubbed his hand up and down your back. 

You couldn’t help the tears that started to flow. Chris moved back to look at you. 

“Why are you crying, hun?” Chris asked as he wiped the tears. 

“Because, you are just too good to me. I don’t know what I would have done this last year without you.” You sniffed. 

“You would have made it work. I know you, and you are not a quitter and you don’t give up easily.” Chris brushed a piece of hair behind your ear. “I know you are worried about being in front of a live audience and being in front of the cameras instead of behind them, but we are in this together, until the end.” He kissed your forehead then pulled back with a smile. 

You let out a breath and nodded. “Until the end.” You whispered. 

Chris leaned in and kissed you gently. You kissed back before you were interrupted by Lisa opening the patio door. 

“A certain one year old is awake and is wanting her mother.” She laughed. 

You stood from Chris’s lap and went inside to get Olivia. Your anxiety was still present, but it was better after Chris calmed you down. You knew things were going to get harder, but as long as you had each other, things would be ok. 

The rest of the week flew by and you were on your way to New York. Megan had a car service pick you, Olivia and Chris up and drive you to your hotel. Megan also arranged for you all to enter a side entrance instead of the main one. She led you up to your room. You stepped through the door and were greeted with the nicest hotel room you’d ever seen. You had stepped into just the living room area, there were still two bedrooms and two bathrooms to see. 

You bags were delivered to your room while Megan went over the plan for the announcement. You were sitting on the couch holding Olivia as she napped. Chris sat in the arm chair to your left. 

As Megan talked, you anxiety began to bubble up again. It had majorly decreased since Monday, but it was rising again. 

“So, Chris you will go out first and do your normal thing. Talk about your movie and what not, then we’ve told Jimmy to ask you if anything happened over the holiday or if you had any big news to share, just something along those lines.” Megan explained. “Then you will answer and Jimmy is going to ask who your mystery fiance is, you answer and then you say, ‘She’s actually here with me tonight.’ then Jimmy will say ‘lets bring her out here’ and then you will come in.” She looked to you. 

“Got it!” You nodded. 

“And I will keep Olivia backstage with me. If you want to bring her up with Jimmy, I did send him a few photos of all three of you together, but I was very clear that those should only be shown if you talk about her.” Megan continued. 

Chris looked over at you to make sure you were ok with everything. You gave him a nod to let him know you were ok.

“Everything is going to be ok.” You said with a small smile. 

Chris nodded in agreement. “You are right. We are going to make it through this.” 

You were filled with anxiety. There was so much left in the unknown. Chris was known for being a handsome bachelor. How were fans going to react to the news of him being off the market? What were people going to think of you? How would they react when they found out you had a child? These were all contributing factors to your stress. 

“Ok, I’m going to leave you three to have some peace and quiet for a little while. Stylist will be here around 4:30 to start getting you both ready for the show. I’ve got a few things to do then I’m going to pick up lunch, I’ll be back at 12:30.” Megan gathered her things and left the room. 

It was a little after 10 when Megan left, leaving you with maybe two hours to yourself. You sighed and leaned your head back against the couch. You were just trying to prepare yourself for what was to come. 

You decided you needed to let out some steam before you exploded. You laid Olivia in one of the bed and left to go to the gym. Chris looked as if he was as calm as ever, but really he was nervous. On one hand, he liked his privacy and to have things just for himself, but on the other hand, he wanted to be able to go out freely with you and Olivia and not worry about who sees or takes a picture. He knew this was for the best. 

You spent an hour in the gym. You ran two miles then spent forty minutes on the punching bag. By the time you finished, you were drenched in seat but you felt a million times better. Even though you were breathing heavy, you felt as if you could breath. You went back up to the room and headed straight to the shower. 

Megan came in with lunch just as you finished getting dressed after your shower. Olivia was up from her nap and playing with Chris in the small living room. Chris was holding her up by hands and helping her walk. When she laid eyes on you she started to walk faster. Chris let her go and she walked all by herself all the way to you. You and Chris cheered excitedly as you scooped her up. 

“Livie, you just walked! You are getting to be such a big girl!” You kissed her cheeks. 

Chris walked over and kissed her cheeks as well. He smiled at her proudly as she babbled away in your arms.

After lunch, you relaxed a little more before the stylists showed up. At 4:30, Megan let them into the room. They rolled in a clothing rack, several suitcases and more. They were followed by hair and makeup artists. 

The stylists set up in one bedroom while the hair and makeup was set up in the living room. 

You were amazed by what all was going on. This was the part of the movie world you weren’t ever apart of. The stylists started with your outfit. They brought several options. You finally made a decision on the dress, then your shoes and jewelry. Once you finished, they sent you to hair and makeup. While it was all happening, you forgot about your stress and you anxiety. You just enjoyed being the center of attention. The hair and makeup artists complimented you on your skin and your hair. The compliments brought a smile to your face. 

While your makeup was being done, Olivia wanted to sit with you. You held her in your lap as your makeup was applied. The artist occasionally brushed Olivia’s cheeks with a brush, making her giggle. 

What seemed to be many hours later, you and Chris were finally dressed and ready. 

Megan dressed Olivia for the night. Once she was dressed, you all headed down to the cars to head to the studio for the show. After you workout and being treated like a star, your anxiety and stress had dissolved. You started to realize you were working you self up over something you cannot control. You can only control your actions and emotions, not everyone else’s. 

On the ride to the studio, you let Chris in on your sudden realizations. He noticed that you seemed much calmer from this morning, which in turn helped him to calm down. By the time you reached the studio, he was much calmer and ready to take on this interview. 

You entered through the back doors and went into a green room. You sat down on a couch with Olivia as you waited to be told what to do. A crew member came in and put a microphone on him. 

The show started and was playing on a tv in the green room. Olivia saw Chris on the tv and started to make grabby hands. You and Megan laughed softly. You watch as Chris promoted his new movie and talked about different things.

 It went to a commercial break, and a crew member came to put a microphone on you. You looked at yourself in the mirror and took a calming breath. 

“So, Chris, how was your thanksgiving? Did anything exciting happen?” Jimmy questioned Chris. 

Chris chuckled and wiped his hands down his thighs. “Well, Jimmy, since you asked. Something exciting did happen.” He paused.

“Ok, come out with it. We are all on edge!” Jimmy exclaimed as if he didn’t already know. 

“I am now an engaged man.” Chris said. The audience gasped then cheered. 

“Wait, we didn’t even know you were seeing anyone.” Jimmy lied.

“Yeah, we tried to keep it that way.” Chris laughed. 

“So, who is your fiance?” Jimmy asked. 

“Y/F/N Y/L/N, she is a stunt coordinator for Marvel. That’s how we met.” Chris explained. “She’s actually here with me tonight.” He smiled. 

“What are we waiting for? Let’s get her out here.” Jimmy looked to the producers as if they were rushing to get you out there. 

A few minutes passed and the door slid open to reveal you. Chris stood from the couch walked over to you. He kissed your cheek sweetly then escorted you over to Jimmy. You reached out and shook his hand then sat down at the end of the couch Chris was previously occupying. 

“So nice to meet you, Y/N.” Jimmy smiled. 

“Nice to meet you too!” You smiled at him then glanced at Chris. 

“How long have you been keeping this relationship a secret?” Jimmy looked at you and Chris. 

“Well, we’ve been together for five months, that’s just officially as a couple.” You explained. “but, over this past year we’ve been together a lot.” As you tried to explain, you realized you would have to tell the whole story, including Olivia. 

Jimmy gave you both a questioning look. “We should probably just tell the full story.” Chris said. 

And you did. You and Chris told a shortened version of the whole story, so people didn’t think you were both rushing into being engaged. Even with the story some people probably thought you were being crazy and rushing things. 

When you talked about Olivia, they would show pictures of her with you and Chris. 

The rest of the show was great. The audience was amazing. They laughed and cheered, and that helped ease you into being in front of them. 

Once the show ended, you headed back into the green room to get Olivia. It was close to eleven at night and she was sacked out on a couch covered by your coat. 

You all made your ways out to the cars and headed for the hotel. Both of your phones were blowing up with notifications. You looked at Chris. 

“I say we just turn them off until in the morning.” You shrugged. 

“Sounds like a great plan.” He smile and kissed you. 

You both shut your phones off and put them into the pockets of your coats. There was nothing that could be said that would ruin what you and Chris had at that moment.

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Story Summary: After college, you moved to L.A. to begin pursuing your dream in the movie industry. You started as an intern and worked your way to leading stunt coordinator for the Marvel franchise on the set of the movie “The Avengers: Age of Ultron.” After the first week, you get a call that changes your life forever. You sister took her life, left you with her two month old daughter, and you are falling in love with one shield wielding maniac.

Pairings: Chris Evan x Reader

Warnings:None.

A/N:  Y’all I really trying to get this wrapped up because I start college Monday and I know I won’t be able to give this any attention after that. So, that’s why I’ve been updating like crazy! But, IT’S FINALLY HERE! THE MOMENT WE’VE BEEN WAITING FOR!

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You didn’t suspect a thing. Chris had done an amazing job at hiding the fact that he was going to propose in just a few days. Your mom, Lisa, Carly, and Shana helped Chris with every detail, even though there wasn’t much. Chris didn’t want it to be over the top and extravagant. He just wanted to show you how much he loved you but in a simple way. 

Chris had already picked out the ring. He went to Tiffany & Co. while he was in New York on a project. He did it even without having your parents permission because he always knew he wanted to pick his future wife’s ring from Tiffany’s. 

Chris spent a good portion of his off day looking over the extensive collection, but he finally made a decision and hoped you would be in love with it. He took the small blue box back with him to his hotel room and stuffed it into his suitcase and it had been there ever since. 

Finally, it was thanksgiving day. Chris’s stress level was through the roof. He had a gut feeling you would say yes, but there was still a tiny bit of fear in him that you would say no. 

Everyone was up and dressed for the day. You dressed very stylish but still comfortable, no one wants to be uncomfortable on thanksgiving. Olivia had a cute pumpkin outfit to wear for the day. 

Once everyone was at the house, Lisa wanted everyone to take pictures. Lisa pushed everyone out into the backyard for pictures. Chris rushed upstairs to grab the ring from his suitcase. As Chris walked outside, his heart was beating out of his chest. He took a breath before stepping out of the door.  The backyard was filled with trees that were covered in orange, yellow, and red leaves, it was beautiful. Pictures were taken of Chris’s family, your family, Chris and his siblings, you and Olivia, then you, Olivia, and Chris. 

Carly snapped what you thought was the last picture, then Shana speaks up. “Y/N, why don’t you and Chris get one by yourselves? Here, I’ll take Olivia.” Shana stepped over to take her. 

“Oh, yeah sure.” You said. 

“You don’t want to take a picture with me?” Chris faked offense. 

You rolled your eyes. “Yes, of course, I want to take a picture with you!” You both laughed.

It took a second because Olivia was being slightly clingy that morning. You turned your back to Chris as Shana pulled Olivia off of you, all while Scott was filming the whole thing. With your back turned, it allowed Chris just enough time to slip the ring from his pocket and get down onto one knee. 

Finally, you got Olivia off of you and turned back to Chris, but he was gone. You looked down and gasped. Chris was on his knee holding a Tiffany blue box in front of you. 

“Chris.” You barely whispered. 

Chris looked up at you and lost his whole speech he had planned in his head. 

“Y/N, I had this whole speech about how wonderful and amazing you are but now that I’m looking at you, I can’t even think straight.” Everyone laughed. “So, I’ll just ask you a simple question. Will you marry me?” Chris looked up at you with hope filled eyes. 

You covered your mouth as tears slowly slid down your cheeks. You nodded your head. “Yes! Yes, of course!” 

Chris stood up and wrapped his arms around you tightly. You wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him. Chris pulled away and slid the diamond ring onto your finger. 

“Chris, it’s beautiful!” You looked down in awe of the stunning diamonds now adorning your left hand. 

“You like it? Because if it’s too much we can-” You cut Chris off. 

“I love it!” You smiled.

Chris let out a breath of relief. It was like a thousand pounds had been removed from his shoulders. After a few more pictures, everyone went back inside where it was warm then they started to gush over your ring and the proposal. 

A few hours later around the dinner table you asked, “Ok, so who all knew?” 

Everyone around the table sported a sheepish grin but Olivia. You laughed. 

“I can’t believe you all knew!” You shook your head. 

Everyone continued to talk about the engagement then Lisa and your parents started to share stories of their earlier days in marriage. It was so sweet being able to hear the stories and spend time with so many people who loved you. 

Once dinner was finished and all the dishes were done, everyone started to head back to their own homes or up to their rooms. You, Olivia, and Chris went up and started to get ready for bed. You put Olivia down after putting her in her pajamas. Chris climbed into the bed clad in just his boxers. You changed and washed your face then climbed into bed next to Chris. 

“Do you think we should tell people?” You asked. “I know you like your privacy and I do too, but I feel like it would be better for us to announce it on our own terms rather than have some tabloid do it.”

Chris took a breath. “I like this not having anyone know but our families, but it’s going to get harder when all the planning starts. So, maybe it would be okay to release a statement. I just don’t want my crazy fanbase to ruin this.” He admitted. “There are some crazy people who will just comment hateful and mean things just to bring others down. I don’t want that to get to you.”

“I would love to say words can’t hurt me, but that isn’t the truth. I’ll just have to realize when it’s time to maybe step back from social media and if I let it get to me, I’ll have you to reassure me.” You smiled up at Chris then leaned in to kiss him. He returned the kiss. 

“Ok, I’ll call my agent Monday. We can release a statement, but for the next few days let’s just enjoy being engaged with just our families knowing.” Chris kissed your forehead then laid back.

“Agreed.” You laid your head against his chest. “Good night.” 

“Good night, fiance.” Chris whispered. 

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Story Summary: After college, you moved to L.A. to begin pursuing your dream in the movie industry. You started as an intern and worked your way to leading stunt coordinator for the Marvel franchise on the set of the movie “The Avengers: Age of Ultron.” After the first week, you get a call that changes your life forever. You sister took her life, left you with her two month old daughter, and you are falling in love with one shield wielding maniac.

Pairings:Chris Evan x Reader

Warnings:None.

A/N: another chapter in under three hours! This is pure fluff! There’s literally so much fluff! I also added pictures just for the heck of it.

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After a two weeks spent in Sudbury with Chris, you and Olivia headed back to L.A. Chris insisted on coming back with you, but you talked him into staying a little while longer, since he doesn’t get much time with his family when he was working. 

Once you were back home for a few days, you started to plan Olivia’s first birthday party. Her birthday was November 25 falling two days before Thanksgiving. Olivia didn’t attend daycare so there were no children to really invite. The only children Olivia had been around for a significant amount of time were Chris’s nieces and nephews. An idea popped into your head, so you called Chris.

“Hey babe! What are you up to?” Chris asked.

“Hey. I just started thinking about Olivia’s birthday coming up. I want to plan a party for her, but the only kid’s she has really been around have been the kids in your family.” 

Before you could go on Chris interrupted you. “They would love to celebrate Livie’s birthday!” Chris said excitedly. 

“I know they would babe, but her birthday is two days before thanksgiving and that would be super hectic trying to travel from Boston to Los Angeles. And my parents are going to have to fly from Atlanta.” You let out an exasperated sigh.

“Hey, don’t stress. We will figure this out, ok?” He calmed you.

“Yeah, ok.” You leaned back against your couch. 

“I know you just got back, but what if you had Olivia’s birthday here at my mom’s house?” Chris offered. “My family could be there and it would be a lot less travel time for your parents as well. We could have it the weekend before thanksgiving that way you and your parents could get back to Atlanta to have thanksgiving as a family or we could have one big thanksgiving together, totally up to you and your family.”

“Chris, I couldn’t ask that of your family.” You shook you head even though he couldn’t see you. 

“You aren’t asking. I am offering.” Chris said, and you know he had his signature smirk on his face. “I’ll even ask my mom now if it’s ok with her.” 

Before you could put a stop to his actions, you hear him call out for his mom. You faintly heard him explain the proposition then you heard a gasp. “Oh! I would love to have Olivia’s party here and meet her family. She is such a sweetheart, I can only imagine what her parents are like.” 

“Ma, she is on the phone.” Chris told her.

“She is? Let me speak with her.” Lisa took the phone from Chris’s hand and placed it to her ear. 

“Y/N, hun, I would love to help you with Olivia’s party and have you and your parents over for thanksgiving.” Lisa happily said. 

“Thank you, Miss Lisa. I really don’t want to impose on your family during the holidays. Maybe I could celebrate with my parents then bring Olivia to Sudbury to celebrate with y’all.” You explained to Lisa. 

“I promise you wouldn’t be imposing. The more the merrier around here, but I also understand where you are coming from. Why don’t you talk it over with you parents then get back with Chris or myself?”  Lisa stated. 

“Yes ma’am, will do.” You smiled. 

Lisa bid you goodbye then gave the phone back to Chris. 

“So, how does thanksgiving in Massachusetts sound?” Chris said with a laugh. 

“Chris, I just don’t know. I feel like I’m mooching off you and your family if I take your offer.” 

“You’re not mooching.” Chris said flatly. “ My family really likes you. I don’t think they would offer that to just anyone, Y/N.” 

“Just let me talk to my parents, and I will let you know.” You told Chris. 

“Alright, I’ll talk to you later. I love you!” Chris said.

“I love you too.” You responded before ending the call. 

You let out an exaggerated sigh and through your head back. “What are we going to do Livie?”

Olivia just babbled in response. 

A little while later, you called your mom. When you explained Chris’s offer to her, she agreed that it would be a good idea. She wasn’t too sure on the thanksgiving part, but letting Olivia celebrate with both families would be best. She knew Chris had become a fundamental part of Olivia’s life and yours, so how could she not let him be apart of her first birthday. 

After your phone call with your mom, you called Chris back to tell him that your parents agreed to having Olivia’s party in Sudbury. Chris had met your parents briefly when they visited you and Olivia in New York while filming. You were still nervous for his whole family to meet them.

After a few weeks of planning, you and Lisa had everything ready for Olivia’s birthday. Lisa had the idea for the theme to be donuts, and it turned out super cute. Lisa ordered a cake for Olivia to smash, one to eat, and tons of donuts of all flavors. 

You and Olivia flew back to Boston two days before the party. The day before the party your parents flew in. You, Olivia, and Chris picked them up from the airport and took them to eat before taking them to their hotel. 

The day of the party arrived and it was all about Olivia. You couldn’t ask for anything better. Chris went to pick up your parents while you got Olivia dressed. You didn’t know there was an underlying reason for Chris wanting to go alone. 

He left earlier than needed to pick up your parents, but he had a plan. Before bringing them back to the house he stopped at a small cafe to have coffee with your parents. 

You parent’s sat down at a small table with Chris after receiving their order. 

“Chris, is there any particular reason you’ve brought us here?” Your mother, Tara, asked. 

“Yes ma’am there is.” He said. To your parents it was obvious he was nervous about something and they had an inkling of what it might be. Chris took a deep breath and wiped his hands on his jeans. “Mr. and Mrs. Y/L/N, I know Y/N and I have only been officially together for a few months, but I’ve known her for several years. This year having her in my life has been the best thing I could have asked for.” He took another breath. “She is an amazing woman. She loves everyone she meets no matter what, she is loyal, kind, smart, compassionate, and beautiful. I can’t imagine the rest of my life with out her or Olivia.” He looks you father straight in the eyes. “I would like your permission to ask her marry to marry me.” 

Your parents were in awe of Chris’s speech about you. They can see the love for not only you but also for Olivia pouring out of him. They look at each other and smile. 

“You have our permission.” You father, Shane, answered. 

Chris’s smile could have split his face it was so wide. “Thank you!” He said with a sigh of relief. 

They still had some time before they needed to be back, so your mother asked. “Do you have an idea of when you would like to ask her?” 

“Well, I would really like to do it soon. I am not the best secret keeper.” He laughed softly. “I would like to ask her on thanksgiving, so I would really like it of you two joined our family for thanksgiving dinner on Thursday.” 

Your mother pursued her lips. “Since you are going to propose, we will stay.” Your mom smiled. Chris smiled victoriously, his plan was coming together perfectly. 

They continued their conversation for just a few more minutes then it was time to head home for the party. 

Chris and your parents arrived forty-five minutes before the start time of the party. Lisa’s house was decorated beautifully for the occasion. Streamers and balloons were every where, along with pictures of Olivia that Lisa had acquired from Chris. 

You walked down the stairs with Olivia in your arms, she was bathed and ready for the party. She was a little cranky about the tutu she had on, but she was slowly calming down. 

Your mom gasped at Olivia’s outfit and immediately went to take her from you. You smiled and passed her over. You gave Chris a question look, he responded with a nonchalant shrug. 

Once your mom was finished gushing about Olivia’s outfit, you lead them into the kitchen to meet Lisa. 

Lisa and your parents hit it off. They fell into easy conversation as your mom started to help Lisa with the finishing touches of the decorations. 

It was finally party time and Carly and Shana both showed up with the rest of the kids. The children were in awe of all the sweets laid out in front of them. Scott arrived with armfuls of gifts. 

“Scott! You did not!” You gasped as he set the gift bags down. 

“I absolutely did!” He smirked. Scott took Olivia from Chris’s arms and gave her a kiss on the cheek. 

The party continued. Your mom placed the small cake on the tray of the high chair for Olivia to smash. Before you let her destroy the cake, you mom wanted a picture. You put Olivia in the high chair and stood just to the side for the picture.

“Chris get in there!” You mom motioned with her hand. 

He couldn’t help the smile that beamed across his face. He joined the picture then allowed Olivia to dig in to her cake. 

Everyone gathered around to watch Olivia smash her cake, and smashed it was. She had frosting all over her arms and face. You all snapped pictured of the happy birthday girl as she licked the cake and frosting from her hands. 

The official party ended after two or so hours. With everyone around clean up didn’t take much time. The left over food was all stored away and the decorations were taken down. All of Olivia’s gifts had been placed in the corner of the living room for her to play with later. The kids had crashed from their sugar highs and were napping in the playroom on pallets. 

All the adults gathered around the living room to enjoy the quiet. Scott, Chris and your dad watched a football game while all the women just laid around. 

“Miss Lisa, I can’t thank you enough for everything. It was absolutely beautiful!” You told her as you looked through your pictures. 

“Oh, hun, it was not a big deal! It was nice to do the planning and have the party here. It reminded me of having my own children’s parties here.” She smiled at you. 

The rest of the evening was quiet. Everyone laid around and munched on party food. You leaned against Chris not thinking of anything other than the day you had. Chris looked as if he was focused on the game on tv, but really his sole focus was planning the perfect proposal with just a few short days. 

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Summary: After college, you moved to L.A. to begin pursuing your dream in the movie industry. You started with an internship and worked your way into the position of stunt coordinator by the age of 25. Your life was finally working out, You were finishing the first week of training with the Marvel cast for “Avengers: Age of Ultron.” You had it all put together until your younger sister took her life, left you full custody of her two-month-old daughter, and you found the love of your life. (Based off Chris’s movie “Gifted”)

Pairings:Chris Evans x Reader

Series Warnings: Mentions of death/suicide/cussing

Status: complete

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Story Summary: After college, you moved to L.A. to begin pursuing your dream in the movie industry. You started as an intern and worked your way to leading stunt coordinator for the Marvel franchise on the set of the movie “The Avengers: Age of Ultron.” After the first week, you get a call that changes your life forever. You sister took her life, left you with her two month old daughter, and you are falling in love with one shield wielding maniac.

Pairings: Chris Evan x Reader

Warnings:None.

A/N: Olivia is approaching is around 11 months in this chapter.  I just wrote this in under three hours……so. 

{Part 1}     {Part 2}     {Part 3}     {Part 4}     {Part 5}     {Part 6}     {Part 7}    {Part 8}     {Part 9}     {Part 10}

One night, Shana decided to let all the kids go over to her house and play while her mom and Chris made dinner. Carly also joined Shana while keeping the kids. Chris was out on the back patio grilling hamburgers for dinner. You finished helping Lisa with preparing the condiments and sides then you slipped out onto the back patio. 

You slowly walked up behind Chris and wrapped your arms around him. He knew it was you by your hands. 

“Hey, baby.” Chris said softly. 

“Hi.” You whispered back and laid your head against his back. 

You both stayed quiet, just enjoying the sounds of outside around you. Chris laid his spatula down and turned in your arms so you were against his chest. He wrapped his arms around your waist and looked around at the backyard he grew up in. You looked up at him then out in the same direction he we was looking. 

“It’s nice here.” You said quietly. 

“You think so?” He questioned. 

“Yeah, this seems like a good place for a family.” You said looking up at him. “It’s not quite a small town in the south, but it’s still nice.” You laughed softly. 

“Where would you rather raise your family, here is Sudbury or in Atlanta?” Chris asked. 

“Wherever I’m with you.” You smiled. 

Chris looks down at you with his eyes full of love and adoration. “I love you, Y/N.” He whispered and leaned in to kiss you. 

“I love you too.” You whispered back just before your lips met. You both pulled away with smiles on your faces.

“So, you would want to raise a family with me?” Chris gave you a questioning look. 

“Most definitely! You are amazing with Olivia. I can’t imagine what you would be like with your own children.” You said while running your hands over his shoulders and down his arms. 

He leaned down and pressed a kiss to your forehead before turning back to the burgers on the grill. You took a seat on the patio chair and watched Chris. A few minutes later the back door opened, revealing Carly holding Olivia. 

“Olivia, who is that?” Carly pointed to you. 

“Mama!” She said clearly.

You gasp and reach out for her. “Good job, baby girl!” You cheered proudly. Chris turned around to see Olivia giggling in your arms. 

“Who is it, Livie?” Chris questioned her. 

“Mama!” She said again. Chris smiled at her proudly. 

You smiled at him, you mind filling with thoughts of having children with him and him looking at them the way he was looking at Olivia. Chris looked at you before taking Olivia from your arms. He kissed her cheeks as she giggled. After holding her for a few minutes, he handed her back so he could take the hamburgers off the grill. You opened the back door for him and followed him inside the house. 

“Ma, did you hear Olivia say her first word?” Chris asked his mother as he placed the tray on the counter. 

“No, I didn’t! I want to hear.” She smiled excitedly. 

“Livie, who is that?” Chris asked her as he pointed to you. 

“Mama!” She giggled. 

“Oh my!” Lisa grinned and clapped. “Such a smart girl!” 

You kissed Olivia’s cheeks and tickled her as you held her. “Don’t blink! Before you know it she’ll be all grown up!” Lisa said with a smile. 

Soon, dinner was served and everyone gathered around the outdoor dining table. 

“So, Chris, when do you plan on popping the big question?” Scott asked his brother teasingly with a hint of seriousness. 

You nearly choked on your chip you were eating. Chris’s stared daggers into his brother. 

“Scott!” Lisa reprimanded. “That is not an appropriate question for the dinner table.” 

You took a sip of your drink to stop your coughing. 

“Ma, I was just kidding!” Scott defended himself. 

The rest of dinner was filled with mindless conversation. You stayed rather quiet until it was over. You helped Lisa wash the dishes as everyone else hung out in the living room. 

“I apologize for Scott’s behavior earlier, Y/N.” Lisa said as she dried a dish. 

“There’s no need to apologize. It was a harmless comment.” You half smiled at her. 

“I don’t mean to pry, Y/N, and I know its only been a few months since you and Chris have officially been together, but do you see a future with my son?” She set the dish down and turned her full attention to you, you followed suit. 

“If I’m being honest with you and myself, yes ma’am. I see myself building a life with Chris.” You started to blush. “He treats me so well, and he has always been understanding of my situation with Olivia. I think since the night I got the call about my sister, I have seen a future with him.” 

Lisa smiled brightly and pulled you into a tight hug. “Y/N, you are an amazing woman. After meeting you just a few short days ago, I’ve know that there is no one better for Chris than you.” 

You teared up at her comment. “Just promise me you will take care of him. He needs it.” She laughed softly. 

“Yes ma’am. I promise.” You laughed. 

“Hey, what’s going on in here?” You heard Chris ask from the kitchen door. 

You pulled away from Lisa and wiped the stray tears. “Nothing, just dong dishes.” You smiled at him. 

Olivia was asleep against his shoulder. “Alright then, I was going to go put Livie down, but I figured you would want to kiss her good night.” 

“Ugh this man in literally perfect”  You thought. He knew that even if Olivia was asleep, you would always kiss her and tell you loved her. 

Chris brought her over to you. You kissed her cheek and whispered in her ear. You smiled up at him before he took her to your shared bedroom. 

Once you and Lisa finished the dishes, you decided to head up to bed for the night. You went into the bedroom you and Chris were sharing. As you stepped in, Chris was closing the bathroom door. 

“I’m going to shower.” You said grabbing your pajamas and stepping into the bathroom. 

After your shower, you crawled into the bed with Chris. You curled up next to him, you head against his chest. 

“So, do you want to tell me what you and my mom were talking about?” Chris asked in a whisper as he ran his hand over your back. 

You internally debated with yourself for a moment before deciding to tell him. If things were going to really be serious, you had to be open and honest. 

“After your brother’s question at dinner, your mom asked me if I saw a future with you.” You looked up at Chris, you could just barely make out his features in the dark. “And I told her, yes I do. I know it’s only been a few months but you’ve been through a lot with me in just under a year.” You took a breath. “You’ve been my compass through times when I didn’t know which way to go. I don’t know what I would have done without you. I love you, Chris Evans.” 

Chris was lost for words at your outpour. He kissed your forehead, then your nose then your lips. “I love you too, Y/F/N Y/L/N.” 

“Do you see a future with me?” You asked shyly. You were glad it was dark because you wouldn’t have been able to make eye contact if there was light. 

“I can’t imagine one without you or Olivia.” He stated. “Thank you for letting me in and letting me help you and be your compass.” 

Chris kissed your forehead one more time before you both fell asleep. It was the best sleep you had in ages. 

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Story Summary: After college, you moved to L.A. to begin pursuing your dream in the movie industry. You started as an intern and worked your way to leading stunt coordinator for the Marvel franchise on the set of the movie “The Avengers: Age of Ultron.” After the first week, you get a call that changes your life forever. You sister took her life, left you with her two month old daughter, and you are falling in love with one shield wielding maniac.

Pairings: Chris Evan x Reader

Warnings: None.

A/N:Ok, honestly I think this chapter is kind of sucky. It’s been sitting in my drafts and I knew i needed to finish it so i could update. So, sorry in advance if this is sucky.

{Part 1}     {Part 2}     {Part 3}     {Part 4}     {Part 5}     {Part 6}     {Part 7}     {Part 8}     {Part 9}     

Two weeks later, you, Olivia, and Chris were on your way to Boston. You had over packed both yourself and Olivia. You were just so unsure of what you would need, what the weather would be like, so you just packed every essential for just about any type of weather. Luckily, your suitcase was huge so, you and Olivia were both packed in it. You packed a carry-on with some of Olivia’s things as well. You put everything by the door as you waited for Chris. 

Chris pulled up to your apartment and headed inside to help you with your luggage. It was around six in the morning, so, only you were awake. It was always easier to get ready to leave if Olivia was asleep. Chris knocked on the door. You ran over and let him, shushing him as he entered. He gave you a questioning look. 

“Livie is still sleeping. I’d like to keep it that way.” You explained in hushed tone. 

“Well, we kind of need to be leaving, so you need to go wake her up.” He stated matter-of-factly. 

“Ok, I’ll go get her up and ready to leave.” You started to walk away, but Chris grabbed your arm and pulled you into him. “What?” 

He leaned in and kissed you softly. “Now you can go get Olivia up.” Chris smiled down at you before taking your bags down to his car. 

You quietly went into the bedroom and woke Olivia up. She was not happy with you at all. Olivia cried as you changed her diaper and put her into her onesie to travel. You were mixing a bottle when Chris walked back into the apartment. She immediately stopped crying and reached for him. 

“Oh, good morning, love bug! Are you cranky because mama woke you up?” Chris cooed at the eight month old as he took her from you. 

You rolled your eyes and handed Chris the bottle. He chuckled and took the bottle. You finished packing your carry-on then started turning off lights.

“Ok. I’m ready.” You smiled at Chris.

“Let’s hit it!” He turned off the kitchen lights and headed for the door.

You followed Chris out and shut the door. You made sure it was locked then walked down the stairs to the car.

Chris buckled Olivia into her car seat then went around to the driver side. You got in the passenger side and buckled up.

The drive to the airport was mostly quiet, the radio played creating some back ground noise.

You zoned out while looking out of the window. Your mind was filled with anxious thoughts. You had heard great things about Chris’s family, but it didn’t help the nervousness you were feeling.

You were brought out of your thoughts by Chris placing his hand on your thigh.

“You ok?” He asked.

“Yeah, I’m just nervous.” You admitted to Chris. “I know your family is probably the sweetest people on the planet, but I’m just anxious.”

“Sweetheart, it’s ok to be nervous and anxious. My family can be a bit over the top, so I’m glad you told me.” He gave your thigh a reassuring squeeze. “It’s all going to be ok.”

You smiled at him and nodded. A few minutes later you pulled into the parking garage if the airport.

Once you had Olivia strapped in the chest carrier, you help Chris get the luggage.

All the luggage was out of the car, but before you could go into the airport, Chris put on his Boston cap and a pair of dark sunglasses. You couldn’t help but laugh softly.

“What?” He looked over at you.

“You really think that fools anyone?” You asked as you grabbed the handle to your suitcase.

“I know it doesn’t but it’s all I got.” He grabbed his suitcase and locked the car.

“Well, I’ll keep my distance so no one gets suspicious.” You said jokingly, but Chris thought you were serious.

“What? No! I don’t care if people are suspicious.” He said walking over to you.

“Chris, I was only joking.” You assured him.

“Oh, good! I thought you were serious.” He blushed. 

You both went into the airport and went to check in for your flight. Once you were checked in, you and Chris found your gate and sat down. Olivia was still asleep against your chest. 

“Do you want a coffee or something to eat?” Chris asked as he placed his carryon by the chair you were sitting in.

“Coffee would be great.” You smiled at him. He nodded and went to find a coffee cart. Chris had to hold himself back from kissing you, even if all he wanted to do was give you a quick peck. He didn’t want to risk it. He didn’t want you to worry about pictures being taken and posted. 

Chris found a coffee cart and ordered. Once he had both coffees, he made his way back to you. When he got back, he found you holding an awake Olivia. She was bouncing around in your lap and gurgling. Chris handed you your coffee with a smile then sat down. You sipped on your coffee while you waited for your flight to board.

Forty-five minutes later, your flight started to board. You and Chris made it to your seats and got situated for the flight.

Once you were in the air, Olivia went to sleep. Six hours later and you landed in Boston at Logan International Airport. You let everyone else get off before you and Chris even attempted to get up from your seats. Chris helped you get Olivia strapped into the carrier then you grabbed your carryon. You both exited the plane and made your way to baggage claim.

Chris grabbed the the luggage and Olivia’s car seat as it went by. You checked to make sure you had everything then you followed Chris out of the airport. 

“My brother is picking us up.” Chris smiled at you. 

“Oh, I can’t wait to meet him.” You said to him. 

Once you both exited the doors of the airport, you heard Chris’s name being called. You both looked over to see his brother waving and yelling. You couldn’t help but laugh. You followed Chris over to the car. 

Chris embraced the younger man in a hug then he turned to look at you. 

“Scott, this is my girlfriend Y/N and her daughter Olivia.” Chris said proudly. 

“Nice to meet you! I’m Scott!” He reached out and shook your hand. “Well, lets get going. Everyone is really excited to meet you.” Scott said. 

You anxiety seemed to spike at that comment. Chris noticed the slightest change in your facial expression as he helped Scott load the luggage. Chris walked over and placed his hands on your shoulders.

“Hey, it’s going to be ok. There is lots of space at the house and even a small guest house, so if you and Olivia need to sneak away you can.” Chris said reassuringly. “I’ll be with you every second if you need me to be.” He smiled. 

You let out a breath and nodded. Once the car seat was put into the car, you all loaded up. Chris sat up front with Scott who was driving and you sat in the back with Olivia. 

Scott pulled away from the airport and headed for the house. Thirty minutes later, you were pulling up to a beautiful house in the Sudbury, Massachusetts. Scott parked and turned the car off. As soon as you opened the car door, the front door of the house was opening and several children came running out followed by adults.

The children immediately ran to hug Chris. He bent down and wrapped his arms around them all. The sight warmed your heart because you know just how much this man loves his family. 

You fully got out of the vehicle and began to unbuckle Olivia. She was once again sleeping, so you were being careful not to wake her. Once you had her out and against your chest, you turned around and were met with lots of eyes on you. You smiled at everyone as you held Olivia. 

Chris noticed Olivia was sleeping. “Everyone this is Y/N and Olivia.” He said quietly. “Olivia seems to be warn out from our trip here.” He chuckled. 

Chris reached over and took Olivia, so you could meet everyone. 

“Hi, I’m Lisa, Chris’s mom.” Lisa introduced herself then pulled you into a hug. You hugged her back and it was actually calming.  “This is Shana and Carly, Chris’s sisters.” She pulled away and introduced them. They both hugged you as well. 

“It’s nice to finally meet y’all! I’ve heard lots of good things.” You smiled. 

“Well, we are really glad to meet you as well hun.” Lisa smiled. “Do you mind?” Lisa asked gesturing to Olivia. 

“No, not at all.” You said. Lisa walked over and took Olivia from Chris, who pouted slightly. 

“Now, you boys bring all the luggage in.” Lisa said as she turned to walk inside the house. You laughed softly and followed Carly and Shana. 

You all went into the living room and sat down. “Y/N, she is a beautiful little girl.” Lisa complimented as her grandchildren gathered around her to look at the unfamiliar baby.

“Thank you!” You smiled. 

“So, I hope you don’t mind, but Chris explained the full story to me about how Olivia became yours.” Lisa looked at you. 

“Oh yes ma’am, it is totally fine. He asked if he could tell you.” You explained. “It was actually just recently that I allowed myself to see her as my daughter and not my niece.” 

You, Lisa, Carly, and Shana continued to talk as Scott and Chris toted the luggage to Chris’s old bedroom.

Chris joined you all a few moments later. He sat down beside his mom and admired Olivia’s sleeping form. 

“She is quite the sleeper, isn’t she ma?” Chris laughed softly. 

“I’d have to say so, the kids have been romping around and she hasn’t budged.” She agreed. 

“Man, I wish mine were like that.” Shana laughed. 

“Yeah, I got pretty lucky in that department.” You said. “We’ve only had a handful of nights that were tough.” You admitted to them. 

After a few more minutes of talking, Olivia began to wake up. Lisa cooed at her as she stretched. Once she saw Chris from the corner of her eye, she reached for him. Lisa handed her over to him and she began to coo at him. 

“Is she forming any words yet?” Lisa questioned as she watched Chris with Olivia. 

“Yes, we’ve been working on mama mostly and banana.” You said with a laugh. “Banana is mainly ‘nana’ and mama is almost there.” 

Everyone sat around for a while before it was time to start on dinner. Lisa made her way to the kitchen followed by Carly and Shana. You moved over by Chris and Olivia. Scott and Chris continued to talk while you made faces at Olivia. 

“Chris, mom wants you.” Carly stuck her head out from the kitchen. 

Chris handed Olivia to you then went into the kitchen. You sat down on the floor so Olivia could crawl around. 

Chris walked into the kitchen only to be met with three women staring at him. He raised his eyebrow in question to all of them. 

“Chris that girl is literally perfect!” Shana said in a hushed tone. 

“Agreed!” said Carly. “You need to pop the question already.” Carly added. 

“Girls.” Lisa looked at them. “That is not what I wanted to talk to you about.” She told Chris. “I just wanted to say that, I really like her. She is very kind, she loves kids and doing a lot on her own. She is also beautiful.” Lisa smiled at him as she continued to cook at the stove. “You have a good one, Chris, don’t let her slip away.”

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Hey y’all I wanted to make it easier for you to read fics/find some dope writers to follow.  This will be updated over time. 

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Pairing Steve Rogers x reader x Bucky Barnes, Stucky x reader

Warning: fluff,  a bit of angst( if you squint), smut, 

The First kiss |  The first touch | Moving In | The day they left for war | Found you | The day Stark found out | Big Change | The Train | The Plane | Alone | Unfortunate sequences of events | I know her | The Resturant part 1 | The Resturant part 2 | It’s me | You can keep her | He’s okay with that | Mama loves me | Kissing Captain | Kissing Winter | Healing | Hurt | We’ll Wait | Memories | Prude | Whore | Put in her place | The day Stark Jr. Found out | Now you know |  Nursing | Like a Virgin | Morning After | The Catacombs | Off with her head | Grieving the Insane | Let me make it up to you | Punishment | Spiderling pt1 | Spiderling pt2 | Twentieth-century love | The new we can imagine | Connection | Please, marry me | Walk me | Stand with me | Final touches | I Do | Honeymoon | A moment of Paradise | Pictures from Paradise | The Fever | The bad days | Let’s talk about it | Practice makes perfect pt1 | Practice makes perfect pt2 | Seed | Unknown Stolen | unfulfilled Duties | Talking Emotion | Next Step | Holy Shit!! | First steps to hope | She’s Awake | Nicknames|The Mother and The father|The Boy|The Name Game|Talking|Not Ready|No Boy|Returning lust|Seven Days (pt1)|Seven Days (pt2)

Day 3 

“Oh” Steve said as walked into the living room to see Bucky and (y/n) curled up on the couch, (Y/n) in nothing but her birthday suit. “ Hey” Bucky said and (Y/n) let out a yelp ads he gave her a light spank. 

“What’s happening here?” Steve asked as he approached them.

“She just doesn’t feel like wearing clothes today.” getting up she approaches Steve wrapping herself around his body. 

“They seems like a nuisance today. I don’t want any.”

“That’s okay, you don’t need them” Steve says running his hands along her curves. 

“You don’t either” (Y/n) whispered as she leaned in closer her lip grazing his before she pulled back and began unbuttoning his pants. Steve cupped her face and brought her in for a kiss as he pushed her hands away. 

“Hang on…just a minute…. I’m going to get something. I’ll be right back” with that Steve quickly left the room leaving standing alone and pouting. 

She turned to Bucky with said pout with a sigh he motioned her over with pep in her step (y/n) quickly came over and dropped to her knees Infront of him. He popped her hands as she reached for his belt. He shook his finger at her and pointed to his thigh. She climbs up straddling said thigh. ”good girl” he said giving her a peck but it soon turned heated as she parted her lips and his tongue slipped in. 

(Y/n) moans as she rubs herself on his thigh Bucky holds on to his waist to help guide her. Pulling away from her lips he trails kiss down her neck “ go ahead love, fuck yourself on my thigh.” he growls into her neck as he helps her grind down on his thigh faster. 

“You two to really are impatient” Steve said as he flopped down on the couch shirtless now next to them. In his hand was a wand vibrator, a remote vibrator, some rope, lube, and a plug. Taking a firm hold of (y/n)’s chin he turned her and pulled her into a deep kiss as she continued to grind on Bucky’s thigh. Steve swallowed her moans as Bucky started bouncing her on his thigh. 

She whined when he stopped he held her still as she tried to move on her own. “ it’s not my fault she’s so needy.” Bucky chuckled as she pulled her away from kissing Steve to kiss him. “ and I don’t what you’re complaining about I’m getting her ready for you and whatever you go plan.” 

Bucky pushed her on to the couch next to Steve. Standing up he picks up remote control vibrator on the other side of Steve. He takes off his shirt he tossed it on the couch. “ what were you going to do with this?” 

“I-I don’t know … just picked it up.” Steve confessed he didn’t really have any plans he just picked out what looked fun in the moment. 

“I’ve got a couple of ideas” Bucky said as he untied his sweatpants he pushed them off pooling at his feet before kicking them off to the side he was nude in front of them slightly hard. Picking up the lube he poured some on his fingers Leaning forward he put his metal hand on the other side of (Y/n)’s head and a knee in between Steve’s legs. 

He looked at them as he slowly began to pushed his finger inside of himself from one finger, to two, then three. He watched them as he fingered himself. How (Y/n) rubbed her thighs together and Steve palmed himself through his sweatpants both desperate for friction as they watched him groan and moan as he pleasured himself. Steve licked his lips as he watched Bucky’s cock twitch and leaked pre-cum. 

Satisfied with how far he was stretched he picked up the vibrator, it had an egg shape with a string connected to the end. He moaned and arched his back pushed it inside of himself. Unexpectedly cumming a bit landing on (y/n) thigh. Wiping it up with her fingers she brough it to her mouth licking her fingers clean. 

Standing up on , albeit, shaky legs he says “ I want you to fuck her.”

“…huh?”

Bucky goes and sits on the other end of the couch on Steve’s side watches as Steve pulls (Y/n) on to his lap pulling her into a deep kiss their tongues clashed as they fought for Domaine both wanting to impress and entertain Bucky. Steve shimmed out of his pants kicking them off he gasped as she lowered herself on to his cock rubbing him in her legs with her pussy lips. He moaned as he felt how wet she was. 

“You heard me Stevie.” he grabs his chins hard and speaks to him sternly “ I want you to fuck (y/n). Fuck her good, fuck her long, fuck her hard” 

Unable to speak Steve just nods.

“You feel really good” Steve whispered as (y/n) pulled him into a heated kiss as she grinded on to him. Reaching down between them Steve groaned as (Y/n) a hold of his dick and helped guide him into her. 

Once he was fully inside she said “ you feel good too”. Flipping her over on to her back he hovered over her without slipping out. (Y/n) moaned as he slipped deeper inside of her. She continued to moan as Steve thrusted into her. 

She watched as Bucky came up behind Steve. Steve moaned as he fell Bucky kiss along his shoulders and neck. (Y/n) watched on as Bucky poured lube on to his cock stroking himself some. He put a finger to his lips ‘shh’ as he lined himself of with Steve’s puckered hole. with no hesitation or warning he slammed into him which caused him to Slam into her. They both left out unexpectedly loud groans and moans. 

“Fuck Buck. A warning, please”

“where’s the fun in that” Bucky wrapped a hand around Steve throat as he pulled him back to kiss him slipping his tongue into his mouth. As he was kissing Steve he slipped something into (Y/n) hand confused she looked to find the remote to the vibrator in her hand. 

Oh, she was going to have fun with this. 

Steve buried his face into her shoulder. It was like their bodies worked together all at once. As Bucky thrusted into Steve pushing him into her only to have her thrusted back into him and him back into Bucky.

“Oh fuck” Steve whined with overstimulation as he crumbled between both of them. 

“look at you. So fucking beautiful, so fucking-uughgh” Bucky groaned out and lurched forward as he felt the sudden vibration go through him. Steve moaned as he pushed further into (Y/n) feeling Bucky twitched inside of him. (Y/n) moaned out as Steve thrusted into her, finger pressing on the button even dragging it higher to increase the vibrations. 

Bucky’s groans turned into moans and then whines as he stilled just holding himself inside Steve. He bit into Steve shoulder as he runted into him. (Y/n) laid back watching the two of them over her as pleasure took over both of them. Bucky biting into Steve’s shoulder and nails digging into his hips as he held him close burying his pleasure into him. Steve tossing his had back and arching his back eye’s shinning with unshed tears from the overwhelming pleasure. 

Reaching forward  (Y/n) cupped his face and pulled him down to look at him. 

“It’s okay, it’s okay.” (Y/n) said “ You can cum, please cum, cum inside of me please”

Steve groaned as Steve spilled inside of her. As he spilled inside of her Bucky spilled inside of him body convulsing as he held on to Steve moaning out. 

“(Y/n) ah (Y/n) please” Bucky begged his body still convulsing and twitching.

“Oh shit” she quickly turned off the vibrator sitting up “I’m sorry, are you guys okay? was it too much?”

Bucky pulling out of Steve rolled over on to his back. Steve doing the same thing rolling on to her other side. “ that was amazing” Steve said catching his breath. “ we should do that more often.”

“The position or the vibrator?” Bucky asked 

“Both”

Day 4

The day began more so as an individual day not being one to stray from routine for too long Steve woke up early for his morning run and dragged Bucky up with him too. He wasn’t as eager to leave the bed he himself could admit laziness was setting in. Sam found them in the lobby and joined them for their run. He asked about their time off if they were enjoying it and how they were spending it(although he had a clue), opting to leave out the sexy bits which was actually a lot of it. 

“we’ve been talking about the future” Steve said as they took a break in the park “She wants to start looking at houses again.” 

“oh yeah, Stark will be happy to hear that he’ll be able to start up the planning again.” Sam said 

Unbenounced to the throuple until recently the plans to move into The New Avengers Compound had been put on hold when their infertility was announced. Wanting to stay and help them through tough times Tony quietly completed the compound and moved some agents there but paused the moving of the whole team until he was sure they were ready. Steve and Bucky only found this out because they over heard Bruce and Tony talking about the compound the two them told the truth. Everyone knew it would upset (y/n) to know she was holding everyone back so they all agreed not to tell her. 

Another secret hidden from (Y/n) was they weren’t actually shopping for a house. Steve and Bucky had bought some land close to the compound and were planning on building a house with the help of Tony. Looking at houses was just a ruse to get her to find out and show them what she wanted in her dream home. They were just about done planning when other things took over. But surely the plans were still in tacked although in need of a little change as Ash was now in the picture, and they were definetly going to get her incorporate her opinions and likes. 

“wait, what’s on the agenda? I’ve been spacing out all week.” Bucky motions to his head “ Nothing but sex up here” Steve chuckled. 

“we were talking about getting a house, which you already know. And we were also talking about… contacting Dr Tsunade. Not actually trying again just talking and looking at our options. It’s definetly took soon to be trying again, right? so we look at other options and see-” Steve began to ramble more as he became nervous and just trying to explain himself and what he was saying. 

“Okay” Bucky said interrupting Steve’s rambling. He looked like a deer caught in headlights. Bucky chuckled “ I don’t mind us looking a options. I mean some methods take a long time to go through and process and what not. So, it’s good we’re looking now we can dedicate more time to it.”

“Really?” Steve asked they could see how excited he was although he was trying to keep it together

“Yeah, Steve I’d like to have a baby with you and (y/n). I’m ready to change diapers”

“Are you really?”

“No, I have no idea how to change a diaper.”

“we can work on that I’m sure” Steve said as he cupped his face giving him a kiss “I’m- I’m going to go tell (Y/n). I - Thank you” 

And with that Steve took off down the street back to the tower. 

“huh” Sam huffed as he watched Steve take off “so, another baby?” Bucky looked at him confused. “ Ash?” and now he understood.

But the things is he , nor did (Y/n) or Steve, consider Ash to be a baby. Ash was already in her late teen arriving while she did need to be educated some what  on the world and social norms she did not need to be babied or raised. She was their child, yes, but she was not their baby. 

“Ash isn’t a baby” 

“She’s your kid”

“yeah, but she’s not our baby. She’s never been our baby. She’s never been a baby honestly. She is our child, I love her. But she’s not a baby”

“And you guys want a baby”

“No, I don’t care actually. Any child would do but I hightly doubt anyone in their right mind would let us adopt or foster. I’d like to have a child I know we can keep and can’t be taken away best way to do that is make your own. At least that’s how I feel about the situation.” Bucky explained and honestly that was a good enough answer with Sam. Plus he could see that the line of conservation was making him a bit uncomfortable as he explained himself fearing that he wouldn’t understand and would judge him. But Sam understood some what and wouldn’t judge, he never judged. 

“Don’t worry about it man. I’ll teach you how to change a diaper” Sam said Patting him on the back. 

“No, I feel like you’ll teach me the wrong way. Or just enjoy watching me struggle” 

“I mean…Yeah I would” they both laughed.

-

Sam and Bucky ended up doing a light jog on the way back talking a bit more. They parted ways in the lobby with plans to go out for drinks next Friday. 

“Honeys I’m home” Bucky said more quietly to himself as he dropped his keys on the table.” why hello my beloved, how was your run? It was great darling thanks for asking.”

He made his way to the bedroom where he heard Steve in the shower and saw (Y/n) laid up in bed. She was laying on her stomach blanket covering her waist she was very clearly naked. Looking at the bathroom door then back at his glorious wife. He thought for a moment then he made a decision. 

Slowly pulling down her blanket revealing beautifully nude skin. She had one leg out and one bent Perfect position for what Bucky had planned. Crawling in between her legs kissing her through her lace panties he could feel how wet she was through her panties. He dragged his tongue over her panties tasting a bit of wetness that wasn’t quite hers. Pulling out his pocket knife , which he always carried, he cut off her panties tossing th torn fabric over his shoulder while making the silent promise of buying her more. Spreading her folds with his fingers he restraint him moans as he watched cum leak out of her pussy.

“Stevie wanted to have some fun” (y/n) said but did not move.

“Looks like he had fun but forgot to clean up his mess. Don’t worry I’ll clean up after him” spreading her fold he licked up her slit (Y/n) arched her back pushing herself into his mouth. She moaned as he slipped his tongue into her entrance. Using his tongue partnered with his fingers he took as much of Steve’s cum as he could.

He moaned as he taste Steve’s cum inside of her. Slurping and sucking as much as he can. It was an amazing combination of the both of them. It was different from tasting one then moving to taste the other or even sharing, this was them together. And it had him wanting more. 

(Y/n) moaned out as he felt him curl his fingers inside of her dragging them across her G-spot. And shook as his tongue licked at her clit. She began to rocket her hips against his face grinding herself on to his tongue and fingers. Her breathing becoming heavier. Using his metal arm he pinned down her hips so he could enjoy his meal. 

As (Y/n)’s legs began to shake Bucky listened to her muffled moans. Muffled? Pulling back Bucky looked up to find her being muffled by Steve’s kisses. He had no idea when Steve got out the shower or when he slipped into bed and began kissing (Y/n). But one thing he did know was that towel wasn’t hiding anything. 

Pulling out his fingers from (y/n), she let out a whine but he face her clit a few kisses to settle down, he reached forward sliding his hand up Steve’s thigh grabbing his pretty cock and squeezing. Steve hissed and whined “You left a mess, why?” 

“I…I-ah” 

“speak”

“I was just- Just- she was keeping me warm and then I-I just got side tracked. I’m sorry” 

“Side tracked” Bucky said as he slowly began to stroke his cock “ You left mess. Left your filthy cum inside of her and I had to clean it up that’s …that’s not fair. So I’m going to make it fair. I’m going to make a mess of her and then make you clean it up. How does that sound?”

Steve whined and nodded his head Bucky shook his head “nah baby I need to hear you”

“Yes, yes, please god yes” Steve moaned as he started to thrust up into Bucky’s hand. 

Bucky could see it now that Steve was on the edge. Thinking about it he probably had some fun in the shower by himself before he came out. As Bucky stroked him in to with his thrust (y/n) joined him in pleasuring Steve and started fondling his balls Steve moan and his thrust stuttered. “ I-I’m closing, fuck I’m close”  he was right on the edge he was right there. 

Ring Ring Ring Ring 

Until his phone started ringing. Steve groaned “ Let it ring” (y/n) demanded as she squeezed his balls. 

“I can’t , I can’t” Steve whined as he tried with no heart to push their hands away “ It’s Sarah” 

And they stopped immediately. 

“Dude” Bucky said “… did you really just say another woman’s name while we were giving you a hand job.”

“…I’m sorry” 

“Today no dick for you”

“or pussy” (Y/n) joined. Snatching Steve’s towel from him wrapping it around herself and marching to the bathroom. With a shake of his head Bucky followed. 

“I’m sorry…. I love you” there was a beat before (Y/n) responded “ Sarah too apparently” although Steve knew there was no malicious behind it. 

“She’s our realtor. And a lesbian”

“Excuse” Bucky shouted Steve could hear his amusement. Rolling his eyes Steve answer the phone. 

-

Bucky and (Y/n) were very serious about the no sex as after his phone call was up he found them fooling around in the shower and decided to try and join them. Key word ‘try’ he was quickly banned and kicked out. 

That is why he now found himself hours later alone in his office drowning in land/home ownership paper work with a hard on.

The conversation with Sarah had gone well as she had found and emailed the old documents they had recording what they liked and wanted in their future home as well as new ones she had been collecting in their absents. She also offered to take them on another few house tour if they changed their mind on anything as well as her service and connection in finding such things such as an inspectors and consultant. Although they were going to get all that through Pepper to be more secure he appreciated it. He was definetly considering having her work along side whatever architect Pepper found for them as, even though time had passed, she knew them more. 

Now trying to distract himself he was organizing everything into a pile of priorities and things that needed to be handled and talked about first and another pile of less important  things that can be added on later. Honestly it was boring work but it was distracting enough. 

Knew he should also be calling Dr. Tsunade but he couldn’t bring himself to make that phone call. Fortunately for him the Doc was much better with keeping in touch and looking through his email he found that the doctor had been sending message keeping them updated on possible treatment that could help them. Steve hadn’t open more than one emails and there were over 30 very detailed messages as he could tell. 

Everything at the tip of his fingers yet he could bring him self to lift one. Fear was an astonishing restraint. 

“You’ve been staring at the computer for a while” Bucky said announcing his presences. He had been leaning against the door watching Steve for the last five minutes. “ You good?” 

“Y-yeah, i’m fine”

“I didn’t thinking denying you would have still effect” Bucky said as he approached him leaning on his desk next to him.

“no, that’s… that’s not. I mean” after a moment silences Steve took a deep breath “I’ve been working up the courage to open up these emails from Dr. Tsunade. Since our last talk she’s been emailing stuff to help us, different methods, surgeries, and what not we could uses… I guess talking about it and doing it are two different things.”

“why are you doing this by yourself?”  Bucky asked as he spun Steve’s chair so he was facing him. 

“I figure if I did it would be easier quicker. I don’t want to bother you and (y/n) with this. You’ve been through enough.I don’t want to open up old wounds unless we can handle it. I thought I could just… do it, ya know. Or at least start the talks.” 

“Steve” Bucky kneels in front of him “ isn’t that the point of our marriage? Doing stuff like this together. Having a team to handle all the hard stuff. Why start talking about this stuff together if we can’t do this stuff together?”

“I don’t know I just-” Bucky reached forward cupping Steve’s cheek 

“You want to protect us Steve. Thank you” he kisses his forehead “ But you can’t protect us from this and we don’t want you to. We can handle this  together, with you.”

“I don’t deserve you”

“I think it’s the other way around pal”

“never” turning to his hand Steve kissed his palm. Bucky pulled him down for a heated kiss. Steve pulled away as Bucky started unbuckling his pants. “ I thought you said-” 

“I said no dick for you not no dick for me. Plus I have this stronger urge to put something in my mouth, why not you” Bucky chuckled as Steve’s head dropped back he pulled out his cock and began stroking him lightly. He kissed and lick his tip.  Steve hissed and flinched as Bucky squeezed him. 

“look at me” Bucky said as he slowly took him into his mouth making eye contact with Steve the entire time. He moaned as he watched Bucky take all of him slowly sucking him into his mouth until he hit the back of his throat. He swallowed around him he hollowed out his cheeks and he sucked and pulled off of him slowly all while maintaining eye contact with Steve. He did this several times to the point where Steve was literally shaking now. 

“Bucky… Baby, I-I’m-”

Knock Knock 

“Steve?” 

Bucky pulled off.

Steve went to response Bucky slapped his thigh. With a smirk he crawled under his desk and put his finger to his lips and a shhh manner. 

“come in” 

“Hi” (Y/n) said poking her head in “whatcha doin?”

“Hey, just looking at some documents. Mainly house stuff”

Stepping in to his office she takes a seat in one of the chair in front of his desk “ Like what?” she ask with a curious gaze at this moment Bucky decided to be an ass, naturally, and started licking the tip of his dick. 

“ah-ah um I… I was looking at our old documents and-and some new stuff she added on when we weren’t looking.” Pressing a few button on his desktop Steve turned the screen towards her showing her the list of houses close to her liking that were still available. 

“oh these are cute” she said as she began scrolling through the list of houses and properties. Steve bit fist and gripped the edge of his desk as Bucky took him in his mouth his tongue licking the underside of his cock. “Steve? are you okay?”

Steve nods not trusting his own voice as Bucky began to swallow around him. Reaching underneath the desk he laced his fingers in Bucky’s hair and pushing him down.  

“Steve?” (Y/n) reached for his arm taking his hand away from his face. “ You know you can tell me anything, right?”

Steve nodded as he clenched his jaw. To be honest he wasn’t listening more focused on Bucky’s mouth and tongue on his cock. He had to stop himself from moaning out loud as Bucky dragged his teeth along the length of his cock. Bucky could feel how close Steve was as began to twitch in his mouth and his legs began to shake. Moving closer forcing more of himself inside Bucky’s mouth. 

“Steve” (Y/n) reached forward touching his face tracing his lips with her thumbs his lips parted. He held his breath. Standing up she leans across his desk. “We’ve been together for a long time, right?”

“yeah-yes” he say breathlessly 

“So I think at this point of our relationship I should know all about you” Placing a hand under his chin she tilts his head back before grabbing his throat. She grazes her lips against his as she squeezes his throat. 

“That would include…”

Steve had no doubt that she had caught on to what was happening underneath the desk if the suffocating lust that she air had anything to show for it. It was all too much the feeling of Bucky’s mouth, lips wrapped around his cock, tongue dragging along the veins on the underside of his cock, his hands tugging at his balls , all topped off with the taste of (Y/n) breath. It was all too much.

“the face you make when you’re about to cum”

As if on command Steve cums immediately spilling himself into Bucky’s mouth. (Y/n) took to swallowing his moans as Bucky to suck and swallow around him until he had nothing left to give. 

Pulling away from (Y/n) kiss and pushed away from the desk. Coming out Bucky stood up with all the swagger in the world and wiped his mouth. 

“Hey” he said as he went around the desk and kissed (Y/n) she giggled “ Hi”

“So when you figure it out?” He asked 

“Right when I walked in. Like I said I know the faces he makes. He was definetly on the edge when I came in.”

Steve groaned and covered his face. 

Pairing Steve Rogers x reader x Bucky Barnes, Stucky x reader

warning: fluff, bit more domestics, language, smut [ oral {male & female receiving}, penetration, fingering, shower sex, sex with food, mxm, mxf, mxfxm, somnophilia]

The First kiss |  The first touch | Moving In | The day they left for war | Found you | The day Stark found out | Big Change | The Train | The Plane | Alone | Unfortunate sequences of events | I know her | The Resturant part 1 | The Resturant part 2 | It’s me | You can keep her | He’s okay with that | Mama loves me | Kissing Captain | Kissing Winter | Healing | Hurt | We’ll Wait | Memories | Prude | Whore | Put in her place | The day Stark Jr. Found out | Now you know |  Nursing | Like a Virgin | Morning After | The Catacombs | Off with her head | Grieving the Insane | Let me make it up to you | Punishment | Spiderling pt1 | Spiderling pt2 | Twentieth-century love | The new we can imagine | Connection | Please, marry me | Walk me | Stand with me | Final touches | I Do | Honeymoon | A moment of Paradise | Pictures from Paradise | The Fever | The bad days | Let’s talk about it | Practice makes perfect pt1 | Practice makes perfect pt2 | Seed | Unknown Stolen | unfulfilled Duties | Talking Emotion | Next Step | Holy Shit!! | First steps to hope | She’s Awake | Nicknames|The Mother and The father|The Boy|The Name Game|Talking|Not Ready|No Boy|Returning lust|

Day 1 

(Y/n) woke up to the light sound of the shower running which wasn’t new she often woke up to one or both her husbands showering after their ‘way-to-fucking- early- not-even-the-sun-is-up’ run. But she was delight to find this was not one of her usual mornings as she rolled over and hit something/ someone. Opening her eyes she was greeted with the sight of a sleeping Bucky, meaning Steve was in the shower sounds about right. 

Taking the hand she wasn’t leaning on (Y/n) finger trailed down his chest and under the covers to his hidden friend. Wrapping her fingers around the base she gave it a few squeezes before she began light stroking him.

Rolling over on her side she leaned up on her elbow and just started down at him as he slept. His lips slightly parted, hair splayed on his pillow in a halo, slight stubble on his chin. He was beautiful. He always was. Eyes leaving his face and trailing now the rest of his sculptured body which was hazardously covering by a thins sheet. (y/n) found a piece of his body quite hard and standing a bit more alert than the rest of his body. 

This was something they had actually discussed once upon a time waking from a deep sleep by receiving pleasure. Both of them had agreed to be pleasure unexpectedly in their sleep when the other decided. And that is why (Y/n) didn’t feel and guilt, or shame when she pulled back the cover or when She moved to take Him in her mouth. Gently sucking on just the tip of him just closing her eyes enjoying the feeling him her mouth. 

It had been somewhat over a year since she had this really, more if she remembered correctly they didn’t really allow her to suck them off often when they were trying for a baby ,she was just savoring the feeling and taste gently sucking and licks as if it was a lollipop. 

Bucky started to squirm a bit as she took more of him in her mouth but she didn’t really pay attention to him more so what he felt and tasted like on her tongue. She was so busy indulging herself with him she didn’t hear when the shower turned off or Steve coming out. So she was a bit startled when she felt a hand on her shoulder seeing as Bucky’s had his metal arm under his pillow and the other on his stomach. Popping off she looked up at Steve who gave her s kiss. 

“Sorry, I interrupted you. Keep going” He said as he moved to sit by the headboard and next to Bucky, who was still sleeping. And she did, Getting herself in a better position in between his legs she took him back in her mouth. She slowly bobbed her head as Steve ran his hand through Bucky’s hair.

Bucky started letting out some whines and moans and (y/n) started taking this as encouragement to go faster. She wanted to hear more from him she was eager to hear more from him. She could taste the precum already spilling on her tongue and feel him twitching in her mouth as she bobbed her head faster trying to pull more sounds from him. Suddenly without warning , not like he could have, he spilled into her mouth jets of his cum hitting the back of her throat. She took it all with no hesitation swallowing it all. 

Finished with Bucky (Y/n) looked up and found Steve on the edge of his own climax in his hand.  Seeing this as a moment of opportunity (y/n) crawled over Bucky and to Steve taking his cock in her mouth and within seconds he was cumming in her mouth. Steve groaned as he watched her swallow everything he spilled into her. 

“I missed this” (y/n) said as she wiped her chin and licking her fingers. 

“It been a little under a year since we last had sex like this” Steve said nodding in agreement. 

“Over a year since I sucked your dicks”

“nah” Bucky spoke in a raspy voice they didn’t even realize when he had woken up, it was when he came. 

“Yep… well maybe I have sucked you dicks but I haven’t tasted your cum in so long” and it was true as at the time it was all being saved and going into one specific place. “Is it weird that I miss it?”

“no, we missed the taste of you” Bucky said as he sits up.

“I’m going to need to take another shower” Steve says as he get out of bed leaving his towel behind. 

“Can we join you?” (y/n) asked 

“no one’s stopping you” He says without looking back. (Y/n) gets up and rushes after him. 

“If only I could wake up like this everyday” Bucky says as he get up and follows them as well. 

-

“Oh fuck” Steve curses as he leans against the shower wall. Infront of him on their knees was Bucky and (y/n) both taking turns sucking his cock and fondling his balls. “fuck, so fucking good, beautiful” 

“He is isn’t he” (y/n) says as she places her hand on the back of Bucky’s head pushing him to deep throat him further she moans and Steve’s groans as they hear him gag. 

“oh shit, oh shit” Steve groans pushing Bucky way he begins to stroke himself  (y/n) and Bucky Kneeling Infront of his mouths open and tongues out “cumming, Cumming, Cumming” he announces as he finishes covering their faces and chest, honestly barely getting anything in their mouths. 

Wiping the cum off his face and bringing it to his mouth “ and this is why I’m the sniper between the three of us.” (y/n) wipes some of his chest “ You’ve got no aim.”  Steve scoffs as he helps the both of them up off their knees. Lucky they were still in the shower so the clean up was easy. 

“It’s pretty late want to go out for brunch?” Steve asked as he watched (Y/n) kiss Bucky. 

“I can go for some waffles”

-

“is this what we’re going to do for the rest of the week suck each other off and fuck” Bucky asked as he drizzled his pancakes in syrup. They found a cute little dinner not to far from the tower that still served breakfast at noon. The three of the cuddled up in a booth in the back corner. 

“No, while the sex is amazing and we’ll definetly be continuing when we get back I did want to talk to you guys about other stuff.” 

“Such as” 

“I’d like for us to start looking at houses again.” Both men stopped what they were doing. “ I know I stopped us last time but I’m ready this time. Plus, Tony is just about down with the compound, now it’s just the superficial stuff and what ever gadgets he’s trying to add, so we only have a few more months before everyone else moves to the compound. I think we should try and find something before that time comes.” 

“That only leaves us with a few months to look, love.” Bucky says reaching for her hand. 

“I know but we can just call up Sarah again and we kind of already know what were looking for so it should take that long or be that hard, right?” 

“You’re right.” Steve says “ But I do think we have to take in account something new that wasn’t here before.” They both looked at him confused “Ash we didn’t have her with us before I’m sure she’d like certain or specific things in the new house” (Y/n) was a shamed to admit but she wasn’t really thinking of her daughter in the moment. Well she was as a family moving into together but not really adding her into the conversation and asking for her opinions on such matters. They usually did thinks and told about her later more so because those decision didn’t really need to involve her or impacted her in any serious or long lasting ways. Maybe they should ask her opinion on more things, she was becoming more vocal after all. 

“Right, so we’ll call up Sarah again see when she’s available have her met Ash and go from there” (Y/n) making so sort of plan for the moment.

She didn’t notice how Steve and Bucky looked at each other as if making their own plans. 

Day 2

This time instead of waking up with a mouth around his cock he woke up to the sight of his husband fucking his wife into the mattress as she buried her face in and bite her pillow trying to quiet her moans. Once she realized he was awake she her oath to silence went out the window and he eventually joined them. It was an all around good morning if you asked him. 

“Another day of brunch” Steve said as (y/n) but bacon on his plate. He pulled her in by her hip and gave her a kiss before turning his attention back to his newspaper.

“who’s fault is that kept us in bed all morning.” (Y/n) scolded him. 

“Maybe next time we can wait until after breakfast… or…. do it during breakfast.” Bucky said a bit hesitant Coming around the table (Y/n) foregoes her chair to straddle Bucky’s lap.

“we’re having Breakfast now”

“…bacon and eggs aren’t sexy though. I mean sexy to eat, food porn definetly but ….”

“ Yeah, point taken” she says getting up and taking her own seat at the end of the able “ what are sexy breakfast food?”

“Fruits pretty sexy. But I’m pretty sure we only have grapes right now.” Steve said not looking up from his newspaper. 

“ I guess we’ll be going grocery shopping to day. I will make a shopping list, Bucky will google sexy foods, and Steve-”

“I’ll drive I don’t really want to look up sexy foods I’ll just question why they’re sexy.” He confessed “ Some foods I get but other I think will just confuse me.”

“People say oysters are sexy. I don’t believe that.” Bucky said in agreement. 

-

“Ah” Bucky said as he help up a bottle of chocolate syrup and a case of strawberries. (Y/n) laughed flicking his baseball cap, his disguise of choice.

“In the cart Pal. How about you go find us some champagne.” 

“Anything specific you want?” 

“Surprise us” Steve watched as Bucky went and disappeared in a aisle further down. 

“Is everything okay?” he asked (Y/n) he noticed how she had not only been quiet since entering the store but also eyeing the baby section or items that had picture of babies on them. “ Talk to me.”

“Have…Have you thought about talking to doctor Tsunade? About the possibility?” 

“Yeah, I have thought about it. But Honest answer… I don’t think we’re ready yet. Or at least I’m not. I’d like us to be out of the tower, I’d like us to dedicate more time this. I know that we now have you guys… you know, but there is still risks. I- I think we should talk about this with Bucky.”

“Of course, Or course I know and you’re right about everything. I was just- I was just thinking on it. I don’t know if I’m ready to try again but I do want to look in the possibilities and procedures.  I just incase or -”

“I understand” Steve said “ So we call up Sarah for the house and Dr. Tsunade for … that. It’s okay we’ll do it. We’re making plans” Steve says cupping her face “we’ll do this”

“we’ll do what?” Bucky question as he approached the two, with their favorite champagnes in hand. 

“Just planning somethings” Steve says giving (y/n) a quick peck then turning to Bucky.

“Should I be involved or is this for, is this a surprise or something?  You know how I feel about surprised parties.”  (Y/n) giggled as Bucky playfully glared at the two. 

“You should most definelty be involved, you and Ash. And it’s not a surprise of any sort at least I hope not. We talk about it another time.” 

“I’m okay with remaining ignorant for the moment. We’re going to need more toppings for our sundae so we should get those.” 

“we don’t have ice cream either.” (Y/n) said 

“Oh, Honey. You’re the sundae.” 

Steve choose to ignore the wide eye woman that was laughing behind her hand and had most definetly heard what Bucky had said and instead headed straight for the check out. Even if she didn’t recognize them this was definetly going to be on twitter by tomorrow.

-

“Take a picture” 

“I’m not taking a picture” Steve said as (Y/n) began pouting all while on her knees holding Bucky’s whipped cream, chocolate, cherry cover penis in hand. Her little sundae model was just sitting on the couch and shrugged“ Fine, what if anyone sees this you have no one but yourselves to blame” that’s what he said but Steve would be sure to not let that happen. 

“This is not what I imagine when I was talking about making sundaes” Bucky said watching as she licked off the sweet cream. After several good pictures Steve joined (Y/n) in licking him clean. They both moaned as licked and sucked him clean 

“Doesn’t he taste good” Steve said as he helped (Y/n) take more into her mouth. She nodded her head as she pulled off with a pop.

 “He’s really tasty” 

Together they liked and sucked his cock clean. 

“Oh, oh shit” Bucky whined as he watched Steve and (y/n) share his cock taking him in between their lips. (Y/n) giggled as he twitched in between their lips he was so close his release was dripping. He looked between the two of them trying to make a decision, which the both saw and ended up making for him as Steve wrapped his lips around his tip. 

“Fuck it” taking the back of his head Bucky began to fuck Steve’s mouth. The sound of him gagging and moaning just egged him on. “oh fuck, oh shit, oh fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck” he cursed and whined as he began to cum down his throat holding his head still as he finished spilling. 

Once he was finished and realized what he was doing he quickly let Steve go letting him up as he coughed and choked rubbing his throat. 

“I’m- I’m so sorry. Are you okay?” instead of answering him Steve looked down Bucky followed his gaze to find his dick out of his boxers soft and his hand covered in cum. It appeared that also found pleasure it Bucky’s actions. 

“You know, I always forget how dirty you are and then you go and do stuff like this” Bucky said as he kissed him gently. 

The two men heard a light moan looking up they saw (Y/n) on her knees just like Steve but with her hand in her panties. They watched her as she came on her fingers. It took (Y/n) some time to come back to her senses and realize she was being watched she removed her hand and shyly looked away. 

“don’t get shy on us now babe you were just sucking whip cream off my dick “.  Bucky said as he got on his knees in front of her he snapped off her blue laced bra and tossed it on to the couch pushing her to lay down on the floor he took off her panties as well and threw those over the couch. Steve handed him and glass of champagne and began recording as Bucky poured the champagne onto her breast and stomach she moaned and squirmed at the cold sensation. “Stay still” he said as he licked up what he poured his tongue following the trail of liquid, drinking up what pulled around her navel. The entire time Steve recording. Bucky did it again and again until his glass was empty and he had drank all of her. It was only then that Steve stopped recording. But Bucky didn’t stop. 

He instead went lower putting her legs on to his shoulders he kissed her lips. Steve reached for his own glass champagne (Y/n) not really paying attention to him in the moment and Bucky closing his eyes in pleasure neither of them noticed as Steve began to pour his glass on her. (Y/n) felt it as he felt the cold liquid hit her clit and Bucky tasted it as it hit his tongue just as he started spreading her folds. It just egged him on to lick fold and suck her clit. 

“Oh god” (Y/n) moaned as she bucked up into Bucky’s mouth grinding into his face as she pulled him closer back arching off the floor. Bucky wrapped his lips around her clit and thrusting and curling two fingers into her. Her legs began to shake as she came closer to her climax. 

“Daddy” she moaned out as she came on his tongue. Bucky groaned as he pulled away. 

“It’s been awhile since I heard that” Bucky said as he made a trail of kisses up her body. She moaned as he made it to her lips. “are you okay?” he whispered against her lips she nodded “ I need to hear you” 

“I’m okay. Promise” 

“m’kay, I’m going to go take care of  Steve now. His dick is pretty hard and he looks like he’s about to bust.” 

“I’ll watch” 

Bucky chuckled but gave her one more final kiss before moving towards Steve. (Y/n) moved to lay on the couch watching them on the floor. 

Steve sat up on his knees as Bucky approached him, also on his knees. Wrapping one arm around his waist their lips grazing each other as his other arm reached around him and snatched up the last glass of champagne. He smirked downing the drink as Steve pouted. 

“Oh I’m sorry.” Bucky says as he puts the glass down and started kissing Steve’s shoulder and up his neck “I’m just teasing.”

“No more teasing” Steve moaned as he leaned back exposing more of his neck. Bucky’s hands lightly clawed down his back before groping his ass. 

“but you take is so …” he trailed off as he pulled back a little looking at Steve who blushed and looked down. “You dirty boy”  Bucky said before pushing Steve on to his back and ripping of his boxers, literally. 

“You just love man handling people don’t you”  Steve said as he glared at Bucky there was no malice behind it. 

“I like it rough. And this tells me you do too.” he says as he takes his cock giving him a few strokes before letting go. “ But I’m more interested in this” he said as he spread Steve’s legs revealing the plug that was nuzzled in between his ass cheeks. 

“I-I…”Steve sighed and closed his eyes he didn’t really known what to say but honestly he didn’t need too. Bucky knew what he wanted and knew what he meant.

“it’s okay, I got you” Kissing him tongue tracing his lips before slipping past. he swallowed his moans as he gently tugged on the plug.  Steve pulled back, “ I thought you said you’d stop teasing”

Bucky scoffed as he looked down at him “ One I never said I would stop teasing and two I was trying to be slow and gentle but if you don’t want that.” Steve yelped as Bucky suddenly yanked out the plug fast but still gentle. “Would you look at that You’re already lubed up for me. That means I don’t have to wait.”

“Fuck” Steve cursed as Bucky swiftly thrusted into him. He did still to give him a moment to adjust. Only a moment before he starts thrusting  “Oh… holy fuck” Steve cursed as he tried to move his hips with him but he pinned his hips downs which only allowed him to thrust into him deeper. 

Due to his eyes being closed Steve didn’t see when (Y/n) crawled over him hovering over his dick with the help of Bucky. Then without warning and with more help from Bucky she lowered herself on Steve’s cock. Steve’s eyes popped open and groaned out loud as he felt her walls suck him in this in turn had Bucky groaning and biting down on (y/n)’s shoulder as Steve’s body reacted and clenched around him. 

“Jesus fuck, holy shit, oh fuck” Steve cursed as he grabbed on to(Y/n)’s thighs  nails gripping her skin. 

“I… I was feeling… left out”  (Y/n) confessed as she started bounce up and down on Steve’s cock slowly working up to match Bucky pace. 

Steve moaned out as he sudden came with no warning cumming inside of (Y/n) and clenching around Bucky. Neither of them stopped which pushed them into another orgasm. 

Becoming overstimulated Steve tried to push (Y/n) off but she wasn’t letting that happen. Taking his hands off of her she pins them to his side as she continued to ride him. He let out unintelligible whines and cries. 

“Shit, I’m close” Bucky said as he kissed her jaw. (Y/n) whined and shook her head. Seeing that she wasn’t there yet Bucky reached forward and began to rub her clit pushing her to reach her end. 

“I-I’m cumming” she whine as Steve let out a silent scream and Bucky pulled out cumming on (Y/n)’s back. She collapsed on Steve’s chest Bucky laid down next to them. 

-

“Haven’t done that in a while” Bucky said after sometime 

“should do it more often” (Y/n) said 

Steve groaned “ not right now, I can’t do it again”  he whimpered as (y/n) removed him from herself. she mouthed an apologize as she rolled over off of him. 

“It’s only day two, we got five more days to tear that ass up” Bucky said chuckling as he turned and kissed his shoulder.

Both men turned and watched as (Y/n) got up limping to the bathroom. As she round the corner they looked at each. Steve said with all seriousness “ You’re going to have to carry me.” 

Polyamorous: Returning Lust

Pairing Steve Rogers x reader x Bucky Barnes, Stucky x reader

warning: fluff, smut[

The First kiss |  The first touch | Moving In | The day they left for war | Found you | The day Stark found out | Big Change | The Train | The Plane | Alone | Unfortunate sequences of events | I know her | The Resturant part 1 | The Resturant part 2 | It’s me | You can keep her | He’s okay with that | Mama loves me | Kissing Captain | Kissing Winter | Healing | Hurt | We’ll Wait | Memories | Prude | Whore | Put in her place | The day Stark Jr. Found out | Now you know |  Nursing | Like a Virgin | Morning After | The Catacombs | Off with her head | Grieving the Insane | Let me make it up to you | Punishment | Spiderling pt1 | Spiderling pt2 | Twentieth-century love | The new we can imagine | Connection | Please, marry me | Walk me | Stand with me | Final touches | I Do | Honeymoon | A moment of Paradise | Pictures from Paradise | The Fever | The bad days | Let’s talk about it | Practice makes perfect pt1 | Practice makes perfect pt2 | Seed | Unknown Stolen | unfulfilled Duties | Talking Emotion | Next Step | Holy Shit!! | First steps to hope | She’s Awake | Nicknames|The Mother and The father|The Boy|The Name Game|Talking|Not Ready|No Boy| 

Months had gone by, Ash was fitting into the family nicely becoming more open and talking more, being bestfriends with Peter, and currently Studying for her GED. Of course she had moments where she with draw into herself but they all did, she was still doing well for the most part.

As for Steve, Bucky, and (Y/n) their marriage was going well still healing from their past problems but doing much better. There was only one glaring and current problem in their marriage, or at least from (y/n)’s point of view, and that was they hadn’t had sex in months. And by ‘they’ she meant ‘she’ she hadn’t had sex in almost a year. They were still intimate but not in that sexual form. It wasn’t like the boys stopped having sex they continued to have sex with each other just… without (y/n) but she was wanting to change that she just didn’t know how to approach it. So she went looking for help. 

And that how she found herself in the back corner of a coffee shop with Pepper. Look very suspicious in her all black attire and glasses looking around.

“You look like you’ve committed a crime”

“Not recently” Pepper did a double take there.

“(Y/n) why are we here?”

“Talking without ears. Privacy.”

“…okay… what are we talking about?” Pepper watched as (Y/n) fidgeted with her fingers and looked around as the blush on her cheeks slowly became visible.

(Y/n) was very nervous and almost ashamed to admit this but she had already tried on her own and failed so now she was looking for assistants or least someone to push her to be more confident. And who better to ask than another married woman or at least someone who was more aware some of her situation and helped through it. 

“Being intimate” 

“Okay…?”

“I… Ever since… what happened -the thing where we couldn’t… that um we haven’t been intimate or they haven’t been intimate with me and I want to change that. I tried on my own but it didn’t work out so I’m asking you another woman in a committed relationship, can you please help me?”. 

Pepper reached across the table grabbing both of (y/n)’s hand gently rubbing the back of her hands trying to bring her some form of comfort. She smiled. 

“Happy to help. so what have we done so far?”

-

After spending the day with Pepper, a plan was made and set in stone. With the help of Tony, the guys were given some time off and Ash sent over to Wanda’s for the week as she was the closest person in age with her, those two seemed to get along well. (Wanda was also allowing her to sneak Peter over for a sleepover but no one was going to tell Steve and Bucky that.) The three were all alone for the week to do what they pleased. And (y/n) was definitely going to do so. 

“I’m being completely obvious now” (Y/n) said as she looked at herself in the mirror she looked away before she could talk herself out of it quickly grabbing a long silk robe to cover herself. “ Lets do this” 

Walking out of the bathroom she found that her husbands were no longer in the bedroom but that was okay they could take this elsewhere they had to whole place to themselves. She found them in the living room setting up for a movie.

“Okay, so, we’ve narrowed it down Legally Blonde, and How High, what do you want to watch?” Bucky asked as he looked up at her with a small smile Steve also looked up giving her a smile. 

“How about …50 shades of grey” she said as she opened her robe to reveal a little pink transparent dress, it had a bow that cover each breast and it tried around her neck, and a pink thong. It was pretty simple, but they alway liked simple. 

Her husbands just looked at her eyes wide and jaws dropped, just speechless. 

“Or we could watch How high” (Y/n) said closing her robe Bucky was quick to come to her opening her robe back up and pushing it off her shoulder.

“No…this …this is much better” Bucky says

“You think” (y/n) said as she allowed her robe to fall off and pool at a feet.

Bucky leaned down kissing her shoulder as pulled her body closely towards him. He groaned as he felt her breast against his chest. “God, I’ve missed this”

“OH really, I didn’t notice” she stated sarcastically as Bucky picked her up and carried her to the couch where Steve was putting her down right next to him.

“What’s that’s suppose mean?” Steve asked as he turned towards her kissing her.

“I’ve been dropping hints for weeks. You didn’t notice”

“Such as?” Bucky asked kissing her jawline.

“Short shorts, tight tights” she grabs a fist of Steve’s hair “tight dresses, bending over…” pulling back ahe whispers in his ear “No panties. But neither of you seem to notice”

Both Bucky and Steve pulled away looking at her as if she was stupid before they both started laught. “What’s so funny why are we laughing? I thought we were having sexy time”

“OH honey” Steve said “you’re always wearing tight tights and short shorts to the gym”

“ and tight dresses to dinner parties”

“You been over and show that fine ass at least twice a day”

“And you don’t wear panties 75% of the time. We noticed doll” Bucky said “you always look sexy doll, we were just waiting for you to say something”

“I remember a while back Bucky that you were instigating something when really you were just licking a popsicle very suggestively but obviously. I had to handle it” Bucky groan burying his face into her shoulder. He remembered that day he thought she was starting something but she was just really into that popsicle And whatever the fuck documentary she was watching. He had to go find Steve to solve his problem right before a meeting. Embarrassing. “After that incident we decide to wait for verbal confirmation.”

“Oh well…please fuck me?…fuck me” 

Steve smiled picking her up he carried her to the bedroom Bucky trailing behind them. Steve tosses her on to the bed she giggles as she sits up. For a moment he has a teasing smile on his face before it turns serious. “ Are you sure you’re okay with this? we can still wait sweetheart. No rush.”

“Remember” Bucky says “ our relationship isn’t built on sex”

“Yeah, but is does make it fun.” she says as she scoots to the edge and tugs at Steve’s waistband. He chuckles as he leans down to kiss Bucky seats down next to her and begins to unbutton Steve’s pants as they make-out. Steve moans into the kiss as Bucky pulls out his cock and lightly strokes it. He Bites (y/n) lips when her hand joins Bucky’s. 

“So needy” Bucky says as Steve pulls away from (Y/n) and turns to kiss him. Pushing (y/n)’s hand away he stands up and pushes Steve back. “You know what I miss?”

“no” Steve all but whispers against his lips

“I miss how our doll tastes it’s been months since we’ve last tasted her. You know what I think we should do?”

“What?” Steve asked as he pulled Bucky close basically grinding on his legs looking for friction.

“I think we just snatch off those sexy little panties-”

“Barely” Steve snorted as he dropped his head into Bucky’s shoulder 

“-ha spread her as far as she can go and just devour that pussy” Bucky took Steve groan and quick nod of his head as a yes. “ How about you?” Bucky turned to (Y/n).

 “ Yes please”  she eagerly nodded and moved back on to the center of the bed. 

“look at you. You’re as needy as him.” Bucky says Crawling on the bed taking her foot he trails kisses all the way up to her thigh he encourages Steve to do the same. Once he reaches her hips, again with Steve’s help, he pull her panties off. He groans as he sees the wetness hidden by her panties. Steve did the same. (Y/n) moaned as she felt the stretch.

“I’ve missed this” Steve said as he kissed her thigh “I’ve missed you”

“I’ve missed you too” (Y/n) said as she reached forward tugging on his hair. 

(Y/n)’s attention was pulled away from Steve as Bucky kissed her clit. As Bucky Kissed, Licked, and sucked on her clit and Steve thrusted two fingers into her she moans out. It didn’t take long, (Y/n) was very quickly coming. 

“oh honey, you didn’t last very long” Bucky teased. 

She groaned covering her face with her hands “ it’s been a while” she excuses. 

“it’s okay” Steve says as he leans removing her hands and giving her a kiss. Bucky follows suits. 

“If it makes you feel any better you still lasted longer than Steve” and this earned him a pillow to the face he laughed as he fell to the bed next to (Y/n) and some more as Steve took off his shirt and threw it at him. “oh” he says as he watches him take off his pants. Steve looks up to see (y/n) and Bucky looking him up and down. 

“you both are pervs” and they both say “ Thank you”. 

Climbing back into bed Steve climbs in between (Y/n)’s legs placing them on his hips ” are you ready?“ Steve asked

"You know-”

“Just because I’m naked doesn’t mean I can’t say no” she looks to Bucky “ I know, I remember”.

She leans over to kiss Bucky she moans into the kiss as she feels Steve’s tips brush against her clits. (Y/n) pushes her hips up grinding on to Steve encouraging him to move forward as she continues to kiss Bucky. She moaned into Bucky’s kiss as Steve thrusted into her nails digging into both their shoulders. She pulled away from the kiss for the moment. 

“are you okay?” Bucky asked. ( Steve was a bit to preoccupied trying not to cum already)

“Sorry, it’s been a while. Tight fit is all.” (y/n) leaned forward kissing Steve’s jaw he moaned “ I’ve missed this feeling. I’ve missed you”. 

“Fuck” Steve swore as he buried his head into her neck kissing her shoulder pulling the strap of her baby doll down “I’ve missed this Pussy” he whispered as he slowly began to thrust into her.  Steve leaned back Taking her left leg he pushed it up to her chest and made her hold it giving both him and Bucky and excellent view of her pussy. He groaned as he thrusts spend up.

“Fuck. This pussy. Look at this pussy taking me so well. Perfect pussy. Taking all of me like the good girl you are.” Steve moaned as his thrust sped up. (Y/n) moans out as she arched her back pushing herself into his thrust. 

“ah Steve, please Steve”

“That right baby say my name. Bucky. Bucky look at our pretty pussy. So fucking perfect" Steve looked over at his husband to see his cock out him stroking himself to their pace. He moaned at the sight “Both so fucking perfect”.

“Fuck” Bucky whined as he pleasured himself watching them “make her cum,please make her cum”.

Steve slowed down his thrust and watched as Bucky slowed down his hand Both he and (Y/n) whined as he did so. “You’re both so needy. I know know why you’re so needy sweetheart, so desperate. What’s your excuse Bucky?”

“I fucking love you”

“Good enough” Steve said as he picked up speed thrusting hard and fast. Swearing and praising them both as he went.

“Oh, oh fuck Steve,i-” she couldn’t say anymore as she started to cum. Gripping the sheets and turning her head into the pillows.

Feeling her tightening around him it took Steve three more thrust before he spilled inside of her she moaned as she felt his cum paint her walls.

“Fuck” Steve groaned as he collapsed on top of (Y/n) for a moment. Only a moment, before he sat up and looked at Bucky “ You didn’t cum” he said looking at his cock precum dripping and all.

Bucky hissed as (Y/n) light touched his cock he pulled her hand away. “No, no, no. I want -I want to cum inside you.”

“I want you to cum inside me too” Bucky groaned if she kept talking like that he wasn’t going to last long. And the sight of Steve pulling out definitely wasn’t helping nor the view of his cum leaking out of her nor was her taking off her baby doll suddenly, and he knows Steve and (y/n) knows that.

Steve moved and Bucky stripped and took his place. “Fuck baby, I don’t think I’m going to last long” he said as he positioned himself

“It’s okay I just want you inside me”. Another blow. Yeah he wasn’t going to last long. Taking a deep breath. He moaned as he slowly pushed inside of her she moaned with him as she dug her nails into his shoulders. He took a shaky breath as he fully penatrated. He thought he had made it but once she clenched around him all hope was lost. Bucky let out a high pitch moan type whine as he spilt out into and fell on top of her.

“I’m sorry” Bucky spoke after a moment.

“It’s okay” she rubbed his back and kissed him.

“You didn’t cum” he pouted. She giggled before thinking for a moment. Gently pushing on Bucky’s shoulder he got the hint and rolled over (Y/n) rolled with him making sure they didn’t disconnect.

“But you’ll help me cum, won’t you?”

“He will” Steve said as he kissed Bucky’s forehead running his hand through his hair. He nods agreeing.

“Oh” Bucky whined as (Y/n) started moving bouncing slowly. Bucky gripped onto her hips trying to keep her slow as he was sensitive from just Cumming and edging himself earlier. Taking both his hands off her hips and pins them to the bed as she starts to bounce faster.

“Oh, oh God. Fuck” Bucky moaned as he twitched and bucked underneath her. “ Oh, oh fuck. Your pussy is amazing. Your so fucking amazing. Taking me so well. Yes! Take me, take me just take me. So good.” The dominate praise he gave did not match the whine voice it came from. Watching him toss his head back and choke on his own words.

“Fuck” (y/n) moaned against his lips her hands sliding from his hands to his chest as she tried to bounce faster and harder.

“I’m cumming, cumming ” Bucky groaned

“Yes, yes” (y/n) said too. They both moaned out as they came together finishing and collapsing once done. After a moment (y/n) sits up and looks down where they were still connected seeing some cum spill out she slowly began to bounce again. Bucky hissed grabbing her hips trying to stop her but she didn’t pushing his hands away.

Fortunately Steve came to his rescue grabbing her hips “ I think he’s had enough, sweetheart"and slowly pulling off her off. Bucky sits up a bit watching Steve as he seat (y/n) in his lap pulling her legs up they watch as their cum leaked out of her. Reaching down Steve scoops up what leaked out with two fingers and pushed it all back in. He then takes his two fingers and brings them to his mouth licking and sucking them clean moaning as he went, like it was delicious meal.

"I thought you wanted me to slow down. Over here trying to turn me on again”

“I think it’s just your appetite” Steve says as he kisses along her neck “ you’ve gone without for a long time. Now you’re starving”

“Are you going to feed me?” Steve smiles but shakes his head.

“I think you’ve had enough for now. Maybe tomorrow.”

“But I’ve missed you.” She say turning in his lap straddling him" I want more"

“Sweetheart,” Steve whisper against her lips “we’ve got all week.” He kisses her “Plus I think Bucky’s taped out”. Looking over her shoulder she see that Bucky has indeed taped out ,sleeping.

“I guess we do have all week. And I do have a few more …outfits to show off.”

“Rest now play tomorrow”

“Yeah”

“Now sleep. Both of you” Bucky says still spiraled out on the bed. Rolling his eyes Steve and (y/n) both cleaned up and d as told going to bed.

Ok, wtf is “soft dark” now? I’ve been seeing it a lot on my feed. Someone explain please

The final battle against Thanos left you broken and numb. You find comfort in Steve’s arms. 

Warnings: mentions of violence and death, kind of angsty

Word Count: 4.1 k

A/N: This is the first fanfiction I’ve ever written, ever, so I just hope it doesn’t suck lol.

The sky was a deep purple, and grey clouds loomed, so big they never seemed to end. The ground looked alien, barren and bare.

Dead, you thought. This was what a dead earth would look like.

And yet, you had never felt so alive.

You were running, fighting off Thanos’ alien army with your sword. The strange creatures ambushed you, barrelled towards you with foaming mouths and bloodshot eyes, yet you fought them off with ease. You didn’t even need to think, years of training had turned you into a skilled warrior. Fighting came as easy to you as breathing.

And besides, you had just been dead for five years. Your body was screaming, begging to be moved again, to feel the pure adrenaline of battle. As you lunged and swung your sword, you were aware of the thrum of your accelerated heart, and the power that coursed through your blood.

Finally, you thought. I’m back.

When you had first woken up in Wakanda, you had been confused. Your body ached and your mouth was dry. The last thing you had remembered was Thanos snapping his fingers, Thor’s axe still lodged in his chest, and then you were falling to the ground and everything went dark.

Yet, here you were now, warm ground beneath your fingers.

You weren’t alone. Around you, you saw Sam, Bucky, Wanda and others, all just as confused as you. Huddled together, you spoke.

“What happened?”

“I don’t know.”

“Does anybody remember anything… after the snap, I mean?”

“No. Just… darkness.”

“Why are we here? Where’s everybody else?”

“Steve, he was right in front of me, I remember. He should be here…”

It went on like this, a hurry of confused voices and answerless questions, for a while. You were uncomfortable and unsure of what to do. Your closest teammates, Nat, Steve, even Thor… they seemed to have just disappeared.

And then, a ring of electric gold appeared out of nowhere, and out stepped a stranger. A man with dark hair and a sharp beard, wearing a red cape.

“Are you… the Avengers?” he asked, looking each of you in the eye.

Wanda hesitated, Bucky looked at the ground. Even T’Challa seemed unsure of what to say.

The man had an unmistakable air of arrogance, and yet, he seemed trustworthy. Even familiar. He stood there, waiting for an answer, until finally you stood up, flicked your hair back and wiped your uniform off.

“Yes,” you said. “We are.”

A smile lit up the man’s face. “I was hoping you’d say that. Well, hurry up, all of you. We have a battle to win.”

And now, here you were, surrounded by more heroes than you had ever thought possible. People and beings from all the corners of the universe, hundreds of them, all fighting alongside you against the mad titan. You still weren’t quite sure what had happened, if you were being honest. Nobody had really taken the time to explain. All you knew was that the fight against Thanos wasn’t over yet.

You plunged your sword into an alien’s shoulder and it’s hot blood splattered your face. The smell and taste of metal overwhelmed you. Next to you, two members of the Dora Milajae twirled and stabbed at the creatures with their spears. A pegasus carrying a warrior woman flew overhead. Sounds of gunfire filled the air, and you knew that Bucky would undoubtedly be responsible.

Perhaps Nat is shooting as well, you thought with a smile.

You were yet to spot your best-friend, but you couldn’t wait to find her after the battle. To hug her and talk for hours. And, of course, there was a lot you needed to talk about.

But first, you needed to win.

THREE DAYS LATER

Agony. One word. One word to sum up everything you had been feeling for the last few days.

The final battle had seen you victorious, but it hadn’t been without a price. Hundreds had lost their lives.

And, of course, there was Tony.

Tony, who had sacrificed himself for the rest of the world.

It wasn’t right. It certainly wasn’t fair. If the universe demanded a sacrifice, you were more than happy to volunteer. You didn’t have a family, you didn’t have thousands who looked up to you and loved you. Tony did.

After he died, it seemed like the last strings that were holding up the universe collapsed. Everything was chaos.

Some people were screaming, crying over Tony or others they had lost in battle, or both. Other people were confused, desperately seeking answers to what had happened and how long they had been gone for.

As it turned out, returning half of all life on Earth was even more chaotic than eliminating it.

You just wanted to see your team. You felt like you were floating, untethered, and the only thing that could bring you back down was seeing and talking to your closest friends.

Suddenly, somebody was touching you. You looked up, up into familiar sea-blue eyes. Steve.

“Y/N,” he breathed, enveloping you into a hug. “God, you have no idea how much I’ve missed you. How much we’ve missed you.”

You didn’t know how to respond. Silent tears fell down your face, forging paths amongst the dirt that had settled on your cheeks.

“Steve…” You whispered, clutching onto his shoulders. “I’m so confused. I don’t know what’s happened or… or where I’ve been and now, T-tony… he’s dead and-”

Steve met your eyes, and you saw that he was crying, too.

Something wasn’t right. You could feel it.

All of the team was here, all around Tony, all except one.

“Steve, where’s Nat?” You whispered.

He didn’t answer. Worry settled deep within your stomach. You felt sick.

“Please, Steve…” You looked up at him, a fresh wave of hot tears burning at your eyes. “Please don’t tell me she’s gone.”

But he couldn’t meet your eyes. “I’m sorry, Y/N…” He choked out.

But you already knew. Of course you knew.

After that, everything was a blur. Someone grabbed your hand. You were led into a car, driven somewhere you didn’t know. You blinked and suddenly you were in a strange room, one that smelled of wildflowers and cinnamon. There was a bed and the sheets were clean and you were dirty, so incredibly dirty, but you didn’t care. You collapsed and screamed, screamed until there was no more air left in your lungs and your throat was red raw.

You stayed like that for the next two days, lying on top of the bed, the pillow soaked with tears. People would knock on the door, call out to you, tell you to come down for food… but you didn’t answer. While it was still day, you would stare at the walls and try not to think about anything. It wasn’t until the sun went down and your room went dark that you would let the thoughts wash over you and the tears fall freely.

Tony. The smartest guy you had ever met. The man who had offered you a home, who had accepted you immediately as part of the team, despite your past. The man who would give you big bear hugs and never said anything bad about you, ever.

You cried for him.

But Nat, you didn’t just cry for Nat… you sobbed until it felt like you couldn’t breathe. Natasha. The woman who could bring down a man with nothing but her hands. The woman who never knew her family. And yet… she had the biggest heart of anyone you knew. You remembered the nights you would spend together, just the two of you, sitting on her bed and talking for hours about stupid things. You remembered her laugh and the dirty jokes she’d whisper into your ear during meetings, and the nights you spent choosing each other’s outfits for Tony’s parties. She was your best friend in the entire world, the only person you felt comfortable telling anything too… and she was dead.

On the third day, when you awoke to sunlight pouring in from the window, you decided to get up. Your mind and body desperately wanted you to stay in bed, but you knew you couldn’t.

You are strong, you told yourself. You’re an Avenger, remember? You’ve done far harder things than get out of bed.

Your anger and denial had finally subsided. Now, you were just numb.

You stripped yourself of your uniform and stepped into the warm water of the shower. Dirt and dried blood ran off your body in streams. You lathered yourself in body wash, ran hands coated in shampoo through your hair. By the time you stepped out, you smelt like raspberries and vanilla.

God, you were hungry.

It was then that you remembered you had no idea where you were.

Would it be rude if you snuck out and raided the kitchen of whosever house this was?

Sudden knocking stopped your train of thought.

You hurriedly wrapped yourself in a robe, took a deep breath, and opened the door.

The man in front of you was not the Thor you remembered.

His hair was long and matted, and he had a beard, one that nearly reached his chest. And his previous muscular figure, one he had taken so much pride in, was now softened by fat. His stomach threatened to peek out from underneath his shirt.

Grief, you realised, had affected everybody differently.

“Y/N,” he exclaimed, surprised, “I didn’t think you’d answer. Steve has been trying to get you out of there for ages. Did you not hear him knocking?”

You weren’t sure how to answer, what excuse to give for locking yourself away. Instead, you just hugged him. Surprised, he wrapped his big arms around you.

“Well,” he chuckled, “I wasn’t expecting that.”

“Sorry. I just realised I haven’t seen you in ages. And I… I missed you.”

Thor smiled. “I missed you too, Y/N.”

You were at Tony’s house. After the snap, he and Pepper had moved into a small cabin, away from the city. They had gotten married in secret, exchanged vows in front of the lake with nothing but the fireflies as witness. And then, Pepper had given birth to a baby girl.

Steve explained all of this to you. You sat next to him on the leather sofa in the lounge room, wrapped in a blanket. He had been ecstatic when he saw you, fresh and clean and out of your room. He had even offered to cook you breakfast. You picked at it now, french toast with syrup and berries, as he told you about everything you had missed over the last five years. He told you about the chaos after the snap, the aeroplanes that had fallen out of the sky, the people who had disappeared from thin air.

Then, about how they had killed Thanos for revenge.

But it wasn’t enough, he said. Killing him didn’t bring back everyone who was gone.

And so, he told you about time travel. About how Tony had figured out how to do it, and how they had each gone to different corners of the universe in search of the Infinity Stones. He told you about Nat, and how she had been the only thing keeping the Avengers together after the snap. He explained how she had chosen to sacrifice herself on Vormir for the soul stone.

Without her, he said, none of this could’ve happened. She was the real hero.

You didn’t have to say anything. He already knew you agreed.

You spent the rest of the day helping around the house. Unbeknownst to you, everyone had been staying at the cabin for the funeral, which was tomorrow. However, nobody else had been afforded the luxury of a bed to themselves like you had. Steve and Bucky were sharing the only guest room. Wanda was sleeping on a mattress in Pepper’s room. Bruce, in his now permanent Hulk state (you were still yet to get used to that), was left to sleep on the couch. And there were still more people outside, sleeping in tents. You felt like a proper bitch for taking a room up all to yourself. The fact that these people had probably heard you screaming and crying for the last two nights straight made you blush and drop your head in shame. Here was Pepper, who had lost the love of her life and father of her child, and yet she still found the strength to keep it together and host a group of superheroes. You wanted to make it up to her, which was why you were currently sweeping the floor and keeping a careful eye on the legs of meat roasting in the oven.

“Rest.” You had told her after you finished breakfast. “I’ll care of everything today.”

And Pepper had squeezed your hands and smiled, her eyes shiny with tears. A silent thank you.

The next day was the funeral. There were so many people, people who had loved and cared about Tony, all watching as his body was put to rest. As you stood next to Steve and watched the sunlight glint off the lake, you couldn’t shake the feeling of being broken and out of place. The black dress Pepper had let you borrow hung awkwardly on your body.

Just another reminder of how wrong this whole situation was.

Suddenly, Morgan, Tony’s daughter, began crying. Heartbreaking sobs that shook her tiny body. That was too much for you. You had to turn away.

Afterwards, people returned back to their lives. Everyone who had a home and a family went back to them. Thor went off with the Guardians. Going on an adventure across the universe was just what he needed, he told you as you said your goodbyes.

That left you, Steve, Bruce and Wanda. You had all lived in the Avengers compound, but that was destroyed. Where were you to go now?

Of course, Pepper said you were all welcome to stay longer. But you all knew she needed time to mourn alone with her daughter, without the Hulk sleeping on her couch. You kindly turned her down. She looked relieved.

Behind you, T’Challa cleared his throat.

“Wakanda has more than enough room for a group of heroes. You will all fly over with me. We can accommodate you for as long as you need.”

And so, it was settled.

The days in Wakanda were long and warm. You would busy yourself by helping out in the kitchens, or visiting Shuri in her lab. Sometimes you would just climb a tree and watch farmer children chase each other around the fields. Your arms became tanned, your hair got lighter. You relished in being at peace. The days were good.

But at night, dark thoughts still found their way to you.

You would have nightmares, visions of Nat being thrown off cliffs or ripped apart by alien creatures. One night you dreamt of you two painting each other’s nails like you used to. But when she opened her mouth to speak, thick, dark blood spilt out. You would wake up screaming, tears streaming down your cheeks and nails digging into your palms.

It was killing you, slowly.

Steve began to notice.

He noticed how you didn’t meet his eyes when he spoke to you. How your nose no longer crinkled up when you smiled, how your laugh was no longer as loud or long as it used to be.

He began to ask you if you were alright. It killed you to lie to him, but you had never been good at talking about your feelings. And you didn’t want to burden Steve with any of it. He had finally begun to look happy. Wakanda suited him. He spent most of his time talking with Bucky, and you could tell how much he had missed him. He didn’t deserve to have to worry about you.

And so, you didn’t tell him.

But one night, he found out anyway.

It was another nightmare. This one was particularly violent. The last thing you remember was Nat’s deep red curls, and then a splatter of blood, and then you were up and screaming. Screaming at the top of your voice for someone, anyone to help you.

Somehow, Steve heard you. He ran into your room so fast the door nearly fell off its hinges.

“Y/N,” he yelled, grabbing you by the shoulders, “what’s happening? Are you alright?”

You were still in shock, your mind couldn’t form the words to express what you were feeling. So you sat there, crying hysterically, as Steve wrapped you in his arms. You could feel how soft his cotton shirt was against your skin. And he was warm, so warm. Slowly, you began to calm down.

“It’s okay, I was just having a nightmare-”

“No,” Steve cut you off, “Nightmare or not, you are not okay. Do you think I haven’t noticed?”

“I-I’ve just…” You began, but honestly, you had no idea what to say. He was right, you weren’t okay. You hadn’t been okay for a long time.

“Y/N, I want to tell you something. You don’t have to say anything. I just want you to listen, okay?”

You nodded, glad to have an excuse not to speak. Steve wrapped an arm around your shoulder and drew you in closer to him.

“Those five years, after the snap… they were hell. Everybody was miserable. People would just break down, in the middle of the streets, crying…”

Tears started to build in Steve’s eyes. You reached up a hesitant hand and wiped them away. He didn’t seem to mind.

“The Avengers… I don’t even know if you’d call us that. It was just me, Nat and Rhodey at that point. Bruce was always hidden away in his lab. Us three, we tried to help out as much as we could. But we just felt so, useless. Like we had failed. Because we had.”

“Steve, don’t say that…”

“Shh,” he whispered, bringing a finger to your lips, “You said you’d listen, remember?”

A tiny smile played at your lips. You nodded and let him continue.

“Anyway, we all felt like we’d failed. I remember one night, everyone was feeling particularly bad. Nat and I decided to open up one of the wine bottles from Tony’s cellar. We took turns sipping from it. I couldn’t get drunk, but she definitely was.”

Your eyes widened slightly. Where was this going?

“We began talking about the snap and about how screwed up everything was. Then, she began talking about you. About how much she missed you. And she was crying. I’ve never seen Nat cry.”

You could feel the tears start brimming at your eyes.

“And then she asks me, what did I miss most? Who would I bring back, if I could bring back anybody? And do you know who I said?”

“Bucky?” You guessed, looking up at Steve.

“No.” He replied. “Y/N, it was you.”

You couldn’t stop the gasp from leaving your lips. You and Steve had always been close, but you had never thought you meant this much to him. As he opened his mouth to continue speaking, a stream of tears escaped from his eyes.

“And I meant it, Y/N. I missed you so much. God, it was killing me. Tony was gone, Sam was gone, Buck was gone… but all I wanted, out of everything in the world, was to hear your laugh again. I would’ve given anything to see you perched on the kitchen counter, drinking coffee in your pyjamas like you always would. Or even just to hear your music blasting from your room again.”

Now both of you were crying. You wrapped your arms around Steve’s body, buried your face into his chest. Your tears were soaking his shirt but you didn’t care.

“Y/N, I’m telling you all this because I want you to know, that on that night, me and Nat both sat on the cold tiles of the kitchen floor, and we cried and we talked about how much we missed you. You, nobody else. I know how close you were with her. I know that I can’t even begin to understand how much pain you’re going through right now… But I want you to know that I miss her too. And you’re not alone. You don’t have to be alone.”

Your face was wet, your cheeks slick with tears. “Steve I-”

“Wait,” he interrupted, brushing your hair behind your ear, “There’s just one more thing.”

“Okay.”

“When I went back in time, back to 2012 to get the stone… I saw you. It was your past self, obviously, but it was still you. You were standing with the rest of the team, threatening Loki with your sword, and you had your hair how you used to wear it, remember?”

You gave a small laugh.

“God, Y/N, you have no idea how much I just wanted to reach out and touch you. To run my hands through your hair and feel you in my arms again. You were right there. And that’s when I realised. I realised something, and I haven’t stopped thinking about it since.”

You inhaled sharply. Steve looked down at your face. You looked into his sea-blue eyes and noticed how his long lashes were still damp from tears.

“Y/N,” he whispered, “I love you.”

Your world came apart again. But it was different, different to when you found out Nat was dead. Because this time, it felt good. Everything felt so, gloriously good.

Of course, you thought. This is right. This is how it’s supposed to be.

Steve. America’s golden boy. The man who made you laugh no matter how grumpy you were, who would wake up at 6am just to make you breakfast. The man who would sketch you as you watched movies, who was able to replicate the most intricate details of your face perfectly on paper.

He loved you.

“Steve,” you whispered back, not looking away from his eyes, “I love you, too.”

You loved him. Of course.

It wasn’t just easy all of a sudden. A switch didn’t go off in your brain, your nightmares didn’t automatically stop. But, with Steve, things were more… bearable. On the nights when it got really bad, you would wake him up, and you two would both talk about her, about your favourite memories. His story about them being undercover and having to kiss always made you laugh. Which is why he loved telling it.

Some nights, you would even talk about Tony.

The warm days in Wakanda stretched into weeks and months. You made a sort of makeshift home in the African country. Sometimes, you were invited to speak at one of the schools, and then you would tell the kids about the Avengers. About the God of Thunder, who was the prince of a palace amongst the stars and held the power of lightning within his fingertips. About Hawkeye, a man who could hit any target, no matter how small, and who loved his family more than anything. About Captain America, the man who fought off Nazi’s and won, who believed in justice and equality and who never ran away from a fight, no matter how much the odds were stacked against him. About the Hulk, a green, gigantic monster who looked scary but was really the smartest, kindest man in the world. About Iron Man, the genius who could build something from anything, and who gave his life for the rest of the world. And, finally, you would tell them about the Black Widow. The best spy in the world, a girl who could kick ass and look good doing it. A girl who was raised to be a villain and who became a hero anyway. Your best friend.

The Avengers weren’t gone forever. There were new heroes ready to take on the name. Captain Marvel, Spider-Man, Dr Strange (you had finally learnt what that strange man’s name was). But for you, and for the rest of the original Avengers, your days of kicking ass and saving the world were over. But it was okay, because you had Steve, and you were going to start a new life together, one where you could sleep in each morning and didn’t have to worry about becoming a war criminal overnight. For the first time in both of your lives, you could be at peace.

And, like the kids you taught in Wakanda, the rest of the world was always going to remember you.