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Daily Picture Assignment #148
Outfit inspired by the instruction “Boots and Cats.”
The fourth reason it’s important to follow orders is that it helps me to be better in the future. Following an order now lays the groundwork for me to follow the next order just a bit more instinctively. It teaches me to push past any reticence or annoyance and do as I’m told.
Obedience, especially obedience in times of stress or distraction, isn’t something that comes naturally to me. I need to practice it. Following simple and easy instructions, like “get me a glass of water,” helps me to exercise those mental muscles that will serve me will in the future when I get more difficult instructions or when I’m in a mental place that isn’t conducive to obedience.
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Daily Picture Assignment #145
Outfit resulting from the instruction “Cats and socks,” which is the kind of clothing instruction my owner has taken to giving me. I love it.
My owner and I have started doing something new. As I’ve said, I’ve been having trouble getting into headspaces lately. Additionally, and more importantly, because of a few things, I’m having trouble trusting him and finding it hard to tell the difference between him being dommy and him being a mean jerk to me. So, for now, we aren’t doing our 24/7-esque dynamic. He is still my owner, and I will still be kneeling when we get home, but in the normal course of things he won’t be ordering me around or punishing me or acting dominant.
Instead, we’re going to work on rebuilding trust and practicing getting me in the right headspace. Each Sunday, starting yesterday, my owner will give me a topic to focus on such as “submission” or “being a puppy,” I will then spend at least ten minutes writing about that topic and focusing on really feeling the words and getting into that headspace. Then the rest of the evening will be spent in that mindset. The writing I do will form the basis for my DPAs for the week. Additionally, during the week when we have time we are going to spend together, before we get together, I will spend some time meditating on what I’ve written, reading it to myself almost as a mantra, and possibly writing more.
This week’s topic: The importance of following orders.
I need to do better with orders from my owner, both in terms of obeying them, and in terms of my attitude towards them.
The first reason, and the most basic reason, that it’s important to follow orders is the simple fact that he is my owner, my master, my sir. I have submitted to him, which means I’ve given him power and control over me. I’ve given myself over to him and promised him my obedience. When I don’t follow orders, I’m not living up to that promise. I am his possession, his slave, and an object for him to use. As such, I don’t have the right to refuse when given a command. I need to serve my purpose which is to obey and to please my owner.
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Daily Picture Assignment #41
How do you like them pineapples?
The pineapple represents welcome and hospitality, which makes this a perfect outfit.
All of me, from top to bottom and everywhere in between, is always open and welcoming to Reaction Junkie and anyone else he wants to invite to use me. I belong to him, so he can offer me to anybody to use in any way.
When we have guests, he can put me out like a pineapple, and invite them to partake.
It’s the hospitable thing to do, after all.
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Daily Picture Assignment #37
My outfit for happy hour tonight made me think about change and metamorphosis. Namely, how I should change to be whatever Reaction Junkie wants or needs me to be.
When he wants me to be a puppy, I will be a puppy. When he wants me to be an obedient sub, I will be an obedient sub. When he wants me to be a dirty slut, I will be a dirty slut.
When he needs me to be his loving partner, I will be his loving partner. When he needs me to be a proactive sub, I will be a proactive sub. And when he needs me to be the one in charge for a little while, I will be the one in charge for a little while, fully aware that as soon as he needs or wants me to be something else, I will be, because I know who is really in charge at the end of the day.
I’m here for his pleasure and entertainment, to make his life better. That’s my purpose. I am whoever and whatever he wants or needs me to be.
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Daily Picture Assignment #35
Look at Reaction Junkie’s delicious little cupcake.
I like the idea of him holding something akin to a bake sale to raise money for charity. Only instead of baked goods, he’ll be selling my services.
Hand jobs for human rights. Blow jobs against breast cancer. Anal for abortion access. Piv sex against puppy mills.
Any service he wants me to provide, any cause he wants to support. My body belongs to him, after all. His body, his choice.
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