i thought things would get better because it’s summer….

honestly i feel terrible all the time and i am having overwhelming anxiety to where i am breathing oddly all the time and my stomach is in knots and i just
i really wish i had something or someone

* Due to the fact that I’ll be away from Thursday to Saturday to be with family on my birthday (Friday 13th… welp), there will be no comic this week.

* I hope my mom and bro make some beef jerky for me because I could honestly use some in these trying times of being stuck in a perpetually exhausted state…

As the classes are starting next week on line I am trying to adjust. I am affraid of sensory overload, and being lost when too many ppl talk at once.

I have 5 days to finish my 4000 word paper. 

It’s 3am and I’m almost done with bio. It took me 5 hours to write 6 pages worth of a history assignment. And another 2 to get a little over half done on my bio.

Hey guys, sorry for leaving you hanging. I’m writing this out before I get on since I doubt I’ll have enough time to type it out by then. I haven’t been able to get on in the past few days because the router’s adapter broke (it was some old half-broken replacement, but it still worked fine) and because the modem’s in my bro’s room. The good news is that I ordered one a day or two after it happened, seeing as they don’t sell replacements at the stores over here for some reason. The bad news is that it’s gonna take a while for it to get here as Amazon estimated it’d arrive around June 2-9, if I recall correctly… All I can do is hope that it arrives earlier than that, since it’s happened before with small items that I’ve ordered, but we’ll just have to wait and see. I won’t be on until further notice, I hope to see you all again soon. :(

I’ll be working on some new stuff and finally getting around to some games I haven’t finished (or started yet) until the adapter arrives.

Bro (gender neutral) I’m gonna rip my uterus out

Random Thoughts

Why do people decide to have a destination wedding? Is it for their guests not to go?

I mean, one of my dearest cousins is going to get married in Cancun and I’m just getting that I cannot afford it, or if I can, I’ll spend the same as in a holiday but in like 3 days. Like ???!!!!!! I DON’T EVEN LIKE GOING TO THE BEACH.

I’m going to sit here and cry while I think I need a second job but I cannot have one since my full time job leaves me with no time nor energy. *le sigh*