#this sucks

Its nice when u can’t make changes to ur own profile, not even change the picture of ur avatar n background image.

love losing my appetite in the middle of eating

I have legitimately no motivation to gif this episode because I saw nothing in it that I wanted to gif. So if y’all have any requests, that might help.

callmeblake replied to your post:

………Wait a second. Did AntiMCRreposts get deleted?…

When the anit-boobies thing started I think they hit a lot of inactive blogs. I used it occasionally, that sucks. Unless you backed it up manually I’m afraid your’re SOL.

Nooooooooo. *drags hands down face* I had even more inactive side-blogs that they could have taken! They didn’t even send an email! How did I not notice??

Well, RIP AntiMCRreposts. I’ll miss you, you passive-aggressive, optimistic entity. 

omg, being indecisive can really screw things up huh?

Time’s up.

Mother and daughter is the most sacred relationship. It’s fragile, difficult at times, rewarding and special. Or so it should be. My whole life I wanted a close relationship with my mom, I wanted it to be a friendship as I got older. I love my mother, she means the world to me but she can make it very hard at times to want to spend long periods of time with her. Comments about my weigh gain, the outfit I have on, my hair looked better blonde, my shoes were bought at target and all that can be covered in the first 3 minutes. Followed up by how I need to save money and travel through Europe, wear nicer clothes, cut my son’s hair and teach my kids Russian. If you didn’t get it by now my mom is for sure Russian. Growing up I felt loved but I never felt close to her. I never felt comfortable talking about boys or anything I was going though. My mom didn’t just skip over the sex conversation but she also never covered the menstrual cycle topic so when the time came, I was 11 crying inside a clothing store that I was bleeding no idea why. I don’t think she intentionally skipped those topics, I truly think she just didn’t know how to talk about it. I hope my daughter comes to me with problems, boy issues and anything else. I want to be the safe space for her. I know growing up I did not want to open up about a boy I liked I didn’t want to get in trouble or be judged. I felt so alone as a child and I would have to have my kids feel that. Communication is so important when raising kids. I want both kids to always feel like that they call us, talk to us about anything. Now that I am a mother myself I still struggle with the relationship with my mom. To this day I feel judgement, disappointment, lack of support when I talk to her about certain topics and I am that little girl all over again, the one that just wants her mom to be proud. Tomorrow morning I am going with my mom to get her pet scan of her whole body to see if she has cancer in any organs. She fought off breast cancer a few years back and most recently had a cancerous polyp removed which led us here. In situations like this all the hard times that I’ve had with my mother evaporate from my memory and only the good ones remain. The way she used to French braid my hair, the way she would rub my face when I was falling asleep. Her love of thrifting that she has passed on to me. Her inability to not cry to sad movies. Her love for the sun and being tan was also passed on to me. Her apple cake that she bakes at lease once a week. My mother is strong in many ways, the ways that allows her to win arguments, get out of a speeding ticket, get something on sale. But when it comes to Cancer- the strong opinionated woman becomes very small. I have to be her support. I have to keep her positive and not let her break down. She will not fall, she will not fail, she won’t give in, she will only rise!

ive spent the past week high as a kite to get through taking care of my grandma and doing what im told without having an emotional reaction, and now im like. hungover or something. and all my feelings are coming flooding back to me while my body feels like an undercooked omelette. ive got stuff i want to do and stuff i NEED to do asap, but i feel like im just gonna float away.

félek belédszeretni, de úgy érzem minden nappal közelebb vagyok ehhez.

oh sweet invasive ads that force open google play when I scroll past them.

thanks tumblr very cool

brb crying cause stuff seem to just go from bad to worse hahaha im dead inside

i cut my leg at work and now its infected so i gotta do a bunch of shit to look after it and i just now dropped my fucking phone in a bucket of water……..

and to make it all better, im traveling across the country tomorrow

so thats how ive been how have you guys been? good i hope lol

But when u try to jerk off u just cry

some permanent marker dave doodles if you want this

Theresa May years ago: “We will ban gay conversion therapy”

Boris Johnson: “We promise to ban conversion therapy”

The Queen: “The government will ban conversion therapy”

In Ron Howard’s voice, Arrested Development-stye:

“… They didn’t ban conversion therapy.”

Guys… I’m experiencing my first heartbreak and it sucks. 

sosaysdean:

GIRL HELP

i thought things would get better because it’s summer….

honestly i feel terrible all the time and i am having overwhelming anxiety to where i am breathing oddly all the time and my stomach is in knots and i just
i really wish i had something or someone

* Due to the fact that I’ll be away from Thursday to Saturday to be with family on my birthday (Friday 13th… welp), there will be no comic this week.

* I hope my mom and bro make some beef jerky for me because I could honestly use some in these trying times of being stuck in a perpetually exhausted state…

As the classes are starting next week on line I am trying to adjust. I am affraid of sensory overload, and being lost when too many ppl talk at once.