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Ushijima Wakatoshi: Clueless Lovers (Part 2/3)
AN: Yo Im still relearning the ropes of Tumblr and I don’t really understand when ppl ask me to tag them… I think ive done it right? Also the storyline went way more intense than I had planned… so now instead of a two parter…. its become a three-part smutshot… Also, I started a new job so couldn’t finish this chapter because im exhausted :$ I hope you enjoy this chapter, lemme know ur thought <3
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Smutshot (Part 2/3)
There was pin drop silence in the bedroom, she waited for an answer but he couldn’t seem to reciprocate… The paper crumpled when her fingers curled harder, standing up
“… ‘Romancing your wife?’ I don’t understand… Is this why you did all of this today?” She asked, showing him the list. Ushijima grunted, it was embarrassing for him but he saw no point in hiding it.
“You’re my wife.” He said and she raised a brow,
“Yes… I’m aware… I was at the wedding.”
Rubbing the back of his head, he gripped the paper from her hand, folding it again. He had no idea how to explain himself
“It’s nothing… Forget it…”
Her brows softened and she reached for his arm, holding onto it
“Ushijima-san… You’re my husband, you should be able to talk to me about your feelings… It’s very important for our relationship, I want you to rely on me more… Rather than Tendou-san… He’s your best friend, I understand but… I’m your wife…” She muttered, letting go off him.
Turning away from him, she quietly untucked her side of the bed, while he watched… Sliding under the cover, she reached out to turn her lamp off before settling herself.
It felt like they went back to square one.
His feet gravitated towards her and she felt the weight of the mattress dip by her legs. She looked at him but he sat looking at his hands, looking pensive. She slowly sat up, just watching him ponder away… It felt like minutes passed slowly before his lips parted,
“… I haven’t been a good spouse to you.” He finally said, and she bit her bottom lip, chewing on it from his sudden revelation.
“Ushijima–”
“… I met Tendou today because I wanted to ask him why his marriage was so strong… I wanted to learn about what I was doing wrong… To make things work between us…”
She slid the duvet off her legs, scooting to sit next to him…
“Ah, so that’s why he made you write down his tips…”
Ushijima nodded,
“When we spoke, it made me realise just how much he dotes on his wife… I should have done the same when we met but I let my mother and grandmother pave the way for me. You didn’t deserve that. You deserve to be happy but my family took that happiness away from you… I did too… I knew you weren’t given a choice when it came to our wedding… From the venue… To your kimono… But because you never said anything, I thought it was okay…”
Y/n just nodded, glancing at their wedding photo again… It was a very calm and quiet wedding between their families… and yes, her in-laws took charge of everything…
“I don’t understand, all I wanted was to get along with you and you wanted the same but then… Why were you avoiding me all these months?” She asked him. He looked at her, giving her a very blatant answer
“Because I thought you were scared of me…” He answered truthfully, making her eyes widen
“Scared!? Why on earth would I marry you if I was scared of you? I’m not scared, I’ve never been scared of you…”
He saw her point but then he remembered the way she trembled on their first night together, knitting his brows
“…But you were shaking on the first night… You looked like you wanted to run away when I walked into our room…”
Y/n flushed, remembering how nervous she was, mainly because he was a professional athlete and the months before their marriage, all she did was fantasise about his body… However, the severe reality of sex and the fact she was wearing a very daring nightie had made her anxious of messing up.
Groaning, she covered her face in embarrassment
“Oh no… You misunderstood… I didn’t want to run away… I-I… Um…” She wasn’t sure how to word it while he watched her with such intensity… Looking shyly at her lap, she fiddled with her wedding ring, blushing
“I was just nervous that you wouldn’t find me attractive and because I’ve never done that before… I mean… It was nerve wracking wearing that nightie too…” She mumbled in embarrassment, puzzling him
“You’re extremely attractive.” He said ever so bluntly, taking her back, making her ears burn. She was at a loss of words,
“Oh– I-I… Thank you…”
Ushijima really thought her words over, shrugging
“I haven’t had sex either…”
She felt a bit of shock, she would think a pro-athlete like him would have bagged a few lays but after realising just how clueless he was on the romance front, she was no longer surprised by his revelation.
“So, we both are virgins?” She asked and he nodded, and she sighed in relief, falling back on their bed
“That makes me feel better actually… I was worried you felt nothing towards me”
Ushijima just lay down next to her and she reached for his hand, holding it softly
“…I wouldn’t have married you if I felt nothing… I’m not inhuman…” He mumbled and she smiled,
“I know… It’s the same for me…”
Turning to face him, they stared at each other. He wondered what the right step was, but Y/n reached out to fix his hair, pushing it away from his eyes.
“Things are a little backwards for us but how about we take it slow… Let’s go on more dates, learn about each other without any… tips. It was very sweet of you to try this hard for us but next time, just talk to me?” She suggested and he nodded,
“Where do you want to go next?” He asked her and she thought about it…
“We went where I wanted today, you get to decide where to go next. Let’s try something you enjoy” She answered, waiting for him to think of their next restaurant date…
“Okay.” He said and she sat up, excited
“Ooh! You thought of a date so quickly? Where are we going!?” She beamed in excitement.
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Y/n felt like the breath was knocked out of her lungs, she kept panting, wiping the sweat from her brow
“…”
She had no words, really… It was the crack of dawn and Ushjima had suggested she join him on his morning jog… Ofcourse, she was enthusiastic but actually having to get up and get ready before the sun rose was a chore… Her eyes were so heavy with sleep and only when they began running, had she realised just how out of shape she was.
Ushijima calmly jogged back to her, offering her his sports drink
“Do you want to stop?” He asked her
‘Yes.’ She thought but she shook her head, chugging his drink
“No, no! It’s just been a while since I did something this physical… I can keep going!” She insisted. After all the effort he had made, how could she deny him of something he enjoyed and wanted to share with her. Although they had run for a while and her legs felt like jelly, she handed his bottle back, beginning her jogging again
“C’mon Ushijima-san!” She panted, cursing inwardly from the burn in her calves. He was amused, looking at how slow she jogged but he quietly kept at her pace. Ushijima kept glancing at her activewear. She had sported a purple sports bra with high waisted tights, but he made her wear his high school jacket on top, claiming it was a chilly morning. Which was partly true but when they had started jogging, he had already gotten distracted by her breasts and couldn’t handle it…
But then again, he couldn’t handle how cute she looked with his jacket on…
His heart had skipped a beat…
He realised Y/n had finally stopped, leaning her back against a wall and she crossed her hands calling for a time-out
“I-I’m sorry but I don’t think my legs can go on…” She muttered in embarrassment but he pulled out his hand towel, dabbing her sweaty forehead
“Its okay, you did really well Y/n. But perhaps, jogging for a date was not the right choice” He said. Y/n grinned, shaking her head
“I don’t think I can do this everyday but I’d like to try running with you on the weekends? Its healthy for couples to share some hobbies!”
He nodded, before checking his watch
“Shall we go home now? I need to get ready for training” He muttered, making her eagerly nod
“Yes, I need to give you something before you leave! So lets go!” She chirped, pushing herself from the wall she was leaning on.
“Oh!” She gasped feeling her knees buckle but he held her hips
“You okay?”
She laughed, “Sorry, I guess my legs are not used to it… They feel like jelly”
Ushjima stared at her legs, he noticed them shake a little. Not thinking much of it, she gasped when he simply just lifted her into his arms, carrying her like a princess
“Ushijima-san!?” She squeaked making him hum
“Would you rather I call us a taxi? It’s still early so not sure if we will find one…” He muttered but Y/n quickly shook her head, despite being embarrassed, she was actually thrilled
“I hope I’m not heavy…” She mumbled
“Don’t worry, the more you run, you’ll get fitter and feel lighter” He said so nonchalantly that her eye twitched, leaning her head against his chest, pouting
“Remind me to teach you about social cues with women…” She muttered
“Okay” He said as he carried her back home
Their conversation was light but after yesterday, he interacted with her more. She was really enjoying the way things were going. She felt like she was on cloud nine, but she couldn’t get over his firm body pressing against hers… She began wondering when they would take things further… Even though they were married, it felt like they were in the first stages of dating.
When they reached the front door, he still held her in the arms, walking through their threshold. Her cheeks warmed, the home she had become used to, suddenly felt new. She felt like a newlywed bride from the way he gently walked through the entryway, setting her on the sofa…
“I won’t be able to eat breakfast with you but on my next day off, you can decide what we do and eat” He said and she laughed,
“Sounds good! You should go get ready now”
He simply nodded, walking to their bedroom and she got up, speedily walking to the kitchen.
He was ready within twenty minutes, fixing his clean gym wear before walking to the entryway, slipping his joggers on
“Y/n, I’m leaving now” He called
“Wait!” She squeaked, making him hum and lift a brow when she rushed towards him
“Here you go!” She chirped, handing him a neatly wrapped bento box. He looked at the feminine patterned cloth, feeling his cheeks heat up
“I made you lunch! Its packed with protein but I did add some rice… Oh… and tempura… But you shouldn’t train on an empty stomach. So, eat this when you’re on the train” She handed him a paper bag,
“It’s just a sandwich and fruit! I hope you enjoy it” She smiled… Ushjima’s chest warmed, feeling his heart spark again… He carefully put the food inside his sportsbag, looking at her sweet face. It felt almost natural but he reached towards her, his hand patting the top of his head. Y/n’s breath hitched when she realised he was smiling ever so warmly at her
“Thank you” He muttered and she rubbed the back of her neck, laughing
“Hope you have a great day today, Ushijima-san”
She opened the door, watching him step outside as she waved him off. He seemed to be lost in thought, taking a few steps forward but he stopped, making her furrow her brows when he walked back to her
“Ushijima-Mmfh~”
The breath was taken from her lungs once again this morning but this time, her legs felt like jelly only because he pressed his lips against hers. She wished it lasted longer but he pulled away, looking at her flustered reaction
“Stop calling me that… We don’t need formalities between us.” He simply said but she was still lost in a daze,
“O-Oh, okay…”
He smiled again, fixing her hair behind her ear
“Have a great day, Y/n” He muttered, now walking away while she stood there, still in shock…
“B-Bye Wakatoshi…” She whispered, feeling her tingling lips…
Shutting the door behind her, her hands cupped her cheeks, squealing
“Ohmygod… Okasan was right… A way to a man’s heart ishis stomach…”
Y/n had finally realised how she could strengthen the growing bond between them. Today was a completely different feeling for her. Unlike yesterday, where her day felt so dreary, she seemed to be chirpy doing their house chores. Now as she thought about her husband, she felt hope. She understood his feelings,
‘Wakatoshi <3’ She thought.
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As weeks went by, Y/n and him had finally gotten into a groove, although they still hadn’t gotten intimate, mainly due to his hectic schedule, they had come up with a few traditions. One of which was now kissing each other goodbye before he left to train, when he returned home and before they’d retire for the night.
Each kiss was short and sweet, they both would still get shy over it but he’d make up for it every weekend by taking her out. Be it a simple evening stroll, an early morning jog or dates at different eateries. She eagerly awaited the weekends, merely because she got to spend time with him and the awkwardness had disappeared.
Today was another awaited Friday night, she had set the dining table up, setting up all his favourite dishes, smiling because he’d be here any minute now.
Right on time, she heard the front door creak out, her smile creeping into a grin as she rushed towards the entrance.
“Welcome back” She chirped, hands behind her back. He set his stuff down and she stood on the tips of her toes, to peck his lips, making him flush
“I’m home” Ushijima muttered, averting his gaze. She smiled, looking at his red ears before grabbing his hand
“Today I attempted hayashi rice, although theres a lot of mushrooms… I used different varieties!”
Ushijima’s brows lifted, a small smile on his face
“Can we eat now?”
“Ofcourse, its all prepared! C’mon Waka”
Leading him to the table, she sat opposite him, resting her face in her hands watching him plate up. Her eyes widened, jaw opening as she watched him take a bite, eagerly awaiting for feedback. As he chewed, she perked watching his own eyes widen, letting out a hum
“It’s delicious” He said with a mouthful making her giggle, feeling bashful
“I’m so glad, your mother had mentioned this is your favourite food”
He nodded, already plating up seconds. He glanced at her empty plate, frowning. Reaching for it, he began piling up a very generous portion for her
“I cannot eat this much Waka!”
“Nonsense…” He muttered, holding his chopsticks to her lips
“Stop watching and eat.” He said making her flush, taking a bite. She really did admire her cooking, proud that those lessons she had taken paid off. He felt satisfied when she began eating, stuffing his mouth again.
“…Speaking of Okasan… Obachan and her have asked to see us tomorrow…”
Y/n set her chopsticks down, trying to mask her grimace, looking at him
“…Oh, is there a reason?” She asked and he shrugged,
“Not sure… We haven’t met them in a while, I guess…”
Y/n started eating again, a little annoyed that their day tomorrow would be spent with the in-laws…
“Great…” She muttered but he noticed the way her smile dropped,
“I told them we would come for a little while because we have plans after”
Y/n’s shoulders perked again, feeling relieved he wasn’t cancelling their date.
“Yay!” She blurted, quickly covering her mouth.
“Sorry…” She squeaked,
She was scared, looking at his reaction but he lifted a brow, a small smirk growing on his stoic face
“Don’t be.”
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For some reason, she felt uncomfortable all day… As time came closer to meet her mother in law, something in her gut told her it was going to be a gruelling day… She had to make sure her outfit was modest, that her hair was presentable… She was so nervous, she even filed her nails until they looked symmetrical…
Ushijima was calm, just standing in front of his family home seeming unbothered.
“Y/n.” He cut, breaking her from her thoughts. She glanced at him, swallowing the lump in her throat and he held her hand
“It’s okay.” He said and she nodded,
“I’m fine Waka honey. Don’t worry”
Humming, he pressed the bell making her hold her breath. It took a few minutes before the house attendant let them enter. She set her shoes neatly in the foyer, following behind Ushijima was they walked down the hall. Of course, they first had to go the family shrine, paying respect to his deceased ancestors before heading to the tea room.
“Welcome” His mother muttered, while his grandmother just nodded, ushering to the other side of the table. They both mumbled greetings, sitting down.
Ofcourse there was a short silence, before his family asked them for updates on their lives. Y/n only muttered one or two sentences while Ushjima spoke. Another helper had walked into the room, setting tea in front of them.
Y/n locked eyes with his mother and without being told, she quietly began serving tea for everyone. Ushijima glanced at her emotionless state, the realisation of how afraid his wife was of his family.
“Y/n.” She cut through and the younger woman froze, looking at his mother
“Yes Okaasan.”
“Have you been keeping up with your duties?” She asked and Y/n’s eyes downcasted, nodding
“Yes…”
“Don’t look away when she’s talking to you.” Obaachan said and she flinched, looking at them again.
“I-I’m sorry…”
Ushijima frowned, he did not like the tone of his family’s voices. He didn’t not like the way they made her uncomfortable
“Why did you want to see us?” He asked, trying to divert the attention away from Y/n. Obaachan and Okaasan glanced at one another. The old lady set her tea cup down, her daughter following suit.
“Yes… It’s come to our attention that you’ve been married for half a year, yes?” Obaachan said and he nodded
“Yes, what of it?” He asked and Y/n was beginning to feel nauseous from anxiety. Her stomach was hurting and she wished she could just run away at this moment. Okaasan sipped her tea, her cup making a small clink when it touched the saucer
“It’s time for you both to plan a family.” She said so simply and Y/n’s heart race
“W-What?” She barely uttered looking at the stern faces in front of her
“Your cousin just had a baby. Luckily, he’s become a father to a daughter. You must conceive a child soon. If you two are first to have a son, you will receive the largest portion of the family shares.”
Y/n felt like her head was spinning. What were these two women saying to her? It disgusted her that they were pleased his cousin had a girl… because it put them at an advantage. She realised just how much pressure theyd put on her if she had a daughter… She could never let an innocent child go through this…
Certainly not her own baby.
Clearing her throat, she rubbed the back of her neck
“Mother in law… As wonderful as it is, to have a baby… I don’t think we are ready–”
“Hush!” She spat and Y/n immediately closed her mouth, trembling.
“This is for the sake of your future. You think you’re not ready, but you’ll be thanking us one day.”
“B-But I don’t want to have a baby right now!” She sobbed. She had just started working on her marriage and things were going wonderfully. Ofcourse she would love to have a baby with him but not like this…
“Are you infertile? Do you have problems conceiving? This should have been mentioned in your profile” Obaachan said
This felt like torture, she felt like a mouse, trapped in a cage with a venomous snake…
“Obaachan. Stop it” Ushjima cut through
Gripping his arm, Y/n’s bottom lip quivered,
“Take me home” She whimpered
Her eyes were drowing in tears, she really just wanted to leave. Ushijima saw the tears in her eyes and he felt anger. He grabbed Y/n’s hand, pulling her up with him
“Sit down now” Okaasan said but he glared at her
“No.”
“Excuse me?” Obaachan muttered but he pushed Y/n behind him
“We will start a family when my wife wants to start a family. By insulting her, you have insulted me…”
His mother quickly got up,
“You’re taking this the wrong way, its just crocodile tears–”
He raised his hand, stopping her again
“You have never given my wife leverage to be comfortable. Y/n makes her own choices. You already controlled our wedding, don’t try to control our marriage. She is not your maid, she is not your servant. She is my wife and she deserves more respect than this godforsaken household.”
“How dare you” Obaachan;s voice raised but he held his ground
“You’ve hurt the woman I love… I won’t forgive you for this.” He said, gripping his weeping wife’s hand, walking towards the entrance. His mother was enraged, following behind them
“Wakatoshi, if you leave now, I will truly disown you” Her voice raised when they quickly slipped their shoes on. He pushed Y/n out of the front door before turning to his mother, seething
“Y/n will never step foot in this house again and nor will I. We are not your family. If we have a child, I’ll make sure you never see them” He said, not even bothering to see her reaction. His arm wrapped around Y/n’s shoulders, walking away from that treacherous household.
She was overwhelmed, shoulders still shaking as she sobbed. He was infuriated, years of bitterness against his own mother pooled out. He realised he was old enough to make it on his own. He didn’t need anything to do with her. She forced his own father away, she’d deprived him of that bond he had desperately seeked as a child. The moment they harassed his wife about having a baby, he could already see the future. They would have made her life miserable. She wouldn’t have even been able to mother their children if they bent to his family’s will…
Pulling her into a quieter lane, he rested his back against the wall, pushing her front into his while he patted her back
“I’m sorry you went through that… You won’t ever have to see them again.” He promised her, soothing her back. Y/n whimpered, sniffling, she knew her makeup was staining his shirt but she didn’t care
“I-I just… I can’t do it, Wakatoshi… I love you so much but I’m not ready for a baby” She cried, still spinning from the shock of earlier. Ushjima sighed,
“Y/n… We won’t start a family until you’re ready… I hope we only have daughters.” He said, pulling her away gently, wiping her stray tears. She sniffled again, dabbing her eyes, feeling embarrassed but she laughed softly
“…Well I’d like to have a son too… But not because I want your family’s money. Before we met, I had a pretty good job.” She reminded herself, making him amused
“I remember… If you miss working, then you should reapply. I won’t stop you…”
Her eyes widened,
“Really?”
He nodded,
“Yeah… If its something you’re passionate about, you should pursue it” He said and she laughed, now actually feeling like she was free. She was so glad his conscious was like his father’s… Her arms wrapped around him
“Thank you for giving me the choice Wakatoshi… But now that we have been disowned, maybe I will reapply…”
He chuckled, “With my profession, I don’t think you need to worry. I just want you to be free to do whatever you want”
Y/n gripped his hand, biting her lip
“I’m not sure if I actually want to work right now… Right now, I know what I want to do… I want to come and see you play volleyball. I want to be your support because you’re my support. I want to cheer my husband on…”
Looking into his eyes, he felt his heart flutter
“Wakatoshi…” She whispered, “I love you”
Ushjima finally felt the arrow strike through his heart, he pulled her close to him and she held her breath when his lips crashed against hers. This time it was rougher than before, her arms held his neck, giving herself into his lip.
“Waka–” She tried to mewl through kisses but he kept going. It was only until they needed to breath that he parted from her, cupping the side of her face
“Me too, Y/n…” He muttered.
She gripped his jacket, her heart was racing over the edge… With heated cheeks, they stared at each other and she chewed on her bottom lip before taking the plunge
“Wakatoshi… I want to be alone with you…” She whispered and he raised a brow,
“But we’re alone here?”
Her head rested against his chest and she laughed at his obliviousness… Embarrassed, she knew the only way she could make him understand was…
“I want to have sex with you.” She blurted. He froze and she was confused when he gave no reaction. She wasn’t sure what went through his mind, making her head tilt
“Hey?” Y/n muttered but it quickly cut into a squeal when her legs lifted off the ground, her body in his arms. Alarmed, she stared at his blushing face but he remained stoic as ever, marching quickly down the streets.
“… Wakatoshi!?”
He was too timid to look at her, only muttering
“Let’s be alone together.”
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AN: okay, so I think im tagging you guys:
EVERYONE WAKE UP!!! NEW USHIJIMA OFFICIAL ART JUST DROPPED!!
