No se trata de ser suficiente. Se trata de ser el indicado. No soy el indicado para ti, porque lo soy para alguien más. Te sentirás igual un día, cuando lo encuentres.
Hey everyone guess who’s back!! I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long, but I promise it’s with good reason! The holidays kept me busy and right afterwards this incredible book was recommended to me and I’ve been all wrapped up in it since! I hadn’t heard anything about it until my friends recommended it to me but now I’m obsessed - if you like lgbtq+ romances, werewolves, angst and humor you’ll love this book! If you’ve already read it totally hit me up cause I’d love to chat and if you haven’t/have any questions about it, do the same! I can’t speak highly enough about it! And (ignore the shameless self promotion) if you don’t already follow my fandom blog it’s @aglionbyfoxes, Ive been posting a bunch there about this book!
this isn’t technically part of my bookcon haul (if you want to see that, go check out the video I just posted on youtube, I’m oliviaslibrary on there!) but this book was so pretty I just had to post it!!
When Carter and Ox are sent on a spy mission, everything goes to shit. In that it goes really well and they execute their fake relationship flawlessly. The only snag is Ox is legitamately head over heels for his best friend/spy partner.
Hello My Margo Heart is beating and I was thinking of sick fic kind of thing…
Now Gordo is one of those people who believes that medicine doesn’t help for crap. He’s always thought it. It’s because of this Ox makes him stay in bed and get better instead. He knows better than to argue with the old man.
Mark shows up two days later when he notices Gordo’s absence in the shop. He doesn’t say anything though because him and Gordo are barely talking again. What he does on his own time isn’t his business.
The whole day though it bothers him that Gordo scent was missing from the shop. He decides that he can’t handle not knowing where mark is so plans to makes up some excuse to go back to the Shop tomorrow.
When he gets there again there is no sign of Gordo. He walks around and looks for Ox instead.
It’s when he finds Ox that he gives his lame excuse for randomly showing up. The whole time Ox is looking at him weirdly because he really doesn’t understand why Joe needed to send him a message this way when he could have just called.
As Mark is being walked out by Ox, he casually says, “I noticed Gordo’s not here again today.”
Ox corks his eyebrow at that. He had a feeling that Mark wanted information on his boss. He’s silent for a moment though. He’s debating whether or not to tell him. Ox doesn’t think it’s a big deal so he says, “Gordo is out sick. The old man needed a break so I told him to just stay home and I can run things while he’s out.”
Mark goes still at that.
The thing is that Ox has never actually seen how bad Gordo is when he’s sick. His fevers are always the worst. He can barely move to take care of himself properly. It’s just Gordo is a mess when it comes to being sick.
Mark rushes out of the shop to Gordo’s place and looks for the hidden key that Ox mentioned when he was taking care of the place when Gordo was gone.
He opens the door and starts searching every room to find him. He ends up being in the his bedroom laying down.
Gordo looks horrible. He’s sweating badly and shivering so much.
Mark goes to his bathroom to grab a rag and wipe Gordo’s head and neck. He also grabs another one and runs it under cool water so he can place it on Gordo’s forehead so that it could help cool him down and bring down his fever. Before he leaves the room he makes sure that Gordo is nice and tucked in because he wants to make sure that he isn’t shivering so badly while he’s away.
He heads to the kitchen to make some soup for him. It’s nothing special. Just regular chicken noodle soup to help get something in his stomach. Mark would have made something homemade if he knew and had brought over ingredients but Gordo is still very into frozen meals, instant noodles, and take out so it makes the task a little more difficult.
By the time Mark’s done with the soup Gordo wakes up to the smell of it. Gordo decides not to question Marks appearance in his home. He sees how serious Mark is over here fussing over him like he used to when they were younger and he just wants this to be real a little bit longer.
He thinks it’s his fever dreaming up Mark but it’s not. When he voices his thoughts Mark reassures Gordo that he will always be here to take care of him. Mate or not.
Gordo wears a soft small smile and Mark is reminded to when they were younger. He caresses Gordo’s cheek and moves in close and places a kiss on his temple. Gordo lets out a sigh of relief.
When he finishes eating Gordo lays back down. Mark tucks him back in and they’re just soaking in each others presence.
Mark gets up to put the now empty bowl in the kitchen but he’s stopped by Gordo’s hand grasping his.
“Don’t go yet.”
The look in Gordo’s eyes make Mark melt. He places the bowl on the night stand and sits back in the bed. Gordo moves closer. They aren’t exactly cuddling. More just Mark sitting against the headboard and Gordo with his head in his lap.
Mark starts to run his fingers through Gordo’s hair. It’s getting longer, he thinks.
Gordo sighs. He missed this so much. He’s going to be disappointed when he wakes up. This isn’t real he tells himself as he starts to fall asleep. Don’t expect anything. This isn’t real.
Mark hears Gordo’s light snores and takes it as his sign to leave. He slowly moves Gordo off him and gets up to put the bowl up now. He wants to stay but he can’t. He makes sure the locks are secured before he goes.
The whole night is painful for Mark. Maybe tomorrow, he thinks, Maybe tomorrow I’ll go see him. He falls asleep with the thought of when Gordo and him were younger.
When Gordo wakes up the next morning it’s to an empty bed. He knew it wasn’t real. He knew he shouldn’t have let himself get carried away with the fantasy of Mark being here once again with him.
It hurts but he’ll get over it. He did it once he can do it again.
Gordo starts going through his boring morning routine and starts debating whether or not to go back to work since he’s feeling better. He doesn’t want to spend another day in bed but he knows Ox is going to talk his ear off about resting.
He decides that maybe a walk to the store to get a few things will help him get his mind off of the whole Mark and flu situation.
As he’s walking out the door though he bumps into a body. Gordo looks up to see Mark standing in front of him with his hands holding him to make sure he doesn’t fall.
“What are you doing here?”
“I heard you were sick.” Mark looks nervous. “I remember how you used to get when you are and wanted to check in on you.”
Gordo is at a lost for words. And it seems like he has takes to long to respond because the next the he hears is Mark saying he’s sorry for interrupting his morning and trying to leave.
Grabbing Mark’s hand to stop him from leaving feels like deja vu. Gordo quickly makes an excuse for Mark to join him to the store.
“You’ve always knew how to cook. Maybe you can help me finally find something easy to make other than frozen dinners.”
Mark raises his eyebrow at this and has a small smirk. “Would you like me to teach you how to make these things too or can you finally cook?”
Gordo can feel his cheeks heating up. He starts walking away from not being able to face him at the moment. “Are you coming or what?”
Mark lets out a laugh and follows after the love of his life.
jox wedding for my good pal @neilminyards. first is just them staring lovingly at each other like the saps they are. second is a result of the cake fight (that carter instigated).
My Wolfsong Valentines Gift for @steampunkburie! ‘cause we all know how we really wanted that reunion to go! I’m sorry this is late babe, hope you like it!!
It’s so dumb. Really just so dumb. Robbie got new glasses after someone (Carter) broke his glasses (in a battle of glasses vs wolf the wolf always wins) so yes new glasses. He got them online, which honestly was his first mistake.
They’re just so dumb, because like as if it wasn’t horrible enough already every time he sees Kelly he gets butterflies that spill through the rest of the pack like a wave, now there’s physical proof as well. The new glasses fog up. Every single damn time.
Robbie just has to look at Kelly (and his ridiculous dimples and cute smile and hair that’s the softest Robbie has ever felt in his life) and boom. Fogged up glasses. A boner would be easier to hide.
The teasing is relentless. Kelly’s shy smile every time he notices almost makes it worth it. Almost. Except then Joe makes yet another joke and Robbie rips them off. He’d rather be legally blind than deal with these nerds.
He gets a new pair not even a week later without telling anyone. This one is bought at an actual glasses store and with a layer that supposedly protects against condensation. At least, thats what the lady at the store said. They look pretty much the same as the evil glasses too so no one seems to notice when he gets back to the pack.
HI, THIS IS MY WOLFSONG VALENTINE’S EXCHANGE PIECE THAT IS SUPER SUPER LATE BUT I WAS DYING. YES, THIS IS FOR BIRDIE( @kellybennet I THINK THIS IS YOUR BLOG, YES?) ILY AND YOUR WRITING GOD BLESS… IS JOE AND EX BC I LOVE THEM AND JOE IS WEARING OX’S SWEATSHIRT.
Wolfsong characters as things said in the wolfsong discord
Joe: Sometimes your crush doesn’t know that you like them, that’s ok! Just show up at their house at 3 am and tell them to look at you. If that doesn’t work, show them your feet
Ox: In this wolf den we are all gay
Carter: Ox doesn’t know he’s destined for werewolf dick
Kelly: I’m a slut for Robbie, my name is practically Kelly
Robbie: Do you have an infinity to talk about our lord and savior Kelly Bennnett
Mark: I’m fucking homosexuell
Gordo: I’ve always been a monster fucker, now it’s just relevant
Garage + Jessie: MAKE ME A FURRY
Elizabeth: Does anyone have a good guacamole recipe
