#activist art
Art & activism, part 1
Since I started making art seriously again in 2018, I’ve mostly focused on the simple, colorful, domestic subjects that brought me joy in a very dark time in my life. I was housebound, often bed bound, and my life felt like nothing but pain. So I painted cheerful things, both as a form of escapism & as a reminder to appreciate the little joys in life. In 2021, I started to change direction, delving in to self portraiture and queer figure drawing. But I’ve felt torn between the family-friendly, kidlit-type style that I had been working in, and the weird, dark, queer experience I’m having inside my head. The truth is, I’m full of rage & sorrow. With nowhere to express it, it bottles up and comes out when its least helpful. In many ways, I am not a fighter. I am too reactive, too sensitive, and as a neurodivergent person, I need to “center myself” a lot more than is helpful in this kind of work. But it many ways, I am a fighter. I have fought for my health - for diagnosis and treatment, for accessibility tools, for services, and support. I speak out whenever I can, including when it’s impolite.
But how can I fight without burning myself out? The answer, I think, is to fight a different way. I am not just a ball or rage and pain, I am also an artist. And it’s time for my art to reflect these conflicts in my head, to transform them into something others can relate to, something we can all use to heal.
Peace for Ukraine
Oil & digital, 18x13"
klavier-gavins-lesbian-boyfriend:
“The earth is not dying. It is being killed. And those who are killing it have names and addresses.”-Utah Phillips (1935-2008) folk singer, labor organizer, trainhopper, poet, and ardent anarchist. ID in alt text.
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