#arrrrrgh
i feel so miserable today
i need to make an appointment to see a physician, as well as a therapist. but i’m putting off both because i’m afraid things will be worse than i think they are. and i really don’t want to be on any more medication than i already am, for anything. i keep hoping that if i make lifestyle changes (like cleaner eating, more exercise, meditation, developing my hobbies) it’ll make the difference, but i lack the motivation to do them :/
ugh.
ToA charater quotes as said by me and my friends
Aja: I’m way to beautiful to deal with this mahogany!
Blinky: *sees me fall right to my back on the concrete* Great philosopher me says that’s gonna leave a mark. 
Barbara: if a man ever approaches you ,get them in the eyes, then the balls. So they don’t see it coming
Merlin: if you’re going to commit suicide make it look like a murder to give the cops a run for their money.
Krel: sometimes I feel like I relate better to a computer than I do real people
Eli:* accidentally knocked over a Macy’s manikin* hey! This is a house of God no stop with this buffoonery.
Douxie: *you are all The shittiest people I ever met! I can’t believe I’m friends with you guys* . Fuck you we the best you got Hoe!
Toby: Urg! I did not drag my half decaying body out of bed today to deal with this shit.
Varvatos vex: I don’t understand how you can get so worked up about a boy? * sees said boy walk by* God damn he’s like a gift from the heavens.
Arrrrrrrggggg!: sometimes I get so excited that I’m eating a brownie that I just swallow it whole.
Draal:* Falls down stairs* well that’ll wake someone up better than a cup of coffee on a Sunday morning!
Claire:* sees her brother flirting with a bunch of girls at a pool*Welp* claps hands* Time to go ruin my brothers love life.
Steve:*are you going to help?* I am the son of God I do not have to help.
Strickler: how many times do I have to tell you? If you electrocute yourself I can’t afford the insurance.
Morgana: * “hey how’s your day going?”* watches as an Oreo falls to the ground and get stomped onby someone passing by* like that.
Jim: A wise man once said …you can put an owl in a toaster oven……. but it isn’t going to smell right. 

And now, fellow humans, please welcome Trollhunter!Toby (redesigned edition)
This is my post-reset headcanon for what it’d be like to have Toby as trollhunter.
I personally would LOVE to have a new season of the show following Toby and Jim’s adventures.