Henny.

I got the Henny in my system.

My thoughts are all twisted.

Let me tell you about the other night and why I’ve been so distant.

You won’t believe none of the heartache I’ve been through.

I went from being a “one mans” girl to being push aside like one of them dry ass Popeyes biscuits.

A couple of months goes on and he pops up out of the blue.

Trying to gas me up like I’m a big body surban that runs on diesel fuel.

I wanna give him the benefit of the doubt but I can’t trust nothing that spews from his mouth .

I guess that’s what happens when you got that henny in your system and lonely thoughts entwine with your words of wisdom.

Free flow

I’ve never been good communicating or expressing my emotions .

I would rather secretly shed a few tears than pour my heart out to the emotionless,

Pen to pad ,

non therapeutic ass vultures.

Sitting in a cold gray doctors office,

The minute I start to express myself and my feelings their quick to past me a prescription that promises artificial healing.

Skim and skip over the side affects and over look the health warning labels.

Listen up and listen good.

Take this twice a day and be sure to chase it down with water.

It’ll wipe those sad blues you call a depression stage,

away.

What good does an animal tested prescription do?

You’re at a greater risk of being locked up in a psych ward,

Rather than speaking to someone qualified to ease your worried mind.

As I stand on stage dropping lines,

I feel the weight lifted off of my shoulders,

Because I gave it a go and let every emotion I’ve encountered in the past flow.

A Beautiful Mind

The mind is a beautiful thing.

Mentally and physically capable of doing just about anything.

Similar to the heart it can decipher when to let go of bonds that were once strong.

Not to point fingers at anyone but both parties were in the wrong.

He never gave what they had going on a title.

So she thrived off of assumptions and southern feed lies.

The day she started to put the pieces together that’s when tentions started to rise.

Her blood began to boil at the thought of fornicating with a guy who had someone else but only wanted her as a side

The moment she brought this to his attention,

what she figured out.

He denied it without a blink of an eye.

She continued playing his game.

Sneaking and geeking.

With a little soul seeking and hidden cryptic Social media post,

He pulled the plug afraid of being exposed.

The most beautiful thing about the mind is that it can recognize what the heart is blindly trying to deny.