➳a/n:this chapter just makes me squeal. WE ALSO FIND OUT THE TWINS NAMES. i gave them so much thought, and i felt like the two i chose were utterly sweet . enjoy! :) also domestic Bucky is my favorite Bucky.
➳summary: When you experience the most intense night of the summer alongside Bucky, who you nickname Steel Blue, you weren’t expecting to fall pregnant. When a positive pregnancy test meets your eyes a few days before school starts, you know it belongs to the man who you’d never see again. Until you walk into your Romanian Linguistics class and he’s your professor.
➳pairing: Professor!Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader
➳warnings:unprotected sex, unplanned pregnancy, slight age-gap, smut throughout book, angst
➳ dedicated to my beautiful best friend pitifulbaby
As the month continued to pass by, you were now settled into October.Midterms were up, you were slowly preparing for the babies’ arrival in February, Millie was helping you with nursery themes, and somehow Bucky and Nikki became best friends despite being polar opposites of each other.
➳a/n:this chapter just makes me squeal. WE ALSO FIND OUT THE TWINS NAMES. i gave them so much thought, and i felt like the two i chose were utterly sweet . enjoy! :) also domestic Bucky is my favorite Bucky.
➳summary: When you experience the most intense night of the summer alongside Bucky, who you nickname Steel Blue, you weren’t expecting to fall pregnant. When a positive pregnancy test meets your eyes a few days before school starts, you know it belongs to the man who you’d never see again. Until you walk into your Romanian Linguistics class and he’s your professor.
➳pairing: Professor!Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader
➳warnings:unprotected sex, unplanned pregnancy, slight age-gap, smut throughout book, angst
➳ dedicated to my beautiful best friend pitifulbaby
As the month continued to pass by, you were now settled into October.Midterms were up, you were slowly preparing for the babies’ arrival in February, Millie was helping you with nursery themes, and somehow Bucky and Nikki became best friends despite being polar opposites of each other.
➳a/n:this chapter just makes me squeal. WE ALSO FIND OUT THE TWINS NAMES. i gave them so much thought, and i felt like the two i chose were utterly sweet . enjoy! :) also domestic Bucky is my favorite Bucky.
➳summary: When you experience the most intense night of the summer alongside Bucky, who you nickname Steel Blue, you weren’t expecting to fall pregnant. When a positive pregnancy test meets your eyes a few days before school starts, you know it belongs to the man who you’d never see again. Until you walk into your Romanian Linguistics class and he’s your professor.
➳pairing: Professor!Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader
➳warnings:unprotected sex, unplanned pregnancy, slight age-gap, smut throughout book, angst
➳ dedicated to my beautiful best friend pitifulbaby
As the month continued to pass by, you were now settled into October.Midterms were up, you were slowly preparing for the babies’ arrival in February, Millie was helping you with nursery themes, and somehow Bucky and Nikki became best friends despite being polar opposites of each other.
Opting for baggier clothes to at least try and seclude your growing bump, it was getting harder. Students were beginning to stop and stare, Bucky consciously paying attention to the room’s shifting. He would give you gentle gazes and darling smiles to help push you through to the end of each lecture before he’d finally wrap his arms around you when the classroom had emptied.
“Alright, remember! Our midterm is on Wednesday.As long as you answer the questions in the study guide and practice, all of you will be fine. Don’t hesitate to ask any questions, either. I’m here to watch you succeed.”Bucky informed the students as everyone began to pack up their belongings.
Once the room had cleared except for Millie who was checking her phone, she turned her eyes over to you. “Nikki’s waiting for me out front. Have fun house-searching!” She exclaimed. She lowered her head to press a quick kiss to your belly before hitting Bucky on the arm and leaving.
He greeted you with a wide grin, those gorgeous steel-blue eyes casting into yours. “Come here, mama,” He said, walking forward to wrap his hands through yours. You erupted into a quiet giggle as Bucky pulled you close, your bump pressing to his well-defined abdomen. He sighed, reaching his hands forward to wrap around your stomach.
“Not going to lie, I miss being able to hold you close,” He chuckled, making you smile.
“Well,your children are wreaking havoc in the womb right now. I swear one of them is bouncing on my bladder,” You sighed heavily. “And hey! We can still touch… I’m not that big yet.” You growled, earning Bucky to smile, and leaned forward to peck your lips.
“I know, I know… I’m just teasing. Are you ready to go look at these houses? The realtor just texted me.” He questioned.
Your heart flooded with warmth. “I can’t believe this… We’re actually getting our own house together.” You breathed out, gently biting at the skin on your lip. Bucky hugged you as close as he could.
“It’s surreal, I know… But I can’t wait to start this journey with you.” He whispered, kissing your ear. “And just think… Whatever house we do decide on? I’ll get to have sex with you in every single room, just to break it in and really make it ours.”
“Bucky!” You exclaimed, swatting his shoulder. “It only took one night in a hotel to make this happen… Be careful.” You reminded him, eyes narrowed.
Bucky beamed with another laugh before grabbing his keys off the desk and leading you out of the classroom. As you two walked down the halls and hopped on the elevator to take you to the bottom floor, you leaned your head on his shoulder. Life had become so much different since Sharon disappeared.
The last you saw of her, she was being handcuffed and thrown into the back of a cop car while Millie was essentially let off the hook for beating Sharon to a bloody pulp with a baseball bat. Your and Bucky’s relationship only seemed to strengthen and it gave you both ample time to focus on one another plus the idea that you would be parents sooner rather than later.
The car ride to the first house was filled with you and Bucky exchanging words back and forth about what you were both looking for in homes; family homes. When you arrived to the first listing, your eyes widened. It was beautiful.A two story brick home with a fenced in backyard. Flowers dotted the outside area with a well-manicured lawn, bringing you to gasp.
“Wow, this is stunning,”Bucky admitted with a smile, wrapping his hand through yours. The two of you exited the car and were greeted by the realtor, a friendly woman by the name of Denise. She grinned at the two of you, a folder in hand with some of the property’s biggest hits.
“Bucky, Y/N! What a pleasure to see you both,” Denise grinned as she shook both your hands before her eyes settled on your swollen belly. “Wow, I think you’ve grown since I saw you last week!” She exclaimed, bringing you to smile sheepishly.
As she led you inside, your eyes were captivated by the large front entryway. It was decked with cherrywood floors and the space was huge.
“This home is four bedrooms and two baths… It also has a fenced-in swimming pool in the back. Bucky, since you’re a professor, there is also an in-home office for you.” She explained. You could hardly listen, your excitement was bubbling when you walked into the spacious kitchen that looked out into the living room. The bar was set up with a huge chandelier hanging overhead, the countertops were a fine marble. The color scheme was simplistic, but with pops of color being introduced on the cabinet doors. There was a huge pantry with a sliding barndoor that you were obsessed with, Bucky quickly noticing how you gravitated.
Bucky fell in love with the in-home office. He could already see himself settling in and getting classwork done or maybe he visualized you seated on his lap for a round of fun while he sent his stressors away. He could envision house parties here with Steve, Sam, Millie, and Nikki. He saw the potential in the home and already, this was both of your favorites on the list.
The bedrooms were huge, with a grand master easily decided to be your and Bucky’s if you opted for this home. The bathroom seemed even bigger with a tub big enough to fix three. His and hers vanities were colored in a dark grey paint with marble countertops that had flicks of silver.
Another room was seen, this one quickly being envisioned to be the twins’ nursery. You could already see you and Bucky painting the walls different colors and theming it to whatever you had come up with. Tears welled in your eyes as you passed throughout the other areas until you were finally taken onto the balcony that was attached to the master bedroom. Large french doors opened up to a well-manicured backyard with a swimming pool in the very center that was fenced around with a slide attached.
“I can already see myself having coffee out here every morning,” You whispered, hanging onto the railing of the balcony. Bucky smiled, leaning forward to kiss your cheek as he wrapped an arm around you. Denise had left the two of you alone to explore the home for yourselves after she listed the other pros such as the best school in the district wasn’t but two miles away. Recreational activities for the kids were on every corner, along with it being in close proximity to the college for Bucky.
“Doll, I’m already in love with it, and this was only the first house.” Bucky laughed, kissing your neck as he wrapped his arms around your waist. He rested his two large palms on your belly and gave it a subtle stroke, feeling light taps of feet kicking against his hands. “And I think the twins agree.” He added with a gentle, heartfelt smile.
Giggling quietly, you couldn’t believe this was happening.
“Let’s check out the pool then head to the next one?” You suggested, Bucky agreeing. When you made it down to the backyard and you saw how large it was upon stepping out of the two french doors leading toward it, you had to cover your mouth to withhold the threatening gasps. Denise already knew that sound meant you were hooked.
“Should I even show you two the other three homes?” She laughed, bringing you and Bucky to share a look.
“I think it’s a good idea, yeah,” Bucky answered. “Just so we know.Right, Doll?”
“LOOK AT THE SWING! THEY HAVE A BACKYARD SWING!” You exclaimed from somewhere out in the open. Bucky’s eyes lifted when he saw you seated on the wooden swing, kicking your legs back and forth as you giggled like a teenager. Bucky broke out into a wide grin.
When Denise showed you two the other three homes, immediately none of them compared to the one with the pool and in-home office. As the day drew to a close, Denise was already preparing an offer on the first home.
“Decision has been made? The two-story home on Carter Avenue?” She asked for clarification. You and Bucky held each other’s hand, both of you grinning from ear to ear.
“That’s the one,” You smiled, already seeing yourself in the future. You envisioned the pitter-patter of toddler feet racing down the halls while you and Bucky chased in behind them, until they would turn into elementary, then middle, even high school teenagers. It swelled your heart and made your world spin quickly, causing you to leane further into Bucky for support.
“Alright, let’s get an offer together and I’ll send it over to the owners.” She smiled in satisfaction.
As you both left with your hopes lifted that this very house would be yours soon, Bucky and you sat in the car for a few moments of sweet silence. You both looked up at the home, your smile erupting.
“I can’t believe this… We’re actually looking to buy a house together.” You expressed with a bright smile. Bucky laughed, reaching a hand over to wrap it around your thigh.
“I know… I can’t wait to do this with you,” He said, his eyes casting into yours. You slowly turned your head to face him, not helping but to lean over the best you could in order to give him a kiss.
You felt a few more kicks swell in your belly, making you gasp. They were much harder than before and you giggled, hurrying to grab Bucky’s hand. You rested it on your side and his eyes widened as he felt them for himself.
“You guys are excited too, aren’t you?” Bucky asked in a sweet voice.
Soon, the two of you were back at Bucky’s shared home with Steve and Sam. The two had gone out for the night while Millie opted to spend the night at Nikki’s, giving you and Bucky some privacy… And that meant the two of you were sprawled out in bed together, binge-watching a series while Bucky graded last-minute papers.
Once he wrapped up and joined you for cuddles, you licked your lips. “Bucky, what are we going to name them?” You asked.
“I thought they’re being named Razzle and Dazzle Barnes?” He laughed, referencing Millie. You slapped his shoulder playfully, rolling your eyes as you tossed back a chip.
“I’m being serious!” You smiled. “I’m due Febuary 25th, but honestly, twins normally don’t make it to 40 weeks… And even though it seems like we have time - we really don’t. I’d like to start calling them by their name… Even if they don’t understand it yet.” You laughed.
Bucky nodded his head in agreement. “What were you thinking? Twins usually have rhyming names or the same letter.”
You bit down on your lip. “But do we really want to go traditional?”You asked.
Bucky shok his head. “No, these kids are different from others. So, they deserve two different names… How about we compromise. You name one baby, I’ll name the other?” He suggested.
You smiled excitedly. “You name the girl, I’ll name the boy?” You raised your eyebrows.
Bucky wrapped his arm around you. “I was hoping you’d let me name her… Because I already had a name in mind.”
Your eyes widened. “Really? Because I already have a boy’s name in mind…”
Bucky moved to sit up, taking this moment seriously. “You go first.” He ushered.
He helped you to sit up. You swallowed the lump that threatened to form. You had the name picked out since you were younger and you hoped Bucky would appreciate it. The first name was easy, and now that you knew Bucky, you wanted to honor him.
“Lucas Buchanan,” You answered. “And we can call him Luke for short.”
Bucky’s eyes widened. “You… You want to give him my middle name?” He asked, his eyes suddenly blurring. You nodded and that’s when you felt him pull you into his lap, his arms wrapping around you.
“Lucas Buchanan Barnes… I love that,” He laughed, kissing you passionately. You smiled widely, thankful and relieved that he approved.
“Alright! Tell me what you have for a girl,” You grinned excitedly.
Bucky smiled. “I’ve given it a lot of thought.. I have a feeling you’ll certainly be up for it, but I was just thinking of how one person in our lives has helped us so much. After all… I wouldn’t have found out you were pregnant without her telling me…”
Your eyes started to widen.
Bucky inhaled.
“I want to name our daughter after the best…Eliza Millie,”He announced
“Bucky,”You gasped, covering your mouth. It was your turn for tears to well up. He held you closer, his lips pressing against yours as you held his cheeks.
“Luke and Eliza,” You whispered. “I think they’re perfect.”
Bucky grinned. “Just like the woman carrying them,” He winked, making your cheeks heat up.
Before you realized it, the two of you found yourselves tucked away beneath the sheets, your hands roaming across one another freely. You were basking in the glow of Bucky,never having been more thankful for somebody in your life. Everything was beginning to make sense now.
Being forced to marry someone was not something you wanted, but when it turns out that it is to your best friend, who you secretly loved, things weren’t so bad. Unfortunately, good things don’t seem to last and when the worst happens, you refuse to sit around and be miserable. Will you find true love again, or will your life be turned upside down?
It’s finally all posted!! I loved writing this series and I am just so proud of myself for having a complete series! If you read it please let me know your thoughts!!
Things changed since that night where Y/N took control and had us give her what she wanted. It wasn’t a complete 180, but it was definitely there, whenever Bucky allowed her some space to flex her cute little claws and mount me, taking her pleasure however she saw fit.
It was safe to say that Bucky was also enjoying this experience, this opportunity to learn more about himself. I loved seeing him understand what it felt for me to be under his control, and our bond was now deeper than it had already become once we invited Y/N into our relationship.
So it was only a matter of time until we took it a step further. I waited until Bucky approached the subject, as he was obviously the one who had more to overcome to be able to explore this with us.
“So… Sweetheart,” he addressed her one day, clearing his throat, and I perked up at the timidness in his voice, already having an inkling as to what he was going to ask her. “Do you remember that night that you punished me?”
Her eyebrow quirked and she nodded, attention having been raised from the book on her lap to focus on the man between us. It had barely been a month, of course she remembered. I doubted any of us would ever forget.
“Would you… Would you be interested in doing it again?” He sounded so hesitant. It was so unlike the Bucky I was used to seeing, the Bucky he had become after months of coaching him out of his trauma, it made me reach out for his hand so I could rub gentle circles to the back of it.
“You want me to punish you, James?” She asked, abandoning the book on the couch to kneel before him, a sultry look on her face that had me gulping, my cock immediately hardening. I had no doubt Buck was feeling much the same way. “Why? Have you been a bad boy?”
I saw the way he bit on his lower lip as she threw her leg over his lap to settle on it, pulling him by the back of his head to capture his mouth in a deep, wet kiss. They separated with a smack, and before I could remember I was actually there and not just an audience member of what had to be the sexiest porn ever created, she turned to me and pulled me to kiss her too, humming in delight when her tongue penetrated my mouth.
“You boys make me so happy,” she sighed once we parted, and when she opened her eyes to meet ours, there was mischief written all over them. “You want to be good for me so I’ll be good to you?”
My cock couldn’t possibly get any harder than it did at Bucky’s immediate and submissive little nod, the shy smile on his face that he didn’t allow to take over his entire expression.
“Perfect.” I felt anticipation rising inside of me, trying to figure out her next move, but much to my surprise, she climbed down from his lap and threw herself in the space between us, sighing softly. “I have a few things planned for the very near future. You two better be ready for it.”
Y/N’s P.O.V.
Turns out, they weren’t all that ready for it. It’s not like they tried to pounce or me or something - they respected me too much to do something that would force me past my comfort zone when I wasn’t ready for it.
No, what happened was that Bucky and Steve became the whiniest, most anxious babies I had ever come to meet in my entire life. And the worst part about it? They didn’t even come out and say it explicitly. So I just had to deal with two weeks of huffs and crossing and uncrossing of legs, eyes clearly settled heavily on me but that would quickly divert once I turned to check on them with a raised eyebrow.
Turns out, not knowing what I was about to do and when I would do it was almost torturous to them, especially to Bucky. But I figured that much was understandable since he was so used to being the one in control.
It all made me feel even more excited and special about being the one who would help them explore this.
Finally, after what the boys probably considered to be fourteen days too late, my packages arrived and I was ready to assume the role I was eager to explore.
I waited for an afternoon where I knew they wouldn’t come home before I wanted them to be there and set everything up, feeling that instigating mixture of nerves and anticipation that had me giggling to myself.
I did my makeup with the utmost care, paying special attention to how I hydrated my skin before putting on the leather high heel boots I had bought and the long silky robe over my otherwise naked skin.
I was ready to take care of my boys now.
“Sweetheart?” It was Bucky’s voice that sought me out first, when I heard the keys dangling by the door. “You home already?” I remained silent, sat by the same chair I had occupied the night that I made Bucky realize there was a little bit of a submissive in him.
My legs were crossed so just enough skin of my thighs would show. The perfect amount to entice them.
“Darling?” This time, it was Steve’s voice, and it came from much closer. He was the first one to see me, stopping by the door, mouth hanging open at the sight that awaited him.
“What’s wrong?” I heard James speak behind him before I saw his figure approach until he could look over our boyfriend’s shoulder. “Holy fuck.” I wanted to grin at the success of my plan, but I forced the smile to become more of a smirk.
“Come in,” I ordered, enjoying how they rushed to fulfill my demand until they were standing by the foot of the bed. Bucky reached for his shirt almost instinctively, and it took Steve’s slap on his hand to get him to realize that I hadn’t allowed that yet.
“It’s okay,” I granted wanting to see their beautiful bodies completely exposed. “I want you two to undress each other.” They both smirked, turning to stare at one another, hands reaching out for their clothing until Steve looked at me.
“Can I kiss him, miss?” Fuck. I liked that.
“Yes, good boy.” I nodded, knowing how Steve enjoyed being praised. “Kiss him deep, that way I know you can do.” Steve’s eyes were heavy-lidded when his hands came up to cradle Bucky’s face, pulling the other man to meet his lips. The kiss was messy, all tongues and teeth and by the time they parted to breathe, the rest of their clothes laid by their feet, on the floor.
“What now… miss?” Bucky was the one to ask, rushing to correct himself when he realized he could have potentially sounded impertinent. It was hard to stifle a giggle at his nervous behavior. I wasn’t used to see him act that way.
“Now I want you to keep your eyes on me.” I made sure they were doing as I told when my hands wrapped around the straps of the robe and I pulled it undone, leaving it on the floor before I approached my boyfriends. The reverence in their eyes were all of the ego boost I needed to keep going, seeing them look at me like that, almost as if they had forgotten how to speak.
“Get on you hands and knees on the bed.” Bucky frowned but Steve did as I said without any hesitation, softly pulling the other supersoldier to follow. They assumed the position I wanted, side by side, and I could see James was trembling in an effort to hold back from looking over his shoulder, figuring out what I was going to do.
There was a lot I wanted to do, so much I wanted to explore. But before I could do that, I needed to be sure of something. So I climbed up on the bed in front of them, holding each of their jaws.
“Do you boys trust me?” This time, there was no hesitation from any of them.
“Yes,” Steve nodded.
“Blindly,” Bucky confirmed it, and for that, they both got a quick peck on the lips, just enough to leave them wanting more. Then I resumed my position behind them, taking in the sight of their asses and licking my lips at it.
Now, the fun part began. Grabbing the lube I’d strategically positioned close to me earlier, I made sure to pour a significant amount on both of them before I started to tease them, one hand on each boy, massaging their ass.
“Is this what the two of you wanted? Me to take care of your needs?” Steve easily moaned a ‘yes’, but Bucky held back, hands fisting the sheets before him when my hand slipped down to circle his puckered hole.
“You have to be a good boy, remember? Otherwise, you’ll only get to watch while I fuck your boyfriend.” A sharp inhale let me know I was in the right direction, and he struggled to control his hips when I let my finger slip in past the first knuckle.
“Yes, miss.” Grinning, I leaned down to kiss his cheek while I buried a finger in Steve’s ass too. I knew this was hard for him, so I was prepared to reward every little victory along the way.
“Good boy.” He whined loudly when I managed to fit another one in each of them, keeping my movements the same and watching for the difference in their reactions. While Steve was open about his pleasure, moans and whimpers spilling freely from his delicious lips, Bucky struggled to reel in his sounds, body trembling as his muscles tensed up under my ministrations.
“You know you can give into the pleasure, don’t you, James?” I licked my lips when I noticed how intensely he was listening to me, trying to grasp onto every little bit of my authority while not letting it affect him too deeply.
It wasn’t working.
“Look at Steve,” I commanded, and when he didn’t, I thrusted my fingers inside of him more harshly. “Look at him.” I waited until his head turned to the side, his face pressed into the pillow so he could meet our boyfriend’s beautiful blue eyes. They looked blissfully out of it, and it made me wetter than anything else to know I was able to affect them like this.
“Don’t you want to feel that way?” I asked, licking my lips at the sight of Bucky reaching for Steve’s hand to press a kiss against the back of it. They kept them tightly joined on the mattress and it got to me in a way I never though a loving gesture ever could.
“Don’t you want to let go and let me take care of you?” At long last, I saw him nod. It was a small nod, almost hesitant, and he kept his eyes on Steve the entire time, as if drawing courage from the other supersoldier to go through with this, but when I felt his body melt against the bed, releasing all of its tension, I knew he had succumbed to the pleasure I could give him.
“Oh, fuck, James…” I praised, looking from him to Steve and back to him again. “You take my finger so well. And you, honey…” I turned to Steve, who looked over his shoulder at me with a smile on his face. “You’re so perfect for me. My perfect boys. You make me so happy.”
I felt them coming even before Bucky’s broken cry resonated through the room, his free hand curled into a fist that he used to hit the mattress, trying to control his reactions but still losing the fight as he thrusted back against my fingers and gave into bliss.
Biting my lip to contain my grin, I slowed my thrusts until I could slip my fingers from them, and then climbed on the bed to gather the two much larger men in my arms as best as I could.
“I love you both so much,” I whispered, pressing kisses to their foreheads while my fingers danced over the soft skin of their backs. “Thank you for trusting me enough to do this.”
I waited until their breathing got deeper again, denouncing their recovery, to tease, “I didn’t think you’d be able to hold back. I’m so proud of you.” Steve chuckled, face pressed to my other thigh, while Bucky slowly blinked back into his usual demeanor.
“It was harder to relax than I thought it would be…” He admitted, drawing random patterns on the inside of my thigh. “But you did a fantastic job, doll. The prettiest dom there ever was.”
I giggled at his words, shaking my head at how he kept flirting with me even now that he had me. “I just did what I love when you do to me…” I admitted, playing with Steve’s strands while I looked deep into Bucky’s eyes. “Now, let’s clean you boys up… and the bed!” I cringed, realizing the mess we’d made.
The days that followed that first night (and morning) were blissful days. I’d grown accustomed to walking in to find Bucky and her tangled with one another, his fingers buried in her hair as he kissed her until she was out of breath, and he found me in the exact same position just as many times.
In short, we couldn’t stop kissing or making out with her. Which is why it was only a matter of time until the rest of the team found out. We couldn’t just stay all three of us in our designated floor of the Stark tower, after all.
“There you guys are!” Tony excitedly greeted us as Bucky and I made our way to the common living area that had been reorganized to welcome a few selected guests into one of our biweekly impromptu parties - or as impromptu a party can be when Tony is involved and it happens that regularly. “I feel like I haven’t seen you all week.”
We exchanged a few glances, trying to decide how to play this out because it was the absolute truth. Whereas usually we’d have all of our big meals with the rest of the group, we hadn’t even left the apartment ever since that night Y/N joined us for dinner.
“Yes… We’ve been… celebrating our anniversary,” Bucky managed to remember, much to Tony’s delight.
“Oh, yeah! That’s right! Congratulations, I’ll have to go find a gift for you both sometime…’’ I tuned out his usual loud chatter in favor of looking around the room in search of the best anniversary gift we had ever gotten - our girl. But as my eyes darted from one side to the other, it quickly became clear that she still hadn’t arrived.
It was weird how deflated it made me feel, especially considering just how much time we’d spent with her until she excused herself to go back to her own floor and get ready for the party.
Still, I knew I wasn’t the only one who felt her absence. Bucky abruptly stopped talking to Tony as she made her way into the living room, wearing a long blue dress that managed to be classy and sexy at the same time.
“Excuse us, won’t you?” I asked, immediately so hypnotized with her beauty and allure that I didn’t stop to think as my feet took me in her direction, until I was close enough to pull her by the waist and kiss her lips.
The second we parted, I knew I’d done something wrong - if not because of the way she looked at me, with wide eyes and mouth slightly open, at least due to the fact that not a single sound could be heard across the room.
Thankfully, my husband knew exactly what to do. I heard his warm chuckle behind me, signaling his approach before I felt his hand clasping my shoulder. “So much for keeping it on the down low, punk.”
Y/N’s P.O.V.
And so Bucky saunters over and leans down to press a kiss to my lips too, making it clear that there wasn’t anything wrong in his marriage to Steve, just something different: me.
We’d talked about this before, how it would be best not to tell everyone until we were certain about what this would become, but the boys had been almost too sure about me and my place in their relationship for me to believe that they would be able to keep it in. It was sweet and heartwarming, but it also made me anxious like nothing else.
Shivers went down my spine as I felt a thousand eyes settle on my back. Even with Steve’s protective hand keeping me close to him, I didn’t feel as comfortable as when it was just the three of us together.
Maybe if it was only the team that was gathered… but with the not-so-few guests Tony always assembled, I knew there were many women present that desired the men who so distractedly seemed to hover around me, keeping me safe, keeping me busy. I barely had the time to worry about those envious stares, even if I managed to acknowledge them, because my team - my family - was too interested in this new development, too excited to understand what had happened.
I let the boys do the talking. I wasn’t too comfortable with our relationship from an external point of view yet, and even though I had tried to make that clear, I think they only really realized it that night, when my usual animated and chatty personality was nowhere to be found.
“Is there something wrong?” Bucky finally asked when we retreated to their floor for the night, but not without many whistles and commentary from people that really didn’t help with how I was feeling.
I didn’t want to talk about it. Not yet, anyway - but this was the hard part. If I was dating anyone else, I’d come home and talk to Bucky and Steve about this. How could I do that when they were the people I needed to talk about?
I had to give it a try, though. At least because of the way Steve looked at me, with those puppy dog eyes that made it seem like he’d been hit, warning me that he would keep blaming himself for my mood for the rest of the evening - and probably even later, until I did the thing I was dreading.
“I just wasn’t ready to let everyone know about us yet,” I admitted, hugging myself as I waited for their reactions. I knew them well enough to know that at first, they wouldn’t understand me - too scared of what I meant, too scared that this was me, not fully in on the idea of being theirs.
“Why not?” Bucky questioned, eyebrows furrowed and eyes sparkling with hurt. It made me sigh, because that vision, that doubt, killed me too - so I knew what they were feeling. “We’ve been wanting you for so long… It’s only natural that we’ll want to show the world how happy you’ve made us.”
“And I believe that, but no one else gets this.” I motioned to the three of us. “No one else knows how this came to be and no one knows about the love that already existed between us before that evening. So can you imagine what they’ll think of me?”
That was the line I didn’t want to use because I knew it would get to them. Steve was quick to close the gap between us, hand softly cradling the side of my face so I’d look him in the eye. “I’m sorry, darling.” I knew he truly was. “We didn’t think…”
“Yeah,” Bucky breathed out, approaching the two of us. I could see the guilt in his eyes, and so I reached out to him, holding one of his hands with mine while the other was wrapped around Steve’s wrist. “I- Shit, I’m so sorry, doll.”
I rubbed my thumb over the back of his hand, trying to reassure him that I wasn’t mad, just nervous about the situation. “I know… I need you both to understand that I love you, and I am so happy to be with you two. But not everyone will see this for what it truly is, and I will have to face a lot of shit over it.”
It was the first time I said it in this context, after we’ve been together sexually and elevated our relationship into a romantic one, and I could see that they understood it for what it is. Bucky’s eyes softened while Steve’s widened, his own thumb now rubbing over my cheekbone, much like I was doing to his husband’s hand.
“We love you too,” he reassured me, making me smile as I rose up on my tiptoes to give him a quick peck. When I returned to my usual height, it was Bucky’s turn - he pulled me by my hold on his hand, turning me to him as he captured my lips on a passionate kiss.
“Yes, we do.” His smile melted me from the inside, so it was a good thing that Steve’s firm body slotted itself against my back, his firm hands grabbing my hips. Stuck between the two of them, I couldn’t help but think to myself that whatever hate would come my way- this made it all worth it. This, right here, being with my two favorite people in the entire world, getting to love them and make them happy, would always be more than enough.
My panties became wet when Steve reached over and pulled Bucky for a kiss, effectively trapping me between the two of them as they made out with me standing right there. “Excuse me?” I jokingly scoffed, prompting the two men to chuckle.
Bucky’s P.O.V.
She was so much smaller than either of us - well, most people were, but most people weren’t as adorable and arousing as she was, with her tiny frame looking up at us with a pout on her perfect lips.
I rubbed my thumb on it, pulling her bottom lip down before leaning over her and kissing her once more. Steve’s hand ran down my hair, caressing my nape before dipping under my shirt, making me shiver.
The combination of both of their touches was everything I never thought I needed in life until I finally managed to have it. “Let us make it up to you, pretty girl.” He kissed her shoulder, nose rubbing over her throat so he could deposit another kiss on the back of her ear, and my mouth fell open to allow me to breathe. I don’t think I’d ever get used to how fucking hot it made me to see Steve take care of her. “Let us remind you why this is all that matters, this, right here - the three of us.”
She came easily when we guided her back to our room, a small smile on her face at how gentle the situation felt. We all knew it - love was in the air, the desire to cherish and reassure, and I couldn’t wait to get started on that.
But much to our surprise, instead of falling on the king size bed, she actually threw herself on the small sofa in front of it, mostly chosen as a piece of decoration that we usually ignored (unless there was a pile of laundry on top of it).
“Baby girl?” I questioned, amused at her obviously bratty behavior, but she chose to ignore me, instead reaching for the hem of her dress and pulling it over her head. Once the fabric was on the floor, she turned her attention to her undergarments, also making quick work of that before sitting back on the sofa and putting her feet up on it, her pussy displayed for Steve and I to take in.
“I can’t very well reward the sort of behavior you two enacted tonight.” Her tone was teasing, it was clear that this was just a way to let off some steam for her, but it made my cock hard like nothing else. “So you’ll just have to sit and watch.”
Steve was already on the edge of the mattress, eyes fixated on the spot between her thighs as her hand slowly traveled down to touch her clit. I let myself fall by his side, mouth suddenly dry at the show we were witnessing, the way her digits dipped inside her hole only to go back up and rub her little nub, until the most beautiful, symphonic moans were falling from her lips.
God, she was beautiful. I craved to be the reason for her sounds of pleasure. It made me impatient and irritated, so I knew it was only a matter of time until…
“Are you sure this is what you want to do, sweetheart?” I warned, one eyebrow raised although my gaze kept locked on her sopping wet hole. “You should know better than to taunt us…”
But stubborn as she was, instead of scrambling to make this right, all she did was make it even worse for her, as she started giggling like what I had said was the funniest thing in the world.
“Maybe this way you’ll learn how to properly touch me.” Both Steve and I sucked in a breath, not quite believing the path she had chosen to tease us. My arousal was taking control of me so quickly, my chest heaved with the effort to breath.
By my side, I knew Steve was feeling much the same way. The way his fingers gripped my thigh, how he leaned closer to her like he was about to leap in her direction showed as much.
“I swear to God, if you don’t give us that pussy right about now…” He growled, making me groan as I rubbed my crotch at the sound of his dominant tone. It wasn’t always that it came out, but now that we had her it was becoming more and more common each day, and it made my cock throb.
“Beg me for it,” came the demand from the other side of the room, her little chin held high as she kept fingering herself with that defiant look in her eyes.
“Excuse me?” I gasped, almost truly offended at her order, but I was quickly going to learn that tonight, she was the one in charge.
“You heard me,” she insisted, eyes dark as I had never seen them before. “Otherwise I’ll lock myself in my room for the rest of the night and cum on my fingers over and over again.”
The way she tilted her head before giving her final threat was almost patronizing. “Do you want to watch me or do you want to fuck me?”
Steve and I exchanged a quick look and I licked my bottom lip, throat feeling dry at the prospect of not getting to bury my cock deep inside of her.
“Please, let us fuck you.” Unsurprisingly, he was the first one to break. I was half expecting him to get on his knees and crawl to her when she beckoned him with a single finger, and he did just that.
Y/N’s P.O.V.
The second Steve found his way between my thighs, I leaned down to connect our lips in a kiss that lingered way past my lung capacity. I was desperate for him, but also desperate to put on a show for the supersoldier who hadn’t cracked just yet.
“Since you’re being such a good boy,” I whispered, breaking apart to run my fingers through his hair. “I’ll let you get me off.” I nodded to Steve, who grinned as my fingers got lost in his strands. Never one to procrastinate, he immediately got to work, eliciting a loud moan from me as his tongue licked me from hole to clit.
“And you,” I managed to turn my attention back to Bucky despite the moans interrupting my speech. “You will sit there and watch, since you can’t give me what I need.”
I knew we were crossing a line previously unseen in the relationship, as I assumed this more authoritative behavior. Bucky was obviously the one usually in control, and although Steve had been more than glad to be just as dominant with me, he loved submitting to his partner, and I could see that he had as much of a fun time doing it with me.
Getting to experiment with this and seeing it work on at least one of them changed everything to us from here forward - Bucky knew he could either use me as a tool to torture Steve or just… well, use me. The only other possibility was for him to learn something new about himself too, and give into his own submissive needs should they actually be a part of his kinky personality.
This is what I was offering him. A way to explore more, a means to learn more about him and his body in the context of our relationship. I knew he understood all of this, but I also knew it was hard. This wasn’t what he was used to do, and as fun and adventurous as his sex life obviously was, a little bit of courage is always needed to try out new things, especially something he clearly didn’t think himself capable of up until now.
Steve’s moans against my cunt were my anchor to reality as my thoughts escaped to far more reasonable areas than I should be able to focus on, with him making a mess of me between my legs. His slurping sounds were loud and clearly for Bucky’s benefit, so I wasn’t surprised when after a few minutes he raised his gaze to me and commented, “God, how do you taste so sweet?”
I bit down a laugh, my own hands roaming around my body and settling on my breasts, feeling their weight as I played with my nipples. I cried out in ecstasy as his fingers made their way into me, immediately locating my sweet spot so he could rub it to bring me more pleasure.
“Hmmm… I like to hear you moan, sweetheart,” he teased, smirking against my open cunt. “I bet I can make you even louder.” His fingers started leaving and returning to press inside of me at an ungodly speed. All that left my lips by then were closer to screams than moans.
Steve kept my thighs spread when they began to shake, announcing the arrival of my orgasm. His licking just became more energetic, his eyes focused on mine as he hungrily waited for me to cum on his tongue, and when I did, he hummed in delight, genuinely enchanted by my taste.
It made my pussy flutter to see just how badly the two of them loved to eat me out. Steve didn’t even part from me as he waited for me to relax, just traded the forceful, enthusiastic flicks of his tongue for lazy strokes, and when I got back from my high and realized it, it made me shiver.
“Fuck, baby, you take such great care of me,” I praised, caressing his scalp with my nails as his eyes lit up at the recognition. “Too bad Buck’s pride is more important to him than my satisfaction, huh?” Steve snickered against my thigh, catching onto my intentions as I forced myself to keep looking at the man between my legs, instead of watching Bucky’s reaction.
“How many times do you think you can make me cum before he breaks?” I leaned closer to Steve to almost whisper the question, even though I knew Bucky could hear it perfectly. The smirk in Steve’s face warned me I was in for a wild ride.
“Tell me when it becomes too much, okay?” Was his answer as he wrapped his arms under my knees and pulled me to the edge of the seat, burying his face in my pussy. Screaming, my legs found a resting place on his shoulder, and words became much too difficult to think about as Steve sucked and licked me to another blinding orgasm.
“God, remember when we thought she was just an innocent little thing, baby?” I heard him ask the man watching us from the bed when he pulled away to breathe, but left his fingers buried inside of me to the knuckle, scissoring me open, rubbing that spot inside of me. “Now she’s just our sweet little fuck toy, isn’t she? Too bad she won’t let you play with us.”
Fuck, Steve really was bringing in the big guns. I had no doubt there would eventually be hell to pay for Steve’s and I’s indiscretions tonight, but for the moment, I was too lost in the twisted pleasure he was bringing me to even care.
“How does it feel to know you’re not the one tasting the sweetest pussy in the world?” My eyes widened when a whine left Bucky’s lips and he fell on his knees before us, quickly crawling in our direction.
“Okay, okay! Please, let me taste you, doll! I need to taste you. Fuck, I’ll die if I don’t have my tongue inside your cunt right fucking now.” All I could do was nod, speechless as Steve snickered and scooted over to let Bucky take his place between my legs, and then it was Bucky’s hands gripping my ass, rubbing the lower half of my body against his face as he devoured me.
“Oh, fuck, honey! Yes!” I screamed, gripping his locks to bury him even deeper inside of me. “God, you eat me out so well.” I saw Steve grin from behind Bucky’s shoulders, a nod of encouragement as he understood how important praise was when he fell into a submissive state of mind - especially to someone who wasn’t used to it, like Bucky.
“You’re so great at this, James,” I whined, starting to ride his face as I felt him grin against my pussy, his face completely slathered in my juices. “Fuck, I love you.” His groan in response was what threw me over the edge. My thighs trembled as Bucky kept on lapping me until I had to pry him away from my lower lips myself.
“That’s enough, baby,” I deposited a quick kiss on his lips, smiling at his sweet expression. He looked much younger as he gazed up at me with that innocent glint in his eyes, his need to please me visible and overwhelming.
I tugged Steve closed so I could kiss him too, holding each of their faces in my hands as I rubbed my thumb over their cheeks. I remember how it was without them - how lost I felt when I didn’t have their kisses and love. I didn’t want to go back to that, ever again.
“Let’s clean you boys up,” I grinned, getting up from the chair in wobbly legs from the incredible number of orgasms they had pulled from me. I heard Bucky chuckling before he got back on his feet and scooped me up in his arms, and I reached around him to grab Steve’s hand so he’d follow us into the bathroom.
“It’s my turn to take care of you,” I pouted, but all I got was a peck on my lips as Steve shook his head behind us.
“Not that into subspace, darling,” he assured me, but before I could deflate, he explained, “but you were great, pretty girl. Can’t wait to see what else you have in store for us, huh, honey?” Steve asked the man who carried me, who stopped to give him a kiss.
“He’s right, baby girl. Didn’t know you had all of that in you.” His tone was firm again and in his eyes, I could see that dangerous glint that warned me of future punishment in my horizon.
At the same time, his pride was obvious - in Steve too, actually. They were happy that I had opened myself to explore my sexuality with them, and I was extremely comfortable to do so.
“To be quite honest,” I admitted, hugging Bucky so I could look Steve directly in the eyes as I spoke. “I didn’t think I had it in me either!” Their chuckles were the soundtrack of our shared bath, as I suspected it’d be the case for the rest of our lives.
