#chaos aesthetic
isnt it fuckin crazy how u can go from feeling something to nothing in 5 seconds
I wish there was a place you could go and safely have a full on temper tantrum…like throw things and break glass and punch walls….that’d be awesome.
I luv smoking weed™
my asks are always open. don’t be shy, babe.
send me asks baby, I don’t bite.
..Much
That’s what I like to hear
Drowning in my sea of melancholy, your montage of chaos
The calm before a storm; the love before a loss
Hear me out though what would happen if you mixed chaoscore and dark academia???
I don’t know what it would be but I want it
Things I have done that suit this aesthetic:
- brought a stray cat into the college art room to keep her warm from the rain, tried teaching her what a color wheel was (failed)
- gone to an abandoned park at 3am to get drunk and read poetry as loud as possible from the top of the playground slides (chaised by police, sad face)
- Fell asleep on the library staircase while baked and reading about religious histories because I was banned from checking out any more books for the month :(
- made sugar cookies for my professor’s 60th birthday and wrote, “plz let sleep, no more test” on his. (Was told not to try and bribe the professors again)
- Took my final exam while sitting on top of the desk, soaking wet, because I’d just danced in the rain. (Aced it)
- was given the option to take my government final at home, snuck into the empty classroom to take it there instead (I Do Not Know Why, Was High. Aced It, But The Prof Found Me)
- would regularly sneak into classes I was not enrolled in Just To Learn Stuff (just tell the professors you’re a scribe lol)
- Got a high-five from the campus police for dancing in the water fountain while verbally quizzing my classmate for his exams (scolded by janitor tho :/ )
- Found random first years and gave them my old textbooks with key notes and detailed study guides then left
- snuck past the receptionist just to ask one of the history professors the name of a specific historical figure. I didn’t need the information it just bothered me that I had drawn a blank on it. I wasn’t in any of her classes. We ended up talking about history over coffee for nearly an hour.
- left a note on my psychology classroom door telling students to meet in the grass outside of the north wing. The teacher showed up and didn’t have the heart to tell everyone to go inside so we had class on the lawn. They never found out it was me.
- Started a gambling study group that would meet in the East elevator for two hours every other day. People would bet money on the answers to a study question and whoever got it right got all the money.
- fell asleep drunkenly at a medieval-themed bar dressed like an elvish demon while reading Plato. Woke up to drunken scribbles on the pages, still not sure what they’re supposed to say.
Hear me out though what would happen if you mixed chaoscore and dark academia???
I don’t know what it would be but I want it
