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Working on:
+ Lesson plans for school, self-studying methods
+ Planning and some pre-cleaning for The Big Purge (getting rid of a bunch of stuff in April and May)
+ Deleting bad old habits (excessive procrastination and the feelings associated, over-eating, screen time before bed)
Listening to:
+ Chaos Chaos (formerly Smoosh) - very danceable but also makes me want to make songs! I think I want a keyboard.
Watching:
+ ASMR videos to release anxiety
Trying to:
+ rise above my emotions in order to focus on the task at hand
+ forgive myself but still make and effort at being better
Feeling:
+ anxious but excited to be better
+ caffeinated. that’s why i’m here
For 2018, my theme is to Break Free! aka:
F R E E E E E E E E E E E E D O O O O O M : Unshackle and Shed
I want to:
♦replace eating as my anxiety coping mechanism (paint, knit, crochet, Minecraft lol)
♦ speak my mind in a kind but free manner
♦ free my belongings, free my room of unnecessary belongings, also as a way to psychologically break free from the weight of the past
♦ 50% fluency in French, to unshackle a bit my geographical limits when it comes to work opportunities, in case we really do move to France :o
♦ Dance and stretch more, move more freely and lightly
♦ Get legal: Emmy and I are going to start planning our civil marriage soon. Now I know, the typical assumption towards marriage is that it’s the opposite of unshackling and freedom, but in our case, it allows us to move freely around the world, to stay here and visit anywhere with less problems. A lot of the other goals I have this year are centered around getting my brain ready. I feel very much like a child a lot of the time, and it doesn’t help that I have so much junk from the past lying around, that I don’t need. And it doesn’t help when I feel physically, socially weak. When we do the thing, I want to feel ready and willing and not like we HAVE to do it because the system is forcing us to it.
♦ Have an organized, free-flowing, easy to use, not frivolous system of note-taking. I want to easily access my own thoughts, plans, etc. to build continuity within myself. I fail to make long term change when I solely rely on my upfront memory!
That’s it, really. (I say that, but that’s a lot already!)
At the end of the year, I just want to feel like I can try things and make things freely, without the typical things that hold me back crossing my mind (Oh, I wouldn’t finish it, I don’t have the energy, I’d feel bad after, I’m too anxious to do that, I can’t leave my room, I need to sort stuff out etc) I just want to feel the flow of creativity freely be conducted in all of the ease of my being. I want to sleep well and feel like I can do things! Let’s do this!! 2018!!!
Takis > hot fries
pollen is a kind of evil spirit
it afflicts me with a deadly miasma
wallpapers
→ design love fest
→ dress up your tech
→ lovely indeed
→ breanna rose
→ the sweet escapescreensavers/extensions
→momentum - a chrome extension that is a favourite among studyblrs
→fliqlo - a clock screensaver and another studyblr favourite
→lanes - a popular alternative to momentum
→currently - another extension but this one tells the time and the weather!apps
→forest - a great app to help you focus. available on almost all platforms
→evernote - a convenient app to keep all of your notes in one place
→tomato timer - a very simple website that uses the pomodoro technique of productivity. you can find pomodoro apps all over
→my study life - a one-stop shop for everything to do with your academic life: from a calendar for your classes/breaks to reminders for assignments or exams - made with flexibility and the student in mind.
→swipes - a simple to-do list app that lets you swipe a task once it’s finished or postpone it; keeps your to-do list organized by time so things that you can’t do right now aren’t staring you in the face.
→ flux - for late night studying; it adjusts screen colour so that it doesn’t strain your eyes or keep you awake
→coffitivity - coffeeshop sounds to relax or stay productiveextras
→clean out your inbox - a tedious but rewarding task. there is nothing better than a clean inbox. take buzzfeed’s five-day inbox cleanse
→use a calendar app - as much as we love physical paper planners (and we do) nothing compares to being able to check or change your calendar at a moment’s notice. utilize your phone’s built-in calendar app. the sunrise calendar app is another great one
→back up your computer - this is especially important if everything you need is on your computer. invest in a good external hard drive (at least 1TB) and back up all of your files every 1-2 weeks
→uninstall apps - if you don’t frequently use an app, it’s time to let it go. it’s takes up precious phone/tablet/computer space. you can always reinstall it if you feel like you need it again!
→back up documents - never lose a document again! back up all your documents on a usb drive, or upload your documents to your google docs
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The best thing about Wildhorn musicals is that you can just take the songs and make up your own plot to go with them SO after listening to the Scarlet Pimpernel again– I’ve decided that Chauvelin is Marguerite’s secret alter ego, in the same way the Pimpernel is Percy’s!
The story is secretly an enemies-to-lovers romance between The Scarlet Percy/Pimpernel and Marguerite/Chauvelin where they gradually realize the other Has A Point™! It’s like a batman and catwoman dynamic
you ever just…. fall into a burning ring of fire? and go down, down, down as the flames get higher? and like it burns burns burns etc. the ring of fire lol
I’m super curious, do yall play or used to play any sports???
#Currently ️#stylingthing #leader #King #menswear #mensfashion #streetfashion #streetwear #wardrobelife #style #fashion #scruffyhomo #SlimSavage #blackgaymen #blackboyjoy #skinnymonster #artist #beardedmen #StylishMen #intoblackguys #Alphamen #BeardGang #Tatted #GayBoy #GayboyProblems #TallGuys (at Central Harlem)
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It’s A Girl! Meet Dream Kardashian
Blac Chyna and Rob Kardashian welcomed their newest addition to the family, and we can’t stop gushing over her! Dream Renée Kardashian was born on November 10th, and is currently rocking the media with her cuteness. Reality stars Rob and Chyna have given the world a glimpse of their precious daughter through their social media pages and we can’t get enough!
I love not having a first period. Like, I just sit here, eating fruit loops, listening to My Chemical Romance while I watch other people suffer through class
Mood af
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#mood #moodaf #af #current #currently #status #currentmood #currentsituation #fuck #fuckoff #attitude #swag #rude #swagger #sass #sassy #me #socks #tuesday #grumpy #grumpycat #lol #funny #lolz #xoxo #toronto #416 #yyz #the6ix
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i love discovering shit.
