#elks trash

LIVE

ok. kissing is literally nasty to even think about unless it’s him

#touching mouths #head in hands his lips are so soft holy shit man #elks trash #eleks impending doom au #like lmao #he smells so good #im in shambles #im in love #raving on main i am so sorry 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Sun, 17 Apr 2022 16:28:27

i wantn to paint but i’m wearing white pants so i should change but htat would requiee changing and i JUST

#but its now or never #what is the purpose of white pants #seriously #stupid invention #why did i buy them #elks trash #white pants 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Sun, 17 Apr 2022 16:13:31

idk man

#elks trash #wrote half a song i guess #and journaled a bunch #nd read #oh well #got to walk with car door which was nice #i love nell sm #their music is what i was put on this earth to consume #songs with guitar feedback intentionally elongated 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Sat, 16 Apr 2022 20:21:06

thinks about how fucked up the educational system is

#children should not express their emotions #children should not explore ideas or concepts #elks trash 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Sat, 16 Apr 2022 15:02:50

what do you mean i can’t paste screenshots into tumblr posts anymore

what the hell man

#quitting this website #elks trash #edit i figured it out its the new post editor 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Sat, 16 Apr 2022 12:40:45

what if i keep writing songs till the day i die but never actually record them because i never feel like they’re good enough i have thirty songs just floating around in my head just from this year FUCK i know i don’t have lyrical talent but i just want to write music and play it FUCK you

#fuck you lack of productive drive #elks trash #crys on flore #cutely so that crush notises 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Thu, 14 Apr 2022 20:59:53

love losing my appetite in the middle of eating

#elks trash #nausea tw #this sucks #why has it been so bad lately #i think i need to curl up on my floor and process #is this mental illness #or am i going to die in 8-12 months #food tw 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Thu, 14 Apr 2022 19:21:24

violet evergarden hurts

#everything hurts #elks trash #welcome to me complaining on main again 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Thu, 14 Apr 2022 17:22:15

moonlight by agust d is such a fucking personal and incredible song i’m never going to get over his music

#elks trash #agust d #even the chorus #its just #it makes me want to cry #not in a bad way usually #feel like tralalalalalalalalalahaha #i should have posted this on my sideblog lmao 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Wed, 13 Apr 2022 21:02:46

being alive sucks but there are nice things

#nice things #like deep talks in coffee shops #music recs from friends #night drives #crying on the bus #goldfish crackers #wearing glasses #morning walks #the sky #having a favourite colour #laughter #eye contact #that high u get from creative inspiration #all the stupid ways human beings have learned to make music #blank paper #the fact that nobody is the same #the fact that we are all the same in some way #shoulders #sharpies #whipped cream #language #fidget spinners #elks trash 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Wed, 13 Apr 2022 19:14:01

aaaand suddenly i want to work on my mark lee fic again

#after abandoning it for #four months #but what if i didnt #just saying #maybe ill write it and never post it #actually i sort of like that idea #ive been needing something to work on anyways #this might be good #im gonna go lie on my floor tho i feel unwell #elks trash 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Sat, 07 May 2022 09:32:10

i have never in the 16 years of my life witnessed such incredibly dry dialogue and painful delivery. oh my gosh. this is hysterical.

#i get that its supposed to be awkward #but theres a line between awkward and just #absolutely no chemistry #elks trash #twilight #edward gaslighting bella pleaaase #this is sad 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Fri, 06 May 2022 18:20:19

here’s the plan since existence is agony i am going to curl up in bed and watch twilight and laugh at it

#elks trash 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Fri, 06 May 2022 17:51:30

will never play a gacha game again

#genshin u were the last #goodbye forever #elks trash #finally deletes enstars #my time my storage my decision #and i choose boredom #from boredom sprouts all creativity 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Fri, 06 May 2022 16:59:57

BUT IT IS LIKE HAVING A BEST FRIEND BUT ROMANTIC OHHHH MY MIND IS FINALLY CATCHING UP

#his hair is so fucking soft #fuuuuck #i love this boy so much #its so fucking #lbebahel #how do i explain this #and right now i am noticing #but for him to be elsewhere #literally a fucking best friend that i want to kiss #my heart would shatter #this is so scary i hate this #words do not do this justice at all #i cant quite understand it #this is so #bruuuuhhhhhh #ohhhhh dude #so this is why people want relationships #but i dont want relationships i want him #elks trash #eleks impending doom au 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Fri, 06 May 2022 16:41:28

luke kinda fine tho

#sean bean playing zeus is somehow hilarious #watching mediocre movies makes me wanna start writing again #elks trash 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Thu, 05 May 2022 09:23:24

percy jackson is not doing it for me

#elks trash #i bet the books are better #the adhd thinh girl what #i could write better #the haircut i cant 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Thu, 05 May 2022 09:02:31

this user avoids stepping on innocent worms

#elks trash #i used to count them as i walked to school #several hundred worms that i just #counted 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Wed, 04 May 2022 09:49:25

oh fuck off let me cry

#for the record #crying is proven to be good for you #even for your skin #i think #elks trash 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Tue, 03 May 2022 14:37:20

i really just left school early to rant on tumblr oh boy i’m evolving backwards

#its not funny but its really funny lmao #elks trash #pls someone make fun of me i hate doing things alone #especially being alone #that sucks when youre alone #geti t #because youre alre #because 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Tue, 03 May 2022 12:46:24

it was nice

#to imagine #elks trash #who was she lmao #someone should have knocked some sense into me #fuck man this is no less vague than my song lyrics 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Tue, 03 May 2022 12:42:36

the fuckin “it’ll be better tomorrow” and then it never is

#my no bitches toe licker piss head of a mood #this week has just not been it lmfao #elks trash #im so tired #peter pan is dead 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Tue, 03 May 2022 12:34:12

he’s better than me at clash royale

#where did i find him #elks trash #eleks impending doom au 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Tue, 10 May 2022 20:24:17

gonna become addicted to creative inspiration like this

#elks trash #shaking #i feel not real rn #i am this story rn #please i just want time to write is that too much to askkkk #the desire to not be here #evaporate 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Tue, 10 May 2022 11:17:11

how fucked up is that. how fucked up is it that my closest relatives don’t dare interpret art in fear of interpreting it wrong. fuck every english class they ever took, no one taught these people that art is ineffective without the use of your own imagination?

#elks trash #but still #people dont #look for their own meaning in shit #ill find someone who will 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Mon, 09 May 2022 18:39:12

all my favourite things start with r

#elks trash #idek if neurons are firing anymore #eleks impending doom au 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Sun, 08 May 2022 20:44:17

head in hands i want to do it all but im so tired all the time and cant initiate anything from motivation alone

#elks trash #vent tw #but no #and all the shit i want to do research for #and like #and i could be doing more but i cant get my brain to work #sometimes i just wanna sit there and listen to day6 or sum #but of course i cant do nothing #everyhting is too much or too little #jdfnadkng #which might be unhealthy idk #but i dont feel that pressure with him #i love him #im gonna shut up now 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Sun, 08 May 2022 20:29:13

slams fist on table give me all of it i want to do it all

#is a scam #i want all of it #ill quit music damnit #thats a lie id rather do music than anything #but still #what do i do #maybe i should do cooking instead #maybe i should research cooking recipes #idk whats goin on man #ill just #can i take bio 12 online #am i allowed to do that #my mom will disown me #i cant do bio 12 and college #especially when i got so depressed over bio 11 #what do i d #im gonan go for a walk i #i still havent even finished english 11 slow tf down #elks trash #why do i crave knowledge #im more happy without it probably #elek vs homework 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Sun, 08 May 2022 15:17:40

i love discovering shit.

#currently #going through green days discography #i like the drive of their music #its very comfortable #and somehow extremely nostalgic #my dad listens to rock ig #also found a band called dirty art club #and gosh the sound of their music #anyways 30 of the same song later #send me #band recs #literally any genre #love it all #want to swallow every beat #elks trash 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Sun, 08 May 2022 12:52:04

oh to live in an earthship someday

#i wanna visit one #im gonna go and stay in one #where the fuck is taos #for a week #that sounds incredibly expensive #thinking #elks trash #but come on dude #youre missing the point of solarpunk finding solutions #you do a better job #you give criticism #then you supply better ideas 
A LITTLE BIT ODD.@elektrosonix
Sun, 08 May 2022 11:54:43
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