#death anniversary
میں تیرا نام لے کے تذبذب میں پڑ گئی
سب لوگ اپنے اپنے عزیزوں کو رو لئے
پروین شاکر
ON THE 23RD DEATH ANNIVERSARY OF MY FATHER
My body reaches down into a bottle of gin
to make a world out of something close to death.
We were never meant to be alive,
to be 25 and a chandelier broken
into a million fragments of light.
Father allowed the bees escape from the beehive.
Here’s the sting, here’s the sound of fear,
here’s your father’s face carved into the day
breaking the world across your back,
here’s all his memories burning down your bones.
The wound hurts in its softest part.
During the war a father saved the severed head
of his daughter, he talked to it until a rotten
head talked back.
Here’s your father’s head in your bosom,
Here’s your mouth begging for love,
for his tongue to show you a way home.
Here’s your father saying you can’t teach
a dead man how to love.
All the rivers come into you,
which means water is never enough
to save a man falling from the sky.
I have learnt to love every broken thing
the way a man learns to live with a memory that doesn’t die.
I have learnt to carry my father’s body in my heart like a son
that inherits a knife cut without flinching.
ROMEO ORIOGUN
“Salooni, salooni, kabla ant'afkadoonee!”
“Ask me ask me, before you lose me”
Imam Ali ع
My beautiful ángel ✨
Miss her a lot
Look at me
Those happy, free days
I’m gonna get my true self back
Don’t worry about it
.
What kind of me will I be now?
What do you think about it?
In the canvas of this world
If you were to paint me…
As you wish..
.
Look at me
I live
.
So once again
I want you to watch me having fun
.
僕を見て
.
あの楽しく自由な日々
心配はいらないよ
本当の僕を取り戻すんだ
.
これからどんな僕になるだろう
あなたはどう思う?
この世界のキャンバスの中
色を塗っていくとしたら…
.
思いのままに
僕を見て
.
もう一度
楽しむ僕を見て欲しい
Today is the anniversary of Chibi’s death
He only lived for about 4 years, but on the anniversary of his death, I want to paint him as he was when he was healthy
今日は寅さんとそらの兄弟である、ちびの3回目の命日なので我が家にやってきたころの姿を描きました。
ちびは4年程度しか生きられませんでしたが、元気だったころの姿を描いてあげたくなります^^
Josh,
It’s always a beautiful sunny day on the anniversary of your death. It doesn’t match the occasion, but it makes me smile.
I’m thinking of you. Maybe we’ll talk soon.
C