#dressup

You know you want too!!

wenzies:

waiting for daddy to get here

Well hello there

Outfit for tonight’s visit to see her boyfriend. I hope he fucks her good and proper leaving her full of his cum waiting to be cleaned up by the cuck husband.

“Song-bird,” whispers the voice. The grip on Tuuli’s wrist is steady. The water rushes onwards, urging her to follow it further down the river, but Tuuli remains silent. She listens to the water. Her ears ache to hear more, but there is no breath besides her own. And even so, she knows she is not alone.

Tuuli breathes, chest rising and falling shallowly. This could be a trick, some lie to push her off course. And yet the voice is soft. Familiar. She closes her eyes, crystals glimmering fuzzily behind her eyelids.

“What do you want?” she whispers

“Song-bird,” comes the reply. “Do you call me?”

She opens her eyes, the urge to tug away flashing in every vein. “I don’t know.”

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A study of outfits for @starwarmth’s Tuuli as she progresses throughout the seasons of the the dnd campaign I run. The story is set in the world of Throneless (my wip), so this was a cool way to explore different styles for the various cultures.

Been working on some outfit variations for a dnd character in the campaign I run. It’s a bit like those dress up doll games lol

hosesissy81:

This Feeling…

Not everyone will understand this unique and somewhat indescribable feeling of femininity.  Words just don’t do it justice.  Most females already know it and learn from their mothers over many years as they mature into feminine women in their culture.  Many books I’m sure have been written on the subject about the feminine woman.

But this “feeling” being described is about a male who puts on, what some in society say are, those forbidden feminine clothes to a male, crossdressing.

It’s a different feeling to every male who has ever crossed dressed and felt soft smooth feminine garments on their skin.  And I dare say some who have felt those clothes will repeat the experience again and again wanting to repeat how they felt.  I did.

It is true that most everyone who does may have their own reason why.  Maybe just out of curiosity, a dare or bet.  But when society says you shouldn’t that’s an open invite, or dare, to some to find out why.  And because of the detrimental labels a crossdressed male in public maybe given to their reputation it is often done in secret.

Some however, like myself, are attracted to them like a moth to a flame at a very young age.  And that reason is due to our, my, gender identity, more feminine than masculine for a male.  And often results in having Gender Dysphoria, a distress that results from an incongruence between one’s sex assigned at birth and one’s gender identity.  That dysphoria can grow stronger over time.  I have felt that growth over the decades.

For myself it was the deeper reason at a very young age.  All the feelings are hard to describe.  I’m sure my body was rewarding me for taking that risk to do this forbidden action of invading my mother’s privacy, like arousal and excitement.  But the more times I did it, over years and decades with my own secret clothes, the dominate feelings changed, a calmness.  I felt a connection on the outside of my body to my girl inside.  I wanted my genitals to be as hers, to be the same as hers.

Most men will crossdress and just return to presenting as a male, be happy they are male.  But for myself I would rather have the genitals of a female, the body of a female and present as a female.  The though of bottom surgery, gender affirmation, removing my balls and penis, does not frighten me.  I would do it without hesitation.  Only costs have stopped me.  Most men would run for the hills at the though of being emasculated.

Who I’m attracted to is a different subject.  It is separate and not tied to my gender identity.  So don’t confuse that feeling.  I did at first.

You see wearing those feminine clothes takes on a completely different meaning.  I want to be her not him, have all those clothes fit properly as a woman, seen as a woman.  And that’s why this feels is so sexy and very attractive.  She is my gender identity.

Dressed as my more dominate gender I’m more calm and comfortable in my body.  And so many years ago I stepped out of the closet and went public as her, my girl inside.  And so today I’m still on this path to make my male body more female as my gender identity leads me.