Being drained by a narcissist is the absolute worst feeling. To be discarded so hastily…. It is terrible. I feel violated. It doesn’t happen just once; it’s over and over and over. Narcissists are like a drug to the energy supply, like the supply is a drug to the narcissist. They can read, understand, and control your inner most thoughts and weaknesses. The emotional withdrawals after you’re thrown away are like withdrawing from a class A drug and can even cause physical symptoms. It is mind-blowing to me that these emotionless humans incapable of emotions really do exist. The entire mental disorder is baffling and terrifying. I only wish I would have known what it was before I was so carelessly caught in the path of one.