#ephemeralcore

places between vivid and blurred

hi *shows u my persona that’s half Polyphemus moth and Half roach*

really says something about my personality lol

Those dreams where you get lost in your neighborhood, but can never find your house. Just pick the one that looks the most similar.

woah 60 followers

if this was tiktok that would be like, 200 tiktok followers (I have 287)

Ok we will do a questions and answers.

Ask questions anonymous or not and I will answer

Dont be weird and ask about my ass or anything lmao

and here we are yet again rolling over in our woes

omg it looks so good

this is my oc but like I redid her (ephemera)

guess who learned how to rasterize after using CSP for 3 years

ahaha…

cw: glass in mouth. Not recommended for people who get intrusive thoughts easily

had a vivid dream that I accidentally got glass shards in my mouth. It was all in my gums, in my tongue, my cheek. I had to wash it all out over and over and had to resist the urge to swallow. I had to press out the tiny sand grain sizes out from between by tooth and gum. I was at my sink pressing it out of my gums, pouring the cup of water in my mouth over and over to wash it out. I almost checked when I woke for for glass.

on my list of things to happen in 2021 it was not an obsession with doom games and doomslayer. It started out as a joke with my pfp on tiktok, then I started getting into the ost. then I was like wait doomslayer is kind of hot and metal as hell. So here I am, waiting to order my doom eternal shirt. Jesus Christ.

Guilt and my take on dreamcore

My take: dreamcore should have an absence of your personality, the poster. Don’t show your face, it is too real. Too alive.

It should also have an absence of vivid details.

Obscure faces.

And for guilt as of todays post, I admit I am mean to my siblings

I don’t know If I have some sort of undiagnosed illness or disorder (mentally) but I get angry very easily, or uncomfortable, or irritated. I am 16, and I argue with a 7 year old and pulled his hair, and shot him in the eye with a nerf gun

(Mind you he spit in my face and got in my mouth beforehand)

He knew in the moment it was karma, and got embarrassed

(I am a germaphobe, like washing my hands until they shred apart kind)

So that was relatively bad.

I am almost an adult, I could drive (If I had a license, they keep cancelling drivers tests due to covid)

I just want to be nice and sweet and quiet. But I am crazy and LOUD!! Like Ena. I relate to her most of any character. I am dramatic.

I spilled too much of myself, my personality to my family.

I wish I could be more like rei from NGE, I wish I could be quiet.

But It is summer break. Maybe, I will pick up on writing.

mY very special dreamcore post!!

Today is my 16th birthday, I can legally drive (Once the stinky bastards give me my drivers test days)

I can work! I hope I can get a summer job and make some money to buy some pretty thingies

This is my persona, I use her universally, but she fits best with dreamcore, her name is Ephemera

I didn’t think I would make it this far. I did not plan to, but I made it. You can too. I am glad I did.

Her pronouns are they/her, and her super c00l neopronouns are Phe/Phim/Phis (Fee, fee, fis is how to pronounce it.) It is short for ephemeral.

How are you here?

I have a theory that if you die in your sleep while dreaming, you live in that dream until you die.

This neighborhood is a curse

I haven’t made any friends here in almost four years now

I haven’t had any friends for four years now

besides my online friend

I always get my hopes up but it hurts

A new boy moved in, he might be like me is what my mom said

he wore all black or something

I am wasting away my teenage years alone without any real world experiences

I don’t get any social interaction

I am usually okay with this, but sometimes I feel awful about it

Better luck next lifetime.

I fucking hate my life

I manifested a relationship bcs I’ve never had a real normal one

and a boy moved in next door and my mom said he was wearing all black and looked emo so I thought I could meet him

I walked past his house and I didn’t see anything so I went to the ice cream parlor

this dude made fun of me for saying keep the change because I didn’t wanna go through the hassle of getting it back because my anxiety was going up

I was so hopeful id meet the dude but I fucking didnt

and then I got bullied in public lmfao

but a tradgoth complimented my fit so-

I never get anything good in life. I dont even have friends. I hate it.

Hi kids sit down we will have a chat over tea

*PIANO SMASHING*

WHAT DID YOU NOT UNDERSTAND ABOUT I DONT WANT A SUGAR DADDY

YALL DM ME LIKE “Looking to spoil a kitten sexy feet pictures allowance of 3k??”

????, EVEN THE TOP NUMBER ONE SUGAR BABIES DONT GET 3K MF YOURE LYING OUT OF YOUR ASS, YOUR RECTUM, AND YOUR SMALL INTESTINE

STOP. UNLESS YOU WANT ME TO DEGRADE AND TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT AND YOU PAY ME, ITS A NO

seriously.

Oftentimes in my dreams I am in my neighborhood, but I can never find my house, and everything is off.

Also good news, I found my gender identity, I am a demigirl. They.her pronouns. I am unsure about Neo pronouns, but if they were accepted and I didn’t have internalized disliking for it, I might use something cool, like ephe/phers/pheirs

keeping it ephemeral core. I won’t stray from my cores now.

The pure eye abyss, looking at earth, and garden ones are my faves. Seriously, play dreamcore games on Roblox. They’re art, it’s phenomenal.