#freeform

Me when any tv show ends

I wanna know

What tv shows are you watching now?

What are your favorite tv shows of all time?

What tv shows did you never finish watching but want to go back and finish?

What tv shows are you interested in watching but haven’t started?

What tv genres are your favorite?

Who’s your favorite tv screen duo or duos?

Do you prefer Netflix or Hulu or neither?

2019 is lookin a lot like how 2018 would have looked had procrastination, self-doubt and outright laziness not interfered.

Power, progression and all potential tapped into and realized, all this year and beyond ✊

I found an old photograph of myself from high school

a thinner frame with black and white hair,

thought she would be trapped in that old town

with the library on the corner, near the cow fields. 

She wasn’t trapped 

not then

but now…

my mother

she was young when music was important.

I flip through her records

as if I washer,

in the 70s

hair wild as an untrimmed forest.

my fingers recognize one,

Young Americans

the death of her idol

David Bowie

brings with him

the loss of her youth

but also

and afterlife

that will live

longer than us all. 

good morning…

it was a Sunday,
too,
when I met you.

that was four months ago.
four months
and four days.

that bubble tea place
on 4th
has since closed down,

I walked by
with the expectation
of feeling, again-

but it just reminded me
of who you and I were
four months ago.

the year behind us now 

has left a blistering hole in my heart

where my passion used to be-

each recollection of

events slowly numbs my senses 

much like the start of this late winter-

but then comes you

draped in your black silk that 

sways almost as elegantly as your 

body-

you drag me from that driftless pub 

towards a museum

where even the ruby paint and gold leaf trimmed elites

seem dull compared 

to your celestial hair

red as Mars…

I lost an old lover because of you.

I shouldn’t blame you 

but I am

because I am selfish…

or at least that’s what he told me-

he said

you’re losing me, Arin…

but I was already gone

years

before

I

met

you.

my sister gave me a turntable.

I remember
you laughing with me
months ago
when I told you
that I collected vinyl
but had nothing to play them with.

I thought about you as soon as I saw the gold-covered box
under the tree.

she gave me a bunch of records too..

and I remember
you said my taste was classic-alternative
but
I don’t think I’ll ever be able to listen
to Siouxsie Sioux
without you…

I gave you your Christmas present early,

I don’t know why

but my friend convinced me to.

she said it would give you time 

to think of something really great to give me 

because you don’t even give me your time.

as if a gift will make up for all those nights I spent up crying,

I don’t think a Smiths record will make you see that…

Helen told me New York was lonely

but I’ve been here for years

and yet,

I wasn’t as lonely

when I was alone

as I have been with you…

My sister thinks you’re a player.

I think she’s tired of me living in an eternal pity party

It doesn’t help 

that I only tell her the bad things,

It doesn’t help

that I waste my nights thinking of you,

and it doesn’t help

that the only thing I find relatable

to our relationship

are Morrissey lyrics. 

your room is blue

you tell me all the time that you’re going to paint it 

but you won’t.

It’s kind of like 

when you promise me 

that you’ll call…

dontwantthenextcommanderiwantyou:

dontwantthenextcommanderiwantyou:

In S1 Scylla was completely alonein the world ever since witnessing her parents get murdered…

Scylla + Memories of Mom & Dad

Then in S2 Scylla accidently found herself a newfamily

Scylla + Adoptive Mom Anacostia

Scylla + Mother-In-Law Willa

Scylla + Father-In-Law Edwin

Scylla + Sisters-In-Law Tally & Abigail

Scylla + Wifey Raelle

Scylla + Pet Crow Morrigan

My lil fugitive crow whisperer necro has a familyagain

Scylla + Foster Daughter Tiffany

Scylla + Mentor Quinn

@itscrofanoand@ashpotion​ yall right, they’ve been added

I need them to give me a storyline with Scylla and Nicte in S3. If they play it right, those two could form a big sister/little sister bond and my necro spree dodger orphan’s new family will be complete.

Maybe Nicte gives Scylla shit for duplicating her idea of using flying creatures to do her work, and Scylla is a smartass about it like Morrigan’s Whisper is much more advanced

I’m not asking for much, just please give me this #BroTP between Scylla and Nicte