#fuck my feelings

ok y’all need to stop making me cry with your catradora amvs & edits like i can’t escape it

not sure if i need a friendly distraction, 12 shots of tequila or to be fucked senseless until i feel something other than this empty gaping hole in my chest.

You’ll never understand the amount of violence it took to be this peaceful

And I hope you never do.

“I don’t want to be happy.”

“Why?”

“I can’t remember what it was even like.”

She was a terrible mother, really. All of them. Just because we had good moments, it doesn’t mean they weren’t abusive

It hurts when you know you’ve changed and lost innocence

You can not destroy me

I destroy me…

“I don’t know if I’m a good person.”

I don’t want to be alone.

“You will be happy.” Said life.

“But first I must, make you strong.”

What’s more selfish? People killing them self or people expecting them to live in a world where they are so unhappy

People don’t abandon people they love, they abandon people they were using.

I’m passively suicidal I think about suicide on a daily basis. And I have a feeling in my body that just screams “I want to die.” But I never do it. I’m passively suicidal