#i feel like im suffocating
Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal.
sometimes suffering is just suffering. it doesn’t make you stronger. it doesn’t build character. it only hurts.
When we first met
I saw your pain
And I understand it
I helped you be happy again
I achieved my goal though
Sometimes it’s the hero that needs saving
Even the happy ones
It sucks when you are so numb you don’t realize when you cry until someone asks if you’re okay.
“Are you okay?”
Honestly is anyone in this cruel fucking world okay?!
“Yeah I’m fine!”
You’ll never understand the amount of violence it took to be this peaceful
And I hope you never do.
“I don’t want to be happy.”
“Why?”
“I can’t remember what it was even like.”
She was a terrible mother, really. All of them. Just because we had good moments, it doesn’t mean they weren’t abusive
It hurts when you know you’ve changed and lost innocence
You can not destroy me
I destroy me…
“I don’t know if I’m a good person.”
I don’t want to be alone.
“You will be happy.” Said life.
“But first I must, make you strong.”
What’s more selfish? People killing them self or people expecting them to live in a world where they are so unhappy
People don’t abandon people they love, they abandon people they were using.
I’m passively suicidal I think about suicide on a daily basis. And I have a feeling in my body that just screams “I want to die.” But I never do it. I’m passively suicidal
