#haikyuu koutarou

Bokuto

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POV: You and Bokuto have been friends since you were both in kindergarten. Now both of you are 3rd years at fukurodani with mutual romantic feelings but are afraid to take the next step in the fear it will all go wrong. So with a little bit of encouragement from your brother and Bokuto’s best friend Akaashi and his teammates you decided to make a video montage of every precious moment you have spent together captured on camera.

The TV screen turns off as you turn to face him “Now will you let me be someone to you?” Your eyes boring into his soft ones “Only if you’ll let me be someone to you aswell” he replies sweetly, taking slow steps towards you he wraps one of his big muscular arms around you tilting your chin up and sealing your lips together in a kiss as the Cheers of your peers fills the room.

I don’t know what it is with Haikyuu characters who’s name starts with a K but I love them

“why are you with him if he make you so miserable?” bokuto asks as he turns to face you in his car, away from everyone and everything. secluded in the corner of the parking lot, in your own bubble.

you sigh “i don’t know

i can’t even say if i love him anymore but i do care about him”

“even though all he’s done is hurt you?” he asks

“…yeah”

“all those times he’s done nothing but lie and u still care about him?” bokuto questions you again.

“i dunno bo it’s hard to explain.” you continue, “i don’t forgive him but i can’t completely hate him. he was there for me a lot but i guess as time went on…”

hmm bokuto sighs turning himself to face the front

“you’re only hurting yourself” he says quietly

“i know” you sniffle feeling yourself get sad

“hey hey hey i didn’t mean to make you cry” bokuto quickly says softening his tone

your heart can’t help but swell at the small sincere reaction he’s having to see you cry

you felt guilty

if it was your boyfriend instead of bokuto he would’ve told you to shut up and save the crying for someone who cares

but the guilt came from the fact that you found comfort in bokuto

no matter how you looked at it you still have a boyfriend, you’re still in a relationship albeit it’s with someone that hurts you emotionally but still you were loyal

but

everytime bokuto came around you he managed to make you smile, laugh, swoon and so many other feelings that you hadn’t felt in a while

stuck in a loveless relationship filled with sorrow

you couldn’t help but sadly chuckle

“sometimes i think i do it to myself. maybe i feel like i deserve this”

“hey- don’t speak like that” bokuto retorts. “you deserve nothing but love. you deserve so much love and so much happiness”

you turn to meet his golden eyes and you breathe out, “i think if i met you before i had met him, my idea of love wouldn’t be so bad”

and his heart is caught in his throat at your semi confession

“we should head back”, you say cutting into his train of thought

“i don’t wanna worry him” you say looking out the window

yeah like he actually cares bokuto thinks to himself.

like the good friend he is he takes you home, a quiet drive back with the radio playing faintly

as you step out and turn to close the door bokuto leans over to say,

“ireally wish i had met you before he got to you”

you sigh out a yeah as you close the door and turn to leave and bokuto can’t help but feel the sadness in his heart because no matter what he said or did

he didn’t get to you first.