You groaned in front of the mirror, failing to draw your eyeliner the same again. Picking up the make up wipe from the desk below you, you lightly wiped it to redo the make up.
You’ve been trying for hours but you couldn’t get a single perfect wing. Once again, you looked intently at the mirror in front of you as you draw a small wing on your eyelid.
Its was perfect. You sighed knowing it’s time to draw on the other lid, picking up the eyeliner pen, you carefully tried to do the same shape you did from the other lid.
“Baby, I’m here!!!” you heard your boyfriend call from the doorway, startling you. The pen slipped causing you to ruin the make up again.
You groaned in frustration, wanting to cry. You wanted to look pretty for him but you can’t even do a simple eyeliner. You faced him with a pout on your face as tears welled in your eyes, “What happened, princess??”
“I ruined my make up again, how am I supposed to look pretty for you.” you placed the pen down and sighed as you grabbed another wipe.
“I’m so sorry- wait…” you watched him as he pulls the chair from beside you and sat on it, “practice on me.” he tapped his lap, motioning for you to go to him.
“What??” your face reddened as you felt him pull you over to sit on his lap, “I think I’ll pass out.” you’ve been together for months yet he still manages to make you feel all nervous and giddy.
“Then you won’t get to practice your eyeliner.” he chuckled, swiftly placing his hands on your hips to keep you in place.
You held the eyeliner, trembling. You nervously practiced on his eyelids, smiling as you got comfortable, “Your eyes are so pretty, Jinnie…”
You pout after not hearing a reply from him, slithering your hands over his shoulders, staring at him. Hyunjin’s grip on your hip tightened as his lips curved into a smile, doe eyes on you filled with fondness.
You don’t remember how you ended up here but you weren’t going to complain. The breeze caressed your bare legs, eyes falling closed as you listened to the rustling of the leaves and the distant chirps of the birds that had occupied the small park in search for food.
The tears had stopped awhile ago, however the sharp sting of them was still ever so present. You pulled your knees to your chest, hugging them close to you in search of some form of comfort as your wrapped your arms around your shoulders.
The events from today hadn’t stopped plaguing your mind. You were hurt, lost and confused to say the least. Hyunjin’s actions in the pool had contrasted with the concerned look your were met with before running away.
Maybe you had looked into it a little too much.
Your insecurities always did seem to get the better of you. But right now, all you could picture was the way his smile had dropped when he looked at you. You shook your head, willing the tears away as you didn’t want to cry anymore, head still thumping from your previous outburst.
“Y/n!”
The sudden shout of your name had you startling out of your thoughts, eyes widening as you turned to the source.
Hyunjin practically collapsed next to you on the bench, heaving as he hunched over to catch his breath. You stared wide eyed at his form, confused as to why he was even looking for you in the first place.
“Do—Do you have any idea how worried I’ve been,” he forced out in-between breaths.
You just looked at him. The words had caught in your throat, unknowing of what to say to him. You watched as he closed his eyes, taking a deep final breath before turning to you.
“You were looking for me?”
He looked taken back as he scooted his body towards you, “Of course I was looking for you! You’ve had me worried sick. Why wouldn’t I look for you?”
“You seemed like you didn’t want me around before—” you trailed off, cursing as you felt the tears cloud your vision once more.
“Why would you think that? Of course I wanted you around. I always want you to be with me.”
“Hyun you couldn’t even l-look at me.”
His eyes widened as your voice broke, watching silently as the tears began to fall from your eyes.
“I-I know I embarrassed you and I’m sorry—.”
“Embarrassed? What—Y/n you’ve never embarrassed me.”
“Please don’t lie to me.”
Hyunjin looked just as heartbroken as he met your gaze, his own eyes filling with tears as he released a shaky breath.
“I know I-I’m not attractive but Hyunjin the minute I got in the pool—I don’t know I just felt like your were disgusted seeing me like that.”
His eyes widened as he watched you wipe your tears before trying to move yourself away from him. However, he caught your arm before you could.
“God no that’s not it at all! I’m sorry I just— this is going to be embarrassing for me to admit,” he blinked the tears out of his eyes before turning his gaze back towards you.
“I’m sorry that I made you feel less about yourself. That was never my intention and I want you to know that I’ve never been, nor will I ever be embarrassed of you.”
You noticed that he hesitated, eyes flickering around the two of you before turning his attention back on you.
“This is going to sound like such a perve thing to say but Y/n you have no idea the power you hold over me with your clothes on and seeing you in that swimsuit it took everything in me not to take you right then and there in front of everyone.”
Your eyes widened at the sudden confession.
“W-What,” you sputtered, earning a small groan from Hyunjin.
“I know and I’m sorry but you have no idea how good you looked and it took everything in me not to touch you. That’s why I couldn’t look at you because I knew if I did I would embarrass myself,” he whined as his face fell into his hands.
You let out a soft laugh at his muffled ‘but admitting that is embarrassing too idiot,’ before reaching up to run your fingers gently through his hair.
Hyunjin dropped his hands from his face at your touch, gently grasping your wrist as he pulled you closer to him, smiling at you before leaning forward to rest his forehead against yours.
“I’m sorry I was such an ass. I never wanted to hurt you or make you feel insecure. God you have no idea what you do to me angel. I love every part of you.”
You hummed, eyes fluttering open as you pulled back to fix him with a playful glare.
“But you haven’t seen all of me yet though,” you teased.
Hyunjin smirked, biting his lip as he pulled you closer to him by your waist, “We can fix that.”
omg so jinie wasn’t actually embarrassed ^-^ im happy that he cleared up the issue and the mc felt better at the end
nope it was all just a misunderstanding!! ☺️ thank you for reading and sharing your thoughts with me! <3
You don’t remember how you ended up here but you weren’t going to complain. The breeze caressed your bare legs, eyes falling closed as you listened to the rustling of the leaves and the distant chirps of the birds that had occupied the small park in search for food.
The tears had stopped awhile ago, however the sharp sting of them was still ever so present. You pulled your knees to your chest, hugging them close to you in search of some form of comfort as your wrapped your arms around your shoulders.
The events from today hadn’t stopped plaguing your mind. You were hurt, lost and confused to say the least. Hyunjin’s actions in the pool had contrasted with the concerned look your were met with before running away.
Maybe you had looked into it a little too much.
Your insecurities always did seem to get the better of you. But right now, all you could picture was the way his smile had dropped when he looked at you. You shook your head, willing the tears away as you didn’t want to cry anymore, head still thumping from your previous outburst.
“Y/n!”
The sudden shout of your name had you startling out of your thoughts, eyes widening as you turned to the source.
Hyunjin practically collapsed next to you on the bench, heaving as he hunched over to catch his breath. You stared wide eyed at his form, confused as to why he was even looking for you in the first place.
“Do—Do you have any idea how worried I’ve been,” he forced out in-between breaths.
You just looked at him. The words had caught in your throat, unknowing of what to say to him. You watched as he closed his eyes, taking a deep final breath before turning to you.
“You were looking for me?”
He looked taken back as he scooted his body towards you, “Of course I was looking for you! You’ve had me worried sick. Why wouldn’t I look for you?”
“You seemed like you didn’t want me around before—” you trailed off, cursing as you felt the tears cloud your vision once more.
“Why would you think that? Of course I wanted you around. I always want you to be with me.”
“Hyun you couldn’t even l-look at me.”
His eyes widened as your voice broke, watching silently as the tears began to fall from your eyes.
“I-I know I embarrassed you and I’m sorry—.”
“Embarrassed? What—Y/n you’ve never embarrassed me.”
“Please don’t lie to me.”
Hyunjin looked just as heartbroken as he met your gaze, his own eyes filling with tears as he released a shaky breath.
“I know I-I’m not attractive but Hyunjin the minute I got in the pool—I don’t know I just felt like your were disgusted seeing me like that.”
His eyes widened as he watched you wipe your tears before trying to move yourself away from him. However, he caught your arm before you could.
“God no that’s not it at all! I’m sorry I just— this is going to be embarrassing for me to admit,” he blinked the tears out of his eyes before turning his gaze back towards you.
“I’m sorry that I made you feel less about yourself. That was never my intention and I want you to know that I’ve never been, nor will I ever be embarrassed of you.”
You noticed that he hesitated, eyes flickering around the two of you before turning his attention back on you.
“This is going to sound like such a perve thing to say but Y/n you have no idea the power you hold over me with your clothes on and seeing you in that swimsuit it took everything in me not to take you right then and there in front of everyone.”
Your eyes widened at the sudden confession.
“W-What,” you sputtered, earning a small groan from Hyunjin.
“I know and I’m sorry but you have no idea how good you looked and it took everything in me not to touch you. That’s why I couldn’t look at you because I knew if I did I would embarrass myself,” he whined as his face fell into his hands.
You let out a soft laugh at his muffled ‘but admitting that is embarrassing too idiot,’ before reaching up to run your fingers gently through his hair.
Hyunjin dropped his hands from his face at your touch, gently grasping your wrist as he pulled you closer to him, smiling at you before leaning forward to rest his forehead against yours.
“I’m sorry I was such an ass. I never wanted to hurt you or make you feel insecure. God you have no idea what you do to me angel. I love every part of you.”
You hummed, eyes fluttering open as you pulled back to fix him with a playful glare.
“But you haven’t seen all of me yet though,” you teased.
Hyunjin smirked, biting his lip as he pulled you closer to him by your waist, “We can fix that.”
title track:let’s give them something to talk about
i. hyunjin x fem!reader
ii.bridgerton!au, fluff, hyunjin is whipped, angst if you blink
iii.if you like this please remember to commentandreblog it would mean a lot to me! <3
“I heard the illegitimate son of the Duke is set to be in attendance,” you overheard the head maid whisper.
“He dares to show his face at such an event as this one? He never comes to any of the queen’s soirées. Why is he now especially with everything being spread about him?”
“I read in Lady Whistledown that he’s in search of a wife. The duke has fallen ill and it’s rumored that he will have to take over soon.”
You heard the head maid scoff, “Who would want to marry someone like—.”
Oh my gosh thank you so so much this is so sweet! I’m really happy to hear that you are enjoying them! Thank you so much for your feedback it means the world to me
title track:let’s give them something to talk about
i. hyunjin x fem!reader
ii.bridgerton!au, fluff, hyunjin is whipped, angst if you blink
iii.if you like this please remember to commentandreblog it would mean a lot to me! <3
“I heard the illegitimate son of the Duke is set to be in attendance,” you overheard the head maid whisper.
“He dares to show his face at such an event as this one? He never comes to any of the queen’s soirées. Why is he now especially with everything being spread about him?”
“I read in Lady Whistledown that he’s in search of a wife. The duke has fallen ill and it’s rumored that he will have to take over soon.”
You heard the head maid scoff, “Who would want to marry someone like—.”
Oh my gosh this is so sweet thank you so much I’m really glad that you enjoyed it! Also I really liked Bridgerton so if you ever decide to watch it I hope you do as well! <3
pairing: guitarist hyunjin x fem reader cw: mentions of food, alcohol, reader wears makeup and a skirt, suggestive, allusions to sex, explicit language wc: 7.2k summary: you and your best friend go see your favorite band. what you didn’t expect, was to get to meet some of the band members, let alone spend time with them. (skz being a band is hardly relevant in this sadly, but let’s go with it lol). a/n: this was inspired by maniac tour hyunjin, specifically 220430. it was also inspired by maniac era styling in general + their performances from this tour (watching them perform lonely st. in particular gives me rockstar vibes). the tour starting back up again inspired me to finally finish it. however, stray kids do not exist here; they are all in a different band where they play the instruments (though only hyunjin & jisung are mentioned). i also offer you this clip of hyunjin from yesterday / last night bc he looked so good.
“Why don’t you just ask her out,” Changbin had suggested after you had went downstairs to grab the food.
Hyunjin shrugged, “I don’t feel a need to.”
Changbin fixed him with a funny look.
“Don’t you have feelings for her?”
“Of course I do.”
“Then why not make things official?”
To Hyunjin things already felt that way. You knew he loved you and you loved him in turn, but the two of you were happy with the way things were now. There was no need to label anything between the two of you.
To anyone that didn’t know them, they would think you were dating. The two of you were always attached at the hip. If Hyunjin felt lonely he’d call you, if he needed a companion on one of his spontaneous late night trips you were there. Soon the two of you realized that the friendship between you had grown into something more.
You had both confessed to one another but nothing had gone further than that. Your romance was slow paced sure, but it was a pace that both you and Hyunjin were comfortable with. You had shared soft pecks often but nothing had gone further than an innocent press of lips from time to time.
You and Hyunjin loved one another in your own special way and you were content with that.
title track:i’ll make those insecurities disappear
i. hyunjin x thicker reader
ii. mentions of past fwb, talks of insecurities, mentions of sex, very suggestive so minors dni
iii.if you like this please leave a comment or reblog to show your support <3
“Do you have any insecurities when it comes to sex?”
You felt your body freeze as Hyunjin placed the card onto the discard pile. Your eyes flickered between the deck and your drink, seriously,seriously, considering just drinking the liquid in your glass and not answering. But this was Hyunjin, your closest friend—your best friend even, and you knew he wouldn’t judge you. However, at the same time, you weren’t sure you should even be having this discussion with him, game or not.
‘That’s what it was, just a game. A stupid game but still a game nonetheless.’
i truly relate to this but in hyunjin’s perspective.
i have a friend who is thick and she’s super pretty, but she doesn’t see herself as that. it breaks my heart whenever she expresses how her body is her biggest insecurity and i always ask myself if i ever made her feel that way about her body, what’s even worse is that i may have a crush on her but i can’t tell her because im a closeted bi and she’s super straight.
i always compliment her body with every chance i get because it’s really beautiful and i genuinely love it, especially when she wears skirts because they really compliment her legs like ahshrjejekdje. okay lemme keep quiet now.
but yeah, i totally related to this fiction ^-^.
no stop this is genuinely so cute what the heck thank you so much for sharing this with me!! I’m sure you make her feel worlds better when you compliment her and that it means so much to her and makes her feel so beautiful and seen <3 you are such a sweetheart thank you for sharing your perspective on this bc I’ve seen a lot of people relating to mc but it’s nice hearing that someone relates to the fic from Hyunjin’s perspective as well if that makes sense sbsjdk I’m really glad you liked the story!!
title track:i’ll make those insecurities disappear
i. hyunjin x thicker reader
ii. mentions of past fwb, talks of insecurities, mentions of sex, very suggestive so minors dni
iii.if you like this please leave a comment or reblog to show your support <3
“Do you have any insecurities when it comes to sex?”
You felt your body freeze as Hyunjin placed the card onto the discard pile. Your eyes flickered between the deck and your drink, seriously,seriously, considering just drinking the liquid in your glass and not answering. But this was Hyunjin, your closest friend—your best friend even, and you knew he wouldn’t judge you. However, at the same time, you weren’t sure you should even be having this discussion with him, game or not.
‘That’s what it was, just a game. A stupid game but still a game nonetheless.’
title track:i’ll make those insecurities disappear
i. hyunjin x thicker reader
ii. mentions of past fwb, talks of insecurities, mentions of sex, very suggestive so minors dni
iii.if you like this please leave a comment or reblog to show your support <3
“Do you have any insecurities when it comes to sex?”
You felt your body freeze as Hyunjin placed the card onto the discard pile. Your eyes flickered between the deck and your drink, seriously,seriously, considering just drinking the liquid in your glass and not answering. But this was Hyunjin, your closest friend—your best friend even, and you knew he wouldn’t judge you. However, at the same time, you weren’t sure you should even be having this discussion with him, game or not.
‘That’s what it was, just a game. A stupid game but still a game nonetheless.’
