“Fuck,” You groaned, eyes looking Felixup and down, watching as the boys’ chest heaved up and down, thick, white droplets dripping down it, his eyes half-closed and his tongue practically hanging out “You’re so fucking pretty,”
Felix whined softly, bucking up slightly when you placed your hand on his thigh, squeezing it lightly. You chuckled, amused by the boy’s desperation, your other hand finding it’s way to Felix’s chin, and, gripping it softly, you made Felix look up to you, his eyes wide.
“Mommy’s own little angel,” You sighed, smiling softly, and the boy beneath you couldn’t help the red rising to his cheeks
“M-mommy-” He breathed, but didn’t continue
“What is it, beautiful?” You asked, and Felix’s pouted softly “Come on baby, tell mommy what her pretty kitty wants,”
“P-please-” He started again “Please make me cum again, mommy,”
You breathed out another laugh.
“Tell me something first,”
Felix looked to you, lips parted, and you stayed silent for a second longer, admiring the freckles spotted around his cheeks, his cupid’s bow even more present with his swollen lips, eyes shining with the beginning of pleasure-induced tears, and so much more, all of his features breath-taking.
“I want you to tell me how pretty you are,”
You watched as Felix’s eyes widened, the red on his cheeks becoming a furious scarlet.
“I-I-” He stuttered after a moment of processing, knowing that if he protested then he’d be scolded “I’m…mommy’s pretty boy-”
You hummed slightly, knowing that you weren’t gonna get anything else out of Felix, no matter how much he wanted you to make him feel good.
“Good boy,” You soothed, running your hand previously on his chin through his hair, your free hand moving up to his cock, taking a soft hold of it
He moaned, visibly tensing
“You’re so fucking perfect,” You growled, and Felix nodded
Kinktober Day 22 - degradation x Changbin (gn!reader)
[23:53]
“You think it’s fun to be like that in public, you dirty slut?” You growled, and Changbinwhimpered, hips lifting off the bed “Well?”
“N-no- I’m sorry-” He tried to answer, but you interrupted anymore of his words with a scoff
“You sure didn’t seem worried when you were whispering right into my ear about how much you wanted me to fuck you,”
“J-just wanted you t-”
“Such a shameless fucking whore,” You interrupted again “You want me to touch you, is that it?”
“Please-” He stuttered, wrists tugging against the ropes you’d restrained him with
“Why should I touch such a horny bitch, hm? Do you really think your pathetic cock deserves pleasure?”
“Please- I don’t- but please- I just wanted you to- hah- to pay attention to me,”
“Well you have my attention now, right? Aren’t you satisfied?”
You scowl grew into a smirk when Changbin squeezed his eyes shut, cock pulsating and dripping with pre-cum. His entire body was heaving up and down, and his cheeks were an unbelievable shade of red. He hadn’t intended to make you this mad, or to be punished quite this much, and the humiliation from your words was almost unbearable, but he couldn’t deny how much it turned him on, how much he wanted to hear more, just how much more it made Changbin want to feel you against him.
“Dumb slut,” You muttered, slapping his thigh at his lack of answer, and Changbin groaned
“Please…” He whimpered
You raised a disapproving brow, but you knew that soon enough you’d give into the boy’s admittedly adorable pleads, so you intended to reprimand him as much as you could while you still had self-control.
Kinktober Day 21 - dacryphilia x Hyunjin (gn!reader)
[01:28]
“F-fu-”Hyunjingasped, hips shaking as your fingers ghosted over his dripping, bright red cock
“There something wrong, pretty?” You asked, cocking your head
“Please-” He started, voice shaking and lips trembling “Please touch me I-”
“Baby, it hasn’t even been an hour yet,” You smiled, a single finger trailing along his inner thigh, going ever-so-close to where Hyunjin wanted you most right now “You don’t seem like you’re in that much pain? I think after this we can go for another hour, hm?”
“Fuck-” He sobbed, voice cracking, and he squeezed his eyes shut, a tear leaving either eye as he did
You licked your lips, brows furrowing softly.
“What’s your colour, baby?”
Hyunjin blushed, wet eyes opening again only to immediately avert themselves from you.
“G-green-” He managed, Adam’s apple bobbing up and down rapidly
“Why so hesitant?” You asked, smile returning even more devilish than before “Is my baby boy embarrassed?”
Hyunjin didn’t reply
“What are you embarrassed about, pretty?” You continued, leaning forward, both of your hand going to his abdomen and running along it, eliciting a shiver
“I-” Hyunjin started, eyes still looking anywhere but you, and face getting redder by the second, knowing you weren’t gonna be giving up the question any time soon “It’s embarrassing…how much your torturing turns me on-”
“It turns you on so much that you’re ashamed to admit it?” You raised a brow “What a dirty pain slut you are,”
The boy whined, bucking his hips upwards. You bit your lip before harshly, finally, wrapping your hand around Hyunjin’s cock, and giving it a quick pump before taking your hand away again. A guttural moan left the boy’s throat, his hips rising off the bed, trying to follow your hand, and once again, you saw tears leave his eyes, and a choked sob leave his lips.
“Please- fuck-” He whimpered, cock twitching
“I thought you liked it when I tortured you?”
He let out another sob, tears beginning to flow freely down his cheeks now. You paused a moment.
“You sure you’re green, pretty?” You whispered softly
Hyunjin didn’t look at you, but he nodded immediately.
“Hm…you really are a dirty little bitch,”
Hyunjin whined, cock twitching again at your words.
“Please…”
“Let’s see how many more tears I can get out of you after I make you cum until you can’t anymore,” You cooed, softly taking his cock into your hand, and Hyunjin moaned, unable to believe the affect you had on him
Kinktober Day 20 - orgasm denial x Felix (f!reader)
[00:18]
“I-I’m gonna-” Felixgasped, hips stuttering upwards into your hand around his cock as you thrusted into him with a strap
You suddenly came to a stop, pausing all your actions, and there was a split second of processing before a long, loud, and probably completely involuntary whine erupted from Felix’s throat. You licked your lips, smirking as you watched the boy’s eyes squeeze shut.
“M-mommy-” The boy started, opening his eyes to reveal tears building up in them
You cooed softly
“How cute…” You whispered, leaning forward and cupping his cheeks in your hand, purposely smearing Felix’s pre-cum- that was on your dominant hand- around his face
Felix’s mouth was hung open, panting, and as he opened it a bit more to talk, you started moving your hips again, resulting in a low whimper. Bringing your hand back down, you started to pump him as well, quickly reverting to the fast pace you were at before.
Felix’s noises quickly started up again, this time with the occasional sob crossed with both pain and pleasure, but he didn’t complain about anything. It was maybe two more minutes of Felix’s whining, moaning, and whimpering until his hips began to buck up sporadically, chest heaving up and down.
“P-please-” He sobbed, eyes now puffy, but he wasn’t yet crying “Please let me cum mommy- I- I can’t-”
“But you look so fucking pretty all desperate and whiny like this,” You said, tutting afterwards, and Felix whimpered
The boy didn’t say anything more- whether it was because he couldn’t, or because he was embarrassed by the praise, you couldn’t tell- he only bit his lip so hard you thought it could bleed when, once again, you slowed down, halting completely after a couple seconds.
Finally, tears started dripping down the sides of his face, pathetic whimpers continually leaving his trembling lips.
“Oh baby,” You soothed, bringing your relatively clean hand to wipe his tears “You’re such a good boy for me, kitty,”
“It-” He choked out “It hurts, mommy,”
“Mommy’ll fix it, pretty,” You smiled “You deserve such a big reward, don’t you?”
Felix managed to stutter out a ‘thank you’, as you started moving, and you smiled, somehow managing to both embarrass Felix even further and make his chest even warmer with the proud look in your eyes.
“Mommy…”Minhowhined, an obviously exaggerated pout adorning his lips as he pushed your phone out of your face, replacing it with himself, straddling you
“Yes?” You looked to him, raising a brow
“I’ve been really good lately, you know,” He said, meeting your gaze with wide eyes
You snorted condescendingly before putting your phone on the bedside table and looking back to your boyfriend, who looked like he was- or was at least trying to be- serious.
“Baby,” You chuckled “What kind of ‘good boy’ so shamelessly asks for a reward?”
“I didn’t ask for a reward,” He shrugged
“Well it’s obvious you want something. What is it?”
“Choke me,” He said, eyes darkening and a smirk finding it’s way onto his face
You blinked, before leaning to the side and grabbing your phone again. Minho whined, and took the phone from your grasp, placing it behind him. You sighed, rolling your eyes shortly as Minho fussed on top of you.
You met eyes with you boyfriend once again.
“Beg me,”
Minho huffed, but nonetheless, he opened his mouth.
“Please choke me mommy,” He said, voice child-like, but that didn’t stop him from begging with the most sinful things that first popped into his mind “Want your hands wrapped around my dumb little throat so bad- want you to choke me like the fucking slut I am, mommy,”
“Jesus christ you’re such a desperate whore,” You muttered, and without saying another word, lifted your arms up to wrap them around Minho’s throat, immediately pressing your two thumbs into the front of his neck, quite hard as well, giving the boy no time to brace himself. Minho gasped, letting out a soft, choked moan.
“At least this shuts you up,” You smirked
“M-more-” Minho said meekly
Your smile dropped, and you let go of him. Minho’s eyes widened and he immediately went to grab your wrists.
“Please-!”
“I was already going hard enough,” You said, placing your hands on his thighs and pulling him closer to you- Minho knew you were scolding him, and your tone was harsh, but the glint in your eyes suggested that in the moment, he worried you “Maybe if you had more concern for your own wellbeing when I’m doing things like that to you-”
“I’m sorry,” Minho said, hands pawing at your shoulders “Please- I- I know my boundaries- please keep going mommy I promise I’ll tell you if I really can’t breathe,”
You regarded him for a moment
“Lie down,” You said, and he immediately got off of you, going to lay flat on his back
You climbed in top of the boy, hands once again, going to his neck and wrapping around it, but this time, you started off lightly.
“You’re such a trouble-maker,” You growled
“Mm- yeah- hah-” Minho started “but it turns you on, doesn’t it?”
You rolled your eyes, beginning to press harder.
“Guess not even choking can make that dumb mouth of yours stop,” You muttered, making sure Minho kept eye contact with you as you spoke “Maybe next time we should try a gag,”
Kinktober Day 16 - face fucking x Bang Chan (m!reader)
[20:49]
You looked up from your phone as you heard the front door open and close, and saw Chanwalk into the room, head in one of his hands while rubbing his eyes with the other.
“Hey baby boy,” You smiled, and opened your arms, expecting him to fall into them
“Daddy…” Chan said, his voice groggy and eyes tired “Fuck…just use me,”
You blinked, trying to process Chan’s words as the boy dropped his bag on the couch, sitting on his knees in front of you, eyes basically closed and head going to rest on your thigh.
“Baby…” You said, chuckling slightly, dropping your arms and going to cup his cheeks in your hands “What’d you just say?”
“Please…” Chan whispered, rubbing his nose into you “I’m so stressed I-…I need to feel like I’m not in control, and- and that nothing depends on me and-”
You shushed him quietly, putting on a soft smile.
“Do you remember your safe-word?”
Chan nodded.
Your smile dropped, and your face suddenly darkened.
“Sit against the wall. Now,” You practically growled
“Huh-?”
“Are you questioning me?”
Eyes widening, Chan jumped up, going against the nearest wall and sitting down, his back flat against it and his legs crossed. You followed, getting up and walking towards your boyfriend, unbuckling your belt as you went. As you stood in front of Chan, his face level with your crotch, you let your pants and boxers fall before slowly kicking them behind you.
Chan audibly gulped.
“Put your arms up,” You said, almost blankly now, but your voice was still stern
He immediately obeyed, putting his arms above his head, whimpering as you wrapped one of your own hands around his wrists, holding them there, before using your free hand to grab your own, almost fully hard cock now, directing into Chan’s slack jaw.
The boy moaned as soon as you went inside him, whining as you moved your once again free hand to the back of his head, grabbing a hold of the tufts of his hair, that weren’t particularly soft- you’d have to force Chan to take a shower afterwards. You held the boy in place as you pulled out, and then roughly thrusted back in. He moaned again, every part of his body except his mouth going slack, letting you hold him up.
“Such a good toy,” you smiled, continuing to thrust into the boy, guttural moans leaving his stuffed mouth, eyes completely glazed over and looking up to you
You continued fucking they boy’s mouth, hand pushing his head forward slightly in time with you, your grip on his wrists not faltering, and Chan’s moans only getting more consistent, making the occasional slurping noise and what almost sounded like sobs.
It was a couple minutes of you simply thrusting into his throat as he sat helplessly, whimpering and moaning, you occasionally groaning out praises or degradations.
“Fuck,” You groaned, head leaning back “You want daddy’s cum, little slut?”
Chan responded by bucking his hips upwards, shutting his eyes briefly before opening them again, and moaning the loudest you’d heard yet.
“Yeah, want my cum all the way down your useless little throat?”
You could tell Chan tried to nod, and you began going faster, before finally, with a couple low grunts, you came, making sure that Chan’s nose was touching your abdomen as you did.
“Good boy,” You muttered softly, pulling out, but Chan leaned forward trying to kiss your tip, a thick mixture of saliva and cum dribbling out of his mouth
He stayed silent for a while as you let go of his arms, and they immediately dropped beside him.
“…thank you,” He muttered, lids heavy
“Anything for my precious angel,” You said, smile reverting back to soft as you bent down to make your own face level with his, your hands going to hold his face, thumbs rubbing across his cheeks “Now, Do you want a shower or…?”
“More than anything,” He replied quickly
You looked down unsurely to Chan’s crotch, the tent in his pants looking almost painful, and so much pre-cum leaking out of it that it had leaked through the fabric.
“I’m so tired…” He muttered, noticing your gaze
“You sure you don’t want me to take care of you just a little bit more?”
The boy hesitated for a moment, eyes casting downwards
Kinktober day 15 - sensory deprivation x Han Jisung (gn!reader)
[00:19]
Jisung whimpered, eyes fluttering shut and arms tugging softly at the ropes that held his limbs to either side of the bed, feeling your hands softly wrap a blindfold around his head, before tying a secure knot to hold it in place.
“Too tight?” You asked, voice low, and Jisung shook his head, face getting redder with every passing second
His breath hitched when he heard you pick up the ball gag on the bedside table, and he opened his mouth, trying to relax his jaw, but as soon as he felt it against his lips, he couldn’t help but tense.
“Are you okay, puppy?” Jisung felt you lean forward, visibly relaxing when your hand cupped his cheek “You don’t want the gag?”
“No!” He said with a rather loud voice “I want it- I just- I’m nervous- but I really want it,”
You hummed slightly, before giving him a light pat on the cheek, and going back to the ball gag, slowly bringing it to his mouth before securing it around his head. You leaned back, taking in the sight of Jisung tied up on the bed, blindfolded, and gagged, looking possibly as helpless as you’d ever seen him.
“You remember your non-verbal safe word?” You asked, and Jisung immediately nodded
Smiling approvingly, even though you knew Jisung couldn’t see you, you looked down to see his cock hard and practically dripping against his abdomen. Slowly, you brought your hand to it, tracing just a single finger along him.
Your boyfriend immediately responded, his hips bucking upwards and a throaty whimper passing through the gag- you could already see drool about to pool and drip at the side of his mouth. You cooed softly, and Jisung tried to whine in return.
Without warning, you suddenly wrapped your entire hand around the boy’s cock, and gave a quick pump. Jisung moaned, and despite it being muffled, it was loud. You smirked, and continued pumping him at an immediately fast pace. Jisung began to struggle against the restraints, head moving around, and the saliva that had been pooling finally dripping down the sides of his chin.
Again, without warning, you stopped, earning a retaliation of muted whines, and the fussing of the boy beneath you. You stayed still for a moment, before getting up from the bed. At first, Jisung calmed down, and he’d stopped complaining, but then you took a step, and another. You were actually just going to the other side of the bed, but the boy immediately began to make noise again, his whining much more desperate than complaintive now.
You decided not to speak, and instead stood still for a while as Jisung’s whines died down, the boy realising now that since he hadn’t heard the door open and that you’d stopped walking, you probably weren’t leaving him.
“You want me to touch you, baby?” You asked, and Jisung nodded fervently
Leaning over him, making sure not to put pressure on the bed so that Jisung couldn’t feel you, you, again, took an almost harsh hold of his cock, causing yet another throaty moan, and you began pumping him.
This time you didn’t stop, and slowly moved onto the bed while continuing your actions, going between Jisung’s legs.
It was only another two minutes or so of pumping, caressing, and taking the occasional pause, before Jisung’s moaning turned into garbled speech that you assumed to be begging, his body movements only getting more sporadic.
“You gonna cum?”
He nodded, whining and whimpering, trying to get out words that he and you both knew you wouldn’t be able to make out.
“Okay baby,” You smiled “Cum for me,”
And a few seconds later, he did, hot white strips spurting out of his cock, hips bucking and muscles tensing, involuntarily tugging on the ropes.
You got off the bed, wiping your partially cum-covered hand on Jisung’s bare thigh before walking to the closet, and pulling out a bottle of lube and a strap, smirking as you looked again upon your boyfriend waiting on the bed, chest heaving up and down, completely unaware of how far from done you were with him.
Seungmin shakily breathed out, trying to control himself as your hands wrapped around his waist from the back, your boyfriend on all fours in front of you, a puppy-ear headband and light blue collar adorned on his otherwise bare body.
“D-daddy-” Seungmin started, letting a whimper escape as he felt your cock prod against his entrance
“What is it, puppy?” You smirked, tightening your grip on his waist, and leaning forward more, beginning to rub yourself against Seungmin
“Please- please-” He continued, whimpering with every word “Please put your cock in me- I need it so bad- want daddy to fill me up with his cum-”
“Yeah?” You asked, and, very slowly, you pushed just the tip inside of Seungmin’s hole
“Yeah- hah- breed me-” He gulped
You licked your lips, smirk only growing before you pushed inside the boy underneath you all at once. Seungmin moaned, and despite him having had immediately buried his face into the sheets to muffle it, you were sure that if anyone else were in the apartment, they’d hear it loud and clear.
“P-please-” He whispered after a couple seconds of heavy breathing
Without replying, you began to move in and out of the boy, grunting lowly every time you went back inside him.
“You’re so fucking tight every time, puppy,” You growled, and began to speed up
Seungmin whined, hips automatically beginning to move back in time with you, but you quickly raised your hand, bringing it down with a harsh spank, and Seungmin moaned again, practically drooling.
Soon enough you were thrusting into the boy at full force, and somewhere along the lines, you’d leaned forward, hand going to the front of his neck and pulling back, choking the boy just enough for it to inhibit his breathing, especially with you fucking him so fast.
“Fuck-” You groaned, closing your eyes briefly
“Daddy- I’m gonna cum-” He moaned
“Gonna cum without your pathetic little cock even being touched?” You smiled, and Seungmin whined before nodding, whispering out a ‘please’ that you couldn’t refuse “Go on puppy, cum for daddy,”
He moaned a ‘thank you’, before, after a couple seconds, he came, spurts of white decorating the sheets beneath him. You didn’t stop, though, and Seungmin’s whines only became louder, but the boy didn’t complain- now that he’d orgasmed, all that was on his mind was you cumming inside him.
“I’m gonna cum,” You grunted again, speed increasing ever so slightly
“Please- please breed me daddy- want your fucking- ah- want your cum so bad,”
“Such a good puppy,” You breathed, trying to control your own breathing, voice uneven from how you were thrusting into Seungmin “Since you said it so nicely, I’ll give it to you,”
It was a couple more moments before you came, moaning throatily and making sure to be as deep inside Seungmin as you could get. Seungmin whined, trying to utter out what you assumed to be a thank you, but he couldn’t quite get the words together.
Slowly, you pulled out, and put your hands on either side of Seungmin’s ass, spreading him slightly as white cum began to drip out of him.
“What a good little pet,” You mused, and smacked him slightly, causing the boy to jolt, and then whine
“Thank you, daddy,” He whimpered, burying his face into the covers once again
Kinktober Day 13 - cum/spit play x Hyunjin (gn!reader)
[21:03]
“Ngh- fu- uahhh”Hyunjinmoaned, trying to swear, but unable to finish the word with his mouth hung open, a trail of drool leaking down the side of his chin as cum spurted out of his cock, and onto his torso
You bit your lip as you watched his hips buck upwards, his eyes rolled back, Adams apple rapidly bobbing up and down, and chest heaving as he tried to control himself.
“Such a pretty boy” You muttered, tracing a finger along his torso, scooping up a bit of the cum as you went, before stopping at his nipple, and circling your finger around it once.
Hyunjin immediately responded to the simple gesture, moaning throatily, his body twitching.
You lifted up your hand, going back and scooping up more of the cum, with three fingers this time.
“Might as well put that open mouth of your to use,” You smiled, bringing the fingers towards Hyunjin’s swollen lips
He whined at your words, but nevertheless took your fingers without hesitation, immediately beginning to lick and suck them, occasionally taking them out of his mouth and kissing the tips before wrapping his mouth around them again.
“God, you’re so fucking hot,” You growled, and opened your palm, looking to the boy expectantly
Hyunjin immediately got the message, and switched to gliding his tongue along your entire hand rather than just your three fingers. His desperation was all too clear in the way his arms were visibly struggling to stay on the bed- as you’d instructed him to do- and the way his cock was now fully hard again, pre-cum building up at the tip.
You took your hand away from his mouth
“Please…” He whimpered
“So, so pretty,” You smiled, bringing your hand down to his cock
Hyunjin’s thighs twitched as you wrapped your saliva-covered hand around him, giving a quick pump
“Aren’t you, baby?”
“Y-yes” He stuttered in return, gulping as he tried to meet your eyes
Summer:badboy au!, college au!,enemies to lovers au!,smut, slight angst, fluff, blowjob, tongue sucking, hair pulling, name calling, morning sex, spitting, marking, masturbation, sir kink.
Finally after 2000 years, I’m sorry it took so long. But anyway I hope you enjoy it sweet:)) thank you for requesting!
I love changbin a lot and he can ruin me anyday okay bye enjoy
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FRIDAY-10:14 AM
“Hiya angel” You hear his annoying, but slightly intoxicating voice from behind you. You let out a groan before turning around meeting his dark gaze, you roll your eyes as you notice the lolly pop he had in between his lips. He took it out of your bag.
“What do you want? Also I would highly appreciate it if you didn’t steal my things” you say, turning back to your work. Only to be taken away from it again as you feel your hair being tugged at. What a fucking child.
“Sorry angel, I’ll try not to next time. but I would like to interest you in a different thing to suck on, ive been told it’s pretty sweet” and there he goes again, being an over confident prick. You literally wanted to bang your head against the desk, hopefully to find yourself in a hospital. Away from seo changbin.
You just ignored him this time, hoping he’d just shut up and leave you alone. After a couple of minutes he didn’t speak, you felt relief wash over you. You had a few minutes of silence finally, you got back to writing your essay, chewing on your lip to try to concentrate.
You knew the minutes of silence wouldn’t last, you hear him tapping against the table, loudly. He began to let out Loud coughs, every 5 seconds or so. It began to get on your nerves and you felt the anger boil up inside you.
“I swear to fucking god changbin, just go get one of your hoes to fix that small problem of yours in the janitors office. So you can leave me alone” you fire back at him, quite proud at yourself. You slouch back into your seat, closing your eyes waiting to hear the door slam. But you didn’t.
“You wouldn’t call it a small problem if you saw angel” he whispered into your ear, making you freeze up, your eyes darting open at the closeness of his breath on your skin. You let out a shaky breath as you notice him just an inch away from your face. A blush apparent on your face already.
“Changbin, don’t call me angel” you breath out, moving your face away from his slightly. Still so close to him though. You breathed in the smell of him, he smelt like honey and vanilla.
“But you’re my angel y/n”
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SATURDAY-7:45 AM
Well, you didn’t expect to wake up with a very buff arm slung around your bare waist. His breath fanning over your neck, which was littered in pretty little marks that had turned into a dark purple within the night. You felt an ache in your hips, most probably from where his hands gripped at the skin. Small bruises imprinted on your hips from his soft fingertips.
You thought he’d be gone when you woke up, slipped out when you slipped into dream land. But he didn’t, he stayed. Changbin kept you wrapped in his arms all night. You felt butterflies erupt in your tummy at the thought, the thought of not being like the others. A quick fuck then he dips and never talk to you again.
“What you thinking about angel” he interrupts you from your thoughts, a large smile forming on your lips at the pet name. You had to make out you hated it for years, but changbin knew it made you giddy inside.
“Am I like the others” you say, slowly the smile falling. Fear creeping up in your chest, waiting for his answer.
“No, you never were and you never will be” his voice a little shaky but you knew he meant it. You turned to look at him, now this time he was the one blushing. You turn yourself around more, so your faces where close. Your breath fanning against his lips.
You feel his hand run up your back, then to the back of your neck, gripping lightly. He pushes you closer to him, not fully kissing you but your lips touching. You feel his tongue make contact with your lips, licking up and down. Little groans leaving him as he pushes the wet muscle into your cavern. A muffled “suck” leaving him.
You obey, wrapping your lips around his tongue and sucking slowly. Closing your eyes, enjoying the noises that left him. You tasted the sweet taste of the watermelon lollipop you both shared last night.
You feel him pull away, a small whine leaving you as he left your mouth. He chuckled, running his hand across your cheek, his finger tip tracing your bottom lip.
“Now I want you to suck me angel” his voice deep, full of lust. You nod your head, pulling the covers away from the both of you. Goosebumps rising as the cold air hit your naked skin, soon forgetting as you see him already hard for you. A hum leaving you as you spit into your palm, wrapping your hand around his cock. Your gaze set on how the bead of pre cum leaked from his tip, you slide your thumb over him, smearing the thick substance around his reddened tip.
“You’re so hard sir, so hard for your angel” you giggle out. You push your ass back, arching your back, making sure your eyes were glued to his. You lick a long stripe, from the base to the tip, before pushing him into your mouth the tiniest bit. The way his hips stuttered and a low groan left him, had your thighs quivering.
Changbin felt a rush of excitement when you called him sir, it never really effected him but the words leaving your lips did.
You moan at the taste of his cum, praising him. You began to suck on his tip while your hand slowly pumps him up and down, your muffled moans sending vibrations.
Changbin felt like he was loosing himself, his veiny hands gripped at your soft locks, tugging every once in a while. His head rolling back against the pillow, loud cry’s leaving him now. His hips fully bucking up into your mouth, wanting to be deeper in your throat.
So you stopped the teasing and took him down your throat, all while your hand pumped him. You let your other hand trail down your tummy, then to your soaked heat. Rubbing small but fast circles. Heat lighting up in your lower stomach, waves of pleasure running through your body.
“that’s my dirty slut, Hm? Touching yourself for sir” he growls out, pulling your hair harder making tears prick your eyes. You push two fingers into your cunt, letting out a low whine which made changbin growl again. You slowly buck into your fingers as you swallow around his cock, choking slightly.
You feel his hips begin to stutter, breathless praises leaving his lips making butterflies erupt in your tummy again.
“I-I’m gonna cum, you g-gonna swallow for me princess” he whispers, bringing one of his hands down to rub your cheek. You hum onto him, wanting his cum. He takes that as a yes as he begins to let himself go, the prettiest noises leaving him.
You feel his hot load fill your mouth, you gag slightly but swallow it like a good girl. It wasn’t that the taste was bad, it was just very unusual and the consistency wasn’t that great. But hey cum is cum.
You pull him out of your mouth, leaving a small kitten lick before sitting up. Removing your fingers from yourself.
“That’s my good angel, but Sir wants you to cum now,okay?” He chuckles, bringing you onto his lap.
Summery: wolf au!, Fantasy au!, college au!,mates au!,smut, fluff, PDA, sex, unprotected sex (wrap it up, be safe), Kissing,swearing, dirty talk, against the wall, creampie, impreg,ripping clothes, teasing, licking, marking,breast play, cuddles,aftercare.
I’m sorry I wasn’t back but I’m here:)
Also the gif is too soft for the story bUT I had to use it, he looks so
Also I’m sorry this is sooooo late:((
I couldn’t think of a title for this, I’m sorry, my mind just went completely blank with the title…
Also just letting yall know,, if any of you wear chunky ass platform boots. We are married Idc.
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You could sense it.You noticed the way his hands trembled when you touched him, If you bumped into him or if you moved the stray hair out of his face. A small expression of panic would wash over him and he’d move away slightly, his cheeks turning a pretty pink. Oh your poor boy is in heat soon. Very soon as it seems.
You swirled your tongue around the cherry lollipop, humming a tune as you walked to Chris’s music class hoping you both could get lunch with the free period you both had. A smile breaking out on your face as you notice him leaning against the wall with his headphones in.
You slightly creep towards him, before wrapping your arms around his waist and squeezing tight. You hear him chuckle before he turns around placing a kiss to your forehead.
“You wanna grab lunch” you say before pulling away, popping your lollipop back into your mouth. A small warmth spreading across your body as you see his eyes divert to your lips, his tongue poking out to run over his slightly chapped lips. You let out a hum, rubbing your hand up his arm to his face to cup his cheek.
“You’re really warm, maybe we should get you home instead Hm?” You giggle out, pulling your hand away to grip his and intertwining your fingers together. You hear his heart rate pick up, you could smell the lust falling off of him.
Food will have to wait.
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As soon as you step foot into his house you’re against the wall, your hand pinned by his and his lips against yours. You listen in to see if any of his family are home, fortunately they aren’t.
The heat radiating off his body making you feel on fire, his scent drowning you in bliss. The heat that filled your lower stomach began to blaze with want, pathetic whines leaving you making chans head fuzzy. He wanted to devour every inch of you, feel the way you buck up into him for more or the way your hands grip his bare skin. He needed to pleasure you, make you feel like the whole world revolved around you.
“Upstairs” you breath out, pushing at his chest. You didn’t really like the idea of any of his family walking through the door as he’s dicking you down in the hallway.
A low growl leaves his lips before his arms wrap around you again, throwing you over his shoulder. You let out a giggle as you feel a slap to your ass. He quickly jogged up the steps, letting out small growls as he got closer to the oak door of his bedroom. A wave of relief washing over you as you entered the warm room.
Again, your back is pressed against the maroon coloured wall, Chan’s hand wrapping around your thigh and pulling you up against him. You pushed your lips against his, enjoying how soft and plump they were. Your ran your hands underneath his plain white shirt, feeling the muscles clench under your touch.
“Take me, fill me up,Make sure I have your pups”you say in the most sinful way, letting out a small moan after the words left your lips. You hear the growl rumble through his chest, his sharp nails dragging down the fabric of your blouse. Ripping it from your frame. The black lace that held your breasts up fully on show, making chan’s heart race. His eyes darkening.
“You wore that just for me Hm?” You nod at his words, running your hand up to grip the mound of flesh. Lolling your head back against the cold wall. You whimper as you feel his hand squeeze at your bare thigh, your skirt had risen up showing off your matching panties. His other hand rubbing you other the thin material, little noises leaving you.
“Keep the skirt and the boots on for me” his voice deep, you again nod. You never knew why he liked the chunky platforms so much, maybe it was the way they made you a little taller. Or how your hips swayed when you walked in them.
He lets you down, watching as you pull down your panties effortlessly. Throwing them somewhere in the room. Then to your bralette, letting the beautiful mounds free. You shiver under his stare, how intimidating it was made you scared to death. But never of him.
“You really are beautiful aren’t you puppy, a masterpiece Hm”
He pulled his sweats and his boxers down, letting them roll to the ground, around his ankles before stepping out of them and pulling his shirt off. Revealing the toned stomach he worked for, yes you missed his little belly, a lot.
After you finished, you were pushed straight back to the wall again, his hands gripping at your hips lifting you up.Wrapping your legs around his waist. You felt his hard cock rub against your slit, you let out a hiss, running your hands down to his bottom pulling him into you more.
“Go on, sweetheart” he says sweetly, giving you a kiss. You reach your hand down in between you, grabbing his shaft, rubbing him up and down your soaked lips. Tapping his tip lightly on your clit, letting small moans leave your lips. Your eyes connected to his. You leant your head forward, poking your tongue out to lick his lips. Before pushing him into you, enjoying the way he gasped at the feeling of your walls sucking him in.
“You’re so big chris, s-stretching me out and filling me up so well. Like I’m made to take your cock” you say in a whiny tone, feeling him rut up against you. Small whines leaving his plump lips, just for you.
He pushed his face into the crook of your neck, which had your mating mark from him, his tongue licking the healed wound. Leaving shivers running down your back, High moans leaving you as his hips speed up, thrusting deeply into you. His hips curving in a beautiful way to hit that spot that had your thighs trembling and your core on fire.
“You’re taking me so well baby girl, how tight you are squeezing me. I want to fill you up with my seed, make my pretty little princess pregnant Hm” his words had butterflies erupt in your tummy at the thought, you nod your head a little too fast, making yourself dizzy. You ran your hand to your aching cunt, rubbing the small nub with your two fingers,Feeling electric spark in your lower region.
“You’re gonna make me c-cum, fuck, keep going Chris pleas-e don’t stop” your voice cracking at how loud your moans had got, he started to leave pretty little marks around your neck to your chest. Then to your breasts, sucking pink splotches to the mounds, littering them in his Mark.
His tongue swirling around your hardened nipple, his thrust gradually becoming more forced, hitting that spot non stop. You felt heat erupt in your tummy, your high coming closer, your fingers speeding up.
“Cum all over my cock, give me everything sweetheart. Come on, cum for me, I need it” his voice filled with need, pulling away from your chest, he pushed his lips to yours. In a sloppy but loving kiss, both of your moans muffled.
You felt your orgasm hit you like a ton of bricks, your whole frame shaking in your lovers arms. Your walls squeezing tighter around chans cock, making him feel lightheaded. He pulled away from your lips, wanting to hear the sounds that left your lips.
“Fuc-k cum for me chan, fill me up, make me pregnant with your pups” you whimper, feeling him pulse inside of you. Whines flew from out of his lips, his hips stuttering as he was so close to hitting his high. You tighten around him, hearing his choked sobs.
All it took was a few more thrusts and he was filling you up with his essence, the prettiest moans leaving him. His chest rising up and down rapidly, as curses spewed.
“I’m so full” you say breathlessly, your legs feeling like jelly, your arms hurting from gripping him for so long . You hear him chuckle, pulling himself out of you which left you both hissing. He then carried you to his bed, placing you down onto the fresh sheets that smelled like daisys. Pulling the duvet over you.
“Well that was the idea baby, gotta have you filled enough so you can have my pups right” he giggles before climbing in next to you, wrapping you up in his arms. His hand pushing the hair out of your face, while he stared into your eyes lovingly. A small smile gracing his lips, his cheeks reddening.
“You know, I don’t care if they tell us it’s too early. I’ve wanted a family with you for a long time now, you are the one I want to see in the morning when I wake up and when I go to sleep” you say with a smile, pushing your face closer to his, placing a delicate kiss to his lips.
I’m sorry I haven’t been posting, just a lots happend. I’m physically drained. I’ve not been sleeping because of the whole wonho situation, I’ve been fighting for him. Yeah people might find me stupid, but I’m fighting for the man that made my life so much better over the years. With his voice, with his smile, just him in general. This has really affected me. I can’t bare to see monsta x without wonho, I can’t bare to see the others trying to cover up their sadness. Monsta x were a way to escape, the music, literally just videos of them being children. Monsta x feel like a family, monbebe feel like a family. We are a family and we won’t lose wonho over all of this. So please just understand, I will post when I’m feeling better. I miss yall♡
Thank you so,so much oh my godddddd. I honestly don’t know what to say, how is there so many of youuu????? Thank you all for sticking with me even though I don’t post a lot anymore:( I’ll try my best to get back into posting regularly because I really do love writing. And knowing that so many people love the things I post/write, it makes me feel 1000% better♡
↳ banner by the wonderfully talented danica ( @dnrequests)
⌁pairing; boyfriend!chan x curvy!reader (f.)
⌁genre; established relationship, pwp, fluff, smut
⌁word count; 3.2k
⌁summary; wherein which you lazily make out with your boyfriend on a rainy morning.
⌁warnings; soft dom!chan, sub!reader, soft sex, 34+35, daddy kink, slight pain kink, slight orgasm control, overstimulation, handjob, oral (m. and f. receiving), slight edging, teasing, fingering, spanking, breast/nipple play, cum play, spit play
❥ special thanks to my lovely kat ( @yeoldontknow ) for titling this and reading it over and to hani ( @amourtae ) for giving this a read too! i love ya both sm
Nearly five, the morning usually begins with Chan stumbling back from the studio. Eyes heavy, movements slow, he’d carefully crawl and tuck himself in beside you, freezing when you’d make even the slightest motion. Even when exhausted and craving nothing then the soft plush of his pillow under his head, he’d rather prolong his entry to bed if it means that you remain sleeping. He knows just how hard it is for you to fall back to sleep once you’re up. Riddled with guilt, he’d try to stay up with you, inevitably falling asleep in your arms, head tucked against your breasts and lips slightly drooling over them. Eventually, you’d fall back asleep to the quiet rhythm of his heart and melody of his snores.
This morning begins early too, nearly five. Chan isn’t stumbling in, already in bed having exhausted himself in you the night before. Your cheek was once pressed against his chest, lips slightly drooling over his warm skin. Amidst the gentle patter of the rain, you lay back on your pillow now, Chan’s arm under your neck. His lips cradle yours, tongue not too far behind. Groggy, he lazily adorns your mouth with his saliva, using the hand snaked under your head to push your hair back before half-heartedly grabbing your nearest breast. He teases your nipple between his fingers, pinching and tugging. You moan your approval and feel him smirk against your lips. If you were looking into his eyes right now, you’re sure they’d be gleaming with mischief.
Your day was horrible. Not just horrible - it was the type of horrible that made you feel horrible about yourself. Your shoulders slumped, feet dragged, and eyes slowly rose from the ground to the lock of the door. Everything felt like it was in slow-motion. The keys jangled far too noisily, and you opened the door too hard, and you dropped your things too forcefully. Why was it so difficult for you to do things well today?
Somehow, you managed to close and lock the door, take off your shoes, and head into your bedroom. Your boyfriend, Felix, looked up from his game to watch you trudge across the room. “Hey babe. You feeling alright?” His deep voice was filled with concern, but you could only sigh in response. Felix paused his game, eyebrows furrowing as he watched you. Your hands weakly picked up a soft, oversized t-shirt and shorts from your closet. You could feel Felix’s gaze follow you all the way out the door. Only when you were safe behind the closed bathroom door did you let yourself break. You sniffed and let your tears freely fall while you changed.
When you were finished, you looked at yourself in the mirror above the sink, wiping at your cheeks and eyes. Felix would know you had cried. You sighed at your reflection in disappointment and slowly bent to pick up your discarded clothes that somehow ended up on the floor. Another inconvenience to add to your growing list of stressors.
When you found yourself back in the bedroom, Felix was laying on the bed staring at you with his warm eyes and loving, freckled face. You blinked at him in response, fingers twisting the fabric in your hands. Then he opened his arms, beckoning you to him. The clothes fell from your hands and you scrambled across the bed into Felix’s embrace. His hands wrapped around you, one hand on your lower back, slipping under your shirt to rub soothing circles into your skin, and the other on your head. His fingers threaded through your hair and massaged your scalp. Surrounded by Felix’s warmth, scent, and love, you broke again.
Your body shook with each sob. Felix drew you closer. He placed a sweet kiss to the top of your head and let you cry into his chest. After countless minutes of weeping, you finally went silent, throat tight and body exhausted. Your boyfriend looked down at you, moving so he could see your eyes. Your puffy eyes peered up at him, barely open. He gave you a smile. “Hello beautiful.” His lips kissed your forehead, then your cheek, and then they met your lips. You inhaled deeply, relishing in the feeling. His eyes met yours once more before he reached for the blanket, tangling your legs together and tucking your head beneath his chin.
[21:09] you wish time would just stop for even a minute. let you collect yourself and your thoughts and actually be able to choke up words to say to him. but it’s not like he’d listen, anyway. talking to hyunjin is like talking to a child. he doesn’t actually listen. just waits until you finish speaking so he can get a word in again.
but it’s because you let him, you suppose. you’ve always been so lenient with him. never raising your voice in fear of getting him mad enough for him to leave. sure, he’s pissed you off plenty of times, but you try to keep it to yourself to avoid any arguments. arguments with hyunjin never end well.
he’s loud. you could be screaming at the top of your lungs but somehow he always finds a way to overpower your voice, as if somehow being louder means he’s right.
he’s stubborn. he doesn’t care if you have tears streaming down your cheeks. you could blatantly tell him exactly how to change to avoid the situation again or to just fucking listen to you for two seconds. but he’s too prideful to lose. his mind isn’t gonna change; you might as well give up now.
but worst of all, he’s victimizing. it doesn’t matter whether or not it was actually him in the wrong. it’s never his fault. you could have done better to avoid the situation. you should be the one who’s sorry.
so you apologize. over and over and over until he finally throws his hands up and says something like “whatever, i’ll be back later” and leaves you in tears in the living room and doesn’t come back until the morning.
but he always comes back with snacks and flowers and games and movie tickets with red, puffy eyes and an embarrassed apology and you forgive him without hesitation because the hyunjin from last night isn’t the hyunjin he is. i just got caught up in the heat of the moment, he says. you know i didn’t mean it. it won’t happen again.
and you always believe him. because when you truly love someone, you’re willing to look over a bad quality or two to keep them there.
it won’t happen again, you think. because when you truly love someone, you’re willing to change a bad quality or two to keep them there.
but he doesn’t truly love you. he just likes the thought of it, is all. but you’re too far in to be able to make that connection.
so as we know, recently hyunjoon, woojin, and hoseok (mx) have left their groups (all of whom i write for). i’m kind of iffy about doing this, but to respect the decisions of having left their groups, i will not write for these three beginning next comebacks. for example, i will continue to write for woojin until dec. 7, and the others whenever their former groups release a new album.
this will apply to all future idols who leave their groups. please respect my decision to do this. i’m sorry and thank you.
i really hate doing this but i cleared my inbox once again because what i have in there i can’t think of anything and/or can’t write seven different scenarios because honestly with a lot of stuff they’ll act the same. here’s who i’ll write for right now:
hyunjin carried you into your bedroom before sitting down onto the bed, you in his lap. he kissed your lips passionately but slow. your hands were gripping his shirt tightly, desperately wanting it to be off.
yethyunjin continued devouring your lips in a hot kiss but eventually started to roam his hands around your body, taking extra care of your butt by squeezing it softly. the teasing action making you pull away from the kiss while heavily breathing in and out. you stared into his dark eyes, them holding so much care and love whilst your faces were inches away from another.
“you’re so beautiful.”, he whispered, dipping back into your now swollen lips, kissing them more gentle this time.
you slowly pushed him back a little so his one hand needed to support his weight on the bed while the other one was tangled in your silky hair. you tilted your head to the side to deepen the steamy kiss.
both of you ran out of breath. hyunjin broke the kiss but nevertheless carried on spreading kisses and hickeys on your neck and jaw.
intimate moments like these were your favourite. where it’s just you and him. where no one is able to bother you in any way. moments you only shared when you were missing each other. when you wanted to show love to one another. everything about this was so romantic, you wish it would never end.
“stop giving me so much hickeys, you know i can’t cover all of them.”, you chuckled at him, looking back into the now lust tinted eyes.
“come on, i know you love them.”, hyunjin answered breathlessly.
“yeah, i do a lot. but you’re not the only one who’s going to see me. we’ll meet my parents in a few days.”, you smiled and massaged the back of his neck between your fingers, your other hand was trailing down his chest.
“it’s winter, you can wear a scarf.”, he smirked at you.
you laughed at him before thinking about the way your mom would react seeing all those dark red marks sprawled around your cleavage and neck.
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“you know i love you, right?.”, hyunjin whispered into the silence.
“i love you too, baby.”, you grinned and dived back in to kiss his lips once more. and there you were, back at making out again. by now you were laying underneath his slim body, touching and pulling and the strands of his black hair.
“your body is so perfect, shit.”, he said as he discarded your hoodie, only to be greeted by your glowing skin.
“so is yours.”, you replied.
“but i think it’s my time now to give you some hickeys.”, you pushed him down and straddled his hips like you were doing earlier. and immediately you were sucking purple marks everywhere possible:)
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oooooo, tumblr blocked this wtf HAHAHAHA but now it’s up again ig?
“can’t you just leave me on my own?”, chan’s voice rang through the room. his cocky words hitting you hard.
“but i just-”
“no! stop it. stop excusing yourself when you know its your fault!”, he yelled, making you jump and back away immediately.
“you guys okay?”, changbin stepped into the room, interrupting the loud discussion you and chan were having.
“yes, everything is perfectly fine.”, chan responded angrily while glaring at you. you were only trying to take care of him, treat him and show him your love, but in his eyes it was a mistake.
“yo, it doesn’t seem like it.”, changbin said. he took notice of your shaking form: your hands fiddled with your bag, your head hung low, tears dripped down onto the floor and quiet sobs escaped your mouth. clearly nothing was fine.
“forget it, just leave me and y/n on our own.”, chan sternly replied.
“and what? listen to how you yell at your girlfriend for taking care of you because you can’t return it for her? no, definitely not.”, changbin argued.
“you don’t understand.”, chan responded, looking at your crying figure. eventually his heart started to ache. he hurt you so badly even though you were trying your best. he knew how insecure and sensitive you were, how you thought that you weren’t good enough for him, that you were someone who was just being annoying.
“i won’t yell at her, just leave us alone.”, chan pleaded and changbin left, but waited at the door in case something happens.
changbin was protecting you over the last days, taking care of you because apparently you couldn’t. tucking you into your bedsheets and cooking meals for you. you were having a hard time, and since chan was busy on his own, he decided to take matters into his own hands.
chan sighed, feeling horrible for ruining your head like that. he didn’t know what to do. you were crying, but still holding in everything. if you wanted to, you would have screamed and hit yourself for being a bad girlfriend.
you didn’t know for how long you were standing there and crying your heart out. everything seemed useless.
“y/n i’m sorry for being such an asshole to you.”, chan’s words filled the silence.
you weren’t able to respond, instead you rushed towards him and hugged him as tight as possible. chan immeadeatly hugged you back, going back and forth while stroking your hair and keeping you close and safe.
“don’t leave me. i’ll try and be better.”, you sobbed.
“no, don’t change. i will treat you better from now and and be there for you. i’m so sorry, okay. i don’t know what has gotten into me, i’m sorry.”, he sniffed.
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it’s not proofread oops, but i hope it’s understandable and i pray that i responded to this request well:(
“chan?”, you croaked out while poking his puffy cheek.
“yes, babygirl.”
“are you asleep?”, you whispered to him.
“i mean it’s 2am, what do you think?.”, he laughed tiredly as you hit his chest playfully.
“what’s wrong, you okay?”, his eyes were locked with yours before he gently wipes a few hair strands out of your face.
“i can’t sleep.”, you then admit, caressing his cheek.
“is it the stress?”, he asked and you only nodded.
but then he pulled you more into his chest to give you a big hug. “that’s okay my babygirl, you work a lot, it’s fine yeah?”
“yeah, it’s okay.”, you mumbled against his neck. “thank you.”, you continued and kissed the spot softly.
“how about we watch a movie? i guess we could fall asleep from it.”, chan suggests and you immediately agreed.
“i love you.”, were the words you told him before you pushed your lips against his in a loving kiss.
woojin
“good morning.”, you rumbled as you entered the bathroom where woojin was changing.
“wanna hug.”, you then mumbled before hugging his torso.
“you look tired. go back to bed and rest a bit babe.”, woojin said before ruffling your hair and pecking your head.
“but i wanna spend some time with you before you leave.”, you whined and hugged him even closer to your freezing body.
“you’re cute, but you do so much, i want you to rest.”, woojin replied while cupping your puffy morning cheeks.
“i want cuddles.”, you whispered out of the blue and he could only smile at your tired and exhausted state.
“then let me get ready real quick and then we’ll cuddle before i go, okay?” you nodded.
you huddled back to bed and tangled into the sheets, but right before you realized, you were back asleep.
whenwoojin got out of the bathroom, he chuckled, of course you fell asleep. you were so stressed these days and all he wanted was you to rest and sleep enough.
he made his way towards your peaceful sleeping body and sat beside you while stroking your hair lightly. he admired you for a bit, but then noticed he was going to be late for today’s practice.
“good night, my angel.”
minho
“you comfortable?”, minho asked while adjusting himself.
“yeah, more than that.”, you quietly said, looking up at him lovingly.
“i missed you.”, you told him.
“i missed you too, so so much.”, minho admit, coming closer to your face by each second passing by, and before you knew it, he was kissing you passionately. he pulled away and you rested your head onto his chest.
“are you okay?”, he then asked, noticing your rather stressful sigh.
“it’s just getting too much right now, you know work and stuff. i want to be able to see you more often.”, you pouted.
“that would be great, but soon it’s christmas. i promise to spend a lot of time with you, my babygirl.”
“that means you would stay for the nights?”, you smiled at him.
“if you want me to, then i will.”, he giggled.
“i love you.”
“i love you more, y/n.
changbin
both of you were quiet as you relaxed to the sound of sizzling fire and cracking wood. it was really late at night but you and changbin decided to enjoy the dim and warm atmosphere.
"you tired?”, changbinasked.
“yeah, a little bit, but i like this.”, you giggled at yourself. “what about you?”
“i like this as well, but i’m really tired.”, he yawned.
“that’s okay.”, you smiled, brushing your thumb against his cheek. “do you wanna sleep here or in bed?”, you continued.
“here, it’s comfortable.”, he took a deep breath, smelling your sweet scent.
“i’ll get a blanket and a big pillow.”, you stood up from the couch, kissed his cheek and left the living room. meanwhile, changbin was readjusting the couch, making it from a couch to a small bed.
you came back and handed him the bed sheets and pillows. you turned out all the lights in your apartment before joining him to sleep.
“good night my baby.”, changbinwhispered.
he was back hugging you, all cuddled up into your neck while caressing your hand gently. and eventually both of you fell asleep.
the evening started off with plenty of work you had to get done by tomorrow afternoon. life was stressful and the less you got done, the more you got riled up with everything.
luckily,seungmin was coming home today from a full week of practicing, causing him to stay at the dorms all week long. even though you had to finish really important stuff, you still wanted to greet your boyfriend in a proper way.
you cooked food for him, and cleaned the whole apartment until your limbs started to hurt. it was definitely a tough day, but at least he’s going to be happy about your surprise.
when you heard the doorbell ring, you jumped out of chair, running to open it quickly. the door revealed a tired, but kinda happy seungmin. he looked pretty devastated and he probably planned on going to bed right away.
but you hoped that it won’t turned out like that and that he will be happy about your present for him.
“hey, baby.”, you grinned and hugged him really tightly. it wondered you why his grip on your waist was so loose, it didn’t feel like he was excited to see you again.
“is everything alright?”, you nibbed onto your lower lip.
“uhm, yeah. what made you think that?”, he knitted his eyebrows.
“oh, it was nothing. you just seem so off.”, you weakly smiled.
“you know i practiced all week. i’m going to sleep.”, he scoffed and stepped inside.
“are you not hungry?”, you then asked.
“i ate earlier that day.”, he replied harshly.
“but i cooked for you.”, your lips curved downwards.
“too bad. i don’t want to eat.”, he closed the bathroom door, leaving you alone in the hallway.
was everything useless? the effort you put in?
the now cold food?
“okay.”, you mumbled into the air and walked back into the kitchen, where you set a prepared table for the two of you. seems like you were the only one sitting at it tonight.
it was stress. you told yourself. he wasn’t mad at you, right? he was just tired and exhausted.
you ate your self-made meal on your own. it felt really unromantic since the candle wasn’t even lit up. the food wasn’t even served properly, just smashed onto your plate. and the room was really dark, so no one could see the tears streaming down your cheeks. it was really useless, you had to admit.
you finished half of the food, before packing it up into plastic boxes and containers for tomorrow. actually, you had planned on watching a movie. maybe he wanted to join you, so you decided to ask him.
when you entered the bedroom, with a few dvd’s in your hand, you found your boyfriend sitting on the bed scrolling through social media.
“do you want to watch a movie?”, you nicely asked.
“no.”, he just said.
“why?”, your head hung low.
“just leave, i said i don’t want to watch one.”, he cursed.
“i was just asking.”, you spoke before leaving the room.
you watched one of the selected movies, before you decided on going to bed. you planned on sleeping on the couch since you didn’t want to face seungmin. it was the better option in your opinion.
the night was uncomfortable and cold. you were too frightened to ask him for another blanket.
the things he did to you.
the next day came in fast. seungmin walked into the living room to see you all asleep and curled up into a ball.
normally, he would wake you up with a kiss or a hug, but today it was different. he did nothing, instead he took out the food from yesterday and started to eat it.
you then woke up and noticed his presence.
“good morning.”, you whispered and slide onto the chair next to him.
“morning.”, he said.
“is the food good?”, you smiled.
“it’s okay.”
you frowned.
after he ate up the food. he headed out of the door and quickly you rushed behind him to say goodbye.
you hugged him from behind.
“y/n!”, he cursed again.
“why are you so harsh with me?”, you then asked quietly.
“y/n listen. you’re damn clingy.”, he turned around and spoke, clearly annoyed by you.
“what?”, your eyes went wide.
“what did i do wrong!”, you snapped.
“you never leave me alone! just let me be, god damn!”, he yelled.
“go.”, was the last word of you before pushing him out of your apartment.
you cried the whole night, it was just a gesture of love.
it was weekend, and both of you had no plans for today. so sleeping in was the best option to choose.
jeongin was hugging you from behind while both of you were snoring lightly. sleeping in was definitely something both of you needed after having what felt like the most stressful week of all time.
“what time is it?”, you mumbled tiredly.
“who cares, we have nothing to do.”, he whispered back.
“but we can’t stay in bed all day.”, you sighed.
“oh yes we can.”, jeongin replied and tightened the grip around your waist, pulling you even closer into his embrace.
“but we should eat something, baby.”, you then said.
“let’s do it later, i want to sleep.”
“okay.”, you whispered back as you took his hand and spread a few kisses on it before falling into a deep slumber again.
you are part of something so big. you came so far and we all can be proud of you. i hope you and the boys are doing fine and that you will meet them very often. stay happy even though it’s getting harder now.
thank you! for being a light in my life and for making me feel better when i’m down. you’re truly amazing and no matter what, you will forever be a part of stray kids. we all thank you for everything you did. yes, we’re all sad, but we have to accept the truth and face reality. we are behind you, and we will care about you, even if you’re not going to be a part of stray kids or jyp entertainment anymore.
you started to freeze after the fresh night breeze hit your skin. you just finished looking through the stack of paperwork at your office, so you decided to call it a day and go home, by bus.
it was the only way. if you started to walk home, you’d be there by tomorrow morning, so it made sense to just take the latest bus of the day.
when you arrived at the stop, no one was there. it’s understandable, who the hell would be waiting for the bus right now and right here, especially since there is nothing special in this district. most of your colleagues had driven home already and you were the only one who took the bus.
you waited, and waited. the bus is going to delay, and it wasn’t the first time that you needed to wait a whole twenty minutes for it to arrive.
plus, it was already cold and you have your working clothes on which aren’t the most warming ones.
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you sighed heavily as you noticed a stranger approaching you. he was wearing a thick jacket and a wool hat. and he was holding something.
he was holding a bag of hot mini cakes. they still steamed really strong, means that they just came out of the oven and you could swear that you felt the warmth of those biscuits.
the boy sat down, just a few inches away from you. the scent of fresh baked cakes aroused your nostrils and your mouth immediately started to water. you were definitely hungry.
the boy was about your age, maybe a few years older, but not a lot. he had brown, silky hair and he was happily munching on his food. your mouth drooled by now over those cakes, you really wanted one.
it was getting too late, and you trembled badly. your cheeks were flushed red due the cold air and you clutched at your jacket which hung around your shoulders. damn, when will this stupid bus arrive.
/
“uhm, hello, miss.”, you heard a soft voice. it was the boy.
“yeah?”, you said back, sending him a weak yet polite smile.
“you’re trembling really bad. are you cold?”, he worriedly spoke.
“yes.”, you stuttered.
“do you want my jacket?”, he then added and you blushed even more. never did someone ask you a question like this one, and the fact that the boy next to you was a stranger, made it even more weird.
“but you don’t know me.”, you replied.
“but you’re cold. i can’t just sit here and watch you freezing your butt off.”, he started to unzip his jacket, and it revealed a big hoodie. no wonder why he wasn’t freezing at all.
“here take this.”, he threw his plush winter jacket over your shoulders and neck area. you leaned into the warmth.
“better right?”, he smiled and you nodded. by then he was right next to you to make sure you were okay.
/
“do you want one?”, he then asked and held out the bag of hot mini cakes. you gladly nodded and took one out of the white paper cone. your face lit up at the delicious taste.
“they’re really good!”, you chewed with a huge grin on your face.
“you must be hungry, here take another one.”, he said and you stuffed the second cake into your mouth.
“what’s your name?”, you mumbled while eating.
“minho, and yours?”
“y/n.”, you told him and laughed, trying to finish your second piece of cake. minho just softly smiled.
you were adorable.
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this blog’s basically just me posting the stuff i already posted on instagram because i’m stupid lol. i hope you still like it and haven’t read it before:(
hyunjin’s hands roamed your entire body while he kissed your lips. your unsteady breathing filled the air, while you started to sprawl delicate kisses around his neck and jaw.
your hands attached to the back of his head, pulling at the short, soft strands of his black hair. hyunjin placed one of his hands on your waist, pushing you more to his hot body. the other one rubbed your upper thigh in small and smooth circles.
“h-hyunjin.”, you breathed heavily and he hummed in response.
“i missed you.”
“so much.”, you whispered against his lips.
he chuckled.
“i missed you too.”, he mumbled back.
both of you got carried away pretty fast. and in one swift motion, hyunjin started to glide his tongue over your bottom lip, not minding on exploring your mouth. and sometimes he would pull at your lips to spice things up.
hyunjin placed his hands around your neck while tilting your head the way he wanted in order to spread hickeys and love bites everywhere possible. you moaned at the stinging feeling.
both of you got lost in each others actions before the night turned into a pretty heated one.
