#i feel so numb

LIVE

I just need a deep rest from myself, I wanna disappear from the face of the earth.

#this is depressing #i’m done #why does my brain do this #i feel so numb #mental health #i’m not okay #but i can’t talk about it #with anyone #loneliness #living with bpd #borderline #borderline personality disorder #i hate myself 
Orion@floatingorion
Tue, 31 Aug 2021 15:22:52

Wondering why my mood swing spectrum is always between being chaotic and being melancholic…

#mood swings #living with bpd #borderline #borderline personality disorder #emotional #emotionally unavailable #emotionally unstable personality disorder #emotionally unstable #chaotic #melanchonic #it’s consuming me #my brain is short circuiting #i feel so numb #and hollow #why does my brain do this #why cant i be fucking normal 
Orion@floatingorion
Sat, 25 Dec 2021 00:53:25
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