the original clip was 32 minutes……. and i didn’t notice until the end but i made two of the same gif by accident >:( i gave up and I’m going to bed after i post this lmao.. big ups to anyone who makes gifs its so time consuming! i say the clip was 32 minutes but that was with all of the prep work before hitting record. it usually takes me like 30-45 minutes per gif which is why i dont post/make gifs often. maybe once a year :)
anyways i condensed it as much as i could and also tried to show my settings for gifs but honestly im still experimenting and didnt really like the way they turned out in the end but thts ok im trying </3 also for coloring i usually open the entire video into photoshop and just play around until i get something i like or if i cant be bothered with making a new coloring (which is most of the time) i use one of my base psds and add more adjustment layers until im satisfied
My fifth week on university and I am just wating for the rest of the weeks to pass on. I feel tired, I just don’t have time to do what I was used to. I feel lonely, because my ex-boyfriend is not speaking to me (just to be clear we broke up because of distance). I feel used by guys, I had sex with two of them yesterday and was nothing compared to what I imagined. I feel embarrased because of my weight. I feel stressed because of my classes.
I FUCKING HATE SOCIAL ANXIETY BECAUSE YOU’RE SCARED TO TALK TO PEOPLE BUT ALSO DYING TO TALK TO PEOPLE AND HANG OUT AND RELAX AND HAVE FUN AND NOT BE ALONE AND LONELY AND FEEL LIKE SHIT BUT YOU DO FEEL LIKE SHIT BECAUSE YOU CAN’T EVEN RELAX ENOUGH TO TALK TO PEOPLE WITHOUT OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING
If we’re “talking” I need to know what “we” are. You want a friendship? Let me know so I can treat you like a homie. You’re talking to other people? Let me know so I don’t cut anyone off. You’re only talking to me? Let me know so I only commit to you. You like me? Tell me. You’re not feeling it? Let me know so we can stop talking. I’m not going to catch wrong feelings for someone that’ll leave me hanging and I don’t want to lead someone on when I don’t want what they want.
I’m so two faced about the apmas like I literally live for this wreck of an awards show but I’ll be like “damn this is lame af and mostly embarrassing” but then turn around and sing along with all these shitty pop punk songs and I’m not even sorry
