#im free

Science says every seven years every cell in the human body dies and replaces itself…

I have been counting every year, and this is number seven.. I finally have a body he’s never touched.

geologystims:

hey! I wanted to say I know I havent been super active here; rn I’m trying to take care of finals, but after that, I’m hoping to post more geology content to help de-stress ^^; I have some Embarrassingly old asks in the inbox that I want to get to

EDIT: also a reminder, the inbox is still open if anyone wants to send in requests or just chat!

FINALS ARE COMPLETE BABEY, IT’S ROCK TIME

Me, at my parents’ tendency to downplay every negative emotion or difficult time I’ve ever had:

I’m not gonna teach your boyfriend how to dance with you

Who am I?
What have I become?
How should I do it?
Pills? A rope? A gun?
I’m laying under the blankets,
In my cold, dark room.
The depression is back. Stronger.
What in the hell do I do?
My friends notice my mood,
They try to get me to go out.
“stay inside, you’ll only bother them”
The inner demons shout.
I tell them that I’m sick
And don’t have the gas anyway.
But I have a full tank and feel fine,
I can’t keep pushing them away.
I have a bottle or vodka in one hand,
And a pistol in the other.
I write a note “I’m sorry.. I love you..”
“please forgive me, mother. ”
Everything goes dark
A small voice screams inside my head
“ Please wake up! Oh God! ”
“ No! No! We can’t be dead! ”
I hear the sirens outside,
I assume they’re here for me.
I go further into the darkness,
Please don’t cry, I’m free.

-Brittany Bonar

finally done with exams hallelujah