warnings: alcohol; some dirty talks (no explicit scene); a little bit angst
A/N: hey guys i had this idea and i managed to write really fast so i thought i’d post since it’s been a few days since the last one!! I hope y'all like it!! <3 (and only if anyone is in doubt, yes I will post maneskin fics!! sorry for the delay! I’ll post soon)
“Oh my God! Do you want to kill me, Jake?” I am startled when I open the bathroom door and my flatmate appears in front of me.
“Were you planning on living in the bathroom?” he asks leaning one arm on the door.
“And you were counting how many minutes I was in the bathroom?"I cross my arms.
"It’s hard not to when you’ve been waiting more than ten minutes for someone to come out of the bathroom so you can pee.” He smiles falsely at me and nudges my waist lightly. “Now get out.”
I roll my eyes and sigh as I walk down the stairs that lead to the second floor of the house of some friend of Jake’s, who I didn’t make a point of asking his name.
The party around me seems more crowded than when I went upstairs to go to the bathroom, it gives me the feeling of suffocation, or maybe it’s because I can’t look away from the couple on the other side of the room, I can see her fingers running through his long hair as he whispers something in her ear.
“Why do you look like you’re about to commit murder?” I bring my hand up to my chest and stifle a scream of surprise.
“Damn, you’ve got to be kidding me, Jake!” I turn around in time to see Jake hold back a laugh.
“I brought beer!” He holds out a bottle in my direction.
I smile weakly at it. “No, thanks.” I can’t control my gaze and he turns back to the other side of the room, where Ethan’s lips are no longer on the blonde girl’s ear.
They are on her mouth.
“Actually, I want.” I turn quickly to Jake and take the bottle from his hand.
He looks at me confused but then lets out an anasalated laugh while drinking his own beer.
I try not to look across the room and try to distract myself with something else.
“Why do you still like him?” I raise my head to Jake, confused, and he discreetly points to Ethan.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I giggle and try to sound as sincere as possible.
Jake smiles weakly and looks at you. “When we were sophomores, you cried because he didn’t call you to prom.”
“Do you remember that?” My surprise makes me give up lying to him.
Jake shakes his head. “And two weeks ago you were freaking out because he followed you on instagram.”
“I did not freak out!” I push him lightly with my shoulder.
Jake laughs and runs his hand through his hair. “But that’s okay, I don’t think he can be any worse than Brian.”
When you hear the name of your first college boyfriend, for the first time in the night you push Ethan out of your thoughts. “Do you remember Brian? We only dated for two weeks!” I look at Jake in disbelief.
“Yeah, and you smeared two of my shirts with mascara from crying so much.”
I look away from him, embarrassed about my own love life.
“They’re coming here.”
I look at Jake in confusion, for just a second, as I quickly notice Ethan and the girl coming toward the staircase, which Jake and I are leaning against. The stairway that leads to dozens of rooms.
I don’t know if it’s the four beers I’ve had in the night that make me do this, or the thought of having yet another frustrating relationship, or maybe it’s the fucking smell of weed. I’m starting to think it’s possible to get high on smell alone.
“Kiss me.” I turn to Jake, raising my gaze.
He looks very surprised at the time and I see him swallow dryly as he looks at me. “What?”
“Just go, they’re coming.” I take a step towards him and Jake finally seems to understand why I am asking this.
I can hear a low “oh shit” against my lips before Jake runs his fingers through my hair and his other hand lightly holds my waist, he is still holding the beer bottle and the icy touch sends shivers through my body.
I hear footsteps behind me and that should be enough to stop me from running my fingers through Jake’s torso and moving closer to him, but it’s not.
It is Jake who stops the kiss, but he doesn’t pull away and his hand remains on my waist while the other goes down my arm. “I think they’re gone.” He speaks low.
“Yeah, sure.” I finally snap out of my trance and manage to pull myself away from Jake and try to ignore how much I miss his fingers on my skin. “Thank you.”
Jake gives me a sideways smile and runs his fingers over his mouth, “I’ll get you some more booze, do you want some?”
“No, thank you!” I smile at him. “For real now!” I laugh trying to improve the mood.
Jake smiles weakly and turns away heading towards the kitchen.
After a few minutes of trying to socialize with some friends, I decide to look Jake up and ask if we were going to leave together.
I think that tonight, I walked more than I have ever walked in my entire life. I went in the kitchen, up the stairs, to the bathrooms, in the front yard and all the way around twice more, but Jake was nowhere to be found and our friends were too drunk to answer my questions.
When Ethan bumps into me on one of my way down the stairs and offers me a ride, I give up looking for Jake.
*******
3 days, 1 week, 2 weeks…
Two weeks that I’ve barely seen Jake, even though we live in the same apartment.
It’s been two weeks since Jake hardly ever sleeps at home, two weeks since Ethan and I have been out every Thursday and Friday, two weeks since my routine has been to go to college, take more baths than necessary and spend more time in my room than is considered healthy, and two weeks since I can’t stop thinking about Jake.
And after we bumped into each other in the early morning hours earlier this week while arriving at the apartment at the same time, he coming home from a party and I coming home from a date with Ethan, everything got worse.
Now our good days and good nights are reduced to slight nods.
I lie in bed, frustrated, having cancel my date and thinking about what Jake does and where he goes when he leaves the house. Who he is with.
I finally hear the shower turn off and wait a few minutes to get up the courage to leave the room.
And when I do, it is at the same time that Jake comes out of the bathroom.
The sweatpants leave the bar of his underwear exposed, the towel he was using to dry his hair is thrown over his shoulder, and his long wet hair drips water all over his torso.
“I thought you’d left, sorry.” Jake breaks the silence and I look away from his body to his eyes.
I want to tell him that it’s okay, that it’s his apartment too, and I want to turn around and go back to my room, but the words come out before I can stop them.
“I think we need to talk.”
Jake sighs softly and fiddles with the towel nervously.
“I’m going to move.”
The words he says float around inside my mind and make no sense for a few seconds.
And suddenly all the guilt hits me, the guilt of asking him to kiss me, I feel guilt for all the times Jake cancelled his plans just so he could hold me in his arms when I would come back to him crying with a broken heart. I feel guilty for every prom he took me to and had to spend the whole night listening to me talk about other boys.
“If you need anything call me, I have to pack a few things.” Jake speaks low as he walks past me to go to his room.
And when he closes the door, I realize that I haven’t said anything. I haven’t done anything.
It’s as if my feet have a life of their own and in less than a second I am walking to his room. When I slam the door and lean my body against the wood, Jake looks at me in surprise.
When I look away from him, I see an open suitcase on the bed and his guitars already in their bags.
I go to the end of the bed and bend down to pick up the only guitar that is not already in its case, not knowing what I am doing I go to the wall full of posters so that I can hang the guitar back on its hook, where it should never have left.
Before I can get any closer to the wall, Jake reaches over and holds the guitar tightly, the sudden movement but causing my body to slam into his.
I try to pull the guitar back, like a tantruming child, but Jake grabs my wrist and moves closer to me.
“What are you doing, Y/N?” If we weren’t so close, I might not have even been able to hear his low voice.
“You don’t have to move, Jake.” I pull my face away just enough to look at him. “It’s all my fault. I’m sorry.” I swallow dryly trying to keep talking. “I messed up.”
Jake lets go of my wrist and I let him pick up the guitar, he hesitates but with his free hand he puts a lock of hair behind my ear.
“Do you really think it’s your fault?” He asks and his voice becomes calm and low, and my heart squeezes with the longing I feel for him.
I whisper a “yes” as he shakes his head and walks away leaving his guitar leaning against the wall, then he sits on the end of the bed and runs his fingers through his wet hair.
“You just did what I asked.” I slowly move closer to him but we still don’t touch. “You were only helping me.”
Jake lifts his head to face me seriously, his expression is almost one of anger, but his eyes make it clear that this anger is not directed at me.
“You think so?” His hands creep up to his knee and he grabs the fabric of his pants as he lets out a wry laugh. “You think me getting hard with a fucking kiss of less than 15 seconds would be helping you, Y/N?”
I feel my blood rise up my cheeks and try to look away from him, but I can’t.
Jake lowers his head and runs his fingers through his hair, but soon he is back to staring at me as he speaks. “Do you think I was helping you when I kissed you while I thought of all the things I wanted to do to you? Do you think that just because you asked me to kiss you I had to go out and fuck the first girl so I wouldn’t go begging you to come home with me and we did all the things I’ve been thinking about for years?”
The words come out of his mouth quickly, for the first time I see Jake not having control of his actions.
I take a deep breath and speak the only sentence I can formulate. “But you don’t have to leave.”
Jake sighs and lowers his face again and brings one of his hands to his face, sighing once more. “You don’t understand.” His voice comes out muffled over his hand. “If I stay here one more day without touching you, I will go crazy.”
The reaction this has on my body is almost painful, especially when I have to force my legs against each other as a form of relief. I want to scream at him saying that he can touch me. That I wish he would touch me, but I can only whisper.
Guys, I had an idea of LongFic / Serie with Jake and I would love for you to participate a little bit in their creation with me! so i made a form if you want to answer some things to help and inspire me so i can bring a fic that y'all like!
I’ll leave the link down here! and already thank u <3
Request: “two rockstars meeting in a festival, and both bands hanging out cause they are both friends with the struts, then jake starts falling in love w this person because of their personality, talent and charisma, they start to match in the second day of camping at the festival and then the bands have to play in the same day, jake tells his feeling and the reader doesn’t know how to react.”
A/N: ok i definitely have to start apologizing for the delay!!!! and also saying that this is not the final part because I thought it best to share it because maybe it would be boring to read everything together hahaha. and I SWEAR I’ll try to post the last part (and all other requests lol) as soon as possible!! hope you guys like it
“And you know that usually people knock on the door before they come in, right?” Jake looks at Sam, who responds with a grimace.
“Okay, okay I’m sorry.” He laughs. “But could the couple in love give me the privacy to take a shower, since someone spilled ice cream on me?” He looks at Poppy pretending to be annoyed but she just gives him a smile.
My mind is a mess after what Sam said, first: couple in love? second: him and poppy? and third: wow it’s probably going to be hard to get the huge ice cream stain off Sam’s shirt.
I don’t realize that Jake has gotten up from the couch until he holds out his hand for me to do the same.
I put my hand in his and stand up and feel the effect of the whiskey as the bus turns a little, Jake holds my hand tighter and laughs weakly.
“Bye bye babies!” Sam waves to us as we get off the bus and just when I think Poppy is going to do the same as us, she closes the bus door staying inside.
Jake turns to me to say something but before he can start, I interrupt him for fear that he might want to talk about what just happened.
“It’s 30 minutes until the show, we should go, right?” I don’t give Jake time to answer, I pull him towards the festival and realize that we are still holding hands.
I hear Jake laugh behind me and he walks to my side, without letting go of my hand.
When we get to the stage, everyone is already there except Sam and Poppy, obviously.
When Josh and Luke turn to greet us I let go of Jake’s hand and he looks embarrassed and shoves his hand in his pants pocket but I’m not sure and don’t even turn to him as I walk over to my friends wishing no one had noticed anything.
I stand between Ana and Jet while Jake stands next to Danny and Lexa, and I mentally curse myself for not being able to take my eyes off him.
Adam and Josh start handing out cans of beer to everyone, when Josh comes over to me and Ana, I dismiss the beer with a hand gesture and then he hands the can to Ana and I swear I could see them exchanging smiles at this point.
Institutionally I turn my head toward Jake to see if he’s looking at them too, but when I turn around, he’s looking at me.
He smiles at me and without a second thought I smile too.
I don’t know how many minutes go by when we see the band take the stage. The whole festival goes crazy at this point.
And for the first time since Jake and I kissed a few minutes ago, I can think about things other than him.
After about 20 minutes I get tired of dismissing the drinks that Josh and Adam offer me and before I know it I am opening my second can of beer.
I really enjoy that show, especially when I sing Satisfaction along with Lexa and Luke while the others imitate the sounds of the instruments with their mouths.
When the show ends I turn to my friends in disbelief. “They didn’t play Angie? What the fuck?” they all laugh because I’m probably too shocked.
“OK, come on! We have to start packing things for the bonfire.” Lexa starts, she is the most sober of us all. “And I swear I’ll serenade you by singing Angie for you, Y/N!”
Lexa puts her arms around my shoulder and I smile at her.
Ana walks past us and pushes us lightly. “Ew, I’d rather lose my ears than hear Lexa sing, Y/N please spare us this horror show”
Lexa shows her middle finger to Ana, I think that is the meanest thing she can do.
We all start walking towards the buses stopping several times in the middle of the way to take pictures of ourselves posing idiotically with an analog camera that Josh brought.
When we almost get to our bus, Lexa starts telling us what each of us has to do. Because she is Lexa and she is the only one who is good at turning us into organized humans.
“Y/N, can you grab some of our chairs at the back of the bus?”
“Sure!” I head toward the bus to open the back door.
“Ana asked me to come help you” I turn to Jake, who is leaning against the side of the bus.
Of course Ana did it, obvious!
I try not to show any reaction as I smile at him and he moves closer so that he can get more chairs.
Our shoulders touch each other all the time as we get the seats.
For the first time the silence between the two of us was uncomfortable.
“Did you enjoy the show?” he asks as I lean forward to grab a chair that is at the end of the compartment but my fingers don’t even reach the chair.
“Yeah, it was amazing” Jake makes the same motion as me and manages to grab the chair much faster than I. “Did you enjoy it?” I look at him over my shoulder.
“Yeah” Jake smiles and starts stacking the chairs to make it easier to carry. “I liked everything that happened today”
I feel my cheeks burn and I look away and focus my attention on the last chair inside the bus. Maybe he wasn’t talking about the kiss, right? Maybe it’s the concerts and lunch.
As I pull the last chair out of the bus and start stacking it the same way Jake is doing, I reply. “I liked everything that happened today too”
•pnation’s new girl group called UNITE decided to make a series where each member would interview different groups what would happen when one of their members Y/N interviews enhypen’s jungwon and had a crush on him , would she risk to tell him and get rejected or will she just ignore her feelings?
“Hello everyone and welcome to Music bank I’ll be your host for tonight My name is Y/N “ y/n said as she looked at the camera
“And I’ll be your second host My name is jungwon ! “ Jungwon introduced himself to the camera
“We are Y/N ! And Won Y/Nwon!” Both of them said at the same time
“Jungwon I’ve heard a lot of your famous song called give or taken what was that inspired by?”
“Ah give or taken , we didn’t really have a reason to properly create a song we just wanted something that would fit the vibe of our album”
“I’m so glad you guys had decided to release that songs it’s a really cool song too “
“Ah thank you so much Y/N I can say the same about your group’s latest comeback Paint the Town and honestly I just loved it so much “
“Ah thank you although I do have to give credits to my older Brother Bang Chan he helped us with most of the producing “
“Wow he’s such a great producer and speaking of producer we have one of them with us here today we would like to introduce woozi from seventeen”
As the interview continued Y/N seemed to be getting mor comfortable with jungwon to the point where she even made a few jokes here and there on how they should collab
At the end of it all they both exchanged phone numbers and went to a caffe and a walk around town to get to know each other
•pnation’s new girl group called UNITE decided to make a series where each member would interview different groups what would happen when one of their members Y/N interviews enhypen’s jungwon and had a crush on him , would she risk to tell him and get rejected or will she just ignore her feelings?
AN: UPDATE! honestly I’ve just been so tired but I’ll do a lot of chapters today I promise
•pnation’s new girl group called UNITE decided to make a series where each member would interview different groups what would happen when one of their members Y/N interviews enhypen’s jungwon and had a crush on him , would she risk to tell him and get rejected or will she just ignore her feelings?
An: y/nwon first interaction next chapter honestly I just thought of the last part as if yeonjun from txt was y/n’s older brother and hoyeon was y/n’s older sister but uhhh yeah
•pnation’s new girl group called UNITE decided to make a series where each member would interview different groups what would happen when one of their members Y/N interviews enhypen’s jungwon and had a crush on him , would she risk to tell him and get rejected or will she just ignore her feelings?
If Y/N had two ways to describe how she was feeling they wouldn’t even be a single word it would be ‘I feel like my heart dropped to my ass checks’ all she wanted was for everything to go right no mistakes no nothing after all this was their show debut showterview , Was she in the right mind space when she wanted to do the interview ? Absolute N O T not but she still had her job to do so with that she started off looking into the camera smiling
Hello everyone Welcome to The first episode of Showterview, i’m your host and Hope Y/N !
in celebration to The newest monster rookie group’s win Let’s please welcome Enhypen !
With that let’s get started with our lovely interview !
So tell me guys you recently debuted a year ago yet have so many fans internationally and have won several awards with the nickname of A monster rookie group, how do you guys feel?
“Honestly looking back to when we were in I-land trying to survive it feels great to finally see all the hard work pay off” Jake said
“I’m really glad you guys have been enjoying, all of this so please let’s us get started with our interview!”
“Okay here is how it’s going to work we’ll be playing one lie and two truths each of you have to say two truths and a lie”
“Can the truth be like anything or does it have to be specific?” Jungwon asked
“Honestly do which ever one you would like”
“That sounds easy tho” jay said
“The twist is whoever guesses the wrong answer they will have to jump from up there” y/n said while she pointed at the tall bungee jumping site above them
“Was this the reason why our interview was here?” Sunghoon asked
“Honestly not really I just did the spinning wheel on where we should film this I had no idea where I wanted to but oh well”
-time skip-
“And we’re back we’ll start playing two truths and one lie , who wants to go first?”
“I say we let sunghoon hyung go first” Jungwon said as she looked at y/n
After some time they played 2 rounds of the gam y/n ended up guessing Wich were true
“Ah it was so nice to meet you guys we hope to see you in the industry more and more and I really look up to you guys like in music whose you’re all doing such a good job” y/n said looking at jungwon
“Ah we’ve also heard about your group unite too we also look further for more interactions aswell “ jay said
“With that being said this concludes the first episode of Unite’s Showterview !” Y/n said clapping her hands
“Thank you so much for having us good bye everyone” sunoo said
“And cut” one of the staff members told everyone
“Ahhh so stressful but thank you so much for letting me interview you guys I’ll be taking my leave now” y/n said
as she bowed
“Wait umm before you leave could you give us your number for business inquiries perhaps?” Jake said
“Oh yeah sure thing here “ y/n said
taking out a piece of paper and writing her number she gave it to Jake
•pnation’s new girl group called UNITE decided to make a series where each member would interview different groups what would happen when one of their members Y/N interviews enhypen’s jungwon and had a crush on him , would she risk to tell him and get rejected or will she just ignore her feelings?
⌗— SYNOPSIS you had a somewhat interesting life. for one, you were attached to the hip to jake sim, your best friend as well as a known heartthrob at your uni. though notorious for his player reputation, he was the sweetest to you and treated you like no other— but he was also the root of many of your problems.
⌗—SYNOPSIS you had a somewhat interesting life. for one, you were attached to the hip to jake sim, your best friend as well as a known heartthrob at your uni. though notorious for his player reputation, he was the sweetest to you and treated you like no other— but he was also the root of many of your problems.
⌗—SYNOPSIS you had a somewhat interesting life. for one, you were attached to the hip to jake sim, your best friend as well as a known heartthrob at your uni. though notorious for his player reputation, he was the sweetest to you and treated you like no other— but he was also the root of many of your problems.
word count: five hundred and forty five cw: bf!enha, jealous!enha, gn!reader a/n: this is pretty much just what they would do in a situation where you were being hit on or flirted with by someone else
lee heeseung
would become very protective over you when this happens. he’d come over to you and wrap an arm around your shoulders or your waist and straight up just kiss you. maybe just on your head to make the person realise you’re taken or maybe even straight up just grab your chin, turn your face towards his and kiss you if he’s feeling bold enough. afterwards he may be a bit pouty though
park jongseong
protective number two. if he was standing beside you, he would tightly grip your waist and pull you into his side making it obvious to whoever was hitting on you that you were taken. if he wasn’t with you at the time but saw it happening, he’d do the same as i just mentioned, but when he gets to you he’d rudely interrupt whoever you were talking to and say something like “who’s this babe?” or bluntly just “who even are you?”
sim jaeyun
protective number three </3 he would come over and put his arm around your waist and kiss your head. then he’d just hover his lips over where he just kissed your head and stay in that position but just glare at whoever was talking to you with this side eye and just smirk (^_^*) then he’d lift his head and just give them this look and do the thing where he puts his tongue in his cheek to show how impatient he’s getting and tilt his head to the side </33333 (can you tell i’m profoundly jake biased?)
park sunghoon
i feel like he would suddenly just feel bold. he’d walk up to you and put an arm around you and give the person you’re speaking to this look. something like a smirk that’s like ‘yea, i’m their boyfriend’ and ‘you really think you can pull them, huh?’. would just look at them with a slightly confused face wondering why they hadn’t walked away yet. i think he’d look pretty intimidating.
kim sunoo
would give whoever was flirting with you that look. you all know exactly which one i’m talking about. he would really just stare at them so confused as to why they were talking to you and why they were still trying. once the person stopped talking he would just be like jay and say something like ‘who are you?’
yang jungwon
he would have no idea what to do. does he let you hopefully handle the situation or does he cut in? he can’t decide. but then he gives up because he can’t watch you talk to this person anymore. he’ll go up to you and maybe just stand there cause he doesn’t know if he should interrupt or simply just pull you away. he’d probably just stand super close to you and maybe take your hand in his. cute :(
nishimura riki
i feel like he’d get a bit pouty. not too much as to where he starts acting childish, but he would definitely make a little sad face. if he was standing with you he’d just lightly put his arm around your shoulder or around your waist and just glare at whoever was trying to make conversation with you until they got the message that you were taken and left.
