#kuroo tetsuro fluff
all too well: kuroo tetsuro
☞a/n: NOT ANGST!! i HEAVILY HC that kuroo loves and listens to taylor swift secretly. this is him when all too well (10 min version) comes out and y’all are in a relationship. italicized quotes are lyrics/kuroo singing. lyrics and song are obviously not mine! credits and ownership goes to ms. taylor swift <3
☞cw: one paragraph of SMALL angst, language, all too well by taylor swift is heartbreaking, timeskip!kuroo (so like slight timeskip spoiler,) y/n watching kuroo sing his heart out
5:48 pm
“tadaima!” you yell through your shared house with your boyfriend. your home was tiny but cozy. it was almost 6 so the room was almost dark when you arrived. kuroo was off from work today and you expected a response back but you didn’t hear anything. instead, you hear music through the walls of your house. you guessed that he just didn’t hear you. you take off your shoes and make your way to your shared room until you hear:
“…you almost ran the red ‘cause you were looking over at me. wind in my hair, i was there, i remember it all too well…”
“taylor swift?” you thought to yourself. you and kuroo have been dating since high school, but through that whole period, kuroo has never mentioned an interest to taylor swift.
“and you were tossing me the car ke- FUCK THE PATRIARCHY”
a voice that was very much your boyfriend’s interrupted your thoughts. you silently and slightly opened the door peeking through the crack, hoping to not be seen. you saw your handsome boyfriend on the bed with the laptop open, in a blanket. slightly crying?? yes. your 6ft tall bf, high school volleyball captain, employee at Japan Volleyball Association is curled in a blanket crying to taylor swift.
“CAUSE THERE WE ARE AGAIN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT”
you grab your phone from your pocket and start recording this phenomenon, crouched on the floor, through the crack of the door. this is gonna be interesting you whispered and chuckled to yourself as you hit record.
“WE’RE DANCING ROUND THE KITCHEN IN THE REFRIGERATOR LIGHT. DOWN THE STAIRS I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELLL”
you giggled softly watch your boyfriend scream the lyrics in “pain.” this is the man you fell in love with back then. the same dorky, cocky, sweet, charming guy. your kuroo tetsuro. it’s moments like these that remind you how you fell for him. it’s moments like these that you think about when one of you are far away on a business trip.
“GOD DAMMIT TAYLOR- AND YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE. SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST. I’M A CRUMPLED PIECE OF PAPER LYING HERE CAUSE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO FUCKING WELL”
you’re full on muffling your mouth in your sleeve so he won’t hear your laughter over the music, even though it was blasting on the blue jbl speaker. kuroo then starts sobbing and cursing at taylor for “being a musical genius and stomping on his heart” you did feel a little bit bad for eavesdropping on him while he’s singing and sobbing his heart out, but you know it’ll be over soon, and he’ll take you in his arms again.
you started thinking what it’d really be like if kuroo broke up with you. there’ll be no one walking to your desk with dinner making sure you eat your meals and not overworking yourself. there’d be no one to cuddle while you talk about each other’s days until you fall asleep. no more dancing in the kitchen while eating snacks because you couldn’t sleep at 3 am. life would be terribly different and even you started to tear up. you stopped thinking about it before you become the mess kuroo is listening to taylor swift.
“and i was never good at telling jokes but the punchline goes ‘i’ll get older but your lovers stay my age.’- AGHHH FUCK IT HURTSSSSS”
as the outro plays and the atmosphere calms, so does kuroo. he then grabs his phone and you end your recording. immediately after, your screen lights up with the name “my love <3” and a picture of you and kuroo making wacky faces. you stand up and open the door as you answer the call.
“you okay lover boy?” you ask looking at him softly walking closer to where he was on the bed. he stares back at you with wide eyes wondering how long you’ve been there, how much you’ve seen, and wondering when you even got home.
“when uh when did you get home ?”
“mmm when was it? around the wind in your hair part”
“YOU SAW THAT WHOLE THING?!”
you giggle slightly at his antics. you make your way to the bed next to him and looked at him. his hair was slightly messed up from the blanket around him and his eyes were bloodshot red. with how wet his face was from his tears, you guessed he’s been listening to this song for quite a while. “yes, i did. i never knew you had a thing for taylor swift”
“i guess my secret is out the bag. i’ve kept this ‘hidden from even the volleyball team. ONLY KENMA KNOWS TOO. *sigh*…do-”
“yes tetsuro i still love you. don’t worry your handsome face about it. just because you listened to taylor swift’s breakup song doesn’t mean i no longer love you,” you tell him as you pepper kisses on his face while wiping his tears. “taylor swift makes you really vulnerable wow usually it’s me in your position.”
“IT’S NOT MY FAULT HE WAS A BITCH YOU NEED TO WATCH IT TO UNDERSTAND,” he exclaims offended. he looks back at you and he smiles softly at you. he loves you so much. he doesn’t even want to think about losing you. you’re his love, his honey, his “dopamine,” literally his high school sweetheart. he loves you more than life itself. “but later. you need to convince ‘my handsome face’ that you won’t break up with me bc taylor and jake broke up.”
“honey you’re smart but that logic doesn’t add up. i will spend every second with you to prove how much i love you my love. never forget that.”
he chuckled at that, “same with you y/n. you’re my everything,” he replies back pressing a kiss to your temple sniffling. one day, when you guys are old and grey, happily married, you’ll look back and reminisce. remembering moments like these (positively) all too well.
kuroo tetsuro royalty au
- ah yes, kuroo tetsuro, the next king in line, the one who was deemed as the most handsome prince with his eye catching smile and a face carved by god himself. he was adored amongst the people of the kingdom for his acts of heroism and selflessness.
- but there was only one slightproblem
- YOU HATED HIM
- kuroo tetsuro, in your words, was the most annoying bastard you had ever met.
- you had known kuroo ever since you were a child,, heck you were practically raised with him. your father was a knight that had saved the king’s life,, automatically earning your family a place in the king’s palace.
- people told you “you’re so lucky to know the prince so closely.” you considered it a punishment. all kuroo was, was a pain in your ass.
- oh the ridiculous amount of times he would snatch books out of your hands so you’d jump up to try and take them from him,, while he had that shit eating grin plastered on his face,,
- or when you were taking a bite of food and he’d appear out of nowhere just to shove the bite in his mouth
- or perhaps when he’d tell you the wrong dress codes for events or the wrong times and you’d either end up coming late or super early
- the worst however was when he KNOWINGLY proposed to you in front of half the palace to be his valentine
- and you obv couldn’t say NO because it was the bloody prince and apparently every1 dreamed to go out on a date with him
- so you just said yes and kuroo hugged you,, and then he whispered in your ear about how it’ll be the worst date of ur life
- “daydreaming about me, sweetheart?” a voice snaps you out of your thoughts. the voice that you could recognize from your grave. kuroo tetsuro.
- “don’t you ever shut up?” you hiss as you turn around. kuroo doesn’t seem to take the hint as he follows you.
- “awh, just admit it–you were missing me” kuroo ruffles your hair.
- “STOP RUFFLING MY HAIR I WORKED ON THAT HAIRSTYLE FOR 1 HOUR” you yell. “and why would I miss a man that has his head so far up his ass he can’t see anything but himself?”
- “at least, I don’t need a chair to stand on to talk to people,” he grins.
- “IF YOU INSULT MY HEIGHT ONE MORE TIME I WILL BURY YOU ALIVE” you hiss as you walk towards your chambers
- kuroo snickers, he’s always found your reactions to be amusing. It was always so much fun to push your buttons, wasn’t it? you were the one he looked around for, who’s reactions he wanted to see and the only one he wanted to annoy.
- and with that thought, he heads to his room
- a loud banging noise wakes him up. and kuroo can’t think straight. what was happening???
- and then it hits him like a train
- that was the sound alarm for when someone attacked the palace.
- kuroo jolts out of bed and his mind immediately goes to you. you’ve always been a heavy sleeper. even if hell broke lose you wouldn’t wake up.
- and kuroo just grabs his sword, no thoughts, head empty absolutely as he rushes to your room
- he barges in only to be decked in the face causing him to fall back
- “takethat you filthy–wait–KUROO??”
- kuroo groans in pain, clutching the left side of his face, “–ouch–WHY DID YOU PUNCH ME?”
- and ur like are you really THAT dumb the alarm is sounding and some random bastard barges into my room what do you think I’m going to do?????
- and he’s like “i don’t know take a quick scan before you punch them into the bloody oblivion???”
- and once kuroo removes his hand you can see a bruise forming on his left cheekbone alongside a cut,,
- “shit–i’m so sorry,” you mutter. “hold on, I got a first aid kit here.”
- “i don’t think we have time–the alarm–” just as kuroo says this, the alarm stops ringing.
- “seems like we got plenty, now shush.”
- you drag him into your bathroom, and he’s leaning on the counter, as you apply a little anti septic
- and kuroo flinches
- “sorry,” you mumble once again. “i really didn’t think you’d be coming here.”
- “of course I would,” kuroo replies. his voice is much deeper than you remember it to be, eyes focusing on you as if it’s the first time he’s looking at you.
- “i just figured I would be the last on your list of people to save,” you say under your breath, eyes not meeting his, but kuroo manages to hear it.
- “you’ve always been on top of any list i’ve written,” kuroo replies, as he puts the tip of his finger under your chin, to get you to look at him. “you’d only realize if you weren’t so busy hating me.”
- and ur like ????!!! wth are you talking about boi
- “are you really that oblivious to my feelings?” kuroo asks.
- FEELINGS??? WHAT FEELINGS
- the confusion on your face gives it away and kuroo doesn’t take to it too nicely
- so he just says,, “nevermind,” and he walks out of the bathroom. “mom and dad are probably looking for me. g’night.”
- and you realize,, you’ve spent so much time loathing kuroo’s annoying habits that you never really paid attention to all the nice things he did for you
- the amount of times he did your homework or taught you sword fighting, how you were always the first person he’d tell any good news too, how without fail he’d save you those little pizzas you’d like and made sure you’d eat, how he remembered your favorite flowers and placed them on your door every morning,
- how he’d be the only person you could talk to after a nightmare and how he’d wrap his arms around you when all you did was want to disappear from the world. all the times he made life much more bearable with his presence,,
- plus the valentines date he took you out on was actually fun. both of you ate your favorite ramen, saw a sky full of stars and even listened to some music together
- and suddenly it all made so much sense
- so you ran, ran all the way to kuroo’s rooms which made you realize ya got no leg strength babe wth ya doin
- you knock on his door and kuroo opens it and you can see his eyes are a bit red,, “did you come all the way here to reject me–”
- “i’m not oblivious to your feelings–imean–i am,” you say. “but only a little bit,” you smile sheepishly. “i do like you and i sure as hell would love it if we went out on another date.”
- “alright, a date it is then,” kuroo smiles. “and I’ll also bring a chair with me in case i’m not able to hear you.”
- yeah kuroo got decked in the face again for that one
hq boys (iwaizumi, ushijima, tsukki, kuroo) in the winters.
iwaizumi
- oh boy you best believe, he won’t let you go out of the house without seven layers, ear muffs, mufflers, gloves. he’ll even get you to keep a small heater in the car and take it to work because he does NOT want you getting sick at all
- if you do fall sick, you will never hear the end of it. “i told you you should have worn more layers!”
- also takes pictures of you in the snow omg </3 but he doesn’t let you stay out for too long and drags you inside for hot chocolate.
- after you take a shower, he’ll be waiting outside the bathroom with a hair dryer, and the heater already on. will also buy matching pajamas to keep you both warm.
ushijima
- ushijima himself does not feel cold but whenever he sees you, he brings a big blanket, wraps it around you and then also wraps his arms around you. in a nutshell, he will use this opportunity to cuddle you to death
- he gets up in the morning and puts warm water in a hot water bottle and makes a cute little bag with different teas/instant coffee you can add to it. he’ll also add some warm cookies to it for you.
- is absolutely be shocked when you hit him a snowball and proceeds to pick up a buttload of snow and dunk it on you, grinning about how you asked for it
- if you ever tell him you’re cold, he’s going to offer you his jacket RIGHT there and then and he’ll take you home or back the car so that you can be warm
tsukki
- ok tsukki always lies about not feeling cold like bruh who are you kidding you’re literally SHIVERING
- and now you have to baby him into wearing socks and that means buying dino socks. he has big oversized jackets and he makes you snuggle with him. he never gets up from bed and will also force you to stay in.
- as much as he hates getting of bed, he’ll make you soup while grumbling about how you better be thankful that he loves you.
- he also loves it when you take hot showers with him [not in that way] but it’s just so intimate and both of you can just slip under the covers afterwards.
kuroo
- he’s cold and that means you’re cold. he’s going to make you wear fifty layers but that doesn’t mean he also won’t drag you outside for a snowball fight, making snowmans and snow angels
- kuroo is already very touchy-feely and in the winter, he never leaves you alone. absolutely to the type to say, “c’mere, let me warm your hands.”
- he uses this opportunity to kiss you because he thought your lips were freezing and starting to get blue [he’s lying]
- also he has some family hot chocolate recipe which is LITERALLY BRILLIANT and I swear you can taste the love he made it with.
Ah, Love — Chapter 14
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: surprise update! my schedule is starting to ease up, so might be back for regular updates soon! ☺️ more kuroo and y/n conversations! there’s a twist next chapter or the next next chapter!
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Ah, Love — Chapter 13
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: so sorry for slow updates, a lot of work has been piling up. but slowly making progress! might clme back to everyday updates soon!☺️ tysm for almost 100 followers!
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Ah, Love — Chapter 11
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: a very short update! i’m so sorry i rellay need to finish a lot of work, but i promise more updates once i finish all of my homework. plus i got really pissed because i wrote a whole paragraph for this chapter but then tumblr crashed and i forgot to save it. lost all the motivation to write so more conversations for everyone. the dates are also messed up, i’m very sorry.
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✎ The next day finally comes, (y/n) being (y/n), she woke up really late. Seeing missed calls and text messages from Coach Manabu, she finally realized that she was calling him manager the whole time but Coach Manabu didn’t mind because it was his fault for not introducing himself as Nekoma’s Coach. He was actually flattered that she thought he was a manager which meant he looked young for his age.
Quickly getting up from her bed, she did a quick shower and proceeded to get ready. Grabbing her bag which was full of clothes that will help her survive the next few days at the training camp in Saitama. (y/n) was lucky that Saitama was only a 24 minute train ride from Tokyo. The training camp has started a few hours ago and yet here she was, almost lunch time which reminded her that there would be a lot of people by the train station.
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Ah, Love — Chapter 10
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: first written portion! sorry if it’s short. more nekoma in the next chapters!
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✎ (y/n) wasn’t really good at lying, but she managed to keep up for whole two months. Of course she didn’t attend the following week, but instead she asked the manager if she could start her duties on the month of July and to her surprise the manager agreed to her request as he saw that she was still struggling with life in the city.
Having more time to adjust and to forget about the embarrassment that happened. For the meantime, (y/n) was getting to know the members on her own. She would ask a few of her classmates about the boys’ volleyball club, learning about their skills, positions and their characteristics.
The boys weren’t bad after all, she learned that she was in the same class with the ace of the team, Taketora Yamamoto. She eventually made friends with him, considering the fact that Yamamoto would always stare at her and he would obviously simp for her even though she clearly said that they would be just friends.
Yamamoto was still clueless that his manifestation of having a female manager came true, and he was now best friends with her. At some point, he begged (y/n) to meet the team but she said no. The reason? Simple, she said she’s still shy around people and that she’s afraid that they might not like her. Yamamoto eventually stops begging her and understood that she’s still not comfortable opening up to other people, but that didn’t stop him from mentioning her to the team.
“She’s very pretty and I could just stare at her the whole day,” Yamamoto said to the team while having their daily meeting before practice. Earning a scoff from Kuroo, “Yes, we know. She’s really pretty, now will you stop it and just focus on volleyball?”
Yamamoto blushes and focused on the meeting. “Tora senpai is really lucky to talk to her, if that was me I would have exploded just by touching her,” Lev spoke interrupting Kuroo who was about to say something regarding the meeting.
Kuroo has had enough of them gushing over you, were you really that pretty? He’s been hearing about you for almost two months and yet he still hasn’t seen you around the campus. Oblivious of the fact that you were the one that he was talking about not long ago about the hello kitty underwear. He thought, you might be prettier than hello kitty girl. kuroo i thought u were smart, why haven’t you connected the dots?
The past two months was easy for (y/n), the manager would always update her about the activities regarding the club. Tomorrow will be her official first day, and it would be in a training camp. A great way to introduce yourself, right?
Let’s just hope that it won’t be awkward between her and Kuroo.
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Ah, Love — Chapter 9
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: conversations will still be with karasuno but i promise there will be more nekoma conversations once (y/n) gets to know them!! ☺️
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Ah , Love — Chapter 8
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: one or two updates per day until i finish all my homework hope i finish everything before sunday☺️ anyways, daichi calling (y/n) baby is *chefs kiss* i’ll have fun facts about ah, love at the end of the series! so make sure to wait for that!
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Ah, Love — Chapter 7
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: pls don’t be shy to interact with the series i love reading comments and it gives me so much serotonin i might have another series once i finish this, but for now updates will be slow as i have to finish some school related stuff.
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warnings: there will be parts in the conversation where the boys are thirsty for u but there will be no sexual interactions until they all come of legal age
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Ah, Love — Chapter 6
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: i’m so happy this series is blowing up i’ll post as much as i can, but y’all, i’m so productive 6 chapters in just the first day? who is she? lol. might be the last chapter of the day, because i have to take a rest first. first time to put a warning
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warnings: nekoma boys being horny af but don’t worry there will be no sexual interactions until they come of legal age, kuroo posting thirst tweets on his private twitter, kenma being kenma
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Ah, Love — Chapter 5
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: i’m surprised i’m already five chapters in hope y’all are liking this so far
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Ah, Love — Chapter 4
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: short one, but this is just an introduction to the boys. i’ll post more of their side later on! ☺️
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Ah, Love — Chapter 3
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: i messed up the names in tanaka’s pov. i’m so sorry, i’ll edit that once i’m done with the series! ☺️
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Ah, Love — Chapter 2
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: yes i am using mai sakurajima as your pfp
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Ah, Love — Chapter 1
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
a/n: yipee! the first chapter! ☺️ hope you all like it! ☺️
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Ah, Love
summary: due to unfortunate events in your life, you had to move to another city but you have to leave your precious friends and duties as karasuno’s volleyball club manager. but moving to tokyo was fun, not until you get invited to be a manager of a high school club again.
pairing: kuroo tetsurō x fem!reader
genre: fluff, a little bit angst, smau, nsfw bc it’s a kuroo smau
warnings: swearing
status: ongoing (slow updates)
updates: whenever i have time!
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author’s note: this is my first ever smau so i’m really sorry for mistakes. don’t hesitate to tell me if there are any mistakes. and also this story plot has been my dreams for a few days now, so i thought why not make it into reality
chapter 01•great news
chapter 02 • movie night!
chapter 03 • gifts and letters
chapter 04 • new girl alert
chapter 05 • hello kitty incident
chapter 06 • horny boys (read warnings!)
chapter 07 • neko-mothafucking-ma
chapter 08 • bullies
chapter 09 • manager!
chapter 10 • lies (with written)
chapter 11 • training camp (with written)
chapter 12 •welcome!
chapter 13 •dinner
chapter 14 •after dinner
chapter 15 •just friends?!?
chapter 16•lev being dumb af
chapter 17•coming soon
chapter 18•coming soon
chapter 19•coming soon
chapter 20•coming soon
[9:02]
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you were avoiding kuroo tetsurō.
and you were sure he’d noticed. he’s not stupid, after all. he’s the smartest person you know. maybe not the most intuitive—because that would be kenma—but he was the most intelligent. he’s probably picked up on it already. whenever he tries to talk to you, you give him a nonchalant or an uninterested response. you avoid him in the hallways. and you don’t wait for him after your club so you can walk home together. you’ve stopped interacting with him outside of school entirely.
oh yeah, he’s definitely noticed. currently, you’re sitting next to him in geography. the teacher’s blabbering about some sort of religious impact on economy and agriculture. you couldn’t care less. this was an elective, anyway. all you had to do was get more than seventy-percent in the final exam and your report card wouldn’t even have a dent.
“oi, chibi,” kuroo nudges you in the slightest way. you roll your eyes, pretending to read the textbook, “you know, you’re five pages behind, right?”
your cheeks heat up almost instantaneously. you flip the pages, and scribble something on your notebook as you continue paying “attention”. the volleyball captain only snickers next to you, “who are you fooling, chibi? you’re not listening to the class at all.”
“maybe if you’d shut your trap, i could focus better,” you grit your teeth. he laughs breathily, hiding it with his palm so the teacher doesn’t see, “tell me, chibi-”
“that is not my name. and stop talking, please. this is important for the exam.”
he shuts up after that. you feel bad, but you only tell yourself it’s better for the long run. if you were being truthful to yourself, it was hurting you just as much as it hurt him. you were kind of, sort of in love with him, after all. avoiding him was your first thought when you came to the conclusion. you’ve been doing so for weeks.
the day passes smoothly. and you being you, leave the school grounds as soon as your club finished its course for today. you check your wristwatch as you’re leaving the library—the volleyball team doesn’t dismiss for another half hour. you still have time.
“hello there, chibi.”
well, shit.
you stop in your tracks, turning to see kuroo tetsurō standing there by the gate of the school. you’re definitely taken aback. why is he not in the gymnasium? what about practice?
“i think you forgot that i’m the captain of the team,” he smugly says, walking towards you, “i can cancel practice whenever i want if i have a reasonable excuse.”
“you’re a shit captain, then,” you scoff, beginning to walk away. he follows you though, catching up to you as he exclaims, “oh come on, what did i do wrong?”
“what?” you ask, “you didn’t do anything.”
“then why are you ignoring me?” he questions, stopping in the middle of the sidewalk. you halt too, looking up at him as you wrack your brain for some sort of excuse, “for the past month, you haven’t even spoken to me properly. we stopped hanging out after school entirely because one day, you decided to up and leave my life.”
“i was busy,” you meekly mumble, “sorry.”
“bullshit,” he laughs dryly, “do you really think i can’t tell when people are mad at me?”
you sigh in a defeated tone, “i’m not… mad at you.”
“of course you deny it,” he rolls his eyes, “you know what, screw it. be that way. i’m sorry i bothered you.”
he turns to walk away. you can’t really blame him. he’s been there whenever you needed him since middle school, and you quite literally just dropped him when you realized you were in love with him. it wasn’t his fault—he always overreacted like this or blamed himself for things that weren’t even his fault. you’d seen it happen firsthand. whenever kenma got sick, kuroo would end up blaming himself. he would say he isn’t a good friend, and would go over to kenma’s place to take care of him. it was sort of adorable to you, but also bittersweet. you bite your lip as you see his retreating figure. he’s getting farther and farther away, and you can only imagine what must be going through his head.
you let out a deep breath before running after him.
“tetsurō!” you yell. he stops walking immediately, slightly turning his head. his eyes widen when he sees you running at him in full speed, and you stop when you’re inches away from him. you pant, hands on your thighs as you try to regain your normal breath.
“i’m sorry,” you let out an exasperated sigh, “i’m sorry, okay? something happened and i got a little insecure and i avoided you because i didn’t want to share it with you. you would’ve found out eventually because you can read me like a book, and i didn’t want that to happen.”
“you avoided me because you didn’t want me to find out what’s going on in your life?” he mumbles, trying to make sense of what you said, “do you realize how dumb that sounds?”
you blush, “yes, i know how dumb that sounds.”
“are you sure you’re not mad at me? did i do something stupid or say something hurtful?” he asks. you shake your head.
he nods. an awkward sort of tension fills up the area surrounding the two of you, and he asks, “can you tell me why you were avoiding me now? i-is that why you’re talking to me again?”
“uh,” you pause, “i-i don’t think that’s a good idea.”
“i won’t push it, don’t worry,” he says, ruffling your hair. you groan, pushing his hand off as he laughs. there’s a sort of bitter feeling snipping away at your chest when you look at his face. he hides himself, though, turning away as he begins to walk again. your voice gets stuck in your throat, but you start walking too.
you’d tell him one day. you just weren’t ready yet.
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“sleepy head”
seventeen; pinky promise
m.list>eighteen
a/n: i’m so sorry for not updating yesterday. i was so exhausted i just fell asleep the minute i laid in bed
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“sleepy head”
fifteen; déjà vu
a/n: someone tell y/n to stop making sexual jokes sorry i cringe look back at this
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“sleepy head”
fourteen; venting
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