Arguably the funniest thing about Velvet “Lord of Calamity” Crowe is that despite being a prophesied bringer of death and destruction, who was imprisoned in a maximum security prison where she was forced to kill and eat other inmates just to survive for 3 years, who kidnaps, kills, steals, blackmails and tortures without a second thought; she refuses to drink alcohol because she isn’t 21 yet
Okay, so i had the need to tell y‘all something because I can’t tell it anyone else. We‘re (my whole class) in another country right now, thousands of kilometres away from our school and I miss her so much. I look at the photos I took with her everyday and I miss her almost every second of every day. It‘s this feeling that I want to be with her but at the same time I want her to be with me here. I want to experience all of the things with her. I want her to lie next to me on the beach. I want her to learn a new language with me. I want her to kiss me when I want to sleep. I want to swim with her in the sea. I want to see her without the façade she‘s putting on everyday. I want to go to a fancy restaurant with her. I want to make out with her when we‘re alone. But I also want to be at home. With her. Because she would teach different when I‘m alone with her. She would talk much more with me. I just want to love her. Because she‘s so beautiful. Because I want her. But I know that I can’t have this. At least not now. Maybe next year. When I‘m older.
Nevermind.
I was in the capital city yesterday with some of my classmates and I went shopping. And of course I had to find something for her which I did. I bought a bracelet for her with a T on it (it‘s the first letter of her name) and I found a cute, small turtle where the city‘s name is printed on it. But I don’t think that’s enough so I‘m going to go to the shopping centre tomorrow and buy something bigger for her. Because she‘s worth the money. But I don’t think that I‘m going to give it to her personally because she won’t accept it. So my plan is to give it to her anonymously. Maybe I‘m going to place it on her desk in her classroom or I’m going to ask a teacher I can trust to give it to her. But I do t think that someone else should give it to her so I‘m tending to put it on her desk.
And there’s more.
I really love the city where I‘m staying but the problem is that I can see her everywhere. I want to see her so badly, I could cry but I can’t because my classmates and „friends“ wouldn’t understand. I just hate the fact that everyone knows that I‘ve fallen for my teacher. Why do my actions have to be that obvious? Anyway I just wanted to tell you that stuff because I can’t talk to anyone else. And if someone wants to talk about their tc, I‘m always there for you, guys❤️
