Ever since I met John there was something about him that made me absolutely addicted to his presence. I know there are many cliches involved in expressing how you feel about your soulmate, but I suppose the reason for this is because the feeling of true love is known by many. It shouldn’t be downplayed or kept to yourself. If you’re happy then you should sing it from the rooftops and not be ashamed of it.
I’m aware that my love for John may come off as obnoxious at times, but life is short and beautiful and I’m finally happy. I went from crying myself to sleep every night and drowning my sorrows in alcohol to being a person who is positive and loving again. This relationship has provided me so much healing because above everything else, John is my best friend. We can talk for hours about anything and everything. He had heard me ramble and complain about big troubles in my life as well as petty nonsense. He offers me an ear to listen and a shoulder to cry on, but also words of comfort. I know in my heart that he loves me and I can truly say that I’ve never had a relationship before where I wasn’t full of doubt. My insecurities have melted away with him and I am so thankful to have someone so supportive of me.
John, you’re the love my life. You’re such a beautiful man and I don’t know where I would be without you. You’re my soulmate, my hubby, my sweet potatuh, my stud muffin, my best friend, the future father to our children,my darling Every love song is about you. I carry you in my heart everywhere I go. When I say you’re everything I’ve ever wanted I truly believe that. I would lay in bed at night just picturing someone like you would come along, and felt the ache of how I thought it would never happen for me. Now that I have you, it seems so unreal. I can honestly say this is so much better than I ever could have possibly imagined.
To know you is to know love. I am who I am because you’ve loved me. Thank you for coming into my life and complimenting my hair I am so insanely in love with you. Always and forever
Happy 6 months, Hotman. You are the greatest birthday gift
I’m the happiest and blessed guy in the world! Ahhh❤❤❤
I just had a deep deep session yesterday with Zeus. Read a few hymns for him, said some prayers and gave him my true and deep thanks for everything that he does for me in my life. I nearly cried at the deep presence of Zeus as I praised him. At the end of my prayers I sat there, my gentle hand caressing the smooth bronze of my Zeus statue, thanking him for being there for me when no one else was, for the path he has shown me, for the guidance he continues to bring to me. Thanking him for the joy and calmness, the storms that kept me and continue to keep me safe and for the blessings he continues to bring upon me when I need them most.
Zeus truly is a kind loving God full of goodness and mightyness. A God that watches over this world with a kind heart and wise mind of law, order and truth.
Feeling his loving presence is something I will forever be grateful for.
A/N: Y'all asked for some pain to close off 2021, so here it is! I will not lie, as an assault/abuse survivor this was both difficult and comforting to write. Please proceed with caution and prioritize your mental health. Nevertheless, I hope you all enjoy and if you are a fellow survivor and no one has told you yet, I’m so proud of you and glad you’re here. Please give me your thoughts, we can cry together about this really rough drabble and talk about how much we hate Jungyoon and Donghee
Pairing: Soft Yandere OT7! x Chubby Camgirl! Reader
Summary: Graduation day approaches as details begin to get put into order, but on a call with Jungkook, details about something else entirely come into focus
Warnings: trauma, assault, stalking, wrist rubbing wounds, blood on wrists from fingernails, intense scene, blood, delusions, attempted noncon kissing, tearing shirt, victim-blaming (none of which done by the members), panic attack, hysterical crying, mention of police downplaying stalking, detective character is in a flashback, obsessiveness, protectiveness, reference made to parental abuse
Bibby how are you such a talented writer at such a young age teach me
I feel like I’ve just been through the washing machine with this chapter, I don’t know what I’m supposed to feel I know yandere men are bad but they dote on her so much better than the other assholes in her life, stop confusing my morals (I lie I have none, I’ve thrown them out the door for this obsessive lot)
The only thing I can think about now is…….. what she gonna do when she find out
This is… so sweet wtf ??!?!
Also i never get called young esp online so I was like reading that hehe also talented??? Me?? Coming from YOU?! PLS ask me any question anytime about writing and I’ll answer it for you, my soulmate!!!
Also you described the whole series perfectly!! It’s the beauty and insanity of dark romance and it’s just so fun to write!!
