Weird eating disorder thought idk

Am I the only person who gets excited for food and that excitement helps me starve?

Like, i’ll plan a meal out (like a sweet potato or some frozen veggies) and i’ll think about it ALL day until it’s my designated time to eat.

I’ll be sat in bed drinking diet pop and smoking thinking “only a few more hours of fasting and I can eat that” and it’s like food is a motivator for me. It’s weird. It helps me not binge if I’m looking forward to a pre-planned low cal meal.

Am I the only person who does that or am I just a fat hoe lmao???

I have all the making for this outfit, but i’m too fat to pull it off

Me @ my morning sugar free 2kcal energy drink

Wearing my boyfriends pyjama pants makes me feel skinny bc they’re baggy as fuck lmao

Ana buddy search!

I’m looking for a friend to support and help me keep on track - don’t fret, the same goes on my end if you want any support and help!

There are a few lil guidelines just so that it’s easier for both of us (or whoever is down y'know:)

• Must live in the same time zone (UK, I live in Wales but the UK is the same time zone)
• Non-homophobic
• Willing to send meanspo or sweetspo sometimes (you don’t have to, it’s all good in the hood)
• Be 14-21, i’m 17 yo and i’ve had my fair share of creeps that i’d really not encounter again

If you’re willing to share numbers/social media that’d be sick too bc sometimes its easier to text and yanno it’d just be nice to have someone to talk to abt something other than weight sometimes:)

I really don’t mind what gender, or if you prefer to be neither thats neat.

So if you’re interested, just dm me yo, I swear i’m not scary.

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One of my FAVOURITE thinspos ever.

Me: I’m gonna eat under 600 calories today, I gotta lose this weight.

Ana: OR you could eat absolutely nothing, and lose it even quicker;)