*binges then proceeds to start the abc diet*

i am perfectly Fine

hey bitches guess whos back and fatter then ever!!hahahahhahahhahhahahahhhahahahahhahahaHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHSHhaahaahh

no nut november? more like no calories november hahaha

day one: failed

my bed when it’s halloween:

It be like that.

Update:

I only ate a little bit of indian lastnight, but it led onto a full binge and now I can’t stop. My boyfriends gone home so I’m just in a cycle of binging and purging right now.

Back on track tomorrow.

HELP MMM

My boyfriend is going to make me eat indian food and its going to ruin my progress, he’s gone to get it now and i’m panicking. I can’t purge because he’ll hear me.

WHAT

THE

FUCK

AM

I

SUPPOSED

TO

DO

I hate my thights sO GODDAMN MUCH.

Food diary #2

Breakfast:

1 caramel instant latte (no sugar or milk): 66

1 chocolate wafer: 100

Lunch:

1 pack of crisps: 132

Dinner:

¾ tin of minnestrone soup: 95

Snack:

1 pack of neo biscuits (4 in a pack): 176

Total: 569

Calories burnt walking/ light leg lifts: 110

Total: 459

It’s halloween tomorrow and my birthday, and my boyfriend is coming over so I might treat myself tomorrow, I know i’ll feel guilty but i’ll just purge whatever I eat when I go over 600 calories - thats if I do.

I’m pretty proud of the weight i’ve lost (2nd pic is me now) and sure there’s still like 15lbs to go but man i’m still much happier than I was (weight wise)

I’m 17 tomorrow (Halloween baby ayyy) and I still look like a chubby 12 year old, like, can I just look older n less fat pls, I’m trying my best here but puberty must’ve forgotten me

Food Diary #1 (29/10/18)

Breakfast:

2 apples (190)

1 caramel instant latte (66)

Snack:

1 small chocolate wafer (100)

1 small bag of crisps (132)

Dinner:

1 small potato (130)

1 cup boiled veg (44)

Total: 662 - 105

Exercise: 105 (I only did 500 crunches spread out over 30 mins)

Total intake:557

I was aiming for below 600 so i’m pretty happy with that, i’ve been stuck on a binge purge cycle for weeks and i’ve gained a lot but i’m sO ready to lose all of this goddamn fat already.

To have that bone on my wrist be more prominent than ever

I haven’t used this blog in forever since my last one (WitheringOrange) was taken down, but imma start postings tons of thinspo again! If you have any requests let me know and I usually get them done within a day or less❤

To look skinny in jeans

To not have fat poking out of my fishnets

To be that lanky ooo

1 year ago (128lbs) vs now (111lbs)

The goddamn truth