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who keeps using tape measures as gags? they are not very effective

who keeps using tape measures as gags? they are not very effective


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Advice for subs from a Dom: How to lose weight as a sub or slave?

1. Have a wholesome diet consisting of Master(s) cum, piss, shit, spit, boogers and sweat.

2. Cook rich and tasty meals for Master and watch him get fat. Spend lots of money on his meals. Eat the products of your meals after he digests and metabolizes them for you.

3. Suckle on his penis while he eats.

4. Suckle on his penis and lick his ass 24/7 whilst awake and asleep.

5. Be his toilet. Ideally his only toilet.

6. Try to keep or grow your tits in size so don’t lose weight until you have no tits else Master will discard you.

7. Encourage Master to bite, pinch, twist, squeeze, slap, punch your tits whenever he can. This should hopefully encourage them to grow and compensate.

8. Have only anal sex to both please Master and keep your ass open for easy clearance.

9. Get your sister(s), cousins to do the same. Take pictures and send to Master for his approval.

Master loves a skinny bitch with big tits, areolas and/or nipples. Master loves them saggy. Master loves them bruised. Most of all, Master loves them jiggling braless and free all the time.

Master loves a skinny bitch with a large labia. Master loves the flaps of skin. Master loves to tug, twist and flick them until they are sore.

Share the love so others might know. Be a skinny bitch and be Master’s prize to show.

okay but is ur bmi lower than Hello kitty’s

This Is Super Fuqed Up


This whole post is literally just a pity party, I’m so sorry


But I’m working as an assistant to this athletics club for teens and kids (ikr? GREAT place for an ED sufferer to work), and I usually do that during the summers. And I’m fairly familiar with all the kids. Anyway. What’s really fucked up, is how upset I am/was about the lack of comments I got on my weight loss? (And whats fucked up is, why do I feel this way? That is SO toxic! Like I feel awful that I’m disappointed about not getting the attention I wanted. And I’m literally so sorry for that) I’ve literally hit my LOWEST WEIGHT EVER and was kind of expecting more people to comment on it… only one parent did, which made me really happy cuz she’s always been so sweet to me “oh my gosh look at you lost weight! Look at me, I lost weight too yes?” She’s ADORABLE I love her so much. But idk. I guess just the lack of attention just made me feel like I haven’t lost ENOUGH weight. Like I’m not THIN enough. Like I don’t look SICK enough.. which i know it’s so awful for me to think that way, I KNOW it’s awful to think that way, and I know it’s not valid in any sense just.. I can’t HELP it and I feel guilty about that.

And then on top of that. Another girl lost like a TON of weight, and I can tell I weigh less than her still, and the sick part of my mind is super happy about that, but, I felt overshadowed? Like. Not good enough? Like I didn’t make the impact I wanted. And that all just topped off the absolute verbal slashing that my mom gave me just before I headed out the door to head to the athletics place. Like, guys she went OFF on me, saying how I “just make everything so much harder just by being here” because I turned her fan back on for her after I was done vacuuming?????? Ummm??? Ok ‍♀️

This day just… It wasn’t what I thought it would be, even though I didn’t even realize I had expectations for it. I was ultimately going to be let down either way though, you know? because. What was I expecting? Who’s gunna just walk right up and tell me I lost so much weight, you know? I couldn’t expect people to go and do that. And.. idk, who knows… maybe I haven’t lost as much weight as I think. Like, maybe you can’t SEE it as much as I hope.

I will say though, I really appreciate the manager for realizing the anxiety my mother was giving me when she kept hovering over me while he was trying to have a private conversation with me at one point, and took it upon himself to tell my mom to go back inside. It was small but that really meant so much to me. And he also ASKED me if I felt comfortable with taking on a few extra responsibilities, where as my mother just TOLD me I was going to. It really, really meant a lot to me.

I still have a whole lot pent up inside.

I get so offended when a guy comes along and immediately assumes I need his help to deal with what I got going on. I don’t NEED your help, man.

gym !!

any good work out tips for burning a ton of calories???

FIVE DAY WATER ( sorta ) FAST!!

This fast will be a time to cleanse your body, mind, and soul the ana way. By consuming only water and a nutrient dense salads for five days straight you will feel better and look better !!

THE RULES ARE

  • Drink 32 oz of ice cold lemon water first thing in the morning
  • Drink 16 oz of cinnamon apple cider vinegar water (recipe below)
  • For lunch eat a salad with kale, blueberries, beets, ½ avocado, and a tahini dressing. Don’t worry about the calories this is to help fuel our bodies. I’ll include the recipe I use below
  • Drink 32 oz of plain ice water after lunch
  • Drink 32 oz of lemon ice water for dinner
  • Drink 16 oz of hot lemon water before bed
  • Have a 16 oz cup of ice water by your bed just in case
  • BLACK COFFEE and COFFEE with unsweetened or sweetened nut milk (1 cup max a day) is allowed
  • Unsweetened green, black, or peppermint tea is allowed
  • If you can afford to, drink kombucha with your lemon water dinner
  • ONLY light exercises (jumping jacks, sit ups, push ups, walks, etc)

So that’s it! It’s pretty simple and easy to do. Feel free to share your progress with me and let me know how it goes. Messages are always open :)

stay safe

ski-nny-ana

-Ann

Would you guys like it if I started posting what I eat in day? Like pictures of the food I’m eating and the calories ??

unpopular opinion:

binge eating and food addiction are ed just as valid as anorexia or bulimia

Update:

I only ate a little bit of indian lastnight, but it led onto a full binge and now I can’t stop. My boyfriends gone home so I’m just in a cycle of binging and purging right now.

Back on track tomorrow.

HELP MMM

My boyfriend is going to make me eat indian food and its going to ruin my progress, he’s gone to get it now and i’m panicking. I can’t purge because he’ll hear me.

WHAT

THE

FUCK

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SUPPOSED

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