#anoreixa
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no nut november? more like no calories november hahaha
day one: failed
my bed when it’s halloween:
2016 me: ana is beautiful. skip dinner wake up thinner. everyone will like me when i’m skinny
me now: how much diet coke will kill me
me on my way to do activities i don’t wanna do but it’ll waste time so i don’t have to eat:
me adding hot sauce to my dry potato:
me drinking salsa from the bottle cause it’s yummy: mmm zero calories
brain: actually-
me a little louder: mMMM ZERO CALORIES
i don’t think y’all understand how quirky i am.
i have an eating disorder and im still fat
hAHAHa
qUiRkY
no offense but
if i see one more person claim they binged and it isn’t 2,000+ calories imma hulk smash. seriously binging is out of control eating it’s not eating an extra 200+ calories you slime. some people actually have binge eating disorders and your misusing the word and it’s so FUCKING ANNOYING
uwu
okay so i got a lot of hate on this post lemme clear something up.
there’s a difference between binging and overeating. most of the time (not always) when you think you binged you actually are overreacting because you guys ARE STARVING. binging is something people do as a coping mechanism.
no offense but
if i see one more person claim they binged and it isn’t 2,000+ calories imma hulk smash. seriously binging is out of control eating it’s not eating an extra 200+ calories you slime. some people actually have binge eating disorders and your misusing the word and it’s so FUCKING ANNOYING
uwu
Update:
I only ate a little bit of indian lastnight, but it led onto a full binge and now I can’t stop. My boyfriends gone home so I’m just in a cycle of binging and purging right now.
Back on track tomorrow.
HELP MMM
My boyfriend is going to make me eat indian food and its going to ruin my progress, he’s gone to get it now and i’m panicking. I can’t purge because he’ll hear me.
WHAT
THE
FUCK
AM
I
SUPPOSED
TO
DO
I hate my thights sO GODDAMN MUCH.
Food diary #2
Breakfast:
1 caramel instant latte (no sugar or milk): 66
1 chocolate wafer: 100
Lunch:
1 pack of crisps: 132
Dinner:
¾ tin of minnestrone soup: 95
Snack:
1 pack of neo biscuits (4 in a pack): 176
Total: 569
Calories burnt walking/ light leg lifts: 110
Total: 459
It’s halloween tomorrow and my birthday, and my boyfriend is coming over so I might treat myself tomorrow, I know i’ll feel guilty but i’ll just purge whatever I eat when I go over 600 calories - thats if I do.
I’m pretty proud of the weight i’ve lost (2nd pic is me now) and sure there’s still like 15lbs to go but man i’m still much happier than I was (weight wise)
I’m 17 tomorrow (Halloween baby ayyy) and I still look like a chubby 12 year old, like, can I just look older n less fat pls, I’m trying my best here but puberty must’ve forgotten me
Food Diary #1 (29/10/18)
Breakfast:
2 apples (190)
1 caramel instant latte (66)
Snack:
1 small chocolate wafer (100)
1 small bag of crisps (132)
Dinner:
1 small potato (130)
1 cup boiled veg (44)
Total: 662 - 105
Exercise: 105 (I only did 500 crunches spread out over 30 mins)
Total intake:557
I was aiming for below 600 so i’m pretty happy with that, i’ve been stuck on a binge purge cycle for weeks and i’ve gained a lot but i’m sO ready to lose all of this goddamn fat already.
To have that bone on my wrist be more prominent than ever
I haven’t used this blog in forever since my last one (WitheringOrange) was taken down, but imma start postings tons of thinspo again! If you have any requests let me know and I usually get them done within a day or less❤
To look skinny in jeans
