#bulimiia
Update:
I only ate a little bit of indian lastnight, but it led onto a full binge and now I can’t stop. My boyfriends gone home so I’m just in a cycle of binging and purging right now.
Back on track tomorrow.
HELP MMM
My boyfriend is going to make me eat indian food and its going to ruin my progress, he’s gone to get it now and i’m panicking. I can’t purge because he’ll hear me.
WHAT
THE
FUCK
AM
I
SUPPOSED
TO
DO
I hate my thights sO GODDAMN MUCH.
Food diary #2
Breakfast:
1 caramel instant latte (no sugar or milk): 66
1 chocolate wafer: 100
Lunch:
1 pack of crisps: 132
Dinner:
¾ tin of minnestrone soup: 95
Snack:
1 pack of neo biscuits (4 in a pack): 176
Total: 569
Calories burnt walking/ light leg lifts: 110
Total: 459
It’s halloween tomorrow and my birthday, and my boyfriend is coming over so I might treat myself tomorrow, I know i’ll feel guilty but i’ll just purge whatever I eat when I go over 600 calories - thats if I do.
I’m pretty proud of the weight i’ve lost (2nd pic is me now) and sure there’s still like 15lbs to go but man i’m still much happier than I was (weight wise)
I’m 17 tomorrow (Halloween baby ayyy) and I still look like a chubby 12 year old, like, can I just look older n less fat pls, I’m trying my best here but puberty must’ve forgotten me
Food Diary #1 (29/10/18)
Breakfast:
2 apples (190)
1 caramel instant latte (66)
Snack:
1 small chocolate wafer (100)
1 small bag of crisps (132)
Dinner:
1 small potato (130)
1 cup boiled veg (44)
Total: 662 - 105
Exercise: 105 (I only did 500 crunches spread out over 30 mins)
Total intake:557
I was aiming for below 600 so i’m pretty happy with that, i’ve been stuck on a binge purge cycle for weeks and i’ve gained a lot but i’m sO ready to lose all of this goddamn fat already.
To have that bone on my wrist be more prominent than ever
I haven’t used this blog in forever since my last one (WitheringOrange) was taken down, but imma start postings tons of thinspo again! If you have any requests let me know and I usually get them done within a day or less❤
To look skinny in jeans
To not have fat poking out of my fishnets
To be that lanky ooo
1 year ago (128lbs) vs now (111lbs)
The goddamn truth
When you accidentally notice your naked body in the mirror
I changed my hair color so now I’m going change my body
Please tell me, that sometimes you feel that your body is your best thinspo
Feeling like your stomach is full and how the food is digested is literally the worst
When someone uses eugenia cooney as a thinspo
Ed community:
Can I feel myself sexy and don’t be 50kg?